The upper bunk vomits blood every day

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In Wang Xiaotian's memory, he has never cried so hard, even if he was spanked by Xiao Yuheng, even if he failed the exam for the first time, he never cried like this.

He felt that he was going to die, and he was so dizzy from crying, so he crawled onto the bed in a daze, fell asleep, and then woke up suddenly.

The incandescent lamp above his head is very bright. This is the light tube that was replaced just before the college entrance examination in the third year of high school. The family is obviously so frugal, but they are not stingy in his training.

Wang Xiaotian's eyes were swollen, and his eyelids felt strange and a little painful. He took out his mobile phone and looked at it, it was two o'clock in the morning.

Seeing several message icons on the top of the phone, Wang Xiaotian pulled them down to see that they were all messages from Xiao Yuheng.

Son of a fool with a lot of money: I have already found a hotel to stay in, don't worry.

A fool with a lot of money Son: Your family is not suspicious, right?

A fool with a lot of money Son: Where?

A fool with a lot of money Son: Act calmly, don't ruin the relationship with your family, we are not in a hurry, we have a lifetime of time.

Then there is nothing.

Already broken.Wang Xiaotian was paralyzed on the bed, thinking listlessly, and then replied to Xiao Yuheng:

Wang Xiaotian: Are your injuries all right?

He didn't intend to tell Xiao Yuheng about the stalemate between himself and his father, Wang Xiaotian didn't want him to worry.

Putting down the phone, Wang Xiaotian got up slowly, intending to go to the rooftop to wash his face, but the phone on the bedside vibrated.

Wang Xiaotian was stunned for a moment, then his heart started beating, and he quickly picked up his phone to check again. Sure enough, it was Xiao Yuheng who sent a reply:

Son of a fool with a lot of money: It’s okay, I’ve already seen a doctor, I told him that I’ll be fine after a while, and I only prescribed some medicines to reduce swelling and blood stasis.

Wang Xiaotian smiled slightly, feeling relieved, but when he thought of his father rushing away tonight, he felt sad again, and his red and swollen eyes showed signs of fever again, so he quickly raised his head and took a deep breath, and it took a long time for him to feel relieved. come over.

He didn't wash his face anymore, and lay back on the bed, paralyzed, chatting with Xiao Yuheng.

Wang Xiaotian: Are you still asleep?

A fool with a lot of money, a bastard son: Didn't you sleep too?

Wang Xiaotian: I fell asleep and woke up again.

A fool with a lot of money, son: Didn't sleep well?

Wang Xiaotian: Hmm...how about you?

A fool with a lot of money Son: Can't sleep, thinking about the two of us.

Wang Xiaotian stared at the phone in silence, his father's reaction made him at a loss, he was almost sure that his family would not accept his coming out.

So what should we do?For Xiao Yuheng to break with his family?Or to alienate Xiao Yuheng for the family... Wang Xiaotian smiled wryly, isn't it obvious which answer to choose?

It is impossible for him to abandon his family.

That being the case, what's the use of talking more with Xiao Yuheng now?It just adds to the sadness.

Wang Xiaotian then closed his eyes and sighed softly, thinking a lot, then slowly opened his eyes after a long time, very unwilling.

He didn't want to just give up like this!

Dad just ran away, but there was no official rebuttal to him, did he?Then he still has a chance!

Wang Xiaotian's eyes became firmer, as if to prove his belief, he raised the phone and tapped it, and then pressed send in a violent heartbeat.

Wang Xiaotian: I like you, although I don't know if we can be together in the end, but I will work hard in my own way.

After sending this message, he stood up and went to the rooftop to wash his face. He couldn't fall asleep anymore, so he turned on the computer after returning to the room, and began to look up related information about gays.

Although his father was a teacher, staying in the countryside for many years has made him unable to keep up with the times. He can't even use WeChat, so homosexuality is like a plague to him, and Wang Xiaotian can only let him understand that they are not deviant Only a group of people can make him accept it slowly.

While looking up various information, his mobile phone suddenly thought, the ringtone of the phone was loud and clear in this silent night, Wang Xiaotian looked at the time, at three o'clock in the morning, the person who would call him at this time knew without thinking that only Xiao Yuheng.

So Wang Xiaotian walked over to pick it up, feeling very excited, how should I put it, it was a bit like meeting a comrade in arms: "Hello?"

Xiao Yuheng's deep and youthful voice came out from the phone: "I'm outside your house, come and open the door for me!"

Wang Xiaotian was stunned suddenly, "What?"

"I want to see you!"

With an excited voice like a sharp arrow hitting Wang Xiaotian's chest, he finally came back to his senses. At the same time, tears came out all at once. He felt that his age seemed to go back ten years all of a sudden, becoming Sensitive and easily touched, he clutched his phone tightly and walked out of the room with tears in his eyes. He neither dared to turn on the light nor walked too fast. He even held his breath, just walked down in the dark with his feet trembling. He climbed the stairs, and opened the door of his house amidst a violent heartbeat.

Xiao Yuheng was standing there, there were no street lights, there was only a crescent moon, Wang Xiaotian couldn't see his face clearly, but he threw himself into the arms of that tall figure all at once.

"You're here..." Wang Xiaotian cried, hugging him tightly in the dark night.

Xiao Yuheng was surprised at his enthusiasm for a moment, but was soon overwhelmed by ecstasy and heartache: "Well, I'm here."

