don't enter his amusement park

In the photo, Mars is standing on the right of Shi Yichen, showing his iconic smile to the camera. In his memory, he always smiles like this, like a glass ball filled with the beauty of the world, transparent and crystal clear , want to touch, want to destroy.

This smile folds from the photo.After taking a glance at it, Xiang Jian folded the photo again and put it in the frame.No one will know that behind the invisible, he is smiling.

Xiang Jianyuan put the photo frame back to its original place, he glanced at the familiar room, the corpse of memory is hidden here, under every inch of the floor, behind the pattern of the wallpaper and the bookshelf, under his feet.

"Master, you are indeed here."

The butler's voice sounded in the darkness. He stood at the door, looking at the gloomy room, and raised his hand to turn on the light.

Xiang Yuan turned around and stopped him: "Don't turn on the light, that's it, that's enough."

Half of the room was illuminated by moonlight, and the other half was still shrouded in darkness. Xiang Jianyuan hid in the shadow, as if the moonlight would hurt him.

"How is Pei Yuan's situation?" He asked.

"He's in his room, sleeping soundly." Yi said, "It's late, it's time to go back to his room to rest."

Xiang Jianyuan nodded, he stood up, but his eyes were dark, he staggered and nearly fell down.Yi supported him in time: "Master, you are very tired."

"I'm fine, I'm just...a little dizzy."

Xiang Jianyuan broke away from Yi's embrace, trying to stand firm by himself, but before he let go, he wobbled unsteadily again.Yi hurriedly hugged him, and his master fell into his arms unwillingly, biting his lips because of his disobedient body, as if he might cry at any time.

"Please rest assured and leave it to me." Wing said softly.

Xiang Jianyuan didn't answer, he was drowning in an invisible water, and invisible hands stretched out from the bottom of the water, dragging him to sink.Yi hugged him horizontally, only in these hands could he absorb a little strength and not be pulled down.

The clock on the wall was past midnight.

For him, there are still two days.

The morning sun fell warmly on the garden, which was the most comfortable time of the day. After several days of rain, the plants in the garden grew new leaves like crazy, shining in the light like coins.

Abel spider is lying on the cherry blossom tree, inspecting its masterpiece with its head held high. A complete spider web has been completed, although it is a little smaller than expected, from the size of a western plate to a It's the size of a teacup, but it's a perfect spider's web, a masterpiece.

However, a few days passed, and no prey fell into the net, and even a small flying insect could avoid it perfectly.

Pei Yuan watched it all morning, but he didn't see any prey caught by it.However, this spider web does not exist for hunting, even if it captures the prey, the spider cannot eat.

When it appeared in this world, it was already dead.

The rest of the time it just spins a web and waits to die.

Abel spider doesn't care about this, it lies between the cherry blossom trees, guarding its web, occasionally can't hold back, and shows off to the passing butterflies or bees, they just glance at it, and then fly away in a hurry up.

Aside from being somewhat lonely, the Abel spider lives a perfect life.

On the contrary, Pei Yuan felt that he was bored. He stared at this spider for at least three hours. The last time he saw this spider was when it rained a few days ago, and it lamented for the broken web.Now he is caught in the net of the world, which has escaped.

Pei Yuan looked at the crystal-clear and perfect spider web, and bad thoughts came out one after another. He wanted to break the web, with a light flick, it would break a hole, or completely tear it to shreds.

He even stretched out his hand.

"Pei Yuan."

There was a sudden voice behind him, Pei Yuan woke up with a start, and hastily withdrew his hand.If he wanted to attack a spider web, he might be going crazy too.

He suppressed these shameful thoughts and turned around.

Xiang Jianyuan came from the corridor and stopped in front of him: "You've been here for a long time." His gaze passed Pei Yuan's shoulder and landed on the cherry blossom tree.After seeing the Abel spider, he frowned slightly: "Are you looking at that spider? Its toxicity has almost been exhausted, but it is still very dangerous."

Abel spider looked at them ignorantly.For it, humans who want to destroy its efforts are even more dangerous.Pei Yuan thought, and shook his head at Xiang Jianyuan: "I'm fine."

Xiang Jianyuan looked at him cautiously, and then asked: "Then are you going to tell me what happened in the amusement park?"

Pei Yuan didn't speak for a while.

Xiang Jianyuan was not in a hurry to force him, he glanced at the corridor, where there was a set of terrace tables and chairs, suitable for sitting down and talking.

"Go over there." Xiang Jianyuan said and walked over.

Pei Yuan followed behind. Although the sun was shining on his body, he still felt a little cold.

"Yi told me that you went to the amusement park after waking up in the morning." Xiang Jianyuan sat down and said, "It's only been 3 minutes, and you came back. Did you get the answer you want to know?"

