world without empathy

After the evening self-study, we need to turn off the lights in the classroom, go downstairs in the dark, and we will not be able to return to the light until we reach the door of the dormitory.Fortunately, with a large group of people with me, I have less fear of the dark.Wei Qing lives in No. 303, so the two of us are stuck together almost from morning till night.Although I often dislike her, I have to admit that she is one of the few friends I have, and she has been with me since I was a child.

Dinner was early, and the door of the dormitory was closed early.So in order to prevent being hungry at night and having nothing to eat, we usually go to the store in front of the school to buy some food after the evening self-study is over before the dormitory door is closed.And the things to buy are nothing more than instant noodles, French fries, sausages, biscuits and water.

This day, Wei Qing and I also followed the crowd out of the teaching building after the school bell rang as usual, and then walked towards the school gate. Since there is a sports field in the middle, there is still some distance.

Because it was dark and I couldn't see the road clearly, I was extra careful when walking, for fear of tripping over something.

At this time, Wei Qing who was next to me patted my shoulder, and I turned my head subconsciously, only to be frightened to death by her making a grimace on my face with a flashlight on my phone.In a fit of anger, I punched her in the stomach. During the fight, Wei Qing's mobile phone took a picture of the bushes on the side of the sports field, and then we, who were still fighting, were silenced by the picture in front of us.

It was a pair of girls kissing.

Although I don't know what Wei Qing thought when he saw it, but I was really shocked, because I clearly saw that the girl facing us was my roommate Shao Nan.

This reminds me of what Wei Qing said about being gay during evening self-study, and the one who kissed Shaonan was clearly a girl, that is to say...is my roommate gay?

Wei Qing looked at me thoughtfully, then looked in the direction of the bushes.And this look was directly at Shao Nan who was still kissing, the two of them looked at each other for a few seconds, then Wei Qing shifted his gaze to me, put his arms around my shoulders and walked away.

When I got back to the dormitory, Shaonan hadn’t come back yet. I put the food in the cupboard and went to the water room with the toiletries. My mind was full of images of Shaonan kissing girls. I suddenly didn’t know what to use when I met a gay for the first time. What kind of gesture and Shaonan live in the same room.While washing my face, I was lost in thought, and I didn't notice Shao Nan who was standing beside me at any time.

She turned on the faucet and lowered her head to my ear and said, "How does it feel to see two girls kissing?"

"What?!" Shocked by the sudden appearance of Shaonan, I raised my head suddenly, and the water droplets on my face slipped down my neck and into my clothes, making me shiver.

"Is it shock, disgust, or..." She licked her lower lip and continued: "A little excited for some reason?"

I swallowed to avoid her eyes and said, "...I don't feel anything."

"Oh? Really." She leaned against the washbasin beside her and said slowly, "Then I ask you to teach me more in the future."

"Yeah." My heart trembled, and I couldn't help but answer.I don't know if it's a psychological effect, but I feel that Shaonan at the moment is a bit...dangerous.

This feeling is a bit like the plot of accidentally discovering someone else's secret and about to be murdered.I wiped my sweat in my heart.

After washing up and returning to the room, the four members of 304 were all gathered together. I was a little surprised and asked, "Why are you here today? Everyone...isn't busy all of a sudden?"

"It's because the enthusiasm has subsided. Without the enthusiasm when I first entered the dormitory, I don't want to do my homework again." Guo Xiao said while lying on the bed with a sad face.

"Then what about your homework?"

"Cold salad~ I've already seen through the world of mortals."

"Why don't I borrow it for you when I finish writing it?"

"Really?" Guo Xiao's eyes suddenly lit up when he heard the words, and then he sank down like a deflated ball: "No, if the teacher sees that we both wrote the same thing, you will be implicated, and I have to do things alone. One person."

"That's fine, you can find me anytime you want."

"Shen Ru, you are the best. Sure enough, I didn't give you that bottle in vain... um..."

Seeing that something was wrong, I immediately covered her mouth and said, "Ahaha yes, to thank you for that bottle of tomato juice back then, how about I invite all 304 to have supper?"

"Oh? Is there supper?" Meng Jiangnu, who has always had a negative sense of existence, saw that there was supper, so she covered her book "If there is no today, will there be yesterday tomorrow" and read it.

While I was thinking about borrowing money to eliminate disasters, I spread the school newspaper issued by the school on the open space in the middle of the floor, then took out the food I bought at night from the cabinet, put it in the middle and said: "Come here Come, see who has a share."

"Since there are instant noodles, let's guess who loses and pick up the hot water." Guo Xiao first stretched out his hand and said.

At this moment, Shaonan, who had been silent all this time, stood up and said, "I'll pick it up."

"Oh, good." I handed the kettle to her a little unnaturally, and was about to take my hand back when she grabbed my wrist and said, "But the place where the hot water is connected is too dark, and I'm a little scared by myself. Ru, will you accompany me?" She looked at me without an exaggerated expression, but somehow made people feel pitiful.

"Hahaha, Shaonan is usually so cool, I didn't expect to be afraid of the dark, Shen Ru, you can go with her." Guo Xiao smiled and waved to us.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I seemed to see her smile with a successful plot at that moment.Inexplicably, I had a bad feeling, and I shivered.

Because the drinking fountains are on the first floor, you need to walk up two flights of stairs.I carried the kettle and followed Shaonan, because I had nothing to say, and almost all the students in the dormitory had gone to study in the study room, so the whole journey was extraordinarily quiet.

No, this is too embarrassing, I cleared my throat to break the silence and said, "Well, since you're afraid of the dark, why did you say you want to fetch water?"

"Otherwise, how can I be alone with you."

"what?"

I couldn't react, and of course she didn't give me a chance to react, she turned around suddenly and pushed me against the wall.The hand gradually slid down my cheek, and then pinched my chin close to me, and the tip of my nose swept across my nose and cheek.I can clearly feel her slender eyelashes, her warm breath, and the faint scent of her body.My face turned red with a "boom", no, it's too close, I can't breathe.I pushed her away and ran down to get the water.