what's in the depths

After several people had eaten, Zhu Yuhan also took the initiative to help clean up the dishes. Fu Jiasen was not polite to him, so he stood aside, like a supervisor, his eyes were glued to Zhu Yuhan's body.

Zhu Yuhan was almost scalded by this gaze, and his hands shook, and the porcelain bowl fell to the ground and broke into several pieces.

"This, this..." Zhu Yu broke out in cold sweat in an instant, and quickly bent down to pick up the fragments.

"It's okay, let me come, you go and rest, don't get your hands stuck." Fu Jiasen calmly found a broom from the storage room, and silently cleaned up the debris on the ground.

Fu Jiasen was very hospitable, and he specially prepared fruits, cut them into plates and brought them to the living room. He saw Zhu Yuhan sitting on the sofa with his back straight and his hands resting on his knees. He looked like someone waiting for a teacher to praise him. kindergarten children.

"What are your plans in the future?" Fu Jiasen pushed his glasses and said.

There was no foreshadowing when this sentence was asked, and it was blurted out without any warning, which made Zhu Yuhan, who was not mentally prepared, not know how to answer for a while, so he could only look at Fu Huaiyu for help.

"Don't worry about this, we all have jobs, enough to support the two of us, and we can save some savings in due course, and adopt a child when we are older."

Fu Huaiyu was very serious when he said this.

In fact, Zhu Yuhan really has no plans for the future of the two of them. He just wants to take one step at a time. After all, there are too many unknowns and too many obstacles. At least his mother's hurdle is extremely difficult.

Fu Jiasen put his hand on the sofa and rubbed it non-stop, as if he was considering the feasibility of Fu Huaiyu's so-called plan.

Then, he turned to Zhu Yuhan, seeing that the person sitting opposite didn't even dare to look up into his eyes. After a long time, Fu Jiasen said softly:

"Xiao Zhu, may I ask, do you really like Fu Huaiyu?"

Zhu Yuhan seems to have never seriously considered this question.

like?How do you like it.

Actually speaking, I am very similar to Lu Shichao. It was Fu Huaiyu who chased after me so hard that he agreed to be with him due to pressure or even guilt. We have been together for seven years, from love to family, but Fu Jiasen's This question made me shrink back again.

On the other hand, Fu Huaiyu, who was calm on the surface, had already hung in the air in his heart. He was afraid of hearing a negative answer, and he was afraid that the feelings he had exchanged with a change would actually be vulnerable to a single blow.

"You don't need to answer me in a hurry, just think it over." Fu Jiasen stood up, "Okay, I'm sleepy, please go back today."

Saying that, Fu Jiasen ignored the two of them and went straight into the bedroom.

Zhu Yuhan gave Fu Huaiyu an embarrassed look, and slowly got up: "Let's go back first."

Fu Huaiyu didn't make a sound, put on his clothes and left first.

Inside the car, the atmosphere was almost frozen, neither of them spoke. After a while, Fu Huaiyu started the car.

As the New Year is approaching, many people come out with their families to do New Year's shopping. They hold hands, talk and laugh, and it looks like a happy scene.

The child naughtily jumped into the snowdrift and wet his shoes, which caused the mother to reprimand him feigned anger, while the father laughed and said, "My son is really amazing", and then he lifted the son and sat on his shoulder. While talking, the family slowly walked into the supermarket...

Zhu Yuhan watched, and couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth.

On this day of reunion, Fu Huaiyu finally had red eyes.

The green light came on, and the traffic flowed across the wide road in unison, driving towards the destination far away in my heart.

When the car stopped downstairs, Zhu Yuhan got out of the car first, and waited for Fu Huaiyu at the door of the unit for a while, but saw that he drove the car to the parking space but never got off.

Surprised, he walked over, knocked on the car window, and asked Fu Huaiyu why he still didn't get out of the car.

Fu Huaiyu opened the car window a crack: "Go up first, I'll sit down for a while."