The two hugged in the dark, and Wang Xiaotian lost control of his emotions. In order not to wake up his family members with his crying, he buried his face in Xiao Yuheng's neck, and rubbed his tears and snot on Xiao Yuheng's neck.

Xiao Yuheng gently patted Wang Xiaotian's back, and for some unknown how long the two of them stood in the dark, Wang Xiaotian gradually calmed down.

I wanted to take Xiao Yuheng back to the room, but after thinking about it, I felt that it was not appropriate, so Wang Xiaotian took Xiao Yuheng's hand and led him slowly towards the field in the dark.

Although the crescent moon is bright, it hardly has any lighting effect. Xiao Yuheng turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone to dissipate the darkness.

The field was quiet, empty, and chilly late at night, but the two of them held hands and were not afraid at all. They stopped when they reached a small canal far away from the village.

On one side of the canal was a low wall made of stones. Wang Xiaotian sat on the low wall, and then Xiao Yuheng sat down with him.

I was very happy when I was crying, but when I calmed down, I felt so ashamed, so Wang Xiaotian wiped his face with the back of his hand, and then asked Xiao Yuheng in a voice that was still crying: "Aren't you staying in a hotel in the county?"

"After hearing what you said, how can I sit still? So I spent 500 yuan to find a motorcycle driver to take me here." Xiao Yuheng explained, and then turned off the flashlight of the mobile phone. To save the battery of the mobile phone, all his things are still stored in the hotel. If the mobile phone has no power, it means that he is penniless. Secondly, he is also worried that some early risers will be attracted by the light.

"Waste of money." Although Wang Xiaotian blamed him, he was happy in his heart. For the first time, he understood what duplicity was between lovers.

"How can it be wasted? When I see you, I have obtained the most precious thing in the world." Xiao Yuheng smiled slightly, still so good at talking.

"But you haven't slept yet..."

Before Wang Xiaotian finished speaking, the person in front of him rushed over and kissed him, his body trembled, and he subconsciously wanted to back away, but Xiao Yuheng leaned over and continued to approach, so Wang Xiaotian pushed his hands back To support the two of them, but Xiao Yuheng kissed too deeply, which made Wang Xiaotian not only lose his breath but also soften his body.

The two fell on the low wall, with an arc-shaped crescent moon above their heads, a stone low wall below them, wide fields around them, and a slightly salty sea breeze.

Wang Xiaotian licked the wound on the corner of Xiao Yuheng's mouth, reached out to touch it, and found that he was wearing an eye mask, but his head was dizzy, so he didn't care.

After a long time, Xiao Yuheng asked him impatiently: "Is it okay?"

"……what do you mean?"

"That's the one..." Xiao Yuheng moved his waist and rubbed against him.

Wang Xiaotian understood, and blushed: "...this is the field."

All right.In fact, Xiao Yuheng didn't mind the venue, but Wang Xiaotian was not as bold as him, so Xiao Yuheng decided to restrain himself.

After the kiss, both parties didn't want to get up, so Xiao Yuheng lay on Wang Xiaotian's chest, and looked at the moon slanting in the sky with him.

"I also said that the injury is not serious, and I'm wearing blindfolds." Wang Xiaotian lightly touched Xiao Yuheng's head with both hands, to his surprise, he didn't want to mention family matters at all.

It's so quiet now, which is good.

"There is a little bleeding in the left eye, it's not serious." Xiao Yuheng said lightly, and then smiled: "Say you love me, okay? I want to hear it with my own ears."

Wang Xiaotian blushed slightly, and then brewed for a while, but after opening his mouth, there was no sound again.

He was embarrassed to say.

Xiao Yuheng looked up at him, then lay down on his chest indifferently.

"I know you are thin-skinned." Xiao Yuheng complained to him, Wang Xiaotian was a little sad, and was thinking of cheering himself up again, but he heard Xiao Yuheng say again: "Isn't it shy to say 'me too'? "

Wang Xiaotian was slightly taken aback, before he understood Xiao Yuheng's words, he heard him say:

"I love you." The voice was very affectionate.

"..." Wang Xiaotian hesitated.

Xiao Yuheng was speechless: "What about 'me too'?"

The dull man finally came to his senses, then his eyes drooped slightly, his cheeks flushed slightly, and he responded softly: "Me too."

Xiao Yuheng was finally satisfied.

The two stayed in the field until five o'clock in the morning, and then Xiao Yuheng left.

Wang Xiaotian watched him leave, and then went home peacefully.

But he met his father before entering the door.

Both father and son were taken aback, Wang Xiaotian saw his father's slightly haggard face, and his father also saw his red and swollen eyes.

"Where did you go?"

"I couldn't sleep, I walked around the seaside."

"Oh."

"Ah."

Then there was silence, and then he passed by.

Wang Xiaotian lowered his head, and the middle-aged man was walking away with a bag of fertilizer. After a long time, Wang Xiaotian suddenly turned around and chased after him.

"I'll help you, Dad." Wang Xiaotian took the initiative to take the heavy fertilizer from the middle-aged man's hand. The middle-aged man was slightly taken aback, only to see his son smiling, demure and gentle under the morning light.

"Although I fell in love with a man, I, Wang Xiaotian, will be your son all my life." Wang Xiaotian said softly, looking at his father with clear eyes, "I love you, Dad."

After he finished speaking, he shook the heavy fertilizer on his shoulders, and stepped briskly on the narrow country road.

The middle-aged man looked at his son's straight and resolute back, his eyes were slightly moist.