"Wei Yong" You are the Hua of Twilight Ice

Yuuri finally knew how much he hurt others and himself by trying to test Victor.Yuuri burst into tears after hearing that Victor sent all the things he had always liked to Hasezu.You know, looking at Victor sad, but it hurts more than him being sad!But this happened to be caused by him.He remembered, what he had looked up, the meaning of nuts.

Yuuri began to regret, why did he quarrel with Victor then?If he had asked carefully at the beginning, asking why Victor took him out, then even if they separated for a while later, they wouldn't be hurt like they are now, would they?

"Sir, it's my fault, it's my fault..." Yuuri cried with tears all over his face, "Can you... take me to see him? Although... Although I know I'm not qualified to ask these questions ..." Yuuri couldn't finish his sentence, "but I... hiccup... I always... always loved him..."

At this time, Andre shook his head, "No, you are qualified, as long as you are recognized by Wei Qia, you are qualified."

Hearing this, Yuuri cried even harder.

Andrei finally took Yuuri to Nikiforov Castle.When he pulled the black-haired young man down step by step from the air, the young man's legs were trembling. It was obvious that he still hadn't accepted all the non-human things well, the content that subverted his three views.

But Yuuri stood firm.

Thinking of the "deep sleep" that the black-haired man in front of him said, Yuuri couldn't restrain himself, "Victor...is he in any danger?"

"Now, he can't drink any blood." Mr. Steward smiled wryly, "What danger can there be?"

Yuuri froze at Andre's words, he shook his head violently, "No, no, I didn't mean that, I meant...Victor himself..." And then he heard this hesitant answer : "He... You should go and see for yourself."

Afterwards, the black-haired Mr. Butler said something, and Yuuri would never forget this part of his life.

He said: "Mr. Shengsheng, do you know that his tenderness is a habit, a habit that he still maintains even though he is about to become numb. Perhaps, he just thought that his identity caused the current situation, To be so uncontrollable to reject eating. To be honest, I know that you have no feelings for Vicia, but when you think about it carefully, what did you take the initiative to understand him? His family, his past life, why he never It's a person... He didn't want to talk about it, so you never asked..."

"Actually, what I'm saying now is that he won't let him mention everything, but personally, although we treat him as a child, in fact, he was the first Duke of Nikiforov. , is my subordinate." Andre looked at the black-haired young man with teary eyes in front of him with a serious expression. "I said that these have violated my duty as a housekeeper, so I won't say anything more. Please go upstairs here."

Yuuri clasped his hands together, seeing the real castle for the first time.But he didn't care to appreciate it.After hearing Andre say that Victor's transformation had already started before he came to Hasetsu as his coach, he was blaming himself for not discovering his abnormality earlier.

In fact, it wasn't Yuuri's fault, but suddenly hearing these things that he never knew, Yuuri felt that it was all because of him that Viktor became like this.He has long unconsciously accepted the setting that Victor is "not human".

After being brought to Victor's room nervously, Yuuri saw the man lying there quietly for the first time.

That was the Victor Yuuri had never seen before, he was lying on the bed like that, with his eyes closed, he couldn't see the crystal-like or sea-like pupils.The long silver hair had a dull luster due to the loss of strength, and the thin forehead hair covered the left half of the eyebrows and eyes, and the hairpin that vibrated twice when he was talking also stayed there quietly.Victor's lips were slightly pursed, but a peaceful and beautiful smile appeared.

His lips were a pale pink that Yuuri was not familiar with, and his unfamiliar pointed ears protruded from a head of silver hair.Come to think of it, there should be a pair of red pupils in those tightly closed eyes, right?Yuuri thought.How long has it been since he took a good look at Victor?

"Katsusheng... Let's call you Yuuri after Vicka. If you don't mind," Yuuri heard a steady male voice behind him, "If you are not afraid, please agree to my unfeeling request and contribute a little Let the blood come out and let Vicha try it!" It was Hosenfell who came.Yuuri looked back and saw a handsome man standing there.

He briefly introduced himself, motioned for Andre to let him speak alone with Yuuri, and made the request again.Perhaps, to untie the bell, the person who tied it must be needed, this is what he thought of suddenly.

"Mmm, yes, yes!" Yuuri made his choice without even thinking about it. "I, I never really wanted to separate from him...just, just to test...I know it's wrong, but..."

Hosenfell comforted the crying young man, "Don't cry, Andre didn't mean to blame you, he just watched Vicka grow up and cared too much about him."

