special monster shelter

"It's not your fault." Xie Zhi wanted to comfort Yuan Mu.But Yuan Mu is responsible for the way of redemption, these comforting truths are far clearer than Xie Zhi.

But the more you understand, the less you can explain yourself.

Because, for Yuan Mu himself, no matter how many high-sounding principles there are, they cannot cover up the fact that his hands were stained with the cub's blood.

"So God's punishment still falls on you in the end?" Xie Zhi thought of the sin that could not be erased from Yuan Mu's chest.

Yuan Mu forced a smile, "If I really don't want to, what can the law do to me?"

Yuan Mu pressed the God's Punishment Mark by himself, "I want to remind myself that every day I live, don't forget to atone for my sins."

"..." Xie Zhi's heart was agitated, and with just such a sentence, he tasted a bit of world-weariness.

But this is Yuan Mu!Yuan Mu, who crawled out of the pile of bones alive even though he was exiled back then.How could he be in such a mood?

Xie Zhi hugged Yuan Mu, and suddenly felt like he didn't know what to do with him.

Yuan Mu has suffered too much in the past, and now, he has borne too much burden that he can hardly bear.

Coupled with his expectation, he wants to rewrite the law's plan.He still has to bear this kind of crime that can't be cleared up at all, and it shouldn't belong to him.

Xie Zhi didn't know what to do to make Yuan Mu feel better.

Yuan Mu whispered what happened later.

"Actually, you already know."

"Killing God 39 is a big case, and the king of gods will naturally come to arrest me. I was afraid that the three little ones would be implicated, so I forcibly signed the contract and sent them back home."

"I didn't see Xiaoxiao."

"Because, she committed suicide." Yuan Mu gritted his teeth, "Seeing so many dirty things, she was only a few years old, she couldn't bear it, so she committed suicide."

"Xiaobai had passed out at that time, but Jiujiu was still awake."

"..."

"It witnessed the tragic death of its mother, the tragic death of its younger brother, the tragic death of its younger sister, and I... was arrested due to divine punishment."

"I spent three days in prison before being executed."

"At first, I wanted to give up. I think it's too sad. Whether it's me or those monsters, our persistence in the past is like a joke."

"So what if I control the way of heaven? In front of the law, isn't it like being manipulated like a dog? I can save people, but if I save this one, I will watch the other die tragically."

"Why? Just because what I saved was not a god, and because what I saved didn't have pure blood?"

"But Xie Zhi, tell me, those gods, are they worthy?"

"Naturally not worthy."

"Yes, of course they don't deserve it." Yuan Mu heaved a sigh of relief, "But the preference of the law makes them feel confident and think they are superior."

"Whether it's human or monster, people are naturally full of reverence for the gods. How many people come to worship Little Hibiscus every day in this beast temple?"

"But how many people can really realize their wishes? Human beings can be so devout just for a comfort. What qualifications does the law have, not to give shelter?"

"Perhaps the gods at the beginning were indeed as perfect as the law prefers, but now...they should wake up too!"

"How do you want to modify it?" Xie Zhi asked Yuan Mu.

Yuan Mu smiled, "The way of heaven is fair, and all beings are equal. If a god can't help people and be believed by thousands of people, he is not qualified to sit on the godhead."

"If the gods hurt humans or monsters, they will be punished in the same way."

"Since the law is the law of all things in the world, you should not be partial to God alone. If you can't realize the way of heaven by yourself, you don't deserve to have superior strength."

"Xie Zhi, help me." Yuan Mu and Xie Zhi looked at each other with firm eyes.

During the three days of being locked up, Yuan Mu thought a lot.At first, he couldn't figure it out.His own way is the way of protection, why do those cubs he guards still have no good ending?

Is it the way he used it?Or is he unable to give them a real sense of security?

Yuan Mu pondered over the details of the whole matter over and over again, digging out all the trivial things that were ignored and unnoticed in the past.

In the end he came to a conclusion, Yuan Mu felt that there was something wrong with his way.Perhaps his protection is not really a protection, otherwise those monsters would not just attach themselves, but not deliver their sincerity.

Among other things, let's just talk about these three cubs. The reason why they would rather run away, would rather die than ask Yuan Mu for help.It's not so much that they don't believe it, it's better to say that they can't feel the real love from Yuan Mu.

But Yuan Mu has no choice, because Yuan Mu has never known how to love others.

He has never been loved since he was a child.

At this moment, Yuan Mu had doubts about himself, and the moment a demon was born, Yuan Mu's godhead became more and more unstable.

Yuan Mu's body was already poor, and coupled with God's punishment, even such a slight gap would cause him to suffer a lot of damage.

Fortunately, Yuan Mu is a smart person, and he quickly found the problem.

Yuan Mu realized that his way was not wrong, but too narrow.

Those monsters need not only material things, but also inner healing.

Yuan Mu originally thought that by giving them a safe place to live, they would be able to slowly relax.

But in fact, it is simply impossible.

Just like Yuan Mu himself, he guarded the entire monster clan, but he never found his own belonging.

Heart disease needs heart medicine.

