False Jacksu forced to become Jacksu [Quick Transmigration]

The weather was getting colder, it was always snowing, even on sunny days, it was very cold, so the kitty didn't go out to play very much, and finally remembered that Han Yun, the excrement shoveler, was nestled in his arms all day long.

Shen Xuanhe was afraid that Han Yun would be bored, so in fact he didn't care too much about where he went, but the only condition was that he needed to be accompanied by servants, and he had to be accompanied by guards when he went out of the palace.But Han Yun seldom goes out. He often sleeps late, and when he wakes up, he eats and takes a walk, or leans against the window with the cat in his arms, watching the snow and reading a book. He is so quiet that even Shen Xuanhe feels uneasy.

"I've been seeing you coughing all the time recently, are you sick?"

Now that it was approaching the end of the year, Shen Xuanhe also had some leisure time, so he was tired of spending time with Han Yun all day long.

Han Yun turned over a page of the book and said calmly: "It's just a little cold, it's not a big deal."

Shen Xuanhe disagreed and said: "The wind and cold can be big or small, let's call the imperial doctor to take a look."

Han Yun frowned, "I'm a doctor, and I know it well."

Seeing that he seemed a little angry, Shen Xuanhe had no choice but to give in, and hurriedly explained: "I know, I know." After a pause, he asked, "In a few days, when the weather is not so cold, do you want to go out of the palace together?" Go shopping?"

"Huh?" Han Yun replied lazily, leaning on the soft couch like a bone, "Leaving the palace, where are you going?"

Shen Xuanhe seemed to have thought of something, couldn't help laughing, and said in a low voice: "We can go to the street outside Prince Rui's residence, remember, there was an old man selling candied haws on that street, but You only eat rock candy every time, and I eat the hawthorn. And the old lady who made the candy..."

He babbled a lot, recalling the past time with some nostalgia and regret.

Looking at the current stage, the relationship between him and Han Yun has actually eased a lot, so when I think about the past, the past—the desperation and pain that were crushing when Han Yun left him in the midnight dream in the first few days seem to have gradually moved away. With him, the lingering life was finally relieved.

Those wounds that once raged on the skin and flesh were time-applied with anesthetics to mask the pain and create the illusion of healing, but one day Shen Xuanhe would know that no injury can be completely healed without leaving any traces.

He was talking to himself, talking about their past in detail.After an unknown amount of time, his shoulder suddenly felt heavy. He carefully turned his head to look over, but it was Han Yun who fell asleep leaning on his shoulder.

Shen Xuanhe touched his face and couldn't help laughing.

Everything is slowly getting better.

******

The seemingly peaceful life paralyzed Shen Xuanhe, and he never noticed anything strange about Han Yun until he suddenly fell into a coma.

Shen Xuanhe almost called over all the imperial doctors of the Imperial Hospital, and finally diagnosed it as a type of diarrhoea. Although the ingredients were complicated, they did not seem to have been carefully formulated. The weight of several ingredients had exceeded the standard, such as Oleander and arsenic, that's why the drug effect is unstable and the onset time is accelerated.

After hearing the diagnosis result, Shen Xuanhe almost tore down the dormitory.

Shen Xuanhe thought that someone was attacking the people around him and trying to threaten him, but when he saw Han Yun's calm expression when he woke up, his heart felt cold, and his blood was boiling hot with anger. It cooled down as quickly as falling into an ice cave.

Shen Xuanhe opened his mouth, but he could only hear the buzzing sound exploding in his head, and his pale fingertips trembled like spasms.

He bowed his body as if he had been slammed into his chest with a hammer, breathing heavily like he was drowning, almost unable to stand up.

Shen Xuanhe staggered forward, but tripped over the steps, and fell straight in front of Han Yun's bed.

"Yes... it was you—intentionally..."

His voice was hoarse like that of an old man in his twilight years.

Then, he saw Han Yun's smile.

The man turned his head to look at him, his lips were bloodless, he was laughing, his voice was light and fluttering, as if it would disappear into the air in the next second.

"Yes, it's me."

"I'm really sorry, my memory, I'm afraid, is not as bad as you imagined."

After he finished speaking, he frowned, couldn't help but coughed, and an ominous redness appeared on the inside of his lips.

Han Yun brushed his body and propped himself up on the bed. He coughed badly, and more and more blood gushed out of his mouth.

Shen Xuanhe suddenly became flustered and shouted loudly at the imperial physician, so the imperial physicians who were waiting outside filed in again and surrounded him with a huff.

Han Yun was supported by Shen Xuanhe and lay down. He actually hated the blood he vomited next to him, but he didn't have the strength to move it away. He could only lie paralyzed like a paper man, unable to lift a single finger.