Unexpectedly, Yuuri raised his eyes after hearing this sentence, he shook his head, his eyes were firmer than ever before, "No, what Mr. Andre said just now was right, I didn't do it The concern I thought was not enough, and the trust I thought was not equal to what Victor gave me, I will not avoid these things any longer, please, thank that gentleman for me." He was like As if he was a different person, he looked at Hosenfell firmly.

This look, if Victor is awake, he will feel very familiar, this is the state of Yuuri when he is on the ice!In this case, Yuuri is not a weak person.On the contrary, after he opens such an attribute, he will face up to himself more than anyone else.

Next, without trembling at all, Yuuri cut his arm with the knife handed by Hosenfell, the blood slowly flowed into the glass, but Yuuri just didn't make a sound.Thinking of the pain of Victor's transformation, these small wounds are not worth mentioning, right?

Hosenfell waited until the glass was half full of blood, then caressed casually on Yuuri's arm, and the wound disappeared quickly.

However, when Yuuri really saw with his own eyes that the blood that Victor had just swallowed was coughing and pouring out the next moment, the whole person panicked.He turned back into the soft and sticky young man, staring at the red liquid gushing from Victor's lips in bewilderment.Even though he knew it was his own blood, he was still terrified by such a bright and enchanting picture.

After wiping off the blood, Hosenfell took a closer look at Victor's condition, and then raised his tone slightly, "Yuuri, this is actually much better, maybe it's because of Yuuri's blood, although Viktor The body's memory subconsciously doesn't accept the blood, but he still wants to get close to the thing with your breath in his heart, it's good if he didn't spit it all out!"

Having just solved the misunderstanding, of course Yuuri can't be sent back immediately like this, and Yuuri's rest day is one day away, so Yuuri followed Moros's suggestion and asked for a day off.Relatively speaking, Yuuri and Moros are more able to talk, because Moros looks between a youth and a teenager, which puts Yuuri less pressure than the other two.

What's more, Molos' personality is more relaxed, not the kind of person who would make people nervous.

However, Moros, who wouldn't make Yuuri feel so nervous, brought a piece of news that made Yuuri very nervous the next day, that is-going out these few days, combining the body of the previous life with the self in this life The fused Duke Cyril, and his lover, Viktor's grandfather and grandpa, are coming back.

Only then did Yuuri know that Victor's grandfather and grandfather were also a gay couple.

It wasn't until he found Yuuri sitting on the floor in Victor's room with his legs crossed, trembling like a little sheep, that Moros, who specially cooked Japanese food for Yuuri, realized that the kid was extremely nervous.

Maybe it was because of the mentality of "the ugly granddaughter-in-law sees her", or maybe it was because of the guilt of not trusting Victor, Yuuri couldn't taste the taste of this meal.Not to mention that more than an hour later, when Yuuri saw the two young men stepping into the entrance, Yuuri panicked and blamed himself beyond measure.

Cyril seemed to notice Yuuri's nervousness, he turned his head and smiled gently at the black-haired young man.For a moment, Yuuri thought he knew who influenced Victor's tenderness, but he quickly realized that it wasn't quite like that.Cyril is the tenderness left by himself after time has passed; and Victor is different, Victor's tenderness is mixed with some emotions that Yuuri can't understand.

He was a little afraid to look at Cyril, and kept his head down.When Cyril saw his appearance, he didn't care and laughed again. He seemed to be a well-behaved and unconfident child!After all, he is a vampire whose psychological age has been several centuries, so he can see the most essential things of a person at once.

"Since it's Vicha's daughter-in-law, I'll call him, and I can be your grandfather!" Cyril joked, deliberately relieving Yuuri's nervousness, "Go, call Grandpa over there !" This sentence made Yuuri blush all of a sudden, and when he looked at the person over there, he heard Cyril continue to add, "He likes children the most."

Yuuri blushed even more, and he let out a small cry.Well, it was super embarrassing, but in this way, Yuuri, who was shy, forgot the nervousness just now.

At this moment, Cyril pulled Yuuri, whose face was as red as a peach, to sit down on the sofa, and then pointed to the farthest corner in the diagonal direction, "Sit over there, Yefimochi Ka, don't think that it wasn't long before I first embraced you after I forgot about you."

Seeing Yefim, who wanted to sit next to him, go aside without hesitation, Yuuri looked at Cyril questioningly.The older vampire nodded, knowing what Yuuri was asking. "The blood race who has just transformed is not like I can restrain myself. If he loses control, it will be a little troublesome!"

