long thoughts

When I recovered, the head teacher had already said the last sentence.She slowly scanned the entire classroom with our familiar eyes, saw the appearance of each student, then smiled, raised her hands and clapped.Soon, everyone applauded and cheered together.Waving to us, the teacher in charge walked off the podium, looked back at the door, and stood there for a few seconds before going out.

After the teacher left, the heavy atmosphere was swept away.Some people chased the teacher to say goodbye, some people couldn't wait to leave the school, and some people planned to go to the school for a while in twos and threes.Cai Yujing and I walked out side by side, and he told me what I wanted to know while walking.

In my impression, Xu Qingqing has always belonged to the kind of very well-behaved girl who never loses her temper arrogantly because Cai Yujing treats her well, but it turns out that they may just hold back their big moves.

What happened was a screenshot someone sent to Xu Qingqing, which was some messages Cai Yujing sent to Zheng Kexin, to the effect that he met a person today who smiled like you, and some Cai Yujing just started chasing Xu Qing A sunny journey.

Cai Yujing looked very embarrassed when he said it, and explained to me with little confidence: "At that time, I didn't like Xu Qingqing, and I didn't think about it so much when I wrote it. Later, when I knew it was not good, I deleted it. I didn't expect that there would be others screenshot……"

"So I asked you and Xu Qingqing to make it clear from the beginning, but you didn't say it?" I ignored his explanation and asked directly.

"I don't know how to explain it..."

I suddenly remembered a sentence I read in some book, feelings are like firing porcelain, if there is a little lie and deception mixed in, it will eventually be reduced to powder.This is the relationship between Cai Yujing and Xu Qingqing, no matter how carefully they are cared for in the later stage, it cannot make up for the impurity at the beginning.

"So Xu Qingqing wants to break up the day before the senior high school entrance examination?" I asked.

Cai Yujing didn't speak, turned his head to look at the sun in the sky, the sunlight outlined his handsome side face, obviously he was someone he had known for three years, but at this moment I suddenly felt that he was very strange.I like this face, the way he is radiant, and the way he leans on my shoulder and weeps silently.If Cai Yujing is a treasure, I am like a dragon who is greedy to guard the property. I want to show off my wealth to the world, but I am afraid of being coveted, so I have to hide the treasure deep in the cave.

But Cai Yujing neither belongs to me nor can it be hidden.More and more people will be attracted to him, and he will be attracted to others, and then hurt each other.I want to protect him, I want to know everything about him, I thought I did it, but in fact, I didn't do anything.

I don't know if I'm in the right mindset, but I've fallen into a tempting trap.I long for Cai Yujing to be hurt, I want to see him ask me for help, I want to be his unique existence.I looked away from Cai Yujing, trying my best to free myself from this dangerous thought.

"Before the exam, she was not in a good mood. We had a cold war a few times. The last time I was angry, I posted a message saying that you are not like her at all." Cai Yujing whispered, "I woke up the next day. I deleted it. Xu Qingqing saw it and asked me what I meant, but I didn't reply to her message. The day before the high school entrance examination, she sent those screenshots to say we broke up, and I haven't replied until now."

"I know it's my fault, I don't want to break up, but... I don't know how to face her either."

I stopped, and Cai Yujing also stopped for no apparent reason, opened his eyes slightly, and looked at me blankly.

"Break up, Cai Yujing." I heard my own voice say, "You won't get good results if you go on like this." When I said it to Cai Yujing, it seemed that I was telling myself.

Cai Yujing looked at me and was silent for a long time. "Is it so difficult to be with someone?"

"But can you tell who is the person you want to be with? Xu Qingqing is Xu Qingqing, and Zheng Kexin is Zheng Kexin. Since you still think about Zheng Kexin, you shouldn't be with Xu Qingqing. You said you like Xu Qingqing, But did you really have no selfishness when you helped Xu Qingqing with her grades? You are comparing them, and you want her to be more like Zheng Kexin." I said a lot, but my eyes staggered from Cai Yujing's and looked behind him.

Who would have no selfishness in a relationship?Everyone will have it, Cai Yujing is no exception, and I am no exception.

Cai Yujing stood there in a daze, I waited for a while and didn't see him coming back to his senses, so I directly pulled his wrist and walked forward. "It's good for both of you to break up. Now that you've graduated, it's uncertain whether you will see each other in the same school or not. Don't be too sad."

"Oh." Cai Yujing was dragged away by me, with a dumbfounded expression.

I thought to myself that what I said just now was too harsh, which stimulated his weak mind?After thinking about it, I changed the topic and said, "Then do you know who sent the screenshot to Xu Qingqing? Is your enemy or another suitor?"

Hearing this topic, Cai Yujing finally got excited, and said through gritted teeth, "Who else could do this to me besides Zhou Yirou? Xu Qingqing didn't say who sent the screenshot. I went to ask her friend, and the contact number is Zhou Yirou's." Number!"

I:"……"

Women can't be messed with, especially women like Zhou Yirou.

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I... I was wrong. I wrote half of the QAQ on Friday, and was dragged to play games. As a result, I was addicted to the game for two consecutive days.Spicy chicken games ruin my youth, waste my money and ruin my spirit...