So, in Minako's bar, Yuuri's ballet teacher told Victor about Yuuri sentence by sentence. "Once Yuuri feels uneasy, he will want to practice. I am also interested, so I follow his temperament and accompany him!"

In the dim light, Minako said things Yuuri never mentioned to Viktor.

"Ice Castle is the same," Victor listened to Minako's speech very carefully, "as long as you don't make an appointment in advance, you can skate with him until any time."

The older woman sighed, "The best thing about Yuuri is that when he is uneasy, he doesn't have to consider others and has an environment where he can practice. Although he is not a genius, it is only in the time of practice, which is probably the best in the world. The one with the most advantage!"

Hearing this, Victor paused.

Is it because a layer of window paper in front of my eyes has been pierced?Victor had a hunch that he didn't know what to express.It's not that Yuuri has no talent, it's just that he has no self-confidence since he was a child, so his brilliance has not been shown until now.

If...if it wasn't for this, his hard work, his technique, and his understanding of music should make him a hundred times more dazzling than he is now, right?

Yes, from the first minute or two after seeing that [Stay with me and don't leave], Victor knew that the person in the picture is really extremely sensitive to music!He can turn all the things in the music into his own emotions. On the ice rink, he is not performing a person, he is already that person!

I have to be honest, Yuuri does have an extraordinary ability to transform and empathize with music, but when he sang that piece, it didn't seem to be the reason!

Yuuri is just thinking about him Victor Oh!

Following Minako's instructions, Victor rubbed his forehead to say goodbye, and when he pushed the door to go out, he caressed the lower part of the clavicle and the upper part of the abdomen as if inadvertently performing a medieval European etiquette.Then he left as usual.

In the ice castle, Miss Yuko and her husband Nishi Junhao hadn't left yet, when they heard Victor ask Yuuri, they enthusiastically dragged him to the glass window to watch together.Yuuri's movements were very smooth, Victor heaved a sigh of relief, it seems that the wound less than three centimeters on the leg is really not serious, it should have scabbed over!

"He has often come to practice alone since a long time ago!" When he heard this sentence, Victor was lying on the window with Yuko and Nishigori watching Yuuri skate.

Yuko began to feel a little emotional, "He really likes skating! He doesn't play with his friends much."

Victor looked at the black-haired youth in the ice rink, Yuuri lost a lot of weight!After suddenly realizing it, Victor felt that his heart seemed to be much softer.He doesn't talk, just listens.

"It's probably because Yuuri is not very good at making friends, and he basically doesn't take the initiative to fight for things other than skating." Xijun suddenly looked at Victor seriously, "I don't want Yuuri's skating career to be so good at this time." Finish."

"Well, me too!" Yuko took her husband's words, "Plus, he really hates losing! I really hope you can bring out a Yuuri that we haven't seen before!"

Victor lowered his head and pursed his lips. This night, he learned a lot about the little pig!It turns out that Yuuri has such a little habit; it turns out that Yuuri grew up like this.He felt a little pain in his heart.

Now, Victor understands that it is such a delicate and sensitive little pig who is always moving towards his dream, unconfident but not easy to admit defeat, that attracts him.But... you little pig who doesn't know how to fight for other things!It's a little difficult!

Victor decided to start from this moment, slowly laying down a net, and then slowly closing the net to catch this cute and charming pig.

However, isn't there a saying in the world that "plans can't keep up with changes"?

Not to mention anything else, in fact, Victor's decision did not come so suddenly.During the days when Yuuri lost weight, he had already started to think about his identity and role.Since childhood, Victor has known many people, but there has never been a single person who pursued his own pace so purely and wholeheartedly.There has never been such a person who can't help being happy or worried because of him.

Victor knew that if he took it seriously, he would be considered... trapped, right?

Speaking of it, the time is not long, not even a month is far from being reached.But that’s how he is, Victor, once he really gets into something, it will take a very long time.Like ice skating, for example, like Yuuri, the unaware little pig.

Victor is a transparent person. In the past, he could clearly see how those girlfriends approached him impurely, so he never let go of his heart and was equally gentle to everyone.Now he can also see Yuuri's self-abased but firm follower.So he was moved and fell in love.Although Yuuri can almost be described as ignorant of emotional matters.

But what can be done about it?Victor will stick to it once he gets serious!

Viktor relaxed when he saw Yuuri come out of his sad mood, and at this moment, the discomfort that had been aggravated in the past few days resurfaced.

He smiled calmly and said to himself, "I want to come up with a magic trick to turn the little pig into a prince!"

"What?" Yuuri's buddy duo didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing!" Victor said nothing, and then thanked very seriously, "Thank you for letting me know a lot about Yuuri." Then he left.

