Crazy attack log

cloudy on October 4

He's not in a good mood recently, and I don't know how to comfort him.

The life and death of other people has nothing to do with me, but when I see him in a bad mood, I will also be in a bad mood.

I hope he will be happy and stop worrying about these unnecessary things.

We just live our lives well and don't care what other people do.

When Bian Mu went to school to look for his sweetheart, he sensed that Dian Yu was not in the right mood. After careful questioning, he found out that a murder case had occurred in the school.

Some students jumped off the roof because the results of the second model were not satisfactory.

Bian Mu thought about his words: "...his ability to bear is a bit weak."

Dian Yu glanced at him and pursed his lips: "I know that person, he's in the next class, and he's pretty good at drawing."

He didn't go to art class either.I didn't say this sentence in a metaphor. In contrast, although the second model got a good score, his mood became heavy at this time, and he even blamed himself a little.

Bian Mu stroked his sweetheart's hair and comforted him: "It's normal for people to die, it's his choice."

Is it just a matter of choice?Dian Yu thought, he didn't see the body, he didn't see the other party falling from the window, and he didn't see the pool of blood.

But the other party had chatted with him two days ago and asked him about his grades. At that time, Dian Yu told that person very lightly that he hadn't noticed that the other party had suicidal thoughts at all.

At that time, the class was very noisy, but Dian Yu was listening to music and drawing while wearing earphones. He didn't notice it. When the class bell rang, when the classmate talked to him, he was stunned for a moment, thinking who was so stupid because of his grades Not ideal to jump off a building.

When he heard the news of this classmate's death, Dian Yu was stunned, his expression was in a trance, he remembered the details of getting along with this person, the other's painting, the other's face.

In the next break, he saw the police coming and going, and heard the school radio broadcasting the happy breakup, and only vaguely mentioned a vague mandarin sentence at the end: learning is important but life must also be cherished .

The school didn’t say a word about the students jumping off the building. Although this kind of incident spread quickly on campus, the teachers and school leaders all chose to remain silent, and only said, “Study hard, everything is coming to an end soon, what’s the uncomfortable thing to say? "In this case.

Although everyone felt very heavy, what they said still sounded perfunctory, as if they just wanted to let this matter pass quickly.

"Why do you want to think about this?" Bian Mu didn't understand. He didn't understand why human beings would commit suicide, and he didn't understand why an unimportant person would touch Dianyu's heart. "If a person chooses to die , then he has nothing to cherish, for he is a coward."

"Have you ever been through the college entrance examination?" Dian Yu raised his head and asked Bian Mu, seeing the confused look on his face, he knew the answer. He pursed his lips, "You don't understand."

Why do I not understand?Bian Mu wanted to ask, but seeing his sweetheart frowning in silence or even annoyed, he swallowed the words silently.

"Let's eat, let's eat." Bian Mu said, he secretly moved some favorite dishes from the lunch box to his sweetheart's lunch box, moved his hand touching his head forward, and silently smoothed the other person's frown .

This matter did not end easily. Early the next morning, the parent of the classmate who jumped off the building brought his family members, holding the black and white portrait of his child in both hands, crying at the school gate, even if the passing students looked at it from a distance. I can also feel the pain of their white-haired people sending black-haired people, heart-piercing and painful.

Although the school sent a lot of teachers to appease these family members, the effect was not very satisfactory. Instead, more students were attracted to stop and watch from a distance, and the impact was very bad.

Dian Yu’s mood is also very complicated. Although he has never met the other party’s parents, he can also feel from the other party’s words that his mother is actually a very gentle person. Dian Yu really can’t think of why he would choose to jump off the building because of the pressure of studying .

This matter entangled the thoughts of allusions, which made him feel uneasy in class. Bian Mu looked anxious, but there was no practical and good way to solve this problem, so he thought of another not-so-good way, Try to fight fire with fire.

So Dian Yu went home at night, went into the bedroom and found that Bian Mu brought him a rare book, turned to the front and took a closer look, "The Unbearable Lightness of Being".

Allusion: "..."

Bian Mu: "Do you like it? I think this book may help you get rid of your current thinking dilemma."

Bian Mu had never read this book, but bought it after being recommended by the clerk. Looking at the title of the book, he felt that this book was exactly what he needed!

He simply flipped through the metaphors, probably because he spent too much energy preparing for the college entrance examination, and this book did not arouse his interest. He casually placed the book on the bedside, and lay on his back in big characters, He stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, not knowing what he was thinking.

"What's wrong with you?" Bian Mu stroked Dianyu's head like a cat, looking very addicted, "Unhappy?"

"No," Dian Yu took Bian Mu's hand away expressionlessly, "Don't touch it, it's annoying."

The thwarted Bian Mu began to touch Dian Yu's arm, scratching his palm: "That person has such an influence on you... so much?... Do you like him?"

Hearing this, Dian Yu looked sideways at Bian Mu as if looking at a mentally retarded person: "If I wanted to like him, why would I still date you? Do I have to jump off a building together to die for love?"

Bian Mu immediately closed his mouth resentfully, and said after a while: "Then why are you so wrong recently?"

"I..." Dian Yu couldn't speak.

