"Wei Yong" You are the Hua of Twilight Ice

What went wrong?Victor was puzzled.Why, Yuuri feels weird when he sees himself?What does he know?Or did you realize something?

Facing the sudden snub, Victor was lost.When you're down, the symptoms you've had so often get a little uncomfortable.Even holding the furry Makachin in his arms couldn't stop it, maybe Victor himself didn't know the corners of his eyes soaked in tears when he was asleep!

By the third day, Yuuri couldn't even avoid training at all.

Victor, who waited for a long time and did not see anyone coming, decided to go home and arrest them.

Yuuri hid under the blanket and didn't dare to come out, he got more and more entangled when he saw Victor these days.Knowing things that should not be done, but always unable to suppress the imagination in the brain.how so?How did his relationship with Victor become like this?Although Victor would say some weird things in the past.

"It's just unbearable, this feeling of guilt..." Yuuri rolled up the quilt and said to himself.

Before he finished sighing, the door of the room was opened.Hearing the footsteps, Yuuri knew that Victor, who hadn't waited for him to train, was standing there.At this point, Yuuri could have sworn he felt a layer of anger that wasn't as strong as it used to be, but it faded away quickly.

He looked back in horror and saw that although Viktor didn't seem to be doing well, he was still smiling softly, "Good morning, Yuuri! How about we go to the beach?"

Yuuri couldn't refuse.

"……it is good……"

When he and Victor dragged Makachin to walk side by side at his request, Yuuri noticed that there was some chill on Victor's body, it was a chill in temperature, coming through the material of the clothes.

Victor waited a long time at the ice rink?

This season, the seagulls in Japan have not yet started migrating, and the sky is gray and foggy blue.In the later months, they will line up in neat rows and fly south with a twitter.

Yuuri was pulled by Victor to sit on the beach, the sound of seagulls circling overhead.He deliberately made Makachin sit between himself and Victor.

"Ah! It's a seagull!" Victor seemed to remember something.

Serious Yuuri corrected in a low voice, "It's a black-tailed gull!"

Victor's voice was calm but with some emotion, "Since I came to this town, I heard the cries of seagulls every morning, which reminded me of St. Petersburg." Maybe people will be a little sentimental when they are not very comfortable, let alone It was Victor, such a delicate man.

"I never thought that I would really leave that place before, and I never paid attention to the cries of seagulls..." When Victor fell into memory, his eyes fell far away on the sea level, not looking at Yuuri, Maka Qin also sat there obediently. "Has Yuuri ever been through something like this?" he asked with a slight sigh.

Only then did Yuuri feel that blindly avoiding is an unfair and hurtful thing.He was silent for a while, and began to answer seriously for the first time since that night. "When I was in Detroit, there was a girl who kept coming to talk to me." He hugged his knees and said.

"Once again, my twin partner just got into an accident, and I was very disturbed. When I was waiting for the twin partner in the reception room of the hospital, the girl tried to comfort me with a hug, but I subconsciously pushed her away." Yuuri has always been a little bit blame yourself.

The obvious smile in Viktor's voice, "Whoa, why?" He's about to know something about Yuuri that he didn't know before!

"Because I don't want others to know my sway! It's like wanting others to step into my heart, I hate that!" Yuuri said.At this moment, he realized one thing.You can tell Victor these thoughts, and you can relax and show your anxiety. Isn't it that you have allowed Victor to step into your heart?

Victor is different!Yuuri felt that he should go to see Minako-sensei who has been guiding him for the past 23 years.

Perhaps, Minako-sensei can untie her knot.

Well, we must find a time and go to Minako-sensei!

Victor listens quietly while Yuuri talks, without interrupting.It is rare for Yuuri to take the initiative to show his inner world, "That's when I realized that neither Minako, Nishigun, Yuko, nor my family treated me as weak , I firmly believe that I will grow up well, and I will not interfere with my heart at will..."

People who are not used to showing their hearts are actually eager to have someone to talk to who can make them feel safe.As soon as Yuuri opened his mouth, he slowly poured out the feeling that had been in his heart for a long time.

When his voice trailed off, Victor spoke.Yuuri noticed that Victor's voice was no longer the uplifting tone he used to be used to, he was almost serious, "Yuuri is not weak! Everyone just thinks so." He couldn't stand Yuuri talking to himself Bordering on harsh self-criticism, he calmly points out things that 23-year-olds never realize.

Why did Yuuri start avoiding himself from a certain day?When he opened his door this morning, Victor seemed to know why.

Then, go one step further!The speed is already very slow!

"What kind of stand does Yuuri want me to take to face you?" It changed back to this rising tone.

