"Wei Yong" You are the Hua of Twilight Ice

For professional players like them, the daily training time passes very quickly, so during the daily intervals of training, only a day or two of vacation time is very short.

For example, now, Yuuri has rested for two or three days after returning from the game, and then he has to go to the ice rink on time and report to coach Viktor and Yakov.

On a normal training day, Yuuri and Viktor usually follow each other the whole time when there is no other important thing to do.For Victor, one is because he holds the position of "Yuuri's coach", and the other is because both he and Yuuri are willing to accompany each other and like each other's company.

But this phenomenon, in the eyes of other people, is not the case at all. After Yuuri's rest, when he appeared on the ice rink with other companions who participated in the World Championships, although it did not represent the same The country, but the reactions of the companions who can already be counted as teammates can be called "strange and strange".Because at this time, Yuuri has drawn an equal sign with the gold medal, his current appearance of "a good student always obeys the coach obediently" in the eyes of uninformed people, what else can he do if he is not seeking hatred!

After he changed his skates and habitually followed Victor into the ice rink, he saw a ball of gold bumping into him head-on.Yuuri was startled, and hurried to the side to avoid it.But after the turbulent golden ball rushed to Yuuri's front, it stopped like a screeching brake.

"Tsk! A pig is indeed a pig. It's so timid that it can still win a gold medal. It's still sticking to the old man's back, poisoning the public..." Such a machine gun-like voice and angry tone, if it wasn't for Yuri, then There is no second person.Only he can create the effect that Yuuri feels like he owes him tens of thousands of dollars and hasn't paid it back.

Well, because Yuuri's Russian level is really only good at jumping up words and asking for directions, he usually communicates with his friends in English, and now even Yuri's angry roars are in English.

Moreover, as Yuri, who felt very strange when Victor watched Yuuri's performance when he felt [Onice Hot Springs] in Hasezu, this sentence inevitably carries some other meanings.

Hearing the second half of the sentence, Yuuri was almost not frightened, thinking that they knew everything about him and Victor!Fortunately, a stern female voice covered his words, and the others seemed to behave normally.

Before Yuri finished speaking, Teacher Lilia's whistling voice almost screamed and echoed throughout the ice rink, "Yuri! How can you use such inelegant words?"

"Yuri! Victor! The two of you have used the ice rink as your own back garden? Victor! Can you stop communicating with your students to affect training?" And the ex-husband of Teacher Lilia's friend.That is, Coach Yakov's roar also came at the same time.

Viktor smiled innocently, "Yakov! It didn't affect the training. If you don't believe it, Yakov can check it. The amount of training has not decreased every day since he came back!" After he finished this sentence, he thought for a while and then continued , "I'm still helping Yuuri choose the main body and program for the new season!"

Hearing this, Yuuri had a question in his heart. In the past two days, he and Victor haven't mentioned anything about the new season at all. How could it be a discussion?As soon as he wanted to speak out, Victor quietly winked and blocked the conversation again.

Over there, Coach Yakov continued to growl, "Who told you two that it doesn't matter if you affect other people's training?"Looking around again, sure enough, the young people led by Bobo who lost the championship in the World Championships were all staring at the two of them resentfully. If their eyesight could be used as a knife, then the two of them would probably have holes all over their bodies.

An object that started to shine with golden light and an object that has been shining golden for more than ten years are placed together, but it is still uneasy, which is really irritating!

Also, Bobo keenly felt another strange aura, and this kind of aura, Bobo himself would not like it!

"Ah! I feel a little cold all of a sudden!" Viktor gave Yuuri a "helpless" smile, and then, without any pressure at all, he slid into the middle of the ice rink under the sight of all kinds of people. A few people were left staring at each other for a while, and then turned their eyes to a black-haired young man who came to train with Victor——

"Be obedient and sit on the side! If you win the gold medal, don't hang around here outside of training time!"

This is the protest of the crowd in unison.

Well, they have spontaneously and consciously understood Yuuri's behavior of following Yuuri to the ice rink as "working hard to learn from Victor's training"!When they understood this, Yuuri was still very happy, so he obediently hugged the windbreaker and skate cover that Victor handed him, and obediently sat on the side, on the first row of chairs in the stands.The hair is there obediently, like a little sheep.

