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Fu Miaoyun looked at Xu Huai's red eyes, took out an old handkerchief from his pocket, and handed it to her, "Don't cry, just wipe it off."

Xu Huai thanked her for taking it, and when she finally calmed down, she remembered what the teacher in the office said, and she was still a little uneasy. "Teacher, what did the school say? I'll go to the Academic Affairs Office to explain later, you, don't take the blame for me..."

"I'm not taking the blame. I was also responsible. If I found out earlier, I might be able to help. Therefore, it's okay for the school to say that I've neglected my duty. Besides, it's just a small salary deduction, which is not a big deal. But you So don't rush to scold, this accident is not what you expected to happen, the matter is over, there is no need for further complications." While the two were talking, they had already walked to the door of the newly opened cold drink shop in the school.

Xu Huai lowered her head, the heavy shackles made her feel that every step was very difficult.But the road is still long, even if she finds it difficult, she must move forward step by step.

After ordering drinks, the two sat in the innermost position against the wall.

"It's you, come to school today, what preparations do you have for the end of the semester? Also, what are your plans for next semester?" Fu Miaoyun held a transparent cup, stirred the ice cubes inside with a straw, and asked Xu Huai who was opposite .

The next semester will be a senior year, and the students in the dance department will have no classes, so this year will be an internship year.However, some are similar to Xu Huai before, and they plan to go abroad, which is another consideration.Especially for people like Xu Huai, who went abroad not to be gilded, but because of her solid foundation and skills, she was favored by foreign dance schools, and the school offered her an olive branch, hoping that she would learn and communicate.Xu Huai's previous plan was to study for two years and then return to China.

At that time, nothing happened to the Xu family, and everything was planned well.

But now, the situation is treacherous, and everything has changed at once.

Xu Huai felt that the kumquat and lemon in her mouth were very bitter, and part of the reason why she came to find Fu Miaoyun today was because of this.

It is definitely impossible to go abroad. First, she has no money. Second, strictly speaking, she is not free. If she wants to leave without Lin Shuyi's consent, it may be impossible.What she was proud of and proud of was lost when she lost center stage.

"Teacher, I..." She thought for a while, and then told Fu Miaoyun the plan in her heart, "I should stay in China next year, I, I won't go to England..." She held back her sobs Impulsive, pinching her right hand with her left hand under the table, her fingernails seemed to be digging into her flesh. She was using this almost self-harming method to forcefully suppress the grievance and pain in her heart. In the bottom of my heart, I buried it quietly, "I will stay in China."

Even if you are talented, so what if you work hard?In the end, you will still live in this world like ordinary people, abandon your dreams, and stop chasing.

Fu Miaoyun was silent for a while, she was very optimistic about Xu Huai, and it was a pity to hear that she was going to give up the opportunity to study abroad.This is not public-funded study abroad. Once the family does not have enough support for the cost of studying abroad, nothing will happen.

"It's fine in China, after all, gold can shine everywhere." Fu Miaoyun smiled at her reassuringly, "There are quite a lot of jobs in China now, and it's good to come out early to gain experience. Well, there is Is there a dance club you like? If you have any difficulties, feel free to bring it up. Although the teacher is not very talented, if you want to join a professional dance academy in Qingfu City to teach, I may know someone." She He has been a teacher at Qingda University for many years, and has produced many outstanding students. Many of them chose to start their own businesses. Fu Miaoyun wanted to make good plans for Xu Huai.

Xu Huai shook her head, "Teacher, I want to stay in school." Although she has no chance to go abroad, she still has a lot to learn, and she doesn't want to give up.If she works in the school, she will also have the opportunity to get in touch with more professional things.

"Stay in school?" Fu Miaoyun became a little embarrassed.

"Is there any problem, teacher?" Seeing the former's expression, Xu Huai suddenly became nervous. She never thought that she might not have the conditions to stay in school. The performance is enough to stay in school as a counselor. If you have a solid major and have more experience in a few years, it is not impossible to become a teacher.

But now, it seems that the situation is a little different from what she imagined.

Under Xu Huai's expectant gaze, Fu Miaoyun slowly shook his head and sighed, "This year may be a bit difficult." It's not that Fu Miaoyun doesn't want to help, but that Qing University is the leading comprehensive university in Qingfu City. It is not the case that counselors cannot be recruited in key universities.What's more, the job mobility of school staff is very small.But this year, there are only two counselors in their department at the school. Originally, only one student signed up. All the conditions have been met, and the school's personnel department has registered.There is another one, which is set by default.

