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As for Xu Huai who left the ward, his heart was beating very restlessly.

Xu Huai walked very fast, as if someone would jump out from behind her at any time and chase her.No one knew that when she heard what Lin Shuyi said to her in the ward just now, her heartbeat unconsciously became fast, thumping, and powerful, as if it was about to jump out at any time.

In such a situation, she had no way to convince herself to remain calm and composed, so she had to choose to run away so that Lin Shuyi would not see the clues.

Xu Huai quickly walked into the elevator. At this time, she was the only one in this small and bright space.People's shadows can be seen all around in the elevator, and Xu Huai can clearly see the blush on her cheeks through the four metal panels.She thought she was someone who was slightly tipsy after drinking.

She was drunk by Lin Shuyi's love words.

It was clearly the middle of winter, but at this time, Xu Huai felt very stuffy.

Walking out of the hospital building, Xu Huai didn't know why, maybe subconsciously, he raised his head.She counted the floors, silently found the ward where Lin Shuyi was, took a deep look, as if for the last time, then turned around, and strode away.

As the cold wind howled past, Xu Huai stretched out his hand to gather the big scarf around his neck, and covered his exposed ears.God, it's still very cold!The wind seemed to wake her up a lot, why was she shaken just now?She had already figured out that leaving was the best choice, but the moment she saw Lin Shuyi, she almost softened her heart.Xu Huai blamed the heater for his ups and downs in the ward.

She must have been confused by the heat!

Xu Huai was walking on the street, it was already noon, she saw that the windows across the street were decorated with colorful snowflakes, almost every store had a Christmas tree in front of it, and the delicate and beautiful stickers on the transparent glass looked like The publicity tells people on the road that tonight is Christmas Eve, which belongs to the atmosphere of Christmas.

Suddenly, at this moment, an apple was stuffed into Xu Huai's hand.As soon as she looked up, she saw the girl who had passed by her turn her head. The latter was still holding a bamboo basket on his arm, and there seemed to be many apples in it. The girl smiled and said to her Happy Christmas Eve. The apple in his hand was distributed to another stranger.

The red apple in his hand brought a smile to Xu Huai's face. Ping An Guo wished the recipients of this gift a safe and happy life, and Xu Huai raised the corners of his lips.On this cold eastern day, she received a warm blessing from a stranger.

But when she just thought of the word "safety", Lin Shuyi's face popped out of her mind suddenly.

While Xu Huai was annoyed by her unsteady heart, she couldn't help but want to pray in her heart that the people who are currently in the hospital will get well soon.

She admitted that she left Lin Shuyi not because she hated her, but because she felt guilty for loving her.

I ran across a homeless man on the side of the road, wearing clothes that couldn't be seen clearly and didn't fit well. Xu Huai bought a cup of hot coffee and handed over the apple in his hand.

According to the people of the older generation, this is the good fortune she has accumulated, and it will be rewarded in the future.Xu Huai thought, she only hoped that such a little bit of kindness could be exchanged for another person's safety.

Walking back to the hotel, none of the girls in the dance troupe were in the room. Xu Huai ordered some takeaway, and fell on the bed after eating.She hasn't had a good rest in the past two days, and she feels tired and tired all over.

This time, Xu Huai slept from three or four in the afternoon until the next morning.

Today is December 25th, Christmas.Although they were about to leave the city at night, the girls in the regiment were still very excited, and they were still shouting and going shopping and eating this early in the morning.Xu Huai replied to the message on her mobile phone. She has not had a group activity with everyone for two days, and she will not miss it again today.

Now that I have met the people I dare not meet in this city, I don't have any worries now.

The place where we agreed to eat at noon is in the shopping mall. In a festival like today, there will always be many activities.

Xu Huai and his group came earlier. The average age of their group is about 25 years old, which is in the prime of their youth.Lively, young and beautiful, a group of girls who look like swans are very eye-catching.

There is a huge Christmas tree on the first floor of the mall, and there are many small gifts hanging on it.Under the Christmas tree, there are realistic elk and Santa Claus.All in all, looked beaming.

At this time, it was only 10:30, it was not time for the actual meal, and the activities on the first floor had just started.

When Xu Huai and the others were just standing by the temporary stage, several part-time teenagers and girls wearing Christmas hats came over, handed each of them a piece of colored paper, and said: "Christmas Happy! Welcome to the theme event held by our mall this year. Please write down the person you are thinking about at the moment and what you want to say to him on this piece of paper, and then write your own name at the bottom, and we will wait We will come here to collect the slips, and those who are drawn will get small gifts carefully prepared by our mall!"

A piece of paper and a pen were also stuffed in Xu Huai's hands. When she heard the lottery draw, she couldn't help laughing.She has not been very lucky in lottery draws since she was a child. She didn't seem to get a single card prize in this kind of lottery with a 90.00% winning rate in the lottery for [-] cents in elementary school.

Well, the only empty box was drawn by her...

