This matter, I have the final say

"young married woman…"

Xu Haodong's heart was pierced like a needle, and Fang Zheng got into a dead end, thinking that if they didn't go together, they would break up, and they just didn't want him.

How could he let go of such a good Fang Zheng?Just because of the long-term future, only a short separation ah.Why can't he figure it out.Do not listen to any explanation.

Fang Zheng pushed his hand away.

"My selfishness is giving you trouble. That's it. Goodbye."

I went downstairs with three or four large suitcases, and one of the suitcases was not zipped up, and it fell apart halfway through.Xu Haodong hurried over to help him pick it up.

Fang Zheng didn't want it at all, and went out with other luggage. Lao Zhang from Yihao Police Station drove past, and Fang Zheng stopped Lao Zhang's car.

"Uncle Zhang, I'm going to the county to take a bus, please give me a ride."

"Okay."

"Fang Zheng! Fang Zheng! Can we talk about it? I don't want you! I mean""*

It was too late when Xu Haodong chased him out, and Fang Zheng left.

Xu Haodong was anxious, angry and helpless.

Fang Zheng went to the county first with his luggage, picked up his mother, flew to the capital together, bid farewell to Professor Ma, and went to school.

Professor Ma is very strange, obviously this is a great thing worth drinking for three days, why Fang Zheng's whole body in grief seems to have lost all luster, his eyes are dim and sluggish, and he speaks very little.

Besides, it's a bit early to go now, it's more than a month in advance, there's no need to go so early.

But Fang Zheng didn't say anything when asked, and only stayed in the capital for a day. After saying goodbye to Xiaobai, he flew away overnight.

Xiaobai saw that Fang Zheng's appearance was not right, he shouldn't, Fang Zheng should take Xu Haodong with him if he was going to leave, and he shouldn't take his mother with him.

Fang Zheng rented a small house some distance from the school to live in. From picking up his mother, to going abroad, and sending his mother to Fang Cong, he hardly spoke to his mother along the way.

Fang Zheng's mother is very happy, who wants to immigrate after going abroad, who has her beauty!

My son was admitted to such a good Academy of Fine Arts as a graduate student, and it seems that he broke up with Xu Haodong. My daughter is pregnant and is about to have a baby, and she lives in a house like a small villa. My uncle treats her very well, and Fang Zheng's mother feels that she is special. have status.

"Don't think there is anything wrong with breaking up with him. Just think about it. After you graduate from here, you will be a great painter. How many people in China have a degree comparable to yours? You are a class above them all, with such a noble status. If you have a boyfriend like that, it's a disgrace to you! Break up as soon as possible, and any contact with him will lose value."

Fang Zheng's mother thought she was very comforting and persuaded Fang Zheng.

Fang Zheng ignored him and stood up abruptly.

"Sister, I'm leaving."

n^r^r|" Fang Cong is due to give birth in two months, and his belly is bigger than last time. He grabs Fang Zheng.

"I've prepared a present for you."

Fang Cong dragged Fang Zheng into the bedroom.The door closed, and he touched Fang Zheng's back.

"Little brother, what's wrong with you?"

Fang Zheng is like the time when he returned to the lowest point, even lower than that time.His complexion was dull, his expression was sluggish, with a suppressed irritability.It's not as energetic as it was when I came last time.

"Why didn't Haodong come with you?"

"broke up."

"what's up?"

Fang Zheng didn't hide anything from his sister. He said that he planned a bright future, and Xu Haodong stopped participating and insisted on staying in Tengyun Town.

"Sister, did I cause him too much trouble, and I kept forcing him to stay with me, did he dislike me?", "Don't be fooled, Dongzi has loved you for so many years and guarded you for so long, isn't he I thought so. "

"He knows I can't do without him, so he still won't come with me." You also think about him, he is also a man.In the relationship between the two of you, he has always been at a disadvantage, and he knows that he is not worthy of you no matter what his status is.Why didn't he dare to say that he loved you for so long, didn't he know the gap between you?He is inferior.He wants to be better "but there is no gap between us."

"That's what you think."

Fang Cong sat by the bed, patted Fang Zheng on the shoulder comfortingly.

"There are a lot of people talking, and they can say anything. You don't need to care about the outside world, but you can always listen to the gossip. He is a man, and he can hear people saying that he is the one who loves you and that he deserves it." Are you useless without you? He knows how good you are, and he wants to be as good as you. Even if someone mentions it, he will say that Fang Zheng's boyfriend is also outstanding. It's not his vanity, it's him Don't want him to be a stain on you. Keep you perfect."

"I love him so much, and I have never disliked him. What kind of inferiority? I always feel that I am sorry for him when we are together. I love him not as much as he loves me."

