Addicted

She was so hard, so desperate, and how could she not wake up?

Xu Huai opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling quietly, but his heart could no longer calm down.Bai Ri's heart looked like it was stuffed into a wooden plug, stuck in his heart, as if he couldn't breathe.Looking back now, it was because I felt that I hadn't met the person I thought would come over all the time, right?So uncomfortable, feeling suffocated.

Now that I see it, my heart seems to be even more blocked.

She put her hand on her neck, and there was a wet kiss on it a moment ago, and now there was nothing left.She could feel the lingering lingering from her lips, like a kiss that could hit her chest directly, making her addicted, and even almost, she almost responded to the woman in front of her.But in the end, he finally held back.

They are no longer fit to see each other again.

Xu Huaiping was lying on the bed, something slipped from the corner of his eyes.In fact, if it was possible, she really wanted to hear Lin Shuyi personally say love to her when she was sober!But it's not like she doesn't know how absurd this idea is.

Since we have to separate, how can we talk about love?

But she was not reconciled in her heart, she just wanted to prove it, she just wanted to hear that word with her own ears.She wants to prove that in this relationship, she is not the only one who makes mistakes, and she is not the only one who is passionate.

How impossible this is, she is the one who said to be separated, and she is the one who wants to listen to love. Wouldn't this be too greedy?

Xu Huai closed his eyes, but what appeared in his mind was Lin Shuyi's face.

She is angry, she is furious, she is loose, she is deeply in love, she is in pain, and there are many, many scenes, all of her.

——Whenever I raise my head for you, even tears feel free.

Xu Huai opened his eyes again, and his eyes seemed to have turned into a pond.

At a glance, it is full of water.

Days like this go slowly, and seem to go fast.Lying on the hospital bed, I can hardly move anything, and time is a bit like a snail.But at the end of each day, the time for her to be discharged from the hospital is getting closer and closer, which means that the parting between her and Lin Shuyi is getting closer and closer.Time is like sitting on a rocket, fleeting.

Xu Huai's spirit has improved a lot. She hasn't seen Lin Shuyi during the day, but at night she knows that someone at the bedside has been looking at her eagerly.

Several times, she felt that she could no longer pretend anymore, she wanted to open her eyes and ask Lin Shuyi what she wanted to do.Why is she acting so affectionate now, causing her heart to sway from side to side, and she doesn't know what to do.

However, Xu Huai dared not open his eyes.She was afraid, afraid that she would sink at a glance.

The time to be discharged from the hospital is getting closer and closer. In the past month, she has hardly had a face-to-face meeting with Lin Shuyi.She and her are like the sun and moonlight in the sky, the sun sets and the moon rises.The moon leaves, the sun appears, keeps making mistakes, and never meets each other.

Xu Huai wanted to hold Lin Shuyi to say something in his heart before he left. There were too many things and too many lives between them, and they couldn't get along with each other without any grievances.However, these can't change her heart that loves her.

It's just that Xu Huai didn't expect that on the last day she left, she didn't say a word to Lin Shuyi.Even, they have never met.Not even once.

There were a lot of things on her mind, but when she was thinking about facing Lin Shuyi, Xu Huai felt that those thoughts were nothing to worry about. There were too many regrets between them, and even if she said it, she couldn't change her determination to leave.

She can't stay with her forever, so what's the point of spending more time talking now?

Xu Huai left.

It was Jin An who was driving that day, and Xu Huai was already able to take care of herself.She stood by the bed to pack her things. When she saw Jin An coming in, she raised her head and couldn't help but look behind Jin An, but there was no one behind Jin An.

"Miss Xu?" Jin An found her eyes and couldn't help turning his head, but he didn't see anything. Seeing Xu Huai's actions just now, she thought her lady was following her.

Jin An received a call from Lin Shuyi last night. Ever since she knew that her young lady wanted Xu Huai to leave, Jin An had been curious.She even regarded Xu Huai as Lin Shuyi's wife, but she didn't expect that the situation would take such a sudden turn, the two quickly separated, and they appeared in front of her as a stranger.So, after receiving the call, Jin An asked subconsciously.

She asked, miss, don't you go together?After she finished asking, the person on the other end of the phone seemed silent.

Lin Shuyi was indeed silent. She had been thinking about this matter for a long time, but in the end, she still insisted on her original plan.

She really didn't plan to meet Xu Huai again.

The difference from Xu Huai was that she didn't have the sinking look that Xu Huai thought in her heart, but was worried that if she saw that girl again, she would do anything to keep her and imprison her by her side.