It may be that the sneer at the corner of her mouth attracted the attention of the part-time girl in front of her. The latter smiled at her friendly and said in a low voice: "Miss, you can write even if you haven't been drawn by the lottery! It's very fun, our young lady The note will be put into a time capsule in the end, and it will be taken out after five or ten years! You can come and take a look at the time, how meaningful it is! I wrote it all by myself Five, six, seven or eight!"

The blonde thought that the little girl was still "working hard" to lobby Xu Huai, Xu Huai smiled, she nodded, and replied: "Well, I must be serious about writing!" As if making a promise to the little girl in front of her, she It's too serious to say it.

The girls around Xu Huai have already lowered their heads and are writing. They probably have little secrets and things they want to say to people close to them. Everyone around Xu Huai lowers their heads and writes quietly with their backs to everyone. It's on!

Seeing this, Xu Huai couldn't help but smile, and she also took a pen to write.

The person I was thinking about was...Xu Huai paused at the tip of her pen, as if she got stuck just now when she was writing the first word.

What can I do?She doesn't want to admit at all that in this grand festival, the first person she thinks of, the person who wants to spend this festival with, her name is... Lin Shuyi...

These three words seemed to be hot, which made Xu Huai panic.

Sure enough, that woman was poisonous to her, and a touch could set off a stormy sea.

There was a wry smile on the corner of Xu Huai's mouth, but he began to write in his hand.

Anyway, it was only a secret she knew alone, she thought, no matter if this time capsule is five years, ten years or twenty years, she probably won't return to this place in the future.

After writing, Xu Huai folded the square colored paper into a small square according to the regulations, and put it into the box held by the girl who came to collect the note.

Xu Huai was very calm, she watched this activity like a bystander, without the slightest awareness that she was also in this game.The girls standing next to her were completely different from her.The girls in the dance troupe were very active, chatting about their little secrets just now.Obviously when they wrote it before, they were too shy, but now, they have talked about it, as if they want everyone to know how good the person they are pretending to be, and how worthy of their own thoughts.

"Xu Huai, what about you?" A girl beside her asked her.

her?There was a very faint smile on the corner of Xu Huai's mouth, "It's nothing, I just wrote about a person who should never be able to meet in the future." Anyway, that's what she thinks now.

"Eh? Is that so? Is that the person you like?" The girl asked again, almost all of them wrote the name of the person they like!

The smile on the corner of Xu Huai's mouth froze, do you like someone?No, of course not, that was the person she once loved deeply, but now she chooses to forget!

"No." It's my lover, she added in her heart.

Suddenly, at this very moment, Xu Huai felt as if she had returned to that scorching summer day when she was held by Lin Shuyi, and the man opposite asked Lin Shuyi why she meddling in her own business. At that time, the woman who was still beside her The smile on the corner of her mouth was like the cold winter in December, but the words she said were warm, hitting Xu Huai's softest heart directly.

She said it was a lover.

Thinking of this, Xu Huai raised the corner of his mouth uncontrollably upwards.

"I don't believe it!" The girl beside her laughed and teased her, "Your eyes are shining, you know that?"

Yeah?It should be, I heard that when you think of the person you love deeply, you will become a star, shining and dazzling, which cannot be ignored.

Xu Huai didn't say any more. Those pasts may seem like a beautiful love story to others, but to her, they are arsenic covered with icing sugar.Taste it, it's bitter.

"...Oh, I just wrote about the person I like! It's my first love, but we broke up. Hey, I haven't contacted him for several years, and I don't know how he is doing. Every time I want to call Sometimes, I'm afraid, and there's no reason..." someone beside me said.

is not that right?Xu Huai thought, in this world, many people are like this.Meet them, get to know them, gradually become familiar with them, and let them enter your own life, but unconsciously, you are changed by time, an excellent and irresistible magician, become no longer familiar, become become strange, become... speechless.Then, the relationship goes from familiarity to zero.

And won't the relationship between her and Lin Shuyi gradually come to zero?

Thinking of this, Xu Huai's eyes became much darker.

What to do, but can't stop it.

Because this is what she wants, even if the road is long and difficult, she can only grit her teeth and walk in the direction she chooses.

Soon, the "little secrets" of the audience were collected, and the host stood on the stage, throwing out their unexpected joy of today's event, "...we can let you reach the Wish, even if the person you are thinking of is not here, our shopping mall will sponsor round-trip air tickets, and I will send blessings to everyone on this Christmas day!"

As soon as the words came out, the people below applauded.Obviously, a lot of people are excited.Including the little girl standing beside Xu Huai, she was also brightened. She also dragged Xu Huai's arm and looked forward to: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !so excited!"

Xu Huai couldn't help but smile, okay, does this mean that the love is not over?Or is it that the status of first love in everyone's mind is not ordinary?

What about her?Xu Huai thought, is Lin Shuyi his first love?

