Crazy attack log

Sunny September 11

He gave up something for me and I'm... glad.

Not long after the two embraced each other, the illusion dissipated, and they returned to the original Jiangnan courtyard.

"What kind of trick?" Bian Mu frowned and accused when he saw Ji Zijin standing in the yard, "Your so-called little test almost scared us to death!"

"What?" Ji Zijin looked puzzled instead, and he handed the cub in his arms to Dian Yu, "Just now you were trapped in dream-shaping, and dream-shaping is a kind of sorcery, and usually only the person involved can see the illusion. In the past, this is mainly a test to see if your husband and wife are harmonious and whether you are suitable for raising children."

Allusion and Bian Mu: "..."

Dian Yu hugged the cub, grabbed Bian Mu's clothes tightly with one hand, but looked directly at Ji Zijin and asked, "What is the meaning of this sorcery? Is it this? This is too..."

"It's to let you see clearly what you most want or fear the most," Ji Zijin looked at the faces of the two of them, and continued to explain, "Shemale or demon partners are actually not suitable for having children at all."

"Some of them are for the purpose of having children... To put it bluntly, they want to have a child so that they can improve their strength," Ji Zijin paused. Maybe in the future, he will become a big devil who kills innocent people indiscriminately."

"So, in order to avoid this from happening, we specially added the link of dream-making and returning to the part of assessing whether couples are suitable for obtaining the certificate." Ji Zijin raised his eyebrows with a relaxed expression, "You have passed the test, congratulations."

As he spoke, he applauded twice meaningfully, and took out three small notebooks from his arms: "Here."

Bian Mu took the books, opened them, and found that one was the household registration book, and the other two were marriage certificates.

The household registration book looks like that, and there is an ID card of Bian Mu himself in it, but the photo on the marriage certificate is painted on it, which vividly paints his and Dian Yu's faces.

"The household registration book and ID card are common to the human race, and the marriage certificate is common to the demon race," Ji Zijin explained, and then pointed to the screen wall next to him, "Stand for two more seconds at the place where you stood when you came here, and think about the elevator in your heart. You can go back."

"Wait," Dian Yu couldn't help but said, "I have some doubts, can I ask?"

Ji Zijin raised his chin, motioning for him to ask.

"Aren't you a human?" Dian Yu frowned, "Why do you have a house in the Yaozu? Can you do sorcery?"

"I'm a human being. I'm still a psychiatrist in human society, and I can also hypnotize you." Ji Zijin smiled and said again, "But I was not a human being in my previous life, understand?"

The allusion suddenly dawned on him, but Bian Mu was skeptical, and complained in his heart: It could also be a bone spirit, who wears human skin to behave like a shapeshifter.

Looking at their expressions, Ji Zijin found it very interesting, thought for a while, took out a note pad from his arms and wrote something, tore it off and handed it to Dian Yu: "To reward you for your hard work, here you go."

Dian Yu glanced at it, and it was an address: "...this is?"

"This is the address of the painting association my dad loves to go to. Don't you want to learn painting from him? You can try your luck," Ji Zijin smiled slightly, "but don't tell him my real identity, you understand." He also blinked.

Dian Yu nodded blankly, he almost forgot that Ji Zijin's father was the painter they met at the farmhouse.

Watching the interaction between the two, Bian Mu grasped Dian Yu's hand, a little impatiently, he really couldn't stand the sight of a big man firing at his partner!

"Okay, that's it," Bian Mu interrupted them, and said, "Thank you for the marriage certificate." After speaking, he frowned and pulled Dian Yu away.

Although he was persuaded by Ji Zijin, Dian Yu still felt that this day was a very scary day no matter how he thought about it afterwards.

Especially after seeing Bian Mu die like this in the illusion, Dian Yu's heart also unconsciously aches like tearing, and every time he thinks about it, he feels very uncomfortable.

"It's okay, don't think about it, those are all fake," Bian Mu looked very indifferent, and he comforted Dian Yu, "It's all caused by that Minister Ji, I believe you will not do this, you Don't even think about it, isn't it just a test, do you think I'm still dead inside? But I didn't respond either."

Dian Yu admires his lover's heart, but he can't let himself go and ignore this matter.

He thought about it over and over for several days, looked out of the window at Father Bian who came to squat every day, and made a silent decision in his heart...he couldn't be a scumbag like Father Bian.

Dian Yu plucked up the courage to call his family: "I won't have surgery during the winter vacation, sister, I'm sorry."

"?" Elegance was stunned for a moment, "Don't go for surgery? Is it the surgery I want?! What are you thinking!?"

"I'm sorry, sister," Dian Yu didn't know what to say, "I, I think it's good that I am like this now, and no one knows anyway."

"No one knows? Does the border shepherd know?" Yaya grasped the point at once, and pointed out sharply, "Do you want to have a child with him? You would rather become a woman for him?!"

Allusion: "...Sister, what are you talking about, I am also a boy if I have more things." I already have children.