Jin An didn't wait for Lin Shuyi's answer on the phone, and the person on the other end hung up the phone.But seeing Xu Huai now, she knew that Xu Huai was looking for someone who might appear behind her.

"Well, I've packed everything, let's go." Jin An heard Xu Huai say this, she thought Xu Huai would ask again, and was thinking about how to find a suitable excuse with her lady, who knows, Xu Huai didn't ask Lin Shuyi at all, as if the search just now was just an illusion.

Jin An nodded, walked over, picked up the small package in her hand, and they walked to the parking lot together.

On the way, Xu Huai seemed very silent, she didn't say a word, she didn't look up the window, she just lowered her head silently, not knowing what she was thinking.

Jin An really wanted to ask her if she felt disappointed because Lin Shuyi didn't show up, but she was also afraid that Xu Huai would ask him where Lin Shuyi was now and why he didn't show up.

"Miss Xu, do you really not want to stay? In fact, Country K is also very good. The surrounding environment is very good, and there are many schools. I heard that you like dancing very much. There are also very professional teachers here!" When we were about to arrive at the airport , Jin An couldn't help but speak.She wanted to keep Xu Huai, because Xu Huai stood in front of her young lady that day. She felt that the girl sitting in the back seat was the one stationed in Lin Shuyi's heart.

After hearing this, Xu Huai raised her head slightly.

She is a very soft and beautiful woman, with a standard oriental beauty oval face, small nose and small mouth, long hair and shawls, just sitting so quietly, it is already a painting enough for people to stop and take a good look at it .

At this time, the girl Jin An saw in the rearview mirror, she saw the eyebrows, which made people unable to move their eyes away.She heard Xu Huai speak slowly, "Well, no. I haven't finished my studies yet, so I have to go back to school now."

"Then you can come over in the future! Our lady also..." specially prepared a huge dance room for you!Xu Huai interrupted Jin An before he could say the following words.

"Did Lin Shu ask you to persuade me?" Xu Huai said suddenly.She didn't beat around the bush and asked questions directly.

Jin'an couldn't figure out what she was thinking now, she was afraid that Xu Huai would think that Lin Shuyi was the kind of person who backtracked on his promises, and that he would go back on his promise to let her leave now.Therefore, Jin An hastily began to defend: "Hey, hey, no, no. Ms. Xu, listen to me. This is what I think. I think you and my young lady are actually pretty good. I don't know who you are. Why do you want to separate, but in my eyes, you both have each other in your heart..."

Xu Huai was a little lost in thought.

In fact, she really didn't hear what Jin An said very clearly. Her attention was all on Jin An's opening sentence. It turned out that she was not a lobbyist sent by Lin Shuyi.

There is a place in my heart that seems to have collapsed.

The silence all the way, the entanglement all the way, asking questions through other questions, but what I got was not the answer in my heart.

It turned out that that person really didn't plan to come over to see her off, didn't plan to see her for the last time, and even now, he shattered the last expectation in her heart.It turned out that she really didn't intend to keep him anymore.

Maybe women are like this, duplicity.He resolutely said that he wanted to draw a clear line, that he would never have any relationship with her again, and never want to see her again, but in the end there was still hope hidden in his heart.Want to see her, want to see her, even if separated by a sea of ​​people, silently.He knew that even if Lin Shuyi sent Jin An or someone else to persuade her to stay, they would not be able to keep her.But I still can't help but look forward to it, hope that she will not forget herself, never let go of herself, hope to hear her personally let her stay.

And all of this is now in vain.

Didn't show up, Lin Shuyi didn't show up.She seemed to have completely forgotten herself, a wry smile appeared on the corner of Xu Huai's mouth, and her heart was even more bitter.

At the airport, Xu Huai went to check in at the counter, and she told Jin An to leave first, at this moment she wanted to be alone even more.

She had very little luggage in her hand, and she didn't even bring the suitcase from China. Xu Huai was sitting in the waiting hall, and her flight hadn't started the security check yet.

Surrounded by unfamiliar languages, the airport is a place for parting and reunion. She sat there with earphones in her ears.Not far away, she saw a couple kissing and saying goodbye before the security check, and she also saw someone crying.As for her, Xu Huai bowed her head, she had nothing, not even the person who was secretly looking forward to seeing her off the plane did not come.

"After the storm, there may not be a beautiful sky. If the sky is not sunny, there will be a rainbow. So your innocent face does not mean you are ignorant, not all relationships will have a beginning and an end..." The next song automatically plays on the phone, and when I hear this lyrics, Xu Huai covered her face and walked quickly into the bathroom beside her.

