Crazy attack log

September 8th light rain

He was going to have surgery to remove the women' organs.

I...well, I don't really want him to have surgery.

I'm a monster, I selfishly hope he's a monster, and our son is a little monster too.

I'm really selfish.

But he said it was a deformity and he said he wanted surgery.

I... I am willing to support him, this is what he wants, I can support his decision.

I can bury my selfishness.

I am already very happy, I want to be content.

"Doctor Luo is unreliable? He is unreliable, are you reliable?" Yaya who was staying with Dian's father and Dian's mother almost laughed angrily, and she said that she couldn't understand, "Let's not say that he is your sister, it took me a lot of effort to find her. The doctor who came, just said that at the beginning, didn’t you agree to have an operation? Now you tell me that the doctor is unreliable? Are you playing disappearance with us?”

The allusion was rendered speechless by Yaya's words, and after a moment of silence, he decided to reveal the true and half-true facts at 01:30: "Didn't Dr. Luo say that I had a tumor before, and then he talked to me alone and said that I was pregnant... How did I get pregnant? Did I masturbate myself?"

When Yaya heard her brother's remarks, she was taken aback for a moment, and instead asked a completely irrelevant question: "... When did you date Bian Mu?"

"Sister! What are you thinking?" Dian Yu quickly denied it, and pulled out another lie, "... Bian Mu and I only got together after the college entrance examination, and he didn't know my physical condition at all."

"That's...not right," Yaya suddenly recalled something, "When you came out with him, mother joked that the surgery turned you into a daughter, and asked you to have a few more children to adopt to me... so inexplicable It's a joke, he didn't show any surprise at that time, he obviously knew it!"

Can his sister think of such a small detail? !

Dian Yu was stunned, and broke out in a cold sweat... If you tell a lie, you will continue to cover it with other lies, and if you don't pay attention, he will leak it!

His head was spinning at high speed, and he started to lie: "This, this is what I said a few days before coming out. I originally wanted to break up with him like this, but I didn't expect that he didn't dislike me at all, so I just made up my mind to be with him."

"Why did you say it so hastily? If he is not a good person, then you..." Yaya thought of something again, turned to Dian's mother and said, "Mom! You were really serious at the time! Then just casually said Out!"

Dian's mother was suddenly bullied by her own daughter, and she said with a depressed face, "I'm just kidding... I didn't say anything. Isn't this helping you solve the case now?"

Yaya said nothing, just pulled the phone closer, and said to Dianyu, "So what's your explanation?"

"I didn't... Didn't I decide to have an operation at that time?" Dian Yu replied dully, he thought about his words and said carefully, "It's going to be removed anyway, it doesn't matter if you tell Bian Mu, I believe him. "

"But now you've regretted it, and you don't plan to have an operation." Going around, you elegantly and forcefully brought the topic back, "What explanation do you have?"

"...I secretly made a disguise and went to other hospitals for examinations. The examinations were very detailed. They all said that I was fine. There was no tumor or sign of pregnancy, but the shadow on the CT image was a bit strange..." Dian Yu paused, "I ran away in a panic when I heard this."

Ya Ya on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and asked again: "What about the medical certificate? Are the CT photos still there?"

"...I have already thrown it away. Since I am not sick, why keep that thing?" Dian Yu said calmly, "Sister, do you trust your brother or Dr. Luo?"

Elegant and dumb on the spot, speechless.

After making up such a series of lies, Dian Yu felt that even he himself was about to believe it.

He carefully recalled what he said, and after making sure there were no loopholes, he asked, "Sister, why do you trust him so much?"

"...You who willfully skip the operation are worthy of my trust, or the young and promising vice president?" There was no ups and downs in the elegant words, and he was probably a little angry with the allusion, "You don't plan to have surgery? Just live the rest of your life with this body?"

"No!" Dian Yu subconsciously denied, and he pursed his lips, "It's my fault this time, I still have to do the surgery, I just need to find a reliable person... Sister, I can only trouble you .”

"...Okay." Elegantly answered, and hung up the phone.

Dian Yu held the mobile phone, flipped through the application pages, barely stopped his finger on the game icon, clicked it, and then exited. He suddenly felt a little dazed, and he didn't feel like playing games at all.

Dian Yu turned around and went to the balcony. Just after taking two breaths of fresh air, a warm embrace enveloped him from behind, and Bian Mu's voice rang in his ears: "You called just now...I heard everything."

"...Well," Dian Yu said calmly, "Why don't you go look at the bastard and eavesdrop on my phone calls?"

"He was fast asleep, so I wanted to come out and stay with you. I didn't expect you to be on the phone, and my hearing is so good that I could hear everything when I leaned against the door." Bian Mu hugged Dian Yu tightly, "...you want Going for surgery? Removing female 'organs?"

