This matter, I have the final say

"If you think so, you will die alone in this life!"

Jiang Xiaobai was so angry that he didn't want to talk to Fang Zheng.

"You know more about Ning Bo's character than I do. If you contact him, you're looking for a tiger's skin. Can he kindly give you this opportunity? I must have seen that you have made plans this year. He is not as talented as you. Talent, either wants to steal your paintings, or wants to sell them in a bundle with you. If you get involved with him, you don't know how you died."

"I know."

Fang Zheng knew the stakes here.

"Xu Haodong is different. How does he treat you? Submissive, it's too heartless for you to hurt him so much. Tell him clearly and live a good life with him."

"I'm not reconciled. He hurt me so much and almost ruined me. I'm not reconciled to just letting him go."

Fang Zheng took the cigarette Jiang Xiaobai gave him.

"You want to expose him?"

"kindness!"

Fang Zheng took a drag on his cigarette.Eyes narrowed slightly.

"Have you seen his paintings? His paintings in the past two years have been very few, and the quality is not good. There is no explosive force and tension. I think he has entered a bottleneck and exhausted his inspiration. In the past two years, our paintings have been stable. There is a promotion. The agent’s hype is also a big reason. He has a lot of mess behind his back, and exposing him will ruin his reputation.”

"Since you think so, tell Brother Xu. Make it clear that he will support you."

"At first, I thought about signing this application, and then to whet Ning Bo's appetite, to see what he's going to do, and leave Tengyun Town to deal with him."

Xiaobai was silent, leaving Tengyun Town?

"I thought I could pack up my things and leave here to have a fight with Ning Bo. If it was in the first two months, I would definitely go. But now, there is Xu Haodong. His business is in Tengyun Town. Uncle Tea and the others are dead. The teahouse is Not to mention, there are several other stores. He designed and planned very well. I left. What about him? Take him away? Will he charge the rent for five stores? Or let him run these five stores? Tengyun Town There are business opportunities everywhere in the development, and he will do very well here.”

"It's not impossible. Didn't the agent also say that he can bring brother Xu to help you sell paintings?"

"Last night, he told me about his plan. He is very interested in starting a business and running these stores. I don't want to discourage him. Besides, I thought about it, let it go, I can't afford it , I don’t want to deal with Ning Bo anymore.”

"Then why are you arguing with Brother Xu? If he doesn't know, you should tell him clearly. He likes you so much."

Fang Zheng lowered his head.

"You like him too. I can see that."

Fang Zheng sighed, he knew his faults, he knew that Xu Haodong was very good, he had a good character, he was also a good person, and he had a good temper. After getting along for a long time, he knew that Xu Haodong was really an upright man.But for myself, I am suspicious of everyone, talk less and coldly, have closed and superficial feelings, do my own things, seldom think about others, can't make friends, parents don't like them, admit death, and can't let go.Feelings are very passive and will not take the initiative to fight for anything.

He came too slowly. His long-frozen heart is like a thousand-year-old frozen soil. The seeds that have just germinated and broke through the ground reveal two tender leaves. They don't have enough strength to take root and absorb nutrients. They haven't adapted to the weather yet, but they are expected Looking forward to the most brilliant flowers.

The problem is that the time is too short, one comes slowly, and the other is too enthusiastic.

"Talk to him carefully, and make it clear. It's not that you don't like it, but you are very considerate of him. Don't let him down. Don't ruin your happiness and hurt the person who likes you because of a scumbag."

Fang Zheng nodded.

"I'm going to make it clear to him. I'm not using him."

After giving him some time, he will give Xu Haodong the same affection.

Will love each other very much, love him very much, love to forget those hurts, forget that scum, and only remember Xu Haodong.

Xu Haodong wanted to call Shang Erhai for a drink together, but Fang Cong called.

Fang Cong was very embarrassed, she had been trying her best to facilitate this matter, in order to make Fang Zheng's life better and someone to take care of him.She was using Xu Haodong a little bit.

"Sorry, it is my fault."

"You know everything and don't tell me in advance."

"If you want to blame, you can blame me. It's not my brother's business. I keep saying that. I know I'm sorry for you. You must be angry. He didn't want to use you. I was too worried about him. "

"You are such a good sister."

Xu Haodong sneered, it's really for the sake of my brother's good sister, you need others to make props because of your deep love for brother and sister?

