Crazy attack log

cloudy on October 3

It turns out that this is the meaning of human beings’ duplicity, I understand.

Instead of begging him to accept me all the time, it is better to pester him and let his body accept me first, at least accept my touch first.

It's useless to say it well, everything is worse than action.

Dianyu's bad mood continued from yesterday to today.

Originally, the fight with Li Xiangyang had caused him to go home for dinner a long time late, and he was caught by Yaya in the end.After being severely reprimanded by the other party, Dian Yu was in a listless state throughout the night, listlessly finished his evening self-study, and returned home listlessly by bicycle.When he finished his homework and was about to lie down on the bed, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't tentatively asked his sister about his body...

After Dian Yu fell asleep depressed, Bian Mu came to play night attack again, no matter how hard he chased him, no matter how scolded he would not leave, he insisted on squeezing into his bed, and kept saying that he was just sleeping with him.How dare Dian Yu believe him, he really wanted to call the police, but when he thought of his special body, Bian Mu knew his secret, and calling the police in the middle of the night was another mess...

But for a long time, this guy refused to give in. He stood silently by his bedside and stared at him. Dian Yu couldn't stand this guy anymore, and he had to go to class the next day, so he had to think of a bad discount. Zhongfazi——

Dian Yu sleeps on one side, Bian Mu sleeps on the other, he rests on a pillow, and the other party sleeps on his pillow, and by the way, provides a suit of clothes as pajamas... There is no way, if Dian Yu really wants to sleep together, it is impossible for Bian Mu to just sleep on it. Let's go to bed in casual clothes like this, and he doesn't want to give up his beloved humanoid pillow to Bian Mu, so he can only deal with it temporarily.

But when he opened his eyes the next day, this guy fell back to sleep again, not to mention hugging him from behind, but still pushing against him from below, vaguely in the shape of two... Dian Yu woke up instantly, and he pushed hard Pushing Bian Mu away, he hurriedly got out of bed and changed his clothes - he made progress, he didn't hide from Bian Mu to change his clothes anymore.

But when changing clothes, Dian Yu smelled the smell of medicine on his body, and he was still a little puzzled, but he lowered his head to take a closer look, and Dian Yu pursed his lips and whispered thank you - it turned out that Dian Yu fell asleep last night Bian Mu secretly applied medicine to the bruises left on his body during the fight.

Bian Mu didn't feel anything at all, instead he said aggressively, "Let me kiss you, okay?"

So Dian Yu cruelly rejected him.

But what makes people laugh and cry is that when Dian Yu was about to leave the bedroom, Bian Mu suddenly grabbed him and said very seriously: "Let me be your Mr. Snail from now on, you have to study hard, come on!" He made an inspirational gesture of clenching his fist and cheering.

Dian Yu immediately looked at him with the eyes of a monster, went out to eat breakfast in a trance, and was almost caught by Yaya, but fortunately he recovered in time - it would be a big deal for Yaya to find out that there was someone hiding in his bedroom.

When he arrived at school, he made another unfortunate discovery—the culprit who caused Dianyu to be in a bad mood didn’t come today, which made him feel even worse. He wondered if Bian Mu really broke him, should he buy A fruit basket to visit?

But there is a very important problem. Dian Yu doesn't know where Li Xiangyang's home is, and if the other party is accidentally hospitalized, he doesn't know which hospital the other party is in.

After thinking about it, Dian Yu secretly took out his mobile phone during Chinese class, clicked on the class □□ group, found Li Xiangyang in the member list, and expressed condolences to him: "Are you still alive?"

Ri Taiyang: "...not dead."

Kaifeng Grand Ceremony: "What are you doing?"

Ri Taiyang: "Your painting style is not normal today."

Kaifeng Dadian: "..." With the strength to speak out, he should be alive and kicking, Dianyu quietly breathed a sigh of relief, propped his chin and began to do nothing in a daze again.

Dian Yu's deskmate was still listening to the lecture carefully, but he happened to catch a glimpse of him like this for some reason, and he also started to look away, and after a while, he suddenly came back to his senses, and looked at Dian Yu with a complicated expression. .

This look was so hot that it brought Dianyu's soul back. He glanced at his deskmate strangely, but the other side's eyes flickered and hesitated to speak.

Dian Yu said casually, "What's wrong? Say whatever you want."

The tablemate opened his mouth and said hesitantly: "Yesterday, you and Li Xiangyang..."

Dian Yu raised his eyebrows: "What did you see?" Did the little girl see them fighting yesterday?

"I, I..." The deskmate bit her lip and said with difficulty, "Is what Li Xiangyang said true?"

"Did he say something yesterday?" The little girl must have heard what Li Xiangyang said about whether he was gay or not. Dian Yu thought for a while and said, "That guy is full of words, don't believe anything he says."