Victor was very efficient during practice today. In addition to combining the short programs of the two arrangements and starting to polish them, he also re-familiarized the free skating that had been prepared for several times.When Victor chose this song [TheMaskWillInFire], it was based on the most refreshing principle, in order to form the strongest contrast with last season or should be said to be the last season [Stay with me and don’t leave] It was decided that before this, Yuuri had never watched the show in its entirety, and Victor was too busy directing Yuuri to perform the show in full.

Looking at it this way today, Yuuri actually doesn't fully understand the meaning to be expressed in the music and performance. Generally speaking, the feelings probably belong to the more complicated ones!There is a sense of contradiction in the music that desires to be clear, but also wishes to conceal. Obviously, Victor himself is not very satisfied with the grasp of this mood.

Probably there is no such contradictory experience!Victor thinks so.

I have to be honest, Victor always likes to push himself to the extreme, that is, to a sensitive person like Yuuri and himself, he can feel that something is wrong. The whole program, from technology to skating, to music together Already perfect, for others, they even think this show should be like this.

However, Victor himself is not satisfied. He has divided a lot of time these days to think about issues related to free skating.

Soon, Yuuri will also start to think about the song selection and arrangement for the new season. Like this time last year, Victor still handed over the right to choose the song to Yuuri.That day, after he felt another layer of depth in his free skate, it seemed like he hit a wall.It stands to reason that it can be used to participate in the competition to win the championship. Victor thinks that this level is enough, but as a player who pursues expressiveness, he feels that this is far from enough.

It just so happened that the afternoon before had been arranged for Yuuri to focus on basic exercises, to think carefully about the theme and programs of the new season, Victor pulled Yuuri aside after lunch, "Yuuri, I'll go out in the afternoon, Do something, can Yuuri be alone on the ice rink?" Victor's tone was not sure, he probably wanted to confirm that Yuuri was doing basic training by himself and was thinking about his competition.

"Okay, Victor, let's go to work! You've been so busy recently, of course you can train by yourself!" Yuuri didn't mind at all that Victor couldn't train with him today.Ever since he went to the competition with the wishes of the two of them alone and got a good result, Yuuri has a new understanding of Victor's saying "I will always watch you".This is probably part of his growth!

To be honest, Yuuri just needs some time to think about what's next.The final result of this season is like a proof that he is not such an incompetent glass heart.

After the proof?

What kind of mood should I use to skate, what kind of attitude should I judge myself, and what kind of theme and artistic conception should I create in the new season?These are the questions that Yuuri needs to consider now.

So that's why Yuuri agreed to Victor's arrangement. If he told Victor directly, he would definitely be worried again, right?Yuuri just nodded in agreement, and didn't say what he was going to do,

Because if he remembers correctly, ever since Victor made him cry, the silver-haired man has always expressed various worries about himself at various times, in various places, and because of various things. .

"Yuuri is so good, it's gotten better!" Victor hugged Yuuri, who was caught off guard, at the bottom of the unattended stairs, in a shadow area that no one noticed, blocking the place where he wanted to say something to reassure himself Zhang lips.

Without any preparation at all, Yuuri was thrown backward by Victor's unsteady center of gravity, and after being quite frightened, Yuuri was pushed against the wall with a "bang" by the man in front of him.

Victor considerately wraps his arms around the potentially foolish man just in time before Yuuri makes intimate contact with the wall, preventing him from being hurt by being thrown too hard against the wall.

Yuuri didn't notice the touch behind him at all, it was different from what he imagined, his attention was all on the handsome face that was getting closer and closer to him at this moment.He found that Victor seemed to like to be like a child, jumping directly with open arms, and then hugging and kissing him.

Well, now the silver-haired man really quickly caught Yuuri's lips, making him swallow all the words he was about to say.

Victor's kiss was just a light kiss at the beginning, but the nature of this kiss was completely changed from the moment Victor fully pounced on him.The silver-haired man hugged his lover who was frightened like a lamb, and after confirming that the person who was pushed against the wall would not run away, he moved up the hand that was encircling Yuuri, and clasped it around him. The position of the nape of the neck.

The man's tongue had a strong meaning, and when Yuuri wanted to make a low cry reflexively, he stuck it into his mouth, hooked the little tongue that was a little panicked, and curled the soft tongue Small objects that mop up and suck up.But he is quite gentle at the same time. It can be said that Victor's domineering and strong have always been hidden in his gentleness.But it can't be completely ignored, because Victor's dominance often shows up when Yuuri is not paying attention.

Just like now, Yuuri will soon have no extra thoughts to think about other things. He was softened by Victor's kiss, and the corners of his eyes were still slightly red. When Victor really let him go, his lips The petals are still glowing with moist water.