"During the time of the accident, he was in a very bad condition. He couldn't sleep all night, and woke up when he fell asleep. Especially in the first few days, it was useless for him to hide in the dormitory. Those classmates would run over and beat him. Window, ask him if he is masturbating with his orchid fingers in it! When he goes to the toilet, people will ask him obscenely, how do you enjoy being fucked and you fucking other people? If he goes to class to draw body sketches, if he is a male model, they will all make a fuss Let Fang Zheng rush forward to kiss the male model, so scared that the male model dare not take off his clothes. When class is over, his classmates will block him in the corner to see if his body responds. How many times he fought and broke his classmate's arm Many, the school gave him a major administrative demerit and would expel him. The teachers and classmates at the school warned him to behave well. At that time, he stopped talking, and only talked to me unless necessary. Youxin is arrogant, can he bear the blow of being besieged by everyone? My psychiatrist and I advised him to leave that environment, and he returned to Tengyun Town. Tengyun Town is like his refuge. My grandma has been hurting him all the time. The haven of escape is followed by my parents. My parents are very selfish and love face. Fang Zheng dare not tell them about men. They can only say that Fang Zheng misses my grandma and came back. They say that there is a cycle of illness and death Even if I watch by my side, won’t it still delay my future? What can be changed? Fang Zheng’s psychological endurance is too weak. One after another, Fang Zheng has closed himself off.”

Xu Haodong bit the tip of his tongue and said, "Damn it."The herd.

"It doesn't work for me to persuade him. He is already at the edge of his head. He doesn't trust anyone and keeps a distance from everyone. At that time, I think he has mild depression, especially when my grandma passed away, which became the last thing that crushed him. straw."

Fang Zong B swallowed even more.

"I was at work that day, and he didn't sleep well for two or three days in a row. My parents were doing their own things. Originally, he was lying on my bed and watching. My grandma saw that he was too tired, so she let him go back to sleep. If he doesn’t go to my breast, he will kill him. He just slept on the sofa in my nurse’s room. It’s because he’s too tired, and he’s been tortured for too long. He fell under the bed, his legs were still on the bed, he didn't even know it. When he found out, my grandma's forehead was broken, her face was purple, and he completely collapsed. He closed himself off."

Whose fault is it?Is Fang Zheng wrong?He was too tired and fell asleep.Is it his parents' fault?Knowing that his mother was seriously ill, his parents did their own thing, either giving gifts or playing cards, they didn't know.

"He doesn't care about anything, just muddle along, life is lifeless and lifeless, and he just melts all his emotions into the painting. After he came back, my parents were very disappointed with him, and there was less discipline. Once he was so hungry. I only thought about going to eat when I was bleeding, no one cared about him, I was too far away, I asked him to come to me and he didn't go at all. But I have you, I am very relieved."

"From your blind date, he mentioned you on the phone, he was very helpless to you, very funny, and then he was surprised, he said I didn't expect someone to wait for me for so long, he waited for me, he was very ruthless to you I don’t know what to do. He is a soft-spoken person, he doesn’t want to hurt you, he doesn’t want to delay you, so the first time he rejected you with contempt. But what you do is go back to the town and continue to guard him He started to panic, afraid that you would take it seriously, and he said that a person like him would hurt you. He made it clear to you the second time, but you continued to pursue it. Until a while ago, when I got married I was worried about him, and he told me to rest assured that he has you."

Xu Haodong parked the car on the side of the road, lighted a cigarette carelessly, shook his head in extreme irritability, and smoked while listening to Fang Cong's continuation.

"He hasn't had a good night's sleep for many years. Either he wakes up with a fright or suffers from insomnia. He just stares at the dawn and goes up the mountain when the time comes. He likes to talk to my grandma about everything. But he feels guilty about my grandma. Dare not to go to the old cemetery. Look at him from a distance every day and feel at ease. He has lived in a fixed pattern for several years. He can only have enthusiasm when he paints, but he doesn’t paint every day. He slowly suffers. , Turning life into a boil, can he be comfortable? He doesn’t like to talk, doesn’t like to communicate, and he doesn’t know how to raise enthusiasm if he wants to be positive. He wants to get rid of this way, but he can’t change it.”