He went to the rooftop during recess, and the door over there had been firmly locked to prevent further accidents, but just standing outside the door, Dian Yu could still feel a sense of depression, a kind of fear, he Knocking on the door lightly, everyone fled in fright.

Why?Dian Yu himself didn't know, he scratched his hair irritably, and asked Bian Mu, "You're a shapeshifter, right?"

Bian Mu gave him a strange look, as if he really asked why he had to reconfirm this fact that you know and I know.

Bianmu: "Yes."

Allusion: "Doppelgangers have a lot of superpowers, right?"

Bian Mu was puzzled: "...Yes."

Allusion: "Then can you see ghosts?"

Bian Mu: "..." This is not what he is good at.

Bian Mu: "I can't see it, it's something that a psychic or a psychic will know."

Dian Yu gritted his teeth: "Then do you know Tianzhu or a psychic?"

Bian Mu: "..." The categories are different, and I don't know how to break any of them! ?

Bian Mu calmly said, "Ask them what they do?"

Allusion: "I..." Want to know why?But isn't the reason obvious?

Allusions fell silent.

Bian Mu picked up the book: "Do you want to read it? Or should I read it to you?"

"No," Dian Yu said in a gloomy mood, "I can't figure out why myself."

Bian Mu thought for a while, and wanted to enlighten him: "Don't think about it, we can talk about life, talk about ideals, it's better than thinking about this." It would be even better if we could talk about sex.

Allusion: "...the ideal of life or something, it's too far away."

"It won't be far if we talk about it," Bian Mu motioned Dian Yu to move to the other side of the bed, and lay down on the bed evenly, with his hands behind his head, "I used to just want to find you quickly, but now I want to Let’s live quietly with you.”

Bian Mu turned his head to look at the allusions: "Aren't my ideals very small?"

Dian Yu also turned his head to look at him, but it seemed that his breathing was too close, as if he had blended, and he turned his head to look at the ceiling uncomfortably: "You just decided so quickly that I'm going to live my whole life, don't you have any other considerations?"

Bian Mu turned sideways and took a sweet look on his sweetheart's face: "No, our race is single-minded. Think about the woman who chased her husband thousands of miles away."

When Dian Yu thought of the female shapeshifter, only the female attacker and the male victim appeared in his head, and he shuddered all over, and murmured: "...Then who gave birth to the child?"

Bian Mu was very excited when he heard it, he thought that Dianyu had planned to have a crystallization of love with him, and he was rehearsing intensely over and over in his mind, and he blushed for a long time before saying: "If you think it's too tired , then I... I..."

I didn't come out for a long time, Bian Mu felt that this was too shameful, but he didn't want to disappoint Dianyu, he was struggling at the moment and couldn't say a complete sentence.

"..." Dian Yu was inexplicable when he heard this. He turned his head and looked at Bian Mu strangely, and then realized in an instant, "I'll go! I mean that female shapeshifter and her husband! Who is it that women attack men? Have a baby?"

Bian Mu's face darkened in an instant: "...it depends on whether the person is willing or not."

The allusion got to the point in an instant, and my whole body shivered: "It's terrible for a man to have a baby, I don't want to have a baby!"

Bian Mu instantly became extremely gloomy, even dark. He didn't say that he must have a child, but when he heard his sweetheart say that, Bian Mu's heart cracked and he felt a dull pain.

Although he wanted to act as if nothing had happened, but in fact, Bian Mu's face was very scary, Dian Yu was still looking at the ceiling and fantasizing, and didn't notice it at all.

"So scared?" Bian Mu abruptly changed the subject, "Xiao Yu hasn't said anything about Xiao Yu's ideal yet."

Dian Yu's mind is composing the picture again: "My ideal...to start a company, maybe something related to painting, and after making enough money, travel around the world alone."

Bian Mu's heart sank: "Then what about me? Where am I?"

"..." Dian Yu was silent for a while, he felt very embarrassed, but suddenly he thought of a tease point, "You are in my heart!"

Bianmu turned off the flame instantly, and returned to the state of a small loyal dog from a big monster: "I want to be with you."

"Okay, okay." Dian Yu agreed, and whispered in his heart: It's a bit troublesome.

What does he miss about him?Papa papa?This is the bottom line that cannot be broken, but what should we do?

Dian Yu's mind was in a mess, he remembered that he had a direct senior.

This direct senior was two years older than him, and I can't say whether he is a good character. He has been called Chunchun since he went to college. After finally getting a girlfriend, he complained and complained because the other party didn't have sex with him, saying that his girlfriend was a little green tea. Bitch, don't give me a fuck, but still work hard without complaint.

When Dian Yu listened to his complaints, she was still thinking that she was so handsome, she must find a girl she likes who can have sex and treat her well, and remember to wear a condom, but if you have a child, you can raise it, Kill it if you don't have the ability, but it will definitely be good to her.

At that time, he was still young in his sophomore year of high school, and he thought innocently. He never thought that there would be such a day, and he himself would become a green tea hanger.

Can you fuck me?Allusions can't imagine.

The author has something to say:

Thank you for the nutrient solution fed by the truncated oak tree~ One week before the next day, Kawen suffered from kidney deficiency, and now he is back after replenishing the kidney~