"Same as father?" Victor asked.

"No!" Yuuri's voice was soft and waxy, like a cute ball of green rice dumpling, and he answered negatively.

"Brother? Friend?" The man with his hands behind his back pressed on step by step.

Qingmi Duanzi gave a long "hmm" very hesitantly.

Hearing Yuuri's unwilling response, Viktor jokingly asked about the last choice. "That's a lover? You have to work hard on this!" What he didn't expect was that Yuuri's reaction could reach this level.

You said the reaction was big?Oh, isn't it considered to be three feet high?Doesn't it count as saying "no" three times?OK, the response was really big.

Suffering from the most direct stimulation, Yuuri stood up straight to attention, "I hope Victor is Victor," Victor and Makachin turned their heads in sync to listen to him. "Because I have always admired you too much, and I don't want you to see my bad parts... That's why I ignored you so much..."

Victor catches Yuuri's blushing face, so what?It seems that something interesting really happened, duplicity child, dishonesty is not acceptable!

However, Viktor's eyes widened in the next moment, because he heard Yuuri say, "I'll pay you back with skating for all of this!" It's Piggy's oath, and it's really motivating.The smile on his face got bigger and bigger, Victor raised his head and stretched out his hand to Yuuri who stood up, "OK, I won't be soft!"

Yuuri slowly held those slender and knuckle hands, Victor's voice echoed in his ears, "Because, this is my love!"

Victor stood up with the opportunity, facing each other on the shore, under the sky of clouds, and holding each other's hand in an adult way.Yuuri told himself that if he opened his heart to Victor, he would open the same...

Victor is also true, how can you say that?

For those things that you don't understand, just ask the teacher when you go back today!

This day Victor didn't ask Yuuri to continue training, he gave him half a day off and went back to his room to sleep.

Feeling strange, Yuuri took advantage of this spare time to go to Minako's ballet class.

After dancing Swan Lake twice, Yuuri finally remembered something while sitting cross-legged on the wooden floor of the practice room.He just invited teacher Minako to meet him in the dance classroom. Minako can always point him out and provide him with the right direction when he is confused.However, how to speak about this matter?

It's hard!

When Minako came to the ballet classroom from the bar she opened, and opened the door to enter, she saw Yuuri put her soft body on the ground, frowning in thought.

"Good afternoon, Yuuri!" Minako felt something was wrong when she greeted her.Normally, Yuuri would greet him obediently whenever he saw him, but what happened today?Yuuri didn't respond until he yelled twice, he seemed to be worried about his clothes.

In fact, Minako has felt strange since two days ago.Ever since Victor became Yuuri's coach, the relationship has been very good these days, and Yuuri was also very happy when he was coached by Victor.He is a person who can't hide his thoughts on his face, and any emotion can be reflected on his face.

But these two days...

Not only is he always distracted, but he also buries himself in his room earlier than before, and doesn't go out to play with Victor very much.Not only that, but he no longer looked at Victor when he was talking, and his eyes always looked away vaguely.

Yuuri is avoiding Victor?

Minako is almost sure of that.This is too unusual!

From the very beginning, Minako automatically ruled out the possibility of the two getting angry because of their quarrel.Not to mention that this incident has never happened to Victor and Yuuri, just looking at Victor alone, he still stays next to Yuuri all day long, treats everyone gently and kindly, and tolerates Yuuri's awkward emotions.

Is that the problem on Yuuri's side?

Isn't Yuuri the closest to Victor?The relationship is getting better and better, just like one person!

Wait, like a person?Minako was taken aback by a possibility that suddenly crossed her mind.

"Does Yuuri trust me?" Minako also crossed her legs and sat next to Yuuri.

At this time, Yuuri had already remembered the purpose of asking Minako-sensei to come, and nodded.

That's it!

Minako patted Yuuri's head like she used to when he was a kid and asked, "What happened? Can you tell me?"

Yuuri hung his head, not knowing how to answer.How did he know?So suddenly, before he had time to react, things turned into such a situation.Minako, who couldn't get an answer, understood Yuuri's character, so she asked him in another way.

"Is the skating not going well? Or is there some trouble?"

Yuuri's reaction was to shake his head first, then hang his head down and continue in a daze.

"That's Victor? The teacher has already found out, why are you hiding from him these days?" Minako was straightforward.

This time, Yuuri raised his head abruptly, his eyes widening. "I..." Before he could speak, his face blushed a lot, "Teacher Minako, I..."

"Don't you want to tell me what happened? Didn't you call the teacher here? If you didn't tell the teacher anything, how could the teacher help you?" As expected of Yuuri's life mentor, Yuuri was shaken by a few words.