"After having you, he no longer complains that the time is not up yet, but complains that the day goes by too quickly and it is over before it's too late! He has cultivated all these years and almost has no desires and desires. After eating for a month The dried noodles are also good, and you can also be hungry. My brother and I often talk on the phone. He used to say yes, but after I have you, he becomes more talkative. Why do you cook delicious braised pork? I want to eat it for dinner. Fried bacon, how much rice can I eat now, I have grown meat.

I'm glad to hear that.Or what did you do to make him laugh and cry, no time to paint, no time to go up the mountain, so busy, I am very grateful to you, his life has improved, I am very happy.This is all your credit, you are changing him little by little.His life is no longer a struggle, but a very active life, from looking forward to three meals a day to actively painting.You can see it. "

"Maybe you haven't looked at his paintings carefully. A few years ago, his paintings were very depressed and sad, but his paintings are very good and very infectious. When you see his paintings, you have an urge to cry."

Xu Haodong hummed, that's it, he has only seen a few paintings by Fang Zheng, and he wanted to cry when his mother saw it, and he missed his mother especially, even if his mother beat him to the roof every day, he still I bought a lot of delicious food and sent it back to my mother. I don’t want to have a child when I want to support my relatives.

"But look at his recent paintings. He painted a summer day. You can see how happy he is in his paintings, and people can't help laughing together. This is what I found out about his transformation. His painting style Everything has changed. Recently they painted this long scroll together. Look at those elves. He has integrated all the people he likes into the painting. What you changed is his life. Haodong, you said he doesn’t care about you, he Don't care about you, can he be subtly influenced by you?"

"Look at his complexion, his temper, the simplest thing, is he laughing more now than before? Talking too much? It's all because of you, you changed him!"

"I can see it in my eyes, and I also know you from his phone. He is such a simple person who doesn't have close friends with anyone. I'm curious when a person appears in his mouth three times. He almost mentions it on the phone every time. You, I took the opportunity of my annual leave to go back, just to see how you two are doing. I know you treat him well, and you care so much about him, so I definitely support it. I just want to let my brother live a simple and happy life So I encourage him again and again, let him accept you, if you want to complain, blame me, it's my fault, I just want him to be happy too much."

Fang Cong paused, lowered her voice, she knew she was wrong.

"If you want to be angry, you can blame me. Don't be angry with him. I am selfish. I hope my brother's life is good. I love him so much. You can scold me, or you can hit me twice when I go back, I'm sorry for you, but please don't just forget it, okay? You are different, he comes slowly, can you give him some time?"

"Fang Cong, you love your brother, but don't you think about others? I'm the reincarnation of the fairy elder sister? Is the salvation of all sentient beings here? I don't have your compassionate motherly heart, and I'm not the Holy Mother and Father. I fucking want it." is love!

His feelings come slowly, I understand, but how can he be so cheap!Knowing how the animal hurt him, he still contacted the animal, collecting his information was not counted, and said sorry to the other party lightly, forgiving the joke at the time, Fang Zheng rushed forward To accept his kindness?He would rather think about such a scum, and he wouldn't look at me more?I'm fucking cheaper than him!" "No, he doesn't, he doesn't have Ning Bo in his heart!He has long lost affection for Ning Bo! "

"I don't have feelings, but now Ning Bo has status and status and can help Fang Zheng become a master! He can be famous and become a master! I don't have this ability! So no matter how much I do, he doesn't care. That's all." I did it voluntarily, he didn't force me, so I asked for everything, I deserve it! Well, I won't serve you anymore, I can't afford to serve you, no matter how fucking bad I am, I can't become a puddle of mud in his heart , pretending to be an idiot and staying by his side in a daze, if you don’t get affection, you can’t get his gratitude, and in the end you get one, you will suffer on your own!”

Xu Haodong roared out, feeling unwilling and angry in his heart, his nose was about to burst into sparks.

"I'm not in a hurry. I've been secretly in love with him for seven or eight years. It's fine to wait another seven or eight years for him to fall in love with me. But Fang Cong, what Fang Zheng wants is not my love, but status! He wants to red!"

Fang Cong's nonsense, who doesn't want it, who doesn't want to be famous in history, who doesn't want his paintings to become like Picasso in a hundred years? A person with status and status is not a bastard who can't get ahead. I can help him do more. I wasted more than ten years. I am working hard now. Do you think there is still time?

Fang Cong burst into tears, Xu Haodong was very helpless, this kind of helplessness and despair made Fang Cong particularly guilty, □The author gossips: