Fast time travel makes me happy

My name is Qu Yan, female, and I also like female.

I discovered a long time ago that I am not interested in men and feel disgusted.

I once thought that I was suffering from male phobia. When a girl kissed me on the cheek friendly, I knew clearly that I liked a girl.

So when I was in elementary school, I confessed to my parents that I like girls.

My family thought I was weird, and they even wanted to send me to a hospital for treating homosexuality.

For composers, I am a disgrace.

A person who fell in love with the same sex would embarrass the Qu family.

I was beaten up several times by my father. He said, I must never like women. As the only daughter of the Qu family, I should have children and give birth to blood for the Qu family.

This kind of thinking is not allowed anymore.

I had a fiancé when I was eight years old.

A fiancé who can help the Qu family grow their business.

At the banquet for choosing my fiancé that day, I met a girl who changed everything about me. My father could even turn his back on the fiancé he had chosen for me.

I still remember that when she came to Qu's house that day, she was hugged by her father. I have never been hugged by my father.

There is also a gentle woman beside her, that is her mother.

Their family is like a family in a fairy tale.

She wept in her father's arms, not knowing why.

I eavesdropped on their conversation, and it seemed that this little girl in a pink princess dress got zero eggs in her math test.

In my opinion, the primary school questions are like one plus one equals how many. She got zero duck eggs in the test, and her parents are still comforting her.

I was also wondering, how she avoided all the correct answers and got a zero on the test.

A test of zero is more difficult than a test of one hundred.

She can get points for any questions she asks.

Listening to her acting like a baby, she seemed to be asking her parents for it unreasonably. Her parents actually agreed to their request to accompany her to the amusement park this weekend.

I am a little envious.

At the engagement ceremony, the girl in the adorable pink princess dress said something that changed everything.

"I like Elder Sister Qu." Xiaofentuanzi spoke in a childish voice, not at all like an eight-year-old child.

At most, Zhizhi is only five years old, and it is such a dumpling that disrupted my engagement ceremony.

Let my father slap my "fiancé" family in the face in the first place.

Just because Fan Tuanzi also said, "I will marry Sister Qu in the future."

This sentence made my father see an opportunity, an opportunity to climb up the Du family.

Fen Duanzi was transferred to my class the next day.

She really likes me, how long can this kind of like last?

To be honest, I liked this little fan dumpling at first, I liked her baby voice, and I liked her existence so that I could be myself.

Because of Du Jingbai's liking for me, my father knew that the Du family was a bigger partner.

He let me like women, but I must please Du Jingbai. He is a qualified businessman, and his children have always been just a bargaining chip for him.

My father looked away like this, found countless women outside, and gave birth to a bunch of children for him, so he never had to worry about the problem of blood circulation.

Maybe you will ask, my mother?

After she gave birth to me, she was unable to reproduce.

My mother, too, saw me as an enemy. She once said that when I was 11 years old, when my father was not home, he would spend the night at the house of one of his twelve mistresses.

My mother was drunk, stumbled into my room alone, grabbed my neck in my sleep and said, "Why are you not a boy! Why do you like women, I think you are dirty!"

These are the words my mother spoke to her own flesh and blood.

She was so strong that she almost strangled me that night.

She also became more disgusted with me, and often asked me why I was not a boy when I was drunk?

The person who beat me often changed from my father to my mother.

She forgot that she gave birth to me, and she also forgot that it was the man who found another woman outside. It wasn't me who brought her this pain, but him.

But she was weak and incompetent, she only dared to impose all this on me, vented her resentment towards her father by beating me, and blamed all these pains on me.

Are all women this weak?

Then I definitely don't want to be like her.

Tell yourself never to be a lunatic.

But I can't take it anymore.

I also changed from liking to that little fan group to jealousy. I was jealous of the Du family's love for her, their obedience to her, and the care she held in their hands.

Why are her parents so nice to her?

Why am I in this devil-like family?

I'm jealous, I'm envious, I'm twisted.

This little dumpling likes me like a man and a woman. She only likes me.

I had the best idea to hurt her.

I told her that pink is what I hate the most, so she never wore pink clothes again.

I told her that I hate fat girls the most, so she fainted from hunger.

I heard that I haven't eaten for a long time.

I looked at her who said she wanted to lose weight, and said to her, "Girls feel comfortable with some flesh."