And Yuuri himself didn't know this at all.He lay on Victor's neck, and it took a long time before his mind regained his senses. He suddenly realized that he was still in the building belonging to the ice rink. Push it away.

"Well, just talk as you say, don't..." Well, Yuuri couldn't go on talking after this.

Victor didn't care about his lover's embarrassment and worry at all. On the contrary, he looked at Yuuri a little aggrieved, "Why not? I can't see Yuuri for an afternoon, and I can't even kiss him? Yuuri is such a Yuuri!"

Obviously Victor has done this several times, but Yuuri still doesn't have any ability to parry.He obediently let Victor kiss him again, before returning to the restaurant to order a nutritious meal.

Victor is not an all-powerful god, and those who worship him may almost forget that, as if he is never sad, confused, or has any problems.

In fact, this is impossible. No matter how perfect Victor is, he is still an ordinary man.

……

Well, this sentence may need to add a past tense.

In the past, Victor would habitually think of Duke Cyril’s castle when he encountered any inexplicable confusion or uncomfortable things, but he never found the opportunity to go back, but it’s different now, probably because of Makachin’s credit, It may also be because of some other unexplainable reasons that Victor once again broke into that place full of secrets.

So after the meal time was over, Yuuri stayed on the ice rink to prepare for the afternoon training, Victor squeezed his hand quietly, then turned and opened the door, and left towards home.

Victor returned home and took the car keys. Before going out, he thought about it and took the notes of his grandfather, Duke Cyril, with him.

In line with the principle of "staying with Yuuri as much as possible", Victor decided to take advantage of this afternoon to read through his grandfather's notes, otherwise in the future, in order not to scare Yuuri, he may have to find time to come out again , In this way, it will be a long, long time to be unable to be with Yuuri!

In fact, in the definition of "a long, long time", "long" refers to a few hours.However, for those who are in love, the time is indeed not short!And it seems that Victor didn't realize that he had already decided not to tell Yuuri the identity of his missing grandfather and half-blood before he even found out.

It's not because of other reasons, but Victor doesn't want to worry Yuuri because of such uncertain things, and he doesn't want to create any possibility for his relationship with Yuuri to be affected because of this.

When he got into the car and stepped on the clutch, Victor suddenly pursed his lips and gave a helpless smile.

In the final analysis, it was because of my own anxiety that I made such a decision without authorization.The superficial calm is just an appearance, and who can really calm down after subverting the worldview overnight?

That is impossible!

In fact, Victor has been restless ever since he saw the first half of the diary that day.For a "human" who has existed in this world as a human being for 28 years, even as a Slavic nation that has always been strong, even if he is calm and indifferent to the outside world like Victor, he can't accept the blood flowing in his body all at once. Derived from the lineage of another non-human species.

Just like a person with normal three views, you suddenly let him accept that there are other non-human races in this world. This is a bit more difficult than convincing an Englishman to believe that the air in Manchester is clean and charming.

What's more, now I have to tell him directly, "Hey! Actually, you are not human!"

No matter how serious the tone is, this is something that will cause panic.

So Victor is upset.Because the blood in the body exceeds 50.00%, and because of the relationship that has been too smooth this year.

Victor didn't know what kind of changes that half blood would bring to him.Grandfather mentioned in the previous part of the notes that the existence of half-bloods like Victor is special, almost a rare phenomenon.Maybe many blood races have been transformed until the so-called life turns into light smoke under the sun or fire.None of them could witness the appearance of a half-blood.

But in Duke Cyril's words, there seemed to be another kind of information hidden between the lines. Victor thought about it many times, but he couldn't figure out why.

On the other hand, over the past year, Victor has successfully moved into Hasezu, successfully became Yuuri's coach, and then it can almost be said that he was successfully tempted, successfully obtained Yuuri's confession, and the two fell in love smoothly. Together……

All in all, it all went too smoothly.

I didn't notice it when I was tired of being together every day before, but this incident is like a stone thrown into the middle of the lake, breaking the original peace and security.

In fact, these two kinds of uneasiness are not very related, but that feeling is like an unsteady factor, which made Victor suddenly withdraw from the previous sticky aura, and found the truth in these smooth sailings. Other things.Recalling the discomfort that inexplicably appeared and disappeared in the past two or three months, after careful thinking, I discovered these inexplicable fears.