"Yuuri," he called Yuuri's name in a caring tone, "do you want to hear the story of me and him?"

Yuuri responded even more quietly, and Cyril started talking about things that were only written in his notes.At the end, he looked at Yuuri seriously and said again, "Yuuri, it doesn't feel good to be left behind, and it's also not good to be told that your lover has suffered from self-blame, I understand all of these, because back then, I thought so too Yes. But, you also need to know that all Viccia wants is your love, that's enough, he will never want your guilt. According to experience, he will probably feel that it is his own fault ,” Cyril added in a low voice, “just like your grandpa!”

"You just need to visit Vicia more, maybe you can make him wake up earlier." Cyril finally said.

Yuuri nodded, that's for sure, if it wasn't for training, he would wish to be with Victor every day now.When he was listening to their stories just now, he found that Grandpa Yefim looked at the grandfather he had just met very dotingly the whole time, with especially gentle eyes.And the few encouraging looks cast on him, this is something Yuuri never imagined.

So, after returning to the training camp to complete the training content of the last few days, Yuuri returned to St. Petersburg with 4Lo who was barely able to jump out.The first thing he did when he got back was contact Molos, and he was in Victor's room within two hours.

Today he came to pick Victor up, back to their home.Because practice is still needed in the off-season, it is too unrealistic to run back and forth between the city and the castle every day, so after deliberation, those few unanimously decided to send Victor back to Yuuri.

Anyway, as vampires, it would take even a minute to see Wei Qia, where is he dizzy or not.Even Andre, who had some complaints about Yuuri at the beginning, began to like him like everyone else after getting to know him.

To Yuuri, this decision was simply a surprise.He also thought about taking Victor home, but he didn't think it was really possible.Several people in the castle are Victor's relatives, elders and subordinates, but what about him?Yuuri thought, it was just a lover who didn't know and was not recognized by Victor, and hurt each other with him.

Yuuri is inferior, always has been.Even if he can already perform perfectly on the ice, it is still the case.When Hosenfell formally notified him of this decision, Yuuri was stunned for a long time before he could react.He thought that Butler Andre would definitely not let him take Victor away.

And what about Victor who was imprisoned deep in his consciousness?

Let's start from that day!

After changing his clothes and leaving the ice rink, he held Yuuri's hand and ran towards home.He felt it, felt Yuuri take his hand back.

He blindfolded Yuuri, opened the door before letting go, and pushed Yuuri into the living room.He saw it, saw Yuuri's brown eyes widening in surprise.

Small fondant cakes, blue candles that symbolize ice and snow, Japanese food taught by the Japanese chef at Qiaotou restaurant, and Russian dishes he is good at... These are the scenarios that Victor envisioned at the beginning, and now in Here it becomes a reality.

After a wonderful anniversary, they returned to the life they used to run and train together every morning. Everything was so satisfying, even Yuuri couldn't find the feeling that day [Claudio Fantasia] could It sums up the main idea very well.Few things are more satisfying, Yuuri watching him while he practices, and Yuuri having that charming young man within sight of him as he practices.

This season he returned to the grand prix as a player, competing with Yuuri!Victor doesn't know why, but he pays more attention to this gold medal than ever before, he must get it, so that Yuuri will keep watching you.He didn't understand why his heart said such pessimistic words to himself.

When there is no competition, they continue their lives, and when they are on the field, they all use their best efforts to pursue perfect performances.

"You will be the champion, this is the well-deserved return of the king!" Victor heard a voice say to himself, but he didn't care that day, in this world, everything was happening in an orderly manner.

Little did he know that his real body was already lying on the "home" bed that he had slept with Yuuri for a long time.

Yes, after Yuuri took Victor home that day, he carefully carried the silver-haired man to his sleeping side.Although he knew that his body would not be contaminated with dust, he still fetched warm water and wiped his body carefully.

Unbuttoning Victor's clothes, Yuuri, who now knew the truth, immediately saw something wrong. His skin was too white, much whiter than the average Slavs.The temperature is also very low, although it is not as cold as Cyril and the others, it is just cooler.While complaining that he didn't notice these abnormalities in time, Yuuri carefully observed the man's body.

On Victor's body, the muscle lines are still so beautiful, slender and powerful, attached to the skin.Arms, chest... all the way to the lower abdomen, and then looked down carefully, Yuuri realized that the change was not only the color of the skin, but also the scars left on his body due to intense training in the past. It was on Victor's feet.