What should I do, I just feel wronged and want to cry, "Lin Shuyi, you bastard!" Sitting in the last cubicle, Xu Huai covered her face and cried.She cried silently, sitting on the toilet seat, sniffling.

Why is it so deeply stationed in her heart, so deep that she pulled her out with her own hands, and blood flowed.

Half an hour later, Xu Huai collected his emotions, opened the door, and walked out silently.

After she left, a woman wearing a black mask came out from the bathroom next door.

Her eyes were deep. Although Xu Huai's sobbing sound was very low, she still heard it so close.

Lin Shuyi checked the time and walked out quickly. Sure enough, she saw Xu Huai was already in the queue at the security checkpoint.Across the crowd, she can still find out the girl who once belonged to her in the crowd at a glance.But now, what is the meaning of finding out?She thought, now it is true that she has missed it.

It might really be like telepathy, just when Lin Shuyi was standing in the distance looking at Xu Huai, the latter also turned his head suddenly.

Xu Huai always felt that someone was watching her, and when she wanted to turn around to look for it, she saw nothing.There are people with fair skin and yellow hair all around, and there is no black-haired and glamorous woman she thought.

She buried her head in a wry smile, what to do, this time it seemed that she was thinking too much.Xu Huai hated himself a little, hated himself for why he still couldn't forget Lin Shuyi, this woman, hated himself for pulling that person out of his heart, ignoring the gurgling blood, and still looking forward to it.

She is really addicted, obsessed, crazy...

Xu Huai went in, but now the woman hiding behind the pillars in the hall came out, and the familiar figure in her vision disappeared.

Lin Shuyi reached out to take off the mask, and there was a long silence in the crowded hall.Her gaze didn't know where it fell in the air, and it seemed that her gaze was not focused, and she just let it go.I don't know how long it took until the phone in her pocket rang, and she turned and left.

Let's say goodbye once, and each will be safe in the end of the world.

Lin Shuyi never expected that this farewell would take such a long time.

Not long after Xu Huai left, Lin Shuyi received a call from Lin Fan, who now asked her to return to the old house.

Lin Shuyi could guess what was going on. Now that Fu Qing was under custody, the business in Fu Qing's hands was still a matter of management, and now he needed a trustworthy family member to take over.But now, it was obvious that only Lin Shuyi met this condition.

In the study—

Lin Shuyi looked at the information in front of her and raised her eyebrows slightly.She knew that Fu Qing was quite capable, and there were so many women outside Lin Fan, but only Fu Qing's pillow breeze was the most useful.Seeing Lin Fan giving himself power, almost all of which belonged to Fu Qing in the past, Lin Shuyi was speechless in his heart.

She estimated that Fu Qing held 30.00% of the business in the past, plus the purchases from her own family, Lin Shuyi laughed twice.

"Thank you, Dad." Lin Shuyi had a half-smile smile on his face, rare or rare, and a sneer in his heart.If Lin Fan hadn't given Fu Qing so much power, how could the things that Fu Qing did later go so smoothly?

It's not that Lin Fan doesn't know what Lin Shuyi is thinking. In his opinion, Lin Shuyi is the most trustworthy person now.Thinking about it, being able to hand over the power of deciding her own life to him yesterday is enough to prove Lin Shuyi's loyalty.

In the past, Lin Fan was still worried that Lin Shuyi would harbor hatred towards him because of Fu Chen's matter, but after yesterday, he thought that he could finally let go of his previous doubts.

"Thank you, these should belong to you in the first place. In the future, the entire Lin family will not belong to you?" Lin Fan said.

Lin Shuyi lowered her head, hiding the smile in her eyes, her smile was full of contempt.In fact, what she really cares about is where is the Lin family?

"By the way, where is the girl who saved your life at the door? I heard she is still in the hospital?" Lin Fan asked suddenly.

Xu Huai?When it comes to this person, Lin Shuyi's whole body becomes tense.Because of the matter between her and Fu Qing, Lin Fan was watching a good show, but he might not have set his sights on Xu Huai.But now, Lin Fan asked.

Lin Shuyi did not allow anyone to do anything bad to Xu Huai.

At this moment, her mind was spinning rapidly, and she smiled at Lin Fan as if she didn't care, "Why do you care about her?" Although she had a smile on her face, she was extremely nervous in her heart.

"Oh, after all, she saved your life. She is also a benefactor of the Lin family. Ask her what she wants." Lin Fan observed Lin Shuyi's expression while talking. The information he got now is Xu Huai is Lin Shuyi's woman.Regarding this point, he wanted to see how Lin Shuyi explained it.