"Anyway, I won't go for surgery," Dian Yu pursed his lips, "I do it for him, but not for this."

"I spent so much time, and finally found you a reliable doctor, and now you tell me that you won't have surgery?" Yaya was speechless with anger on the other end of the phone, "Dian Yu, you are kidding me Are you playing?"

Dian Yu was silent for a while, and could only repeat these words over and over again: "Sister, I'm sorry."

A beep rang on the other end of the phone, and elegantly hung up his call.

Dian Yu put down his cell phone, looked at the boy who was sleeping soundly on his lap, and felt as if a big stone fell from his heart.

He actually thought about this decision for a long time.

When deciding to be with Bian Mu again, Dian Yu knew that he had already been entangled with this person in this life.

It's just that he didn't expect that his heart would be so bad. After going through that illusion, Dian Yu really began to face up to his heart.

He is an ordinary human being without any supernatural powers, the only thing special is that he is a bisexual.

And his lover, Bian Mu, is a shapeshifter, and he doesn't even know whether he belongs to the range of human beings...

Now that Bianmu has joined the special association, he is a little closer to the world of monsters and a little further away from the world of allusions.

If Dianyu has undergone surgery and becomes an ordinary boy, he wonders if he, who is far away from the label of a monster, will get farther and farther away from Bianmu, and even continue to hurt his lover under the pretext of pretending to be a normal person like in the illusion .

Dian Yu recalled the phrase "We are all monsters" that Bian Mu said a long time ago.

If this monster was a derogatory term for him before, let it become a positive term now.

Let this label become the closest and most inseparable connection of their love.

Dian Yu lay flat on the sofa, put the sleeping cub on his chest, but stared at the door obliquely.

At this time, Bian Mu should be back, right?

Thinking of this, there was a sound of unlocking the door, Bian Mu changed into slippers and walked in with a bag, he saw his lover at a glance: "Waiting for a long time?"

"Welcome home," Dian Yu smiled at him, "It hasn't been long, and the time is just right, what's for dinner tonight?"

"... Mapo tofu? Fish-flavored shredded pork?" Bian Mu proficiently revealed the names of several dishes. He carried the bag into the kitchen and came out quickly, "It's still early for dinner, let's watch a drama together ?”

Bian Mu skillfully changed the TV series of suspense and detective. He knew that Dian Yu liked to watch this, and excitedly squeezed onto the sofa where Dian Yu was lying.

"You sit there, it's empty there," Dian Yu moved in and out, and finally couldn't help it, "Don't squeeze me together, it's uncomfortable!"

"It's warmer when you're huddled together," Bian Mu said brazenly, "There's too much space over there, I want to hug you to keep warm."

"There is heating at home," Dian Yu couldn't bear it, and mercilessly exposed him, "And it's floor heating! It's already heating!"

"I don't care, I want to hug!" Bian Mu leaned over and lightly pressed Dian Yu, not only blocking his sight, but also almost crushing the cub.

Dian Yu pushed him away, and got up holding the cub: "Then you sit here."

Bian Mu didn't know why, but he obeyed obediently, sitting upright like a pupil in school.

Dian Yu stood and watched for a while, then spread his legs and sat on his lap.

Dian Yu raised his chin and said casually, "Hold me."

For a moment, Bian Mu's blood was on his head, and then obediently put his arms around his lover's waist, put his chin on the other's shoulder, and kissed his side face: "I want to kiss you."

Dian Yu turned to him and said, "Dear."

So they stopped watching the TV series, and they started to play kisses, playing tricks back and forth like hide-and-seek.

The two were sticky for a while, Dian Yu thought about the time, so he separated slightly from him and said, "I have something to tell you."

Bian Mu pecked his lips, and asked vaguely: "...what's the matter?"

Dian Yu touched his prickly head with one hand, and said casually, "We...have another child?"

Bian Mu's eyes widened, and he really wanted to nod, but he remembered his son's usual haunting behavior, hesitated for a while, and said, "It's better...don't do it."

The embarrassment of the allusion was about to overflow the screen, and he finally prepared himself to speak out, but the other party... refused?

"Don't you really want to have another child called Dian Musheng?" Dian Yu was a little annoyed, he gently tugged at the other's earlobe with his backhand and asked him, "Don't you want it now?"

"If you have another one, you won't have time to accompany me," Bian Mu hugged him tightly, and rubbed him affectionately, "And you're going to have surgery during the winter vacation?"

Dian Yu replied: "I won't do it."

"Don't do it?" Bian Mu asked in surprise, then thought again, "...for me?"

Dian Yu nodded: "For you."

Bian Mu's embrace suddenly tightened, his heart churned, and he really wanted to say something, but in the end he opened his mouth and said nothing.

After a long while, Bian Mu said in a low voice: "I'm very happy."

Dian Yu smiled: "I am also very happy."

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Belated blessings... to all the little angels!Happy New Year!May all go well with you!