After Yuuri practiced, he heard that Victor came to find him, but when he got home, his mother said that Victor looked very tired after he came back from looking for him, and went to rest early.This time, beyond Yuuri's imagination, he didn't hug the quilt, and came to Yuuri's room as usual.On the contrary, nothing was heard from there all night.

Yuuri, who had practiced to relax himself, slept so deeply throughout the night that he missed the small sounds coming from outside the bedroom at one or two in the morning.It seems that the water glass was broken?

With Yuri's arrival, something has changed and nothing seems to have changed.Yuuri still runs and follows Victor's bicycle every day, but the difference is that now there is one more Yuri running.

right!Apart from becoming three people, there is no difference!

Victor hasn't been looking very well lately, and Yuuri has noticed it for a long time.He noticed that Victor often folded his arms. It seemed that his right hand was on his chest, right?

He is very tired?

Yuuri doesn't want to ask him what's bothering him, so he can only do his best so that Viktor has less to worry about!

He looked for Victor worried, and when he told Victor that he must have a good rest, Victor smiled happily.

"Oh, Yuuri cares about me very much, it's really an honor to be Yuuri's coach!" Victor, at least from the point of view of his performance, was not at all abnormal.

But ah, how could there be no abnormalities?

That night, the night when Yuuri slept very deeply, in fact, after Victor came back, he passed out as soon as he entered his room.As early as a day ago, he felt that the pain in his heart had aggravated a lot.But in order not to be noticed by Yuuri, who has a keen sense, Victor still tried his best to look like nothing happened.

Later, when he tried to find Yuuri with all his strength, he felt even more uncomfortable, which is why Victor left first after seeing that Yuuri was fine.

Back at the hot spring hotel, after Victor told Hiroko to go to rest first, he lost his balance when he entered the room, and it took a lot of effort not to fall directly on the Japanese-style floor.

Victor didn't wake up until early in the morning.Victor was quite calm at this moment.Originally, when he realized the symptoms on his body, he was actually very disturbed.As such an excellent athlete, Victor puts all his love on this sport. He is worried that one day he will no longer be able to load this sport and jump and spin on the ice rink?Similarly, Victor, who is aware of his heart, also prepays all his feelings to Yuuri who doesn't understand anything. He is afraid that it will be too late, too late for this little pig to respond to his love?

This also explains why Viktor suddenly starts to feel a little clingy around Yuuri on certain days.

However, when Victor woke up, although the throbbing pain in his heart had not completely dissipated, and even the glass water glass in his hand was accidentally broken by him, his heart was at ease.Looking at the flowers in the fog, although some things cannot be real, Victor also thought of things that he never cared about in this coma.

Just now, when Victor fell into a coma.He didn't know what kind of painful feeling it was. The pain in his heart was a bit like a burning fire, or the torment of melting ice and snow. He couldn't feel the existence of his body, but the pain still lingered like a ghost.

Dire situation!Now Victor finally understood what the word meant.

Why do I still feel pain after passing out?

Just when he was about to lose consciousness, Victor suddenly felt a drop of viscous, blood-like liquid dripping into the depths of his consciousness.In the white consciousness, the liquid quickly smudged, with a faint pinkish red.

He actually saw the handsome face of his grandfather in his memory, which he hadn't seen for a long time.The eyes of the elder who had disappeared for a long time were full of anticipation, and Victor saw his eyes with the same pupil color as his own gazing at him encouragingly, as if he had penetrated into the depths of his heart.

"Vicha..." A voice rang out, just like yesterday, "Don't be afraid of temporary weakness..."

Don't be afraid?Victor seemed to feel his thoughts grasping something important.This sentence seems very familiar, where did you see it when you were young?He couldn't help but think of the few memories left by his grandfather in the depths of his memory.

"Don't be afraid! Vicia, you will come back even stronger. You are the most special child in the family!"

"Vicha, you will undergo a transformation. Before that, I will not let you touch that world..."

"The thing you want to pursue... Wei Qia, you must cherish it."

One sentence after another was like a thunderbolt exploding in Victor's mind, making him ignore the throbbing that had already eased.When and where did you see this passage?

Must have seen it!

as a child?

Still at home?

Is it... St. Petersburg? !

Victor thought of this, and suddenly understood, it has something to do with his grandfather, right?

That... grandfather who has been sealed in memory for a long time...

Suddenly thinking of a notebook left by his grandfather, Victor suddenly felt that he knew something.His consciousness stayed quietly in his calm and no longer turbulent mind, rested for a while, and fell asleep in a relaxed manner.