"Then... Minako-sensei, it was an accident. When I came back that day, Victor fell asleep very early, so I went to take a bath. Because the water was so comfortable, I fell into a daze... um! I was about to fall asleep Then suddenly he thought of Victor, the former him and the present him, all of them came to his mind. After that, when he was unconscious, he felt like seeing Victor..." Yuuri almost couldn't continue.

Minako waited for him to organize his words without urging him to speak.

When Yuuri's face was completely red, he finally picked up the words, "Saw Victor was in the water too, and... let me face his...self...and I, I just...made it out, After waking up, I realized that there was no such thing at all, it was my own dreaming..."

After hearing him finish speaking intermittently, Minako began to conclude, "So, you who are single are the same age as your actual age because you wanted Victor to do it yourself, and then came out, so it's not natural for you to start fighting?"

The blushing face turned even redder, "Mi... Minako-sensei... you..." He is already an adult, that's right, but why did Minako-sensei come out so bluntly?

Minako glared at him, "What's the matter? You called me here yourself, dare to do it, but you dare not listen to me?"

She didn't want to say anything about Yuuri's reaction, but she would continue to be a life mentor. "What kind of feelings do you have for Victor?" Minako hit the nail on the head.

Yuuri, who had no love experience, seemed to realize something.

"I said you just like Victor, oh! It's about the kind of love! And you who have never been in love don't know anything. But before your dull emotional cells come back, your body can't help it What!" Looking at Yuuri who instinctively wanted to deny it, Minako had no intention of stopping at all, "You have followed his footsteps for more than ten years, and you find yourself thinking that you have done something wrong after thinking about his reaction. So started avoiding him. Right? Actually, there's nothing weird about this kind of thing."

Yuuri, who talked about the topic of love for the first time in his life, was frightened. He finally knew why he had become so strange since then, and his emotional ups and downs had become so great. "But what shall I do? He always wants to..."

Always going back to Russia!

"Yuuri, you haven't realized that under the influence of Victor, you are much more confident than before, so why don't you believe in yourself at this time? And I told you a long time ago that Victor was attracted by you, and you How do you know he didn't..." Minako didn't finish her sentence, but the meaning was already obvious.

Yuuri is still "But", Minako has long been anxious, "Who doesn't know that you are panicked, helpless and afraid. You have been like this since you were a child. You won't fight for what you want, so you won't get anything. Victor is your coach , just learn from them. It’s their own decision to come to Hasetsu, why can’t you learn?”

"If you are worried, you can ask yourself. If you are willing to wait, you can wait for the other person to take that step first. Anyway, there is no feeling that you shouldn't, and you must be clear about this."

"If you want to get a good result, then try to make yourself better and become the only person who can stand by his side..." Minako finally concluded, looked at Yuuri meaningfully, met his gaze, and then left up.

Just now, Yuuri's mind was completely in turmoil. The thing that had been carefully concealed for three days was unsealed by himself, and was directly exposed by Minako-sensei.Tears welled up in Yuuri's eyes.In fact, what Yuuri is worried about is that Victor will leave in the future, and whether he will find it difficult to accept, whether he will feel abnormal, whether he will treat other people...so he is not in the right state at all.

However, Minako-sensei's last two paragraphs hit him hard and woke him up.Yes, it is meaningless for me to entangle myself, Victor is so dazzling, how many people can be worthy of him!So why so disturbed?

Yuuri let out a deep breath. When he was in college, he had heard others say that his feelings were beyond his control. If so, then his entanglement these days was just a waste of time.And Victor, who is always deliberately avoided by himself, is not happy anymore!He'd been chasing Victor for ten years, why should he let it go?

Shouldn't it be harder and harder?Only in this way can I stand side by side with Victor!

At the moment of thinking clearly, Yuuri felt relieved, why not continue to get along with Victor?Yuuri has finally learned to make quick decisions, wait?Yes, now that his heart has calmed down, he feels that there is nothing to be afraid of.

It turned out that he had been brooding about his reaction to a man, but now that he heard Minako-sensei's words, he wasn't so scared anymore.Although, there is always fear, there are actually many reasons for his fear, fear of being viewed by others with abnormal eyes, fear of being exposed to feelings that go against the world, fear of overwhelming accusations from people...

Of course these are just Yuuri's imaginations, the only thing he's not afraid of anymore is liking Victor itself.Teacher Minako is right. From longing, to admiration, to falling in love with him, isn't it normal for such a long time?Only Victor is a man.Other than that, there doesn't seem to be any issues at all!

Having made up his mind, Yuuri still called Minako and begged her not to tell anyone about it.

