I heard that the loyal dog attacked him and cheated on him.

"Why didn't you tell that woman on Cambridge Road that the aborted child was mine?!" Xi Yiming's eyes were red, and his voice was obviously trembling, like a wounded wolf's uneasy low cry. "What is the reason why I hurt you like that and you don't want to tell me?!"

These words shook Lu Ning like a thunderbolt on the ground, and the cup in his hand fell to the ground. He looked at Xi Yiming in a panic, not knowing where he got the news. He knew about this matter. There are very few people.

Now is not the time to think about this, Lu Ning straightened his mind, looked at Xi Yiming with red eyes, but he didn't look like he was about to cry, but his eyes were full of sadness and depression, and he said in a hoarse voice:

"What's the reason?" Lu Ning muttered, "Probably because I would rather be sad than make you sad. How could I be willing to let you toss and turn at night because of these things?"

His eyes are a little empty:

"I think that anyway, I'm not very good at hurting or comforting others, but you will, and I will bear it for you. You just have to be responsible for being nice to me every day..."

But you still haven't been nice to me.

Xi Yiming's pupils contracted violently. It was the first time he heard these distressing words from Lu Ning's mouth. Lu Ning's words did not imply any blame, but every sentence was full of regret.

It took a lot of effort for him not to squat down because of the pain in his heart. He couldn't imagine how Lu Ning had been watching him with so much love in the past few months, so sad that he couldn't sleep all night. Getting thinner.

I can't imagine how he, such a proud and cold person, wronged himself to serve him and Dai Xingshu, and listen to his insulting words...

The feeling in the middle is so hard, how can Xi Yiming not understand, he is jealous even when someone touches him, he is so sad and jealous that he wants to die, what about Lu Ning who has endured so much?

He was like a drowning man holding tightly to the last straw, speaking incoherently with a trembling voice:

"You obviously don't love me, you never smile at me, every time something happens, you try to escape..."

Lu Ning looked at the hysterical Xi Yiming, feeling a dull pain in his heart, he smiled wryly a few times:

"How could I not love you? I'm just not good at expressing it. Think about it again. Have I really... haven't expressed it to you?"

Xi Yiming's tall body staggered a bit, his feet went limp and he leaned against the wall with his eyes closed.

Yes.

How can he forget how Lu Ning smiles outside, it's just a superficial smile, it's like this when I first met him, an out-and-out facial paralysis, trusting him enough to relax so much in front of him.

He himself is very demanding of that aspect, and he is also clear, which time he didn't suppress him to do it well, he should be afraid to escape...

He always joked on the bed that he was like a wooden fish, and then he cooperated clumsily. These small loves were completely ignored by him.

It's just that I have experienced bad Lu Ning, ignored these things and was afraid, and kept magnifying his bad points.

He looked at Lu Ning, who was full of affectionate eyes, and felt that his breath was suffocated. Now he would rather Lu Ning say that he didn't love him, so that he would have enough reasons to convince himself that what he did was okay and right.

He opened his eyes and looked at Lu Ning with struggle, anger, sadness and remorse that Lu Ning could not understand.

It was the first time Lu Ning saw Xi Yiming's expression like this, he didn't understand, even if he knew, according to the past few months, there should be only anger, how could there be so many emotions emerging on him.

Xi Yiming's voice is like the snow in the snow in winter, being crushed by a truck and making an unpleasant and harsh sound:

"What do you want me to do with you, Lu Ning..."