"Didn't you already know?" Dian Yu looked at him sideways, "Don't you like it?"

"No, I just..." Bian Mu didn't know what to say, wanted to keep the difference from his sweetheart?He was a little hesitant... Just like he was a monster, Bian Mu also hoped that Dianyu would always be an anomaly.But isn't that a little too selfish?

"What are you just?" Dian Yu turned around and looked him in the eyes, "Don't you like the pure male me?"

"No!" Bian Mu denied, "I like you like that, but I also like you now...Xiao Yu, why don't you be different?"

"Do you think I'm fine now?" Dian Yu asked back, his expression was flat, "Or do you want me to go on like this forever?"

"No, I like the way you like!" Bian Mu felt something wrong after saying this, he thought for a while and changed his rhetoric, "As long as you like, I can do it, I accept any form of you."

"I... I don't understand myself," Dian Yu said softly, "I thought I hated my identity as a bisexual, and wished I could have an operation to remove those organs that shouldn't be there... But it's these Organs make us have babies."

"I feel like I've improved a bit, I just don't hate them so much, but if I can, I still want to get rid of them," Dian Yu said, but his expression was puzzled, "I feel like my body is It’s like a deformity, without them I’m normal, but without them, I’m not complete anymore.”

"So what about you? What kind of me do you accept?" Dian Yu stared at Bian Mu's expression, "I can temporarily give you the right to choose."

When Bian Mu heard this, he was happy for a moment, but he quickly calmed down again: "I am...you can do whatever you want, I support you, and I will support you in whatever you do."

Bian Mu seriously said to Dian Yu: "Up until now, I am very satisfied."

I can't be too greedy.Bian Mu quietly said to himself.

Dian Yu was still thinking about something, when suddenly he felt a chill on his face, tiny drops of water accompanied by the breeze came quietly in the night, it turned out to be raining.

"I won't mention the operation in advance," Dian Yu's voice seemed unreal in the breeze, "I was just thinking, when the cub grows up and looks more human, should I find a way to cut off his tail? Is it...?"

Bian Mu: "..." Inexplicably, he felt a chill all over his body.

"...What are you thinking? Why do you want to cut it?" Bian Mu didn't quite understand, "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

"If my extra organ is deformed, the cub's tail is also a kind of deformity," Dian Yuyou said, always feeling a little creepy, "It's better to deal with this situation as soon as possible. I was thinking about it when I was dealing with the placenta..."

"Even if it's cartilage, it can't be cut casually," Bian Mu was a little distressed, "Our skinwalkers may die if they lack a little bone. I do not know……"

Dian Yu raised his eyebrows, a little surprised, he just found out that shapeshifters have this characteristic... If those demon hunters knew about it, wouldn't it be...?

Before Dian Yu had time to diverge his thoughts, he heard Bian Mu said in a magical way: "... If you think his double jiji is not good, then Liuzhi'Qinmo."

Allusion: "...?"

From the tail to the jiji and then to the fingers, Bianmu has not given up on this magical idea...

Bian Mu didn't pay attention to Dian Yu's bewildered face, instead he hugged his sweetheart tightly, like twin penguins, swaying from side to side and dragging him back to the room.

As he walked, he said confidently: "It's so cold outside, and it's raining, don't stay here... and it's getting late, let's take a shower and go to bed! If you're unlucky, you'll have to watch it in the middle of the night. Where is the baby and the baby!"

Allusion: "...==."

Bian Mu is simply a little flag expert, but it was just a joke, and in the middle of the night, the cub started barking again.

Dian Yu, who was sleeping soundly, was startled suddenly, got up in a hurry, hugged the cub and began to shake and shake, and then the crying didn't stop, Dian Yu just woke up and was very confused, after a full 10 minutes, He remembered belatedly, is the cub hungry?Did you pee or something?

With an idea, he wiped his little finger with a wet tissue and gently put it into the cub's mouth. The cub's mouth sipped and sucked, and he understood the allusion in an instant. He pushed it up and gave the baby milk...

Although as a novice father, Dianyu is obviously not very experienced at the beginning, sometimes he can't tell what the cub is doing, but he still takes care of the child very carefully, and he has fully mastered the essentials in the past two days .

This is really remarkable.As long as you listen to the frequency of the cub's barking, Dian Yu can roughly know the cub's needs and satisfy him well. However, when he sleeps at night, he is really uneasy. Whenever the cub cries, he has to get up sleepily to comfort the child. ...

Of course, under the encouragement of Dian Yu, Bian Mu also learned to take care of the cubs, change diapers and breastfeed, etc., even though he was a bit slow in learning. After that, he even took over the important task of coaxing the cubs at night.

But these are things for later.