The air pressed against his body invisible, making it hard to breathe.

"He disappeared..."

Pei Yuan said lightly, as if he didn't even believe it himself.

"Zero disappeared?" Xiang Jianyuan asked.

Pei Yuan nodded with difficulty, not dying, but disappearing.He went to the amusement park again, and walked into the snowy area through the wooden door.The snow over there has almost stopped, and the faint sunlight shines on the clear ice surface. The ice field is like a piece of white crystal, a diamond waiting to shine.

He saw Xingtu, Gomu, Fengyue, and Zhiri there, but he couldn't find Ling.

Searching through the snowfields, there was no sign of that person.

He just disappeared.

After discovering this, Pei Yuan fled out in a hurry.

He couldn't face the world without zero, and he didn't know how to attack the remaining three people, Yin Shui, Lan Jin, and Yan Huo who didn't know where.

He fled back and spent the morning watching spiders in the garden.

"You have to go back." Xiang Jianyuan said, "You are about to succeed. We all know that the eighth personality will not die at the end. He died to protect you. The right thing to do is not to waste his sacrifice."

Pei Yuan clenched his fists: "He didn't die for me, he died because he hated himself! Your brother hates himself, he would rather he hadn't been born!"

Xiang Jianyuan's expression didn't change a bit: "We all wish at some point that we hadn't been born. This doesn't mean the world is wrong. We're just a little fragile, and so is my brother. But you can be him and live For any reason, he will love you more than himself."

"That's a shame, I can't do it!"

Pei Yuan was tired of listening to these meaningless words, what he needed was a solution, not empty sentences.

He stood up angrily, and Xiang Jianyuan said behind him: "Pei Yuan, sit down. This is not like the usual you. Your emotions are very agitated. This is a post-traumatic stress response. What?"

"Why do I have to tell you?"

Pei Yuan asked subconsciously.He has already opposed Xiangyuan to himself, maybe it is because of the dream that Zhiri designed, which made him suspicious of Xiangyuan, or maybe it is because of other reasons that he can't explain.

"Because I'm on your side, I might be able to help you figure out a way." Xiang Jianyuan said.

This person is lying, he is always standing on Shi Yichen's side.Even standing on his side is only temporary.

Pei Yuan knew this, but facing those silver eyes, he hesitated again.

"You can tell me everything, we only have two days." Xiang Yuan said calmly.

These words overwhelmed the suspicion in Pei Yuan's heart, he remembered his promise to Yi, he would bring Shi Yichen back to save Xiangjian.

He sat down again.

"I don't know... There are still Lanjin, Yinshui and Yanhuo left in the amusement park. It was Yinshui who killed Zero. Before Zero died, tell me that your brother has already thought of a way to get out of his body. He It will make the infiltrator falsely pass the level, and the 'blue eye' will mistakenly think that the dark power has disappeared, and when the 'blue eye' releases, his darkness will also wake up. This is his original plan." Pei Yuan paused Dayton, "But that memory ball changed everything, he changed his mind, his main personality was scattered to other personalities, and at the same time the eighth personality appeared, which is Zero."

Mentioning Ling's name, Pei Yuan's breath sank again.

Xiang Jianyuan pondered for a while, then said, "I think Yichen is just scared."

Fear.This word is really against harmony when used to describe Shi Yichen.Pei Yuan thought, really speaking, he was the one to be afraid of.

Xiang Jianyuan saw what he was thinking, and explained: "Yichen has contacted you before, maybe more than once, I can't know what kind of memories are in that memory ball, but during the contact, he must have discovered that he has no memory. Confidence, so I chose to delete your existence."

This answer still didn't satisfy Pei Yuan: "No confidence? What is he not confident about?"

"to you."

Xiang Jianyuan looked at him and said.

"He knows that you are special to him, Pei Yuan, he knows how important you are, and he understands all of this before making the decision to forget you. He doesn't have the confidence to start any relationship with you, he's afraid it will screw up All that, and the fear that you're going to get out of control and it's going to hurt you."

Just like his biological father.

Treasure it, protect it, love it deeply, but destroy it with your own hands.

"He just wanted to avoid the tragedy of his father."

"This……"

The words stuck in Pei Yuan's throat.

This is so weird.But he couldn't say it, he sat back in the chair exhausted, his eyebrows were tangled together, and he couldn't figure out why a person possessed unparalleled strength but lacked the ability to socialize normally.

Xiang Jianyuan sighed slightly: "If it wasn't in the amusement park, Yichen wouldn't approach you at all. Like his father, he is extra careful about the things he cherishes, and would rather suppress his own desires than affect the other party."

However, such repression only makes the backlash more intense, even devastating.