"She doesn't want anything." Lin Shuyi said lightly.

Lin Fan was dissatisfied with her answer, and what he hoped to hear was that Lin Shuyi would cut off contact with this woman after he confessed on his own initiative.If you save your life, you can just use money to compensate, but you can't let the other party have wishful thinking.Not everyone can enter the door of the Lin family.

"Listen well, I don't care whether you like women or men outside, anyway, to get married, you must be a man! Do you think that no one in the circle knows about you? There must be a limit to nonsense, are you Don’t feel ashamed but proud? Do you want to make a scene known to everyone? Also, my own woman can take care of herself, I don’t want to see any messy people coming in front of my house in the future. This is a joke for the neighbors to see for nothing!” Lin Fan finally gave Lin Shuyi an "ultimatum".

Lin Shuyi heard it so much that she wanted to laugh. Lin Fan didn't say a word when she was living outside, but now that she is the only one in the Lin family who can inherit the family business, are there so many clauses?But what to do, she wants to sit in that position, not to be restrained and bound, she wants to break and break.

She frowned, her eyes fell on a certain place in the void, and she no longer looked at Lin Fan. "She is not that kind of person at all. Not everyone is utilitarian, and not everyone thinks about their interests and purposes before doing anything. Don't worry, she has left."

She would rather Xu Huai have a purpose, take the opportunity to blackmail her, blackmail her, as long as there is a way of contact between them, she is willing to do whatever.However, Xu Huai has only one request, and that is to leave her.

Lin Shuyi felt very sad, she didn't expect Lin Fan to understand Xu Huai's actions.For the people she has liked, it is enough for her to know how good she is.

"Really?" Lin Fan showed doubts, obviously not very convinced.

Seeing his expression, Lin Shuyi felt a little annoyed.Not everyone in the world is so greedy, it can only be said that what kind of people see the world is what it looks like. "Well, she's out of here today," she replied.

This matter will not be exposed just like this. In the next few days, Jin An reported to Lin Shuyi. Sure enough, Lin Fan sent someone to check Xu Huai's traces, and after confirming that the latter had left and was not in K country. , that's all.

Listening to Jin An's report, Lin Shuyi sat down and snorted coldly.She only thought it was funny for Lin Fan to do this.

Lin Shuyi held a card in his hand and tapped on the desk, his eyes were deep, as if mixed with many emotions.

This card was given to her by Jin An shortly after Xu Huai left.According to Jin An's words, Xu Huai probably didn't drop this card by accident. She put this card on the partition of the central control.

Xu Huai declined Lin Shuyi's card.

Refused, her atonement.

Lin Shuyi was the only one in the study. She looked at the thick "Resurrection" on the table, and there was a bookmark inside.She stretched out her hand to open it, and when she saw the conversation on it, a daze appeared in her eyes.

"...You used me for fun in this life, and you want to use me to save yourself in the next life..."

She didn't propose to the person she had made mistakes like Nekhludoff did. She was worried that Xu Huai would lack material things after returning, so she asked Jin'an to bring her a card.At least, she doesn't want her little swan to bow his head for life.

That's what she didn't want to see.However, this seems to have changed in Xu Huai's eyes. (Please add Junyang: [-])

So, is that why the girl she likes doesn't accept the card?She smiled wryly. She didn't expect her unintentional actions to be such a big sin in her heart.

She wanted to tell Xu Huai herself that she really didn't want to use her to redeem herself.

She really didn't, she really didn't have the shame to think that money could compensate her.

She really, just couldn't bear her to suffer.

But now, who can she tell these words?

The people in the study fell into a long silence, Lin Shuyi stared at the book on the table, silent.

But in the end, didn't Katyusha forgive Nekhludoff?Then, can she still get Xu Huai's forgiveness?

Lin Shuyi still didn't know if she could get Xu Huai's forgiveness, and soon, this issue was no longer her top priority.

When Lin Shuyi received a call and was informed that Xu Huai was missing, she was on the shooting range. For the first time, she missed a standard target...

"What!" She was furious, and turned to leave the training ground, "What's going on!" Her steps became messy.

Yes, she was mean once more.It was agreed to let Xu Huai leave, but in the end, she was still reluctant to let that girl out of her sight, she wanted to receive every bit of news about her life all the time.Therefore, she shamelessly sent someone to be by Xu Huai's side, follow her, and then report Xu Huai's news to herself every moment.

But now, her people have lost Xu Huai...

The author has something to say: Well, double update. . .I will add more after 1K comments that I said before. . .

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