The eyes were soon shrouded in darkness again. For a moment, Han Yun thought he was in a coma, but his sober mind told him that was not the case. Instead, he seemed... blind? !

He was startled, blinked a few times hastily, and after a brief blur, his vision became clear again.

But the light didn't last long, and it took him too much energy to stay awake. The imperial doctors were covered in cold sweat, and they didn't dare to breathe, and they almost communicated with each other around him.Han Yun felt a little dizzy, he couldn't help closing his eyes, and fell asleep drowsily.

*****

Shen Xuan and Yiye didn't close their eyes.

He sat blankly by the bed, all kinds of different thoughts were intertwined in his head, he thought a lot, but it seemed like he didn't think about anything.Shen Xuanhe just sat there, holding Han Yun's hand, motionless.

He didn't understand, and didn't dare to think deeply, why he forced his beloved to this point.

Han Yun woke up early, and he still didn't have the strength to move or speak, but Shen Xuanhe kept looking at him, so he immediately noticed that he was awake, and asked quickly, "Do you want some water?"

Han Yun nodded with difficulty.

He seldom experienced this kind of process of poisoning himself to death, and the feeling of dying was really not good.

Shen Xuanhe poured him water and carefully fed him to drink.

Han Yun lay down for a while, and slowly recovered, propping up the bed and trying to sit up, Shen Xuanhe reached out to help him, and put a soft cushion behind his waist so that he could lean more comfortably.

"Ayun..."

Shen Xuanhe touched his cheek lightly, Han Yun lost weight, he didn't notice it, but he was too full for Fang Lai's dislike of food, and always used eating too much fruit as an excuse, so Shen Xuanhe was not hard Forcing him to eat, I didn't expect this.

"From the very beginning, you never thought about living with me, did you?"

Shen Xuanhe asked.

Han Yun closed his eyes, his eyes were blurred for some reason just now, he didn't dare to open them again, fearing that what he would see in the next second would be darkness.

Shen Xuanhe tremblingly said: "It's me...I forced you to be like this, right?"

Of course he wanted to be with Han Yun, and he could sacrifice anyone for it, but Han Yun was not among those people.Shen Xuanhe is not extreme enough to kill him even if he can't get someone. He can be cruel to himself, but he can't be cruel to his sweetheart.If he had known that there would be such a day, if he had known that Han Yun had such a mind to listen to him and stay by his side, Shen Xuanhe would never have done that.

Han Yun opened his eyes, but his eyes were still a little blurry, as if he was short-sighted and didn't wear glasses.

He turned his head to look at Shen Xuanhe, and asked, "Where is Shen Qingrang?"

Han Yun knew that Shen Qingrang was dead, but he didn't know whether he was killed or committed suicide. He wanted to hear how Shen Xuanhe would answer.

Shen Xuanhe paused and said, "I... I don't know."

This is the situation of Han Yun right now, he definitely dare not tell him that Shen Qingrang is dead.

Han Yun was not surprised by this answer. He twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Shen Xuanhe, you are so selfish."

"You got everything you wanted, but you didn't allow me to live a happy day."

He looked at Shen Xuanhe, and said word by word: "Even if it's when I'm about to die."

Shen Xuanhe's face twitched visibly to the naked eye, he was stimulated by a certain word, and he stood up abruptly.

"You won't die, Ah Yun, I won't let you die."

Han Yun lowered his eyes, and said calmly: "I am a doctor, and I know it well."

Shen Xuanhe smiled harshly, and his hoarse voice trembled a little, "Yes, you know everything in your heart, you always know everything, and you know everything. Han Yun, you are so cruel to yourself—are you always I never thought of forgetting him from the beginning, did I never believe in—”

"Yes." Han Yun interrupted him coldly, his voice was weak, but full of indifference and sarcasm, "I don't believe you, I even hate you, didn't I tell you earlier?"

The air was quiet for a long time, Shen Xuanhe's face was as white as paper, looking even more bleak than the patient Han Yun.

Han Yun blinked dully, and said slowly, "Shen Xuanhe, I'm about to lose sight."

"I hope I can see him one last time."

As for how Shen Xuanhe wants to get Shen Qing, he doesn't care.

Humph.

******

The day of total blindness was faster than Han Yun thought. When he was able to walk on the ground two days later, he was already indistinguishable from humans and animals five meters away like high myopia.

He didn't want to show it so soon, but after all, he was blind for the first time, and he was not very skilled in operation. He almost tripped over a low stool when he was walking, but Shen Xuanhe helped him in time.