Zhu Yuhan also knew that Fu Huaiyu was unhappy because he didn't give a clear answer to Fu Jiasen's question just now.

Regarding the question of whether he really likes Fu Huaiyu, he really doesn't know how to answer, but he knows that what Fu Huaiyu brought to him is unmatched by anyone else, but he can't accept these sacrifices comfortably, so he has to pay back Something, if Fu Huaiyu knew himself well enough, then he would definitely understand.

And Fu Huaiyu, who grew up surrounded by applause and flowers, was proud and confident, but because of Zhu Yuhan, a person who couldn't even lie to temporarily comfort others, he fell into a state of inferiority again and again.

In a relationship, it is true that whoever is tempted first and who loves more deeply will lose, and it will be a crushing defeat.

From the time I entered the police station at the age of 22, to now ten years later, I have followed him carefully for ten years with anxiety and anxiety, and in these ten years, it seems that I have never received a positive answer from him even once. .

Thinking of this, Fu Huaiyu rested his head weakly on the steering wheel and slowly closed his eyes.

Even, it is no longer possible to explain to my father.

Upstairs came the sound of some child practicing the violin. The sound of the violin was like a rooster howling at the top of its throat. It was extremely unpleasant, harsher than funeral music at a funeral.

Fu Huaiyu took a deep breath, raised his head irritably, touched his sore forehead, and opened the window casually for ventilation.

Just the moment he opened the window, he saw a person standing beside his car eating oden.

Fu Huaiyu froze for a moment, narrowed his eyes and looked at the person next to him.

The man smiled, leaned against the car door, and handed in the oden: "This is delicious. I think you, who claim to be healthy and healthy, must have never eaten it. Try it. After all, in this world, there are only love and happiness." The food can't be beat."

Fu Huaiyu looked at the cup of oden for a long time, then reached out to take it.

Zhu Yuhan leaned on the car with folded arms, looked at the sky full of stars, laughed, and let out a white breath that melted into a ball in the cold air.

"Actually, the question your dad asked, I just spent [-] seconds thinking about it when I went to buy Kanto cooking. Now, I can tell you the clear answer."

Fu Huaiyu paused holding the paper cup.

I hoped that he would say something, but I was afraid of the answer that would make my heart hurt, so I still hoped that he would not say anything.

"Personally, I don't think I like you. First of all, you are a proud and stinky person. You have a bad personality. You always cry when you move, and you always treat yourself like a little princess. Tell me, such a person I want you to like it or not."

Fu Huaiyu squeezed the cup tightly in his hand, pursed his mouth tightly, and didn't say a word.

"Furthermore, the definition of the word liking is too shallow. It has little meaning in terms of love. The word liking is too indeterminate. Today I may like Peng Yuyan, but tomorrow I may like Huang Bo. Therefore, it It doesn't explain anything."

"Finally, I would like to say that no matter who has been together for ten years, the passionate love at the beginning has long since ceased to exist, and what is left is just an ordinary life of cuddling with each other under daily necessities. If you don't believe me, ask your father, how is he still Did you like your mother that much at the beginning? I believe not, but the reason why they can always be together is entirely due to the family relationship they have been together for many years. "

Fu Huaiyu froze for a moment, then slowly turned his head, looking out the car window at the man who was looking at him with a smirk.

"The question of whether you like it or not is meaningless, and I can't answer it, but what I can tell Chief Fu clearly is that I... can't leave you. The words are a bit sour, but sincere."

That night, the residents downstairs suffered from insomnia again.

There are less than three months before the National Examination, the Shura field, and I haven't even figured out the logic of answering the questions, the two people upstairs made the bed "creak" again and again.

She finally found a suitable excuse for her inability to calm down and study, and hurriedly climbed onto the bed with Joseph's body pillow that was just delivered yesterday.

You ask why Li Dangdang became Joseph a few days ago?

Because she likes all good-looking ones, is there any need to ask?

I'm so happy, today is also a day to shed tears for someone else's love.

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The New Year's bell rang, and the fireworks exploded in the sky.