As a figure skater, they are destined to be injured from childhood to metropolis, and they cannot have a pair of perfect feet.But now, on those feet, every scar Yuuri knew was gone.Starting from the ankle, the thin muscles under the porcelain white skin covered the slightly protruding foot bones, with well-defined joints.The light blue blood vessels on the instep extend clearly and quietly, and the toes are also slender, like a work of art.

Yuuri sighed, poured out the cold water, came back and continued to sit beside Victor. Before he knew it, how much this man had changed!

"Victor, what are you thinking?"

Yuuri looked at the corners of his mouth slightly drawn up, and started talking to himself.

He suddenly didn't know what to say, and stared at Victor's sleeping face for a long time, before speaking again. "Victor, you have a lot of things hidden there, don't you?" He nodded at the man's heart.

"I know you so well, how can you be a person who can hide things in your heart? But, this matter... You managed to let me know until now!"

"To be honest, I was so sad until the truth came to light! Victor, you must be feeling bad too, right?" Yuuri could guess how uncomfortable this silver-haired man was with something in his heart, "Actually, after that day, I I'm not angry with you for a long time, but I don't know how to tell you..."

"Then your text message came over just like that. I asked you nothing and you didn't say anything. I really... really didn't know what to do. You left without telling anyone, and then I I started to wonder if you don't want to be with me anymore, so I listened to Minako-sensei's suggestion to test you..."

Yuuri ignored his ridiculous wavering and guessing, "During the grand prix, you changed the short program because of me? And at the banquet, did you see it? The one I didn't wear the ring on purpose This time, you must have seen it, right? I also saw that you left soon. I should have known that at that time, your look and behavior were so different from usual, but I thought you were expressionless and unresponsive."

He pursed his lips and held Victor's hand, "Actually, at that time, what I was looking forward to most was to meet you! How could I stop loving you? This is something I can't do anyway. I take off the ring, that's true, but I hung it here," Yuuri pulled a silver chain from his pajamas, and the gold ring was shining brightly on it.

"This is the closest place to my heart, I will always love you in my heart, I promise!" Once upon a time, he thought that Victor was born optimistic and strong, but he didn't know that he just kept those unhappiness in his heart, and then only Keep the smile for yourself.Yuuri doesn't know at all how Victor got here, he doesn't even know how Victor survived this short but long year.

"By the way, I heard from Yurio that you have disclosed your sexuality in public, right?" Yuuri suddenly remembered the video that made him cry a day ago. At that time, he just watched the video and the scale was much smaller. In the debate, I saw the video sent to him by Phichit.

"But why didn't you wait for me? Letting you face those gossips alone will hurt my heart. There are many misunderstandings between us. I only know now that while you are trying to make me feel at ease, Did I make you uneasy too? If you had me in your dream, that Katsuki Yuuri must not be like me, right? That's why you are so reluctant to wake up?" Yuuri turned off the light, and the other lying on the bed On one side, gently kissing Victor's finger, "I understand all your heart, but you are not willing to give me a chance to show you my heart?"

"...Victor...you...I..." He held Victor's hand and slowly fell asleep like this.

The next morning, when Yuuri woke up to the sound of the alarm clock, he suddenly realized that he and Victor were still holding hands, and the man was still sleeping peacefully, with a smile on his lips.It's been a long time since such a quiet morning!

Yuuri sighed with some discomfort in his heart, after he finished washing, he wiped Victor's face, and then went out the door grabbing a Piroshki he bought.

"Goodbye, I'll be back at noon, Victor!" he heard himself say.

Because during the offseason, Yuuri changed the practice time back to the normal half day, and he stayed at home with Victor for the remaining half day.

Time passed quickly like this.

Where consciousness is, Victor gradually forgets that he does not belong here.Every day of his life is happy and fulfilling until the final of the Grand Prix.

In the final, Yuuri won the gold medal. Victor was very happy at first, even happier than he won the gold medal.However, it was this gold medal that made Victor feel abnormal.Because such a result is obviously a contradiction with what that voice told me.Just when it had doubts, a door suddenly appeared in this world, and the movements of everyone around him stopped at this moment.

"Do you want to go back, Viktor Nikiforov?" said a voice, "Stay here, you have everything now; if you go back, there will be unknown everything waiting for you..." He didn't He knew that this voice was actually his own heart.

Victor saw that the door opened slowly, and the other side of the door was as black as ink.It was a passage that seemed to have nothing.