Shen Xuanhe always stays with him recently, talking a lot less than before, as quiet as air without any sense of presence, only when Han Yun is in trouble—such as being tripped over by a low stool The next time, it was as if a transparent person had suddenly materialized, and when Han Yun had almost forgotten his existence, he suddenly appeared from the corner and held him firmly.

Han Yun grabbed his arm in shock, Shen Xuanhe stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, but even at such a close distance, Han Yun could only see a piece of flesh shaking, and his eyes moved slowly left and right, Shen Xuanhe felt in his heart. Once tight, I couldn't help but hug him tightly.

Han Yun quietly let him hug him for a while, Shen Xuanhe leaned on his shoulder, suddenly laughed at himself, and said: "It's ridiculous, it's only at this time that you won't reject me."

"I never rejected you before."

"It's different," Shen Xuanhe said in a low voice, "Before, even if you didn't move, I could feel your resistance. But now..."

It's like a prisoner in prison who suddenly knows that he is about to be released after serving his sentence, so he doesn't care about everything that happens in the prison, and just waits slowly, looking forward to the day of freedom.

It turned out that death was actually a kind of relief for Han Yun.

Shen Xuanhe's eyes were so sore, he raised his head and kissed the corner of his mouth, then his eyes, the long and thick eyelashes swept across his lower lip, but unfortunately those gentle peach eyes were no longer as bright as before Clearly, Shen Xuanhe felt a lump in his throat, barely suppressed the astringency in his heart, and said, "It's time to drink the medicine, Ayun."

"You know it won't work."

"I know." Shen Xuanhe said, "You are the best doctor, I know, and I don't expect those imperial doctors in the palace to come up with any good solutions. But whenever there is a glimmer of hope, I will always try. "

Han Yun glanced at him, and suddenly felt that this man was a bit pitiful, so he stopped arguing with him, smiled casually, and said, "It's up to you."

Ever since he tossed himself in the medicine garden until he was poisoned, Shen Xuanhe forbade him to go out alone, let alone eat indiscriminately. From fruits to snacks to meals, all kinds of diets were also inspected layer by layer to avoid any The phenomenon of mutual restraint of food occurs.

After drinking the medicine and eating, Han Yun was a little tired. He leaned against the soft couch with the cat in his arms and looked at the snow outside the window. Shen Xuanhe sat next to him and said, "It's almost Chinese New Year."

Han Yun twirled the cat's ears, and when he heard the little boy meow softly, he couldn't help feeling much better, and asked, "Is there anything wrong with Chaoshang? You stay with me all day."

"I don't worry if you stay alone."

Han Yun didn't like this, and asked again: "Where is Shen Qingrang?"

"..." Shen Xuanhe took a deep breath and said, "Don't worry, I'm already looking for it."

After being quiet for a while, Han Yun asked again: "Shen Xuanhe, have you ever regretted it?"

"Before your accident, no."

Han Yun stopped talking. He shouldn't have had any other thoughts about Shen Xuanhe's conscience, but the answer was different from what he expected, and he couldn't help being a little surprised that he could shake him.

Shen Xuanhe lowered his head and pinched the cat's paw, the sharp nails flicked in and out of the pad, the cat was annoyed immediately, and angrily scratched his paw.

"When I was young, I also liked animals." Shen Xuanhe withdrew his hand, and said to himself, "My concubine is not from a high family background, and she is not favored. The princes hug each other, and no one pays attention to me. I just talk to you in the backyard." Play with the rabbit, raise it from childhood to adulthood, and then take care of the litter of rabbits it gave birth to.”

"Not long after that, the concubine mother caught the rabbit and strangled it to death in front of me. The rabbit's nest was also burned. The little rabbit is very young and can't run away, and none of them survived."

"I'm just an unfavored prince. My concubine said that if I'm not cruel enough, I can't be the emperor. I want to be the emperor. I want to be the one who controls everything."

He smiled, looking a little sad, and said, "I think...if I hadn't met you, I would have been a very good emperor."

"But now, it's a done deal."

It's too late.

He closed his eyes, his voice was slightly trembling, and he quickly suppressed it, and said: "I really love you, Ayun, whether you believe it or not."

There are many rabbits, white rabbits, gray rabbits, brown rabbits, black rabbits, strangle one and another.But Han Yun is different. He is unique. Shen Xuanhe only realized today that there are really some things in life that are more important than himself. Education is very different.

He had never been a bright student, was a slow learner, and he was no different now.You can learn those things—knowledge or skills, hard work can make up for it; but feelings, especially love, can’t be learned by hard work.

He should have thrown in the towel.