Winter is finally over.

The police station in City A is very lively on the night of the New Year’s Eve. Those police officers who can’t go home due to official duties gather together to write and direct sketches, cook hot pot, eat dumplings, sing and dance. It’s full of New Year’s flavor .

Fu Huaiyu went home to have dinner with his father first, and said that he would come back later, Zhu Yuhan sat down with Tong Si and the others to play mahjong, and they agreed to only play Cantonese mahjong, but Tong Si was all alone, no one gave him money, and was lying there. Chirping and complaining, Chu Rong came in from the outside carrying a few plastic bags.

"Hey, forensic doctor Chu, what brought you here." Huang Jiu had a cigarette in his mouth, shaking his legs, looking like a hooligan.

Chu Rong put the plastic bag on the coffee table and said with a smile, "I bought something to eat, do you want to add another meal?"

When everyone heard this, they rushed over like a starved ghost reincarnated.

Because their team leader Huo didn't know what kind of wind they were smoking, and he took care of the New Year's Eve dinner and dumplings. I have to say that the craftsmanship of Huo's team leader is really unflattering. When he put it on the table, there was no color, smell, or smell. It's dark food.

To put it bluntly, it even feels like a drug test.

But due to the coercion, they had no choice but to bite the bullet and ate a few mouthfuls, and then used all kinds of excuses, such as having aphthous sores in their mouths, hemorrhoids in their buttocks, corns on the soles of their feet, etc., and ran away without eating a few mouthfuls.

While he was hungry, Chu Rong was wearing a golden holy garment, stepping on seven-color auspicious clouds, and came as if a god had come. They seemed to have seen a savior, and rushed over without hesitation.

"Oh, Rongrong, happy new year." Seeing Chu Rong, Zhu Yuhan got up and said hello.

Tong Si poked his head to peek at his cards for a moment, and mouthed to the other two who had lost all night:

"Chicken."

The three of them exchanged words directly, which caused Zhu Yuhan to be fired three times, and he was still a banker, losing double the loss, and almost lost all his pants.

"Little Liu, come, come, you fight, I'll go and calm down." Zhu Yuhan stood up, and said to Xiao Liu, who was still wolfing down.

After speaking, he jumped to Chu Rong's side like a rabbit.

"I just wanted to say that I would go to your house tomorrow to give you New Year's greetings, so you came." Zhu Yuhan said with a grin.

"Then, do you want to give a red envelope?" Chu Rong smiled back.

"of course yes."

Saying that, Zhu Yuhan stretched out his hand shamelessly.

I wanted to collect ten or eight yuan from Chu Rong to please him, but Chu Rong really gave a big red envelope, which was heavy in his hand, and it was estimated to be several thousand yuan.

"How much did you pay?"

"Six thousand 660 six, an auspicious number." Chu Rong smiled.

"Don't, don't, I'm just joking. Don't take it seriously. Besides, I'm older than you, so I should give you a red envelope. You gave me so much. I can't pay you back eight thousand eight hundred and eighty-eight. Forgive me." Wallet, there is not much left from playing mahjong tonight."

After Zhu Yuhan made up his mind, he felt something was wrong.

"Rongrong, who did you learn from? You actually used your brains to make a net profit of 2000 yuan from me, you."

"You've seen all of this, so I'm too embarrassed to ask for it. Just take it and take it as a betrothal gift."

"Ok?"

"No, I'm talking nonsense." Chu Rong made a sloppy look, and turned to watch someone play mahjong.

But Zhu Yuhan did hear the word "betrothal gift", which made him panic a lot.

Sometimes, Chu Rong is really strange, what should he think, is it because he really doesn't have any friends so he is more dependent on him, or is it that he...has that kind of meaning to himself.

But, it shouldn't be, he remembered that Chu Rong had a girlfriend before, she was a pretty girl, but later it seemed that the other party disliked Chu Rong's job as "dirty", so the two broke up.

But it seems unlikely that he suddenly became gay.

That being said, it is the first reason.

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