"But...he didn't come today," the tablemate kept the words in his mouth, and Dianyu was a little impatient with the look of wanting to say or not, only to hear her say, "...Does this have something to do with you?"

"He's just hurt a little," Dian Yu didn't hide it, but seeing his tablemate suddenly startled, he couldn't help but feel a little puzzled, "You don't like him, do you? He's gay."

However, the shoulder at the same table jumped again, making the allusion unclear, and he thought that maybe the fight between them was not seen, and Li Xiangyang was just out of the closet by him... Allusion has a black line, it doesn't matter Knowing what to say to save the situation, I had no choice but to pretend to be fierce: "We both know about this, don't tell it."

"Oh..." The expression on the tablemate was rather tangled. She checked the gay affairs all night yesterday. She had to read a lot about the offense and the subject. Thinking of chrysanthemums all over the ground... so this little brain filled up the tragic story of the fight caused by the dispute and then not getting out of bed. She lowered her head sadly, thinking that the person she likes is actually a gay , It was still an attack, and it made people so vicious... Why did things become like this, before she had time to confess, all hope was wiped out...

Very well, the lucky Bian Mu lost a rival in love unknowingly.

Of course Dian Yu didn't know what was going on in this little girl's head, and thought she was heartbroken by the fact that Li Xiangyang was gay.In the spirit of humanitarianism, he thought for a while and took out a piece of chocolate from his backpack and threw it to his deskmate: "Here, don't be sad, let someone else like it." This was stuffed by Yaya for him, and it should not have expired.

"Thank you..." The tablemate silently caught the chocolate, but she was even more sure of the fact that she had made up her mind. She lowered her head, and her eyes slowly turned red at an angle that Dian Yu couldn't see.

During the lunch break, Dian Yu hid in the classroom all the time. In order to avoid contact with Bian Mu, he specially brought instant noodles today, intending to simply settle his lunch.

Dian Yu doesn't know how to deal with Bian Mu. This man has indeed done a lot of dirty, dirty, and messy things, but his concern for him is also true.He felt uncomfortable when Bian Mu was too close, and it was impossible to drive him away, and it was impossible for this guy to just be friends with him peacefully, Dian Yu really didn't know what to do.

When Dian Yu returned to his seat after making instant noodles, he found that there was someone sitting on the empty seat at the front table, Bian Mu.He looked at him silently, still holding a lunch box in his hand: "Coincidentally, I also brought noodles today, Lazhou Ramen, do you want to try it?"

There were not many people in the class, and it was normal for people from other classes to visit at this time, so Bian Mu's visit did not attract attention.

Dian Yu didn't speak, but silently grabbed the cup of instant noodles in his hand: "I'll just eat instant noodles."

"You are going to take the college entrance examination." Bian Mu glanced at him disapprovingly, and forcefully dropped the noodles from both hands, "I just like instant noodles, let me eat them, me and You change."

Dian Yu looked at him with the eyes of a mentally retarded man, but he was too embarrassed to argue with Bian Mu.

This conversation was inexplicable enough, some people in the class had already noticed this, if Bian Mu said something strange again, so that the only remaining people in the class would pay attention to them, it would be another bad thing.

So Dian Yu, with an inexplicable sense of guilt in his heart, exchanged food with Bian Mu.

In the afternoon it was self-study. The math teacher took more than two lessons and put together two hours to let Dianyu and them do a complete set of papers. There was no rest between classes, and only one was allowed to go to the bathroom. The rest of the time was for them to explain The multiple choices and filling in the blanks of this set of papers, after returning home from school to have a meal and then riding back to school, time slipped by quickly.

When Dianyu came back to his senses, even the evening self-study of day students had finished, he rode his bicycle home, thinking about how to ask Yaya about his abnormal body.

Dian Yu carefully researched about intersex people a few days ago. I was a little surprised and a little lucky. I was shocked because the experience of some intersex people was really terrible, and some intersex people were reduced to playthings; I was lucky. The reason is that his own masculine signs are more obvious, and no one will regard him as a girl.

He also saw a Japanese intersex man getting himself pregnant while masturbating, which made him terrified. He didn’t dare to masturbate these days, for fear that he would accidentally encounter such a situation thing.

After Dian Yu got home, he still didn't think about what to say, until he and Ya Ya routinely said good night to each other, Dian Yu hesitated and said, "Sister, let me ask you a question, do you know about intersex people?"

Ya Ya's footsteps stopped immediately, she turned her head and looked at Dian Yu with a serious face: "...you know?"

"Sister!" Dian Yu was shocked. He stepped forward and grabbed his sister's hand, "Did you know that I am intersex? Why didn't you tell me?"

"Why are you telling me? You are a boy," Yaya grasped the allusion with her backhand, and said very seriously, "You are a boy, and this will not change. You are not intersex, you are a boy! Wait for you After the college entrance examination, he is completely a boy."