Although he no longer harbored worries about gains and losses that he did not show in his heart like a few days ago, after Victor woke up, he was still thinking about an important question.

That is--

According to my grandfather's words, this transformation is far from reaching a critical point, that is, it will continue to be weak for a period of time to come.So... how to hide it from Yuuri?Yuri didn't have much time to stay together, so it should be able to make do.But here...

Victor was distressed for half an hour and decided to drink some water to calm down.

However, although it is not considered sick, there are still temporary side effects, right?

For example, now, not long after waking up from a coma, Victor naturally has no energy, so he slid the edge of the glass water glass in his hand and fell to the ground... It shattered.

Reluctantly withdrawing his hand and smiling apologetically, Victor secretly laughed at himself, as expected he couldn't adapt to such a sudden loss of power!You still have to work hard to get used to it in the future!

He gave up the idea of ​​continuing to drink water, and lay back on the bed, hoping to sleep well until midnight. With his recovery ability, he shouldn't be found out when he arranges training in the morning, right?

As for the matter of digging out the notes left by my grandfather and carefully reviewing them, I will save it until I have the opportunity to return to my hometown in the future.

When Yuri and Yuuri came to the Ice Castle the next day, Victor had already finished the routine training for the day and was standing in the middle of the field waiting.Victor didn't practice any extra today, because his physical strength has been declining for the past few days, and Victor, who had no problem at all repeating the daily routine twice, also had to think about choosing songs for Yuuri and Yuri later and stopped.

Otherwise, if there is any discomfort or other situation in a while, it will be a difficult thing to explain!What kind of transformation is there to go through such a terrible process?Although I don't want to hide it from Yuuri, but... let's tell him after this transformation is completed!There should be a chance.Victor ignored the worries hidden in his heart.

Victor made this decision easily, but it was only later that Victor realized what "Murphy's Law" meant.

Yuuri was finally allowed to go on the ice. At this time, he felt some uneasiness that often appeared in his heart, but more of it was excitement, very, very excited.

Viktor is standing against the light, and he's very thankful that Yuuri didn't know that this was a position he chose on purpose.

"Let's listen to the final song first!" Victor said in a timely manner, successfully attracting the attention of the two people opposite him, making them unaware of his not-so-good complexion.

Before pressing the play button on the remote control, Victor began to explain with a smile, "This song has two arrangements with different themes."

When he spoke, even though he was speaking to two people, he unabashedly released the hormones that belonged to a man to Yuuri.

"About love, is EROS or AGAPE the number one? Do you have any thoughts about love?" Victor asked deliberately, without the slightest sign of annoyance at the fact that he had used hormones on Yuuri, who was ignorant and knew nothing about it.

After being asked like this, Yuri and Yuuri reached an agreement for the first time, shaking their heads together, "No!"

Victor then looked directly at the two of them and continued to ask another way of asking, "Okay, how do you feel after listening to this song?" After pressing play, Victor felt that the first time he asked was really a waste of time, how could Yuuri What is the concept of love?Even if I have seen his comprehension and ability to substitute music, Yuuri, who has no friends and no experience in love, can't explain it clearly, right?

The sound of the music is low and melodious, like a silent person standing in the shadow under the lamp, without saying a word, just looking at the figure of that person in the distance, regardless of day or night, regardless of gains and losses, just watching.Silent affection, humble pride.

Yuuri raised his head and closed his eyes trying to imagine, "It's especially...a sense of transparency, as if it's so pure and flawless that it doesn't know what love is..."

Amidst Yuri's usual mania of "I hate this song! It's an innocent feeling that makes people want to throw up", Victor flashed a wink before they noticed, and he knew it would end like this.Although he was not feeling well yet, he still wanted to laugh.You see, he was right, right? Yuuri explained the artistic conception of a song in such a mess, but to be honest, those deepest feelings, although he can't describe them, have the right meaning.

Yes, the meaning is all correct, there is no mistake.Completely hide the existence of "I", love without self like a shadow.

Victor remained silent.

"OK!", he pressed the remote control again and changed the music to another one.The tune is still the original tune, nothing has changed, but the speed is only 1.5 times faster, which makes the music tinged with an unforgettable pleasure.

"The atmosphere is completely different this time!" Yuuri exclaimed.

this feeling?

But the most unexpected thing is not the magic that the speed change exerts on the artistic conception of the music. When Yuri expressed that he wanted the second version, what Victor said and the decision he made shocked both of them to petrification.

Victor reckoned that his current physical strength should be enough to finish the long speech he was going to say, and then give a demonstration to Yuri and Yuri respectively.Then, he explained the two versions of the music, "The first piece is called [Love is AGAPE], and the theme is unrequited love, and then the theme of this [Love is EROS] is sex love."