All in all, the news revealed in this notebook has unceremoniously disrupted Victor's original plan. Regarding all this, he can only choose not to tell Yuuri, because half of the human blood may be able to escape the fate of the blood race Bar!

When it is confirmed that nothing bad has happened, he will tell Yuuri everything. According to his guess, the final "transformation" will be within half a year, and it will never be too late.

At least Victor hoped so.

He hasn't had time to think about other things arising from this.

This time he didn't take Makachin with him, and followed the route he had remembered through the shallow forest, around the low hill in front of him, and Victor approached the seemingly empty mountain valley.He followed the original path into the back garden that had been silent for a long time, and slowly sat down on the carved chair. After a long silence, he remembered the reason and purpose of coming here today.

Victor felt that this was the best place to cultivate inspiration in his heart.But the kind of inspiration that rushes to my heart in an instant cannot be rushed. Sometimes, a suitable environment, or a relaxed atmosphere is needed.At least that's how it was for Victor.But when he was really sitting here, it was impossible for him to really only think about this "mask" issue.

The reason why this free skating program is called [TheMaskWillInFire] is because of the contradictions in it that are difficult to neutralize, and now Victor seems to feel a little bit about this contradiction.He knew it himself. It was to provide himself with an atmosphere to relax and think, rather than to find an excuse to make himself think about other things, or to let go.

Just reached the end of the practice, even Victor himself knew that it was not enough for him to be obsessed with this point, so he simply came out and thought about other things.Feeling is an illusory existence, if you don't care about him, don't focus on getting into it, maybe the feeling will come inadvertently.

But when it comes to doing other things to free himself, Victor can't think of anything else when he's not staying with Yuuri, because the things he wants to do seem to be more interesting only if he experiences them with Yuuri!So Victor still took Duke Cyril's notes with him when he went out.

Now Victor consciously let go of the issue of better psychological feeling and performance anxiety for free skating for the time being, opened the dark red notebook that once belonged to his grandfather, and turned to the page marked with the bookmark.

"Vicha," on the yellowed paper, the ink marks left by the quill pen are a little reddish, showing the traces of time, but the European-style aristocratic style is still so elegant.

There were less than five sentences on this page, but after Victor read it into his mind, he didn't know what it was like.The paper said, "Vicha, do you know what grandfather was thinking when he wrote these words for you? I think Yefim likes children. If he can see Vicha Just you, so even if your father has no blood relationship with him, he will still like you very much, right? After all, you really look like me!"

This page has nothing to do with the previous narration, it is like an exclamation when we are tired in the middle of writing, it is not very long, but it touches people's hearts.

Victor couldn't help but imagine the man in his grandfather's description. He must be a man with handsome eyebrows and gentle eyes. Although Cyril didn't describe it too much, Victor still felt the traces of longing left in every sentence. .This... grandpa, should be very good and beautiful, right?

When he turned to the next page, he was taken aback for a moment, and saw the first sentence on the paper: "Seeing this, Vicha must know his half-blood identity. Although he is destined to be different from other people, his grandfather I still hope that my little Vicia can live happily..."

What follows is a somewhat abrupt sentence——

"To ten-year-old Vicka:"

Victor An resisted the doubts in his heart and continued to read. The tone of the text after this sentence seemed to have changed. Different from the solemn and sad emotions before, these long pages were full of Full of exhortations.Trivial exhortations like an ordinary grandfather.Victor remembered that according to what Duke Cyril had written earlier, when he started recording this diary, he was ten years old.

From dressing and eating, to the responsibility of becoming a little man; from becoming more sensible, to living happily every day, and so on, I even hope that Victor will work hard and let him not be too demanding of himself. I wrote it all down.

The silver-haired man didn't say a word, but just flipped through the pages of the paper in his hand. When the whole notebook was turned over two-thirds, Victor suddenly realized that his grandfather was writing to himself every year. Under these "notes", from ten years old, to 20 years old, and even to 30 years old.

Perhaps, in the eyes of his grandfather, Victor is still the little Viktor even after he is over 30 years old!For the blood race, 20 years can hardly leave any imprint. In the eyes of his grandfather, Victor, no matter how mature he is, is still very young, right?

It can't be called a logical exhortation, but he wrote some exhortations to Victor, including all the details in life, which were thick and filled almost half of the large notebook.Victor was a little dazed and confused. It turned out that when he thought he could only grow stronger by himself, there were still people who expressed concern so trivially.

Although these countless letters were sent out a long time ago, they were delivered many years later.