A total of three lucky viewers will be drawn. Xu Huai feels a little bored. She is not really interested in hearing what other people want to say to the person in her heart. It was full of shock.

Yes, she was shocked.She even heard the crappy Mandarin of the host on the stage, with a strong smell of plastic!

She didn't expect that someone would actually recognize what she wrote!

"Lin...idon't know this word, mean? I miss you so much... Huh? So short?" The host on the stage said in a surprised voice, while Xu Huai in the audience was completely petrified.

She who can perfectly avoid all the winning prizes, when will she be favored by the goddess of luck?

But ah, why this time?This time she didn't ask like a god?Why, she wants to seal up the past this time?

Before Xu Huai had time to escape, the host on the stage had already pronounced her name, and proudly said that it should have been written by a girl from the far east, because the note was written in Chinese !

As a result, Xu Huai couldn't leave even if he wanted to.Looking around, there seemed to be no two people with yellow skin and black hair. Her appearance was indeed eye-catching. Besides, she almost forgot that beside her, there was a group of girls from the dance troupe who were afraid of chaos...

"Ah, Xu Huai, ah, Catherine, they all know your Chinese name! Come up!" The girls were very excited, pushing her to come on stage.Winking at her, he didn't understand that Xu Huai really didn't want to go up.

In desperation, Xu Huai went up in the eyes of everyone.

When the host saw it, he was immediately happy.Beautiful girls are always more attractive to others. When Xu Huai came up, he was very enthusiastic, "Miss Xu? Hello, I can see from your little note that the person written on it is you is your lover?"

A microphone was stuffed in Xu Huai's hand. Standing on the stage, she was used to it and would not become nervous.But right now, she was a little nervous.She was nervous about the unknown link behind, because she seemed to have some bad premonitions.

At the host's words, Xu Huai shook his head and didn't say much.

But the host seemed to know some great news, and said: "Our special gift this year is to let you meet the person you want to see on Christmas Day. It doesn't matter whether the person is your lover or not. Dear ones, it’s mainly what you want to see, we will definitely let you meet. So, where is the person that Miss Xu thought of the first time?"

Hearing this, Xu Huai's heart skipped a beat. She was about to make up a lie to cover it up, when she heard the host next to her say again: "To prove that our show is not a fake show, please don't lie! We still have follow-up investigations Woolen cloth!"

"Then, can I not participate? Give up voluntarily?" Xu Huai said softly, she really didn't want to come.

This question may not have been thought of by the host beforehand.There are really people who are indifferent to the pies falling from the sky. He laughed dryly, "Isn't that good? Miss Xu, you see, you are the lucky one today. It may be rare for such a thing to happen once a year. Why? Why don't you try it?"

Xu Huai is very quiet, she is expressing her position with silence now.Let her go to see Lin Shuyi now?How is that possible?

In this way, the show seems to be stuck in a stalemate from the beginning.Xu Huai is not in a hurry, but the host is in a hurry!

"Miss Xu, our air tickets can be flexibly arranged according to your specific time, and will not delay your normal work and study. So, if this is the reason, you can rest assured."

Xu Huai smiled, "No, I just don't want to see her."

Even if you talk about love and think about it.

"But didn't you say you miss him?" The host didn't understand the situation in front of him.

Xu Huai: "Yes, but that doesn't mean I'm going to see her, does it?"

"But this, what you are doing now will make it difficult for our staff. Even if you don't want to see the other party, can you make a phone call?" The host had no choice but to take a step back. Xu Huai's attitude was simply too much. Resolute, they can't be persuaded.

There was a moment of silence on the stage. Xu Huai looked at the face of the host opposite who had become flustered from being calm at the beginning, and she suddenly wanted to laugh. "Okay." In the end, she still couldn't bear to embarrass the other party too much.

The host was overjoyed, and hurriedly sent someone to send a mobile phone.

Holding the phone, Xu Huai suddenly smiled.Maybe life always tells her many things that she didn't think about in a very dramatic way. For example, in the past three years, she has never stored Lin Shuyi's phone number in her mobile phone, and she has never dialed through That number, but after such a long time, when she was asked to call that woman, her fingers were extremely skilled.

Yes, very skillfully, tapping on the screen without even a single pause.

This is Lin Shuyi's domestic number, a long eleven-digit number, but she still remembers it clearly and has not forgotten it at all.Even though she didn't use this number once in three years, but whenever she wanted to use it, she found that she had never forgotten it.

Xu Huai didn't know if Lin Shuyi still kept this number, she was actually conflicted.On the one hand, she hoped that the call would not be connected. She still didn't know how to face Lin Shuyi.But on the other hand, she is looking forward to it, because she knows that if she forgets, when she travels around the world and thinks about that person, there will really be nothing left but memories...

"Beep—" There was a waiting voice from the receiver, and Xu Huai felt that she not only heard the voice from the mobile phone next to her ear, but at the same time, she seemed to hear the beating heartbeat that was beating fast and fast.

She is nervous...

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