If simple protection cannot save, then he simply changes his way, abandons protection, and becomes salvation.

Indeed, this is another way that goes against the way of heaven, but so what?

Yuan Mu was never afraid of suffering, he was only afraid that the next time such a thing happened to him, he would still be powerless.

Maybe it was because he cried too much before the age of five, or maybe it was because the road to success and fame was too hard, Yuan Mu couldn't bear it, and he didn't want to see the cubs of the monster clan repeating his old ways.

I also don't want to see that among human beings, bastards live a long life, but good people can only expose their corpses in the wilderness.

Yuan Mu wants to see that the true justice is clearly manifested, and the wind is clear and the moon is bright.

Therefore, he decided to kill himself and rebuild the way of redemption.

When someone asks for help, he will cross them.When the rules are biased, he rewrites the rules.

"That's why I pleaded guilty and killed myself."

"Can't you be in the God Realm?"

"Yes, but it will be more difficult. The God Realm is the most favored by the law, and it is precisely because of this that he does not allow people to provoke frequently. Of course I can do it in the God Realm. But... it will take longer."

Yuan Mu stretched out his hand, and the compass that controlled the contracted monster floated in his palm.

"Xie Zhi, look, the entire monster family is waiting for my protection. If I delay for one more day, more monsters will die under the persecution of the law."

"So, even if I know it's unfair to you, I can only do this."

"..." Xie Zhi didn't speak.

Yuan Mu asked him, "Do you blame me?"

Xie Zhi didn't answer, but just asked him, "Where did you go to reunite with the godhead?"

For a full hundred years, Xie Zhi traveled to countless planes without finding any clues about Yuan Mu.

So he really wanted to know where Yuan Mu was reunited.

But this time, it was Yuan Mu who was silent.

"Are you tossing yourself again?" Xie Zhi couldn't help feeling a little angry.

Yuan Mu thought for a while, "No, it's just that the conditions are a bit worse."

"How bad is it?" Xie Zhi squeezed Yuan Mu's hand, pulling him closer as if wanting to examine his body inch by inch.

Yuan Mu couldn't stand this, so he quickly broke away, "Xie Zhi!"

"Ok?"

"..." Yuan Mu took a breath, "It's the land of exile."

"Is this the legendary hacking comeback?"

"It doesn't count. The place where I was first exiled was the edge of God's Domain. But the place where I went this time is the real place of exile." After thinking about it, Yuan Mu smiled and said to Xie Zhi, "Actually It’s better than the first time, it’s not too cold over there.”

If it's not cold, it's still cold.

Xie Zhi held Yuan Mu in his arms, and suddenly didn't know how to describe his mood.

It was not until a long time later that he said to Yuan Mu, "I hated you at the beginning."

Yuan Mu immediately froze.

But soon, Xie Zhi added, "But I can't forget you. No matter what method I use, I can't forget you."

"When I first came to this plane, I was thinking, if I can't find you here, I will go back to the God Realm."

"Whenever you come back, I'll wait until that time. If you...don't come back, I'll keep waiting."

"Fortunately, it didn't take long before you came."

"Are you happy to see me?" Yuan Mu stroked Xie Zhi's hair.

Xie Zhi gritted his teeth, "Happy, I wish I could bite you to death."

"You can't bear it." Yuan Mu pierced his sternness sharply.

Xie Zhi sighed helplessly, "So when will you love yourself more?"

Yuan Mu smiled slowly, "With you loving me, I don't need anything else."

"..." Xie Zhi was so choked up by Yuan Mu's subterfuge that he couldn't speak, and in the end he could only give him a hard kiss as compensation.

Yuan Mu yawned and leaned into his arms, "Sleepy."

"Go back to sleep?" Xie Zhi looked at the sky, it was already pale, and the two chatted all night without knowing it.

Yuan Mu rubbed Xie Zhi's face, his tone was very soft, and he acted like a baby aboveboard, "I don't want to go back, the king will accompany me alone?"

Xie Zhi thought for a while, and actually carried Yuan Mu back to the pavilion.Changing back to its original shape, Xie Zhi let Yuan Mu lie on top of him.

Xie Zhi's hair is long, soft and thick.Yuan Mu was wrapped in his arms, blocking the chill all over his body.

Yuan Mu turned over, found a comfortable position, closed his eyes and prepared to sleep.

In a daze, Yuan Mu suddenly said something to Xie Zhi as if he remembered something.

"What?" Xie Zhi didn't hear clearly the first time, and thought Yuan Mu was talking in his sleep.

As a result, Yuan Mu raised the volume again and repeated, "I said, didn't you throw away the dress you wore on your birthday?"

"Ah."

"I picked it up quietly, let me see when you put it back on."

"..." Xie Zhi fell silent for a moment, feeling a sense of collapse as if his black history had been discovered.

You know, his clothes were tailor-made according to the legendary Yuan Mu's preferences.

If he wasn't young and ignorant, he wouldn't be able to make such a thing at all.In the end, Yuan Mu actually wanted to see him put on...

Simply, it makes no sense!

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