Fu Miaoyun told Xu Huai about the situation in the department, and then took a sip of ice water, looking a little embarrassed, "There is another reason, although it can't be put on the surface. It would be helpful for the school to have an extra counselor." It's not a big deal, but in this year's situation, you originally participated in the selection as a representative of our school to participate in the competition, but in the end you didn't explain the reason for your absence to the school. I'm afraid the leader also has something in his mind, so this..."

Now that the words have come to this point, Xu Huai will not be ignorant of what it means, the look on her face has become slightly darker, "I almost forgot about it." With a lonely tone, she said softly.

Fu Miaoyun could only sigh, she didn't have that much ability to influence the school's decision.

"But don't be discouraged. It's not necessarily the best to stay in school. If you can go and meet the dance team outside, there are many dancers who are no less than excellent teachers in the school. Follow them, and you can also become a dancer. It's getting better and better." Fu Miaoyun comforted her.

Xu Huai tried to make a smile, "Thank you, teacher."

Xu Huai took the final review materials and went back to the dormitory.

The moment she opened the door, she was a little happy.At this time, no one was in the dormitory, so she finally didn't have to pretend to be nonchalant, and sat in her seat, dazed in a daze.

There is also a thin hemp rope on the wall in front of the desk, and there are many small colored wooden clips on it. The clips are holding pictures developed by Polaroid.Each picture shows her radiant appearance on the stage wearing dancing shoes.

Xu Huai reached out to take off the clip and stroked the edge of the photo with sad eyes.

It was getting late, Xu Huai looked at the small alarm clock on the table, after twelve o'clock, her roommates might have to come back one after another.She didn't want to see anyone at this time, so she stuffed her usual clothes and final review materials into a big bag, and Xu Huai turned and went out.

She didn't have much cash on her, and Lin Shuyi was not a money-hungry person. When she went out in the morning, she directly stuffed a card into her hand.

"Since she is my Lin Shuyi's woman, don't be so shabby outside!"

Xu Huai had a sneer on her face, she never thought that one day she would become the kind of person she hated the most.

Dragging a big bag, she walked alone on the hot summer street.

Xu Huai stubbornly refused to use the money Lin Shu wanted.

She is a bit of a fool, walking on the street alone, from school to the courtyard, it takes at least an hour and a half to drive, and I don't know how long it will take to walk.

The sun did not curb its madness a little because there was a frustrated person on the road. It still threw all the heat that seemed to be free to this half of the earth, turning the asphalt road into a huge baking pan. Everything on it seemed to be Gradually mature.

When Xu Huai walked to the hospital, it was already three hours later.

She hadn't seen Xu Zhouyun for two days, and when she got to the ward, Xu Zhouyun was still asleep.

The nurse seemed to know her, and when he saw her, he left voluntarily and left the room to Xu Huai.

Xu Huai didn't forget that the nurse said that a man hired her to take care of her. Although she was puzzled, she wanted to spend more time with Xu Zhouyun right now.Even if she is the only one talking to herself.

Seeing the middle-aged man in front of him, Xu Huai felt at ease.

She put the big bag in her hand on the ground, and the shirt on her back was already soaked, and it was blown by the hospital's air conditioner, making her feel cold in the vest.

Xu Huai quietly looked at the people on the hospital bed with the oxygen tube still inserted for a while, Xu Zhouyun was clean, it could be seen that the nurses took good care of him, Xu Huai was a little relieved.

She took Xu Zhouyun's hand that was not inserted in the infusion tube. It was this big hand that held her high above her head before, allowing her to sit on his shoulder and watch the most exciting performance.At that time, she felt that her father was the most omnipotent person in the world. His big hands, generous and powerful, could support a family. No matter what happened to her outside or any difficulties she encountered, the first thing she could think of was, It was all Xu Zhouyun.

But now, Xu Huai is holding the wrinkled and aging hand in her hand. She doesn't know whether her hand has grown up or Xu Zhouyun's hand has become smaller. She will never be like that again. When she was a child, she thought that the owner of this hand was omnipotent, but she suddenly realized that the owner of this hand seemed to have become fragile and needed her to take care of it.

"Dad..." Xu Huai's nose was sore, and he choked up his voice.

At this time, she didn't notice that Xu Zhouyun's eyes slowly opened with the oxygen tube inserted.

Xu Huai didn't realize it yet, but she just found that after calling Xu Zhouyun, all the grievances in her heart that had been backlogged, hidden, and forced to ignore all burst out at once, and she wanted to cry.

With one hand, he gently stroked her hair.

"Huaihuai..."

Xu Zhouyun, woke up.

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