So she picked up her little belly and said, "Come and touch it."

He even patted his belly.

"Listen, the sound of my stomach sounds nice, and it feels better to touch."

I smiled and touched her belly. The tenderness of the girl's skin made me think of the best way to torture her.

I keep changing girlfriends, I like the way she looks sad for me, I like her sad expression, I like to see her cry.

I must be broken.

She's the only one who can make me better.

I know this dough ball likes me, I like it very much.

My evil has been released, and the one who bears all of this is this powder dumpling.

Her liking makes me confident.

No matter how I treat her, she will always come together.

Du Jingbai, you will always like me, right?

Then please keep liking me forever and never give up on me, okay?

Don't let me suffer alone, okay?

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My name is Du Jingbai, female, I like Qu Yan.

I don't know if I like women, but the one I like happens to be female, so I should be gay.

A homosexual who only likes curvy faces.

I like her regardless of gender, just because she happens to be the same gender as me.

I like Qu Yan's smile, and she frowned on purpose and said, why are you so stupid.

I like Quyan, her eyebrows, everything about her.

Qu Yan, I love you!

Did you hear that?

If you ask me when I fell in love with Qu Yan.

It was she who saved me that day, and I fell in love with her.

I followed my parents to Qu’s house for the first time, and I dared to ask my parents to go to the amusement park on weekends with zero duck eggs in the exam.

When I got there, I happily explored at Qu’s house. I ran too far and forgot what my mother told me not to approach the water.

I seemed to see something in the water and approached. I really accidentally fell into the swimming pool of Qu’s family. It was Qu Yan who rescued me. She comforted me and told me not to be afraid.

I've liked her since then, but she doesn't seem to know it.

I transferred to Qu Yan's class, and I liked her teasing me, and the way she said I was so stupid.

I like the scent on her body, which is a little different from the night when she rescued me.

But I still like her.

Does loving someone mean loving everything about her?

Then I already like Quyan, and I can't extricate myself from liking it.

However, she didn't know when Qu Yan changed.

She had her first girlfriend when she was in the sixth grade of elementary school. She was the classmate of the class next door, and she had dimples when she smiled. There were many boys in their class, and they all liked the way she smiled.

I also have dimples when I smile, why doesn't Qu Yan like me?

Qu Yan's second girlfriend was when she was in the first year of junior high school. Qu Yan won the class flower in the class as soon as she entered the first year of junior high school. The class flower in our class has a baby fat face.

I also have baby fat, more than her.

Why doesn't Qu Yan like me?

Qu Yan had the third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, and eighth girlfriends.

I don’t like any of the people Qu Yan likes anymore.

I also know that Qu Yan doesn't like me.

I confessed my love to her in junior high and she said I was too young and told me to wait.

I am obviously only a few months younger than her.

But I was still obedient, but sometimes her girlfriend deliberately provoked me, which made me feel uncomfortable, so I started fighting!

Qu Yan doesn't like me anymore, she thinks I'm annoying, and she doesn't teach me anymore.

She skipped class to fight and pick up girls, and I also learn to skip class, so can I get closer to her?

She said that she likes girls who can dance ballet, so I went to learn it. My ligaments hurt so much. I was wearing soft-soled exercise shoes. After studying every day, my whole body hurt, both bones and flesh ached.

I cried many times, my parents told me not to learn,

Especially when I wear pointe shoes, the hard pointe shoes can pinch my feet, and my feet are a little fat.

My toes were bleeding, but I still gritted my teeth and persisted.

Qu Yan's fifth girlfriend is the next principal of a certain ballet academy. I saw her dancing ballet. She is a born ballet dancer.

I know I can't compare.

I never danced again.

I am hostile to all the girls who get close to Qu Yan, I hate that Qu Yan smiles at them, I hate that they approach Qu Yan quietly, I hate that I am not what Qu Yan likes.

Qu Yan hated me even more.

Qu Yan, can you like me a little bit?

I can learn to be the girl you like, I can become whatever you like, as long as you are willing to wait for me.

I'm not a white swan, but I can learn to be a white swan, I'm stupid, can you wait for me?

Qu Yan, can you like me a little bit?

I just need a little bit, a little bit.

I am not greedy.

I just need as much as a fingernail and as deep as a small spoon.

I only want so much, and all I can want is, and only so much.

Qu Yan, can you like me?

A little bit is fine.