He decided to rely on his own efforts until he was able to stand on the top with Victor. At that time, if Victor didn't like anyone, he would tell Victor everything.

However, Yuuri, who made the decision unilaterally, didn't know that his Russian coach didn't seem to have any plans to extend the front line.

This is something later.

In short, Yuuri is in a particularly good mood after unraveling his knot.After eating, I sent an email to my senior sister at the University of Music.The biggest change happened to Yuuri. He began to know that it is not enough to be afraid of being stepped into his heart by others.Phichit asked him last time, and the senior was really not angry, and said that he hoped that Mr. Shengsheng would continue to work hard.

In the email, Yuuri described his past and present, what he lost, what he had and what he longed for, everyone important in his life, respected, loved, feared, and the one he loved the most.He tries to show his inner world and feelings, only in this way can there be a real self in the music.

Typing the last word, Yuuri began to wait for his senior's reply.Waiting until very late, he received a reply letter, saying that he promised Yuuri to continue writing songs for him.

When meeting Victor at the Ice Castle the next day, Yuuri couldn't help but tell Victor the good news.

Viktor knows how Yuuri figured out something after he went to rest that day, but he doesn't know what it is.However, it is good anyway.

"OK! I'm looking forward to it!" Victor didn't hide his emotion at all.

Just before Viktor walked into the ice rink, Yuuri suddenly leaned up and stared at Viktor with a determination he had never seen before, "Before that, that... Viktor can teach you all the jumps you can do. Give me!"

Of course Victor would not refuse.Although he wasn't sure if the current situation would be able to sustain him jumping the entire training time, Yuuri's positivity and change were undeniable.Only, I adjusted more.

So, in Russia across the sea, while Yuri was being trained "inhumanely", Yuri also started his technical movement training.

When teaching Yuuri, it was really tiring.Especially Yuuri is super serious!

Of course, it's a good thing that Yuuri is serious, and Victor is happy to see it happen.But the problem is, after a day of high-intensity exercise, although the total amount is less than two-thirds of the previous one, but...

Victor's landing on the ice began to be unstable. Although he could barely stabilize it with his super ankle control ability, his condition was no longer good.From the time of afternoon tea, labor pains and dizziness came again.

"Victor, please repeat what happened just now!" Yuuri wiped the sweat from his chin.It's been a week, and he still hasn't mastered Victor's last quadruple—the quadruple jump on the backside.

Victor was close to the edge of the ice rink, with one hand supporting the fence of the stands. His whole body seemed to be fished out of the water. Cold sweat was rolling down from his forehead. The posture of raising the head is slightly backward, revealing the full and wet forehead.

At this time, it is absolutely impossible to do 4F again, otherwise it is not necessarily true that I will fall here.Victor wondered quickly what excuses he could come up with to explain his fatigue.

"Wow, is this the tens of thousands of times?" Victor held onto the table.The sudden pain in his heart forced him to take a deep breath.As he said this, he flicked the broken ice off the ice blade.

Well!No matter what you say this time, you can't let Yuuri see that something is wrong, otherwise the psychological pressure on him will be too great!

When Yuuri seriously answered No. 13 times, Victor said, "I've felt it before, Yuuri, you have great physical strength!" His bangs were wet and limp on his forehead, and he leaned against the table with his strength, He didn't even have the strength to stand up straight.

As expected, Yuuri felt that Viktor was already very tired after dancing for a whole day, and he was embarrassed to touch the back of his head, "Ah, I just have physical strength..."

Continuing to use the support, Viktor continued to dust off the shards of ice sticking to the skates, and then struck while the iron was hot, making Yuuri's doubts disappear completely, "Yuuri, you said that too! Even if you are just nervous and hungry during the competition, you have not suffered anything. Big injury, you are younger than me!" This sentence is not false at all, Victor's dazzling five consecutive championships are due to countless injuries.Behind the glory of every champion is a scarred body.

Yuuri, who heard Victor say that, obviously thought of this too.Then...don't make Victor more tired today!Yuuri looked at the top of Viktor's head that was bent down because of the pain, and the silver hair that was still fluffy and not wet was trembling. He couldn't hold back, and reached out before he felt anything Gently nodded.

Both of them froze for a moment, and then in Yuuri's panicked reaction, Victor, who hadn't thought of it at all, touched the top of his head with the hand supporting his body in a daze.

Yuuri this is...

No foul!

Victor whispered to himself, "Is it already this dangerous?" I don't know if he was talking about Yuuri or the strange feeling in himself.

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Hey, hey~Jian Luoluo expressed the need for comfort_(:з」∠)_

I took an English test today, crying??