"Parents' disgust, other people's comments, he knows the gap between him and you. He wants to become good enough to be worthy of you. Besides, he has his business career, he is not used to life abroad, he wants to stay in his hometown and fight hard , his parents are also in his hometown. It makes sense. You can't do without him, but you should also think about him. Fang Zheng, I know that you were ignored and suppressed before, and you felt uncomfortable. Dongzi let you go In the first place, the warmth and love you feel from him makes you very dependent on him, but you can't make him your appendage. I mean just in case, in case you become a big international famous painter, you are surrounded by You will find that Xu Haodong has been standing still, and if you can’t satisfy your aesthetics, you will despise him. When the time comes to break up, he has a whole body of injuries and nothing. You have to think about him , Think for him, you think about this matter from his perspective."

"I will not be ungrateful!"

"But sometimes the truth is like this! It's not that you cheated and changed your mind, but that the distance is far away, the vision is different, and things are seen differently. It's like the allusion of why don't you eat meat porridge. You artists will idealize things, love First, but life is closely related to love. It is not enough to drink enough water. If you are considerate of him and think about him, you will know that he has no choice but to make this decision. He wants to become a better version of himself, for a better long-term future .”

"But I miss him so much."

Fang Zheng lay on his sister's lap.He experienced warmth and companionship from his sister.But it's still not enough, no one can replace the warmth and love that Xu Haodong gave him.

"I really miss him."

That kind of longing is extremely deep, engraved in the bone.I always feel that I am suffocating, lacking Xu Haodong's breath, the kind of strenuous life.

The beautiful world collapsed, the pillars disappeared, there was no bottom under the feet, breathing was suppressed, and the longing that he could not do without him.

"I know he will wait for me, and I know he loves me, and I understand how selfish I am. It's hard work and forced for him to leave everything behind and follow me, but I just can't do without him. I miss him so much. "

"You are spoiled by him."

Fang Cong wanted to laugh, but felt distressed.

"He treats you like a child and pampers you, and suddenly he can't adapt to you without you. You can keep in touch with each other through computers and mobile phones. He is trying to get better. You have to cheer him up and support him. Why are you still angry? There are a lot of holidays here, and there is no such thing as working overtime abroad. On the holidays, the president is on vacation, the queen is on vacation, and the teachers are on vacation. You won’t go back, and it’s not that you don’t have money.”

"We were arguing a lot."

"You are wrong, you should take the initiative to contact him and apologize."

"I understand that he's trying to be better, but I can't bear the separation. Three years is too long."

"It's a dead end again."

Fang Zheng shook his head.

"There's always a solution."

Three years is really too long, and those who are so long are worried that things are right and people are wrong.No amount of love can resist time and distance.

There are too many variables.

One year was fine, the flowers bloomed and withered for three years, and the children all went to kindergarten.The development of Tengyun Town can be reversed three or four times.

It can't be for such a long time, the longing now makes people uncomfortable, and he is afraid that he will not be able to bear the longing over time.

Xu Haodong knew that Fang Zheng was really angry this time. He called him in the first few days, but he couldn't get through at all. It wasn't because the signal couldn't be connected, so he was in the service area, and he was definitely dragged into the blacklist.

The Weibo on the Internet is not updated anymore, and there is no news about his life at all.

Xu Haodong is worried about him, afraid that he won't be able to eat well and sleep well, afraid that he will be tricked into renting a house, and afraid that he will be scolded by his mother again.All kinds of worries are that there is no channel to inquire.

Xu Haodong went to find Xiaobai.

"Okay, don't worry. He didn't answer my calls for the first two days. Later, I contacted Sister Fang, and I heard that Fang Zheng had already started studying. The teacher in the school hadn't been assigned yet, so he looked for it. The professor I met during the exchange art exhibition, I learned from the professor."

"I was afraid that Fang Cong would scold me, so I didn't dare to call her."

Xu Haodong was afraid of this tigress, and Fang Cong, who had been protecting his younger brother, was absolutely furious when Fang Zheng left.

"Oh, you can't get through on the phone now, it seems that you are in the hospital to give birth."

"Have a baby? Is it the day?"

Even if the due date is still more than a month away, it is less than eight months since they fought together.

"I don't know the specifics. It's very dangerous anyway. I'm having a baby. About a week ago, I called Fang Zheng. We were chatting. Fang Zheng said that he would call in later, and then 30 seconds later He couldn't talk about it anymore, his sister was hospitalized! There has been no news since then!"

From what Jiang Xiaobai saw, Xu Haodong hadn't been doing well during this time, and he had lost a lot of weight.Two people who love each other so much quarrel and break up because of this matter.

"Brother Xu, Fang Zheng doesn't want to break up with you. He just misses you so much and thinks why you don't go with him because you love him. He's getting into a dead end, but in fact he has you in his heart. He studies hard just to come back and be with you sooner." Together. Don’t blame him. I guess his sister is the only one who treats him so well besides you in this world. He relies on you and treats you like air. If you don’t go with him, he can’t get used to it. If he misses you so much, he will blame you so much. .”

"I don't blame him. I'm just worried about whether he can do it himself."

That temper of forgetting to eat and sleep when working hard, I'm really afraid that he will starve to death.

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