Seeing Yuuri and the others nodding, Victor went on to say, "These two songs with opposite themes, I hope you slide one song each, so let's assign the songs like this, Yuuri is EROS, Yurio is AGAPE!" He pointed The two raised their voices and announced.

And then, Viktor sees Yuuri's cute reaction, as he imagines himself.

When faced with the accusation that someone "should be the other way around, too far from his own image", he said, "It has to be the opposite of everyone's imagination, otherwise how can I surprise everyone? This is my principle coming."

"And ah..." Victor immediately showed a puzzled smile without giving the two of them a chance to talk, "Because you are more mediocre and have no personality than I imagined. It would be better to be more self-aware about this!"

Victor wasn't worried about Yuuri being provoked, since he was speaking to both of them at the same time anyway.As a senior, Yuuri is so sensitive to point out problems to his juniors like this, he must be able to hear what he means!

In fact, the petrified Yuuri really didn't care much.His inner activity is that Victor is so good and so good, of course what he said is right!

WOW!!! Yuuri, your little brother is like this, is it really okay?

"You have to decide your own image, thank you for being able to say it!" Victor went on to unilaterally suppress someone's arrogance, why is it just "someone"?It's simple, Yuuri didn't express his opinion at all!

"In the eyes of the audience, you are just pigs and kittens!" Victor couldn't help turning on the poisonous tongue mode, "If you can't reach a level that satisfies me within this week, I won't give you any choreography!"

The reason why Victor said that was because of his own concerns.Now, he knows it's time to give Yuuri a push.Victor wants Yuuri to win, but he wants his talent to be fully expressed!

Of course, Yuuri still needs to be encouraged often, so he narrowed his eye a little further away from Yuuri, and flashed another wink, "You two are my fans, so you can definitely do it, right?"

"Understood, then I will skate that AGAPE. After all, it is related to my first match in the senior group!" Yuri expressed his attitude first, "At that time, give me a group that will definitely win!"

In fact, Victor was not in a good mood because of his health.Just because he can wink and smile gently at Yuuri doesn't mean he can do it at anyone now.

What's more, Victor saw Yuuri's expression on the side.

It's over, it's a bit over!He suddenly didn't want to let Yuri's waywardness hurt the black-haired Japanese youth on the opposite side again, "It's up to you whether you can win. If I go skating, then I will definitely win!" This kid really needs more attention. Be mature and sensible.

This time, Victor's tone was rare no longer gentle.

Yuri kicked the ice hard, "If I win this guy, Victor, you will go back to Russia with me! Then be my coach, this is my wish!"

Victor was stunned, he watched Yuuri's expression, and said three words softly in a perfunctory tone that neither of the two of them could hear, although they tried their best to maintain their attitude, "Okay."

Yuri felt he had been promised.

Viktor didn't continue talking to Yuri, but frowned and turned to Yuuri's direction.

"Yuuri, what about you? What do you say? What do you want if you win this duel?" The man pretended to be indifferent and asked his own question.

Yuuri was a little sad, what did he want?He suddenly felt that as long as he was training with Victor, he would be very lucky.This feeling, like a drug addiction, permeates slowly and is difficult to detect.And now that the issue is suddenly brought up, all Yuuri knows is that he doesn't want Viktor to go.

These are all thoughts in Yuuri's mind, and even though his thoughts have turned so much, Yuuri still answers in a split second, "I want to be with Victor..."

Yuuri paused for a moment, he always looked up at Victor before, and always felt that he was paying attention to him with the mood of following his predecessors.Now that Victor is by his side, why do he have to worry about gains and losses sometimes?Sure enough, I didn't realize the adjustment of positioning.

Well, Yuuri has no idea about his love life at the moment.

"...Let's eat pork cutlet rice bowl together!" After thinking about it, he could only use this sentence to replace the wish of "I don't want Victor to go".

He didn't know why he didn't want Victor to leave, but he just felt that having Victor's gaze would make him happier and less worried!

Our Yuuri really doesn't know that the existence of this feeling is already very abnormal!

Yuuri's wish was spoken, and as soon as the words fell, Victor's eyes lit up, and he knew that Xiaozhu, who pursued his dream alone until the age of 23, hoped to have someone to accompany him, and now, this person is himself, how amazing Woolen cloth.

Victor actually smiled, "Not bad, I like this best!"

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Ahhhhhhhh~ Dear judges, this is for today~~~ Jian Luoluo will have an exam soon in a few days, so sad, I clenched my little quilt tightly for comfort_(:з」∠)_

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