After I was reborn, I was bent by a bamboo horse

Men may have a dream about guns, and Tao Xun is no exception.

It wasn't the first time he saw a gun, but it was the first one that belonged to him.

——Austria □□17□□.

The cost is not expensive, the advantage is that it is easy to carry, light and small, with excellent hand feeling, suitable for personal carrying.

The gringo smiled at him in awkward Mandarin: "A small gift, I hope you will like it."

Tao Xun didn't like his green eyes very much, they were different from the traditional aesthetics, no matter how you looked at those eyes, they were treacherous and cunning, and the faint green was like a snake covered in cold.

A real gun.

Between accepting and not accepting a thought.

A thin layer of sweat broke out from the palm holding the gun, and the fingers were cold, even though the indoor air conditioner was turned on all year round.

It is not allowed to distribute guns privately in China. This gun has been a hot potato since it was taken over, and it may even cause accidents directly. A well-behaved businessman, he is arrogant and domineering, but he has a strict father on his head, and he has never made a move that crossed the line.

— At least in this life, he has never done anything out of the ordinary.

Tao Xun spun the gun in a circle, turned his head and showed the gringo a cynical smile, he was so familiar with this kind of smile, he could easily disguise it, and then thanked the gringo in fluent English.

Thanks to the few years when brother Chen went out, he was ignorant for four years, but because he often sneaked out of the country to see Shen Chen, he passed the English level four and six. God knows how he passed.

The sounds in the shooting range were sporadic, and then there were other entertainment venues. At the end of the night, Lin Chao helped the half-drunk people out, and there was a lot of noise behind him, and the two men leaned on the car to smoke.

It’s not the little brats who didn’t know anything back then. They know what they’re doing. In the past, maybe there were elders in the family who could help with this kind of thing. Those who hate iron and steel will come and scold them before giving them something. Now it’s different Well, the Lin family has already collapsed, and the Tao family is at stake. How many people waited for the Tao family to show weakness and rushed over to drink his blood.

"How is Xu Si?" No one said anything for a long time, but it was Tao Xun who spoke first.

"It's pretty good. Staying at home is about self-cultivation. Uncle Xu's requirement for him to stay in the country is that he can't come out and wander around casually. I heard that uncle has already made up his mind to send him to the countryside for an internship after the year is over. See Look at the quality of the first batch of spring tea."

Xu's family has a mine, but the brand in his hand is a tea company with thousands of acres of tea gardens in his hand. Xu Wei, the young owner, wants to secure his position, and sooner or later he will be assigned to practice for two years.

Tao Xun nodded, and bent down on the railing. His stomach pain had long been a habit, so he endured it and passed it.

Uncle Xu was thoughtful, he would come back after the limelight had passed, and he would not do his business in the first place, so he could send him as far as he could.

Parents all over the world have the same heart, so he can't let his parents know what he is doing.

There was another silence. After Lin Chao finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, he became restless for no reason: "It will start soon, Tao Xun, have you made up your mind?"

Tao Xun twitched the corner of his mouth: "All the money has been brought in, I don't know what to do? It's not your relationship? Don't worry, if the Tao family doesn't fail, there will be a family in the capital that must be named Lin in the future."

This is a promise, and what is given to Lin Chao is also to himself. No one is sure to get out of this, so they can only look forward.

He didn't mean that at first, but after all, he was still a young man in his early twenties, and no one could be sure of doing such a thing, but now looking back is a dead word, he might as well go all out and fight, maybe he can be brought back to life.

The risk of arms and ammunition is terribly high, but it is also huge profits. Both the delivery of weapons and ammunition abroad and the purchase of guns and ammunition domestically require a stable channel. The Tao family has expanded well over the years and has its own stable delivery channel. Standing in the capital has a right to speak, and with it comes a share of resources.

The Sixth Hospital is the private property of the Tao family, and has always had a lot of contacts with foreign countries. The channel for transporting medical equipment is exclusively controlled by the Tao family. This legitimate currency channel can be quietly added to it at any time. It's just a word from the Tao family in power.

This way can quickly accumulate wealth, and there will be a general election immediately, but the outcome is still unknown. It can only be said that the Shen family has obvious advantages. When he stabilizes this way in his hands, it will be good no matter what.

If he can save the Tao family in a short-term emergency, he can also get involved with someone on another road. Even if he can't stay in the capital in the future, he can at least use this road to seek refuge or move out of the country and keep the Tao family and his family. Part of the family business.

——But this road is dangerous after all, and he knows what the outcome will be if he doesn't go well, so he didn't even tell his parents, and even Xu Wei didn't say much. Fortunately, Brother Chen went abroad.

He didn't go back to the hospital, and drove the car to the downstairs of Shen Chen. Shen Chen was thousands of miles away on the other side of the ocean, so of course it was impossible for him to go home.

Shen Chen once put the keys of his house in his hand.

He himself felt that he was a little neurotic, and after careful calculation, Shen Chen had been gone for a month. Before, he would have been insane. He and Shen Chen hadn't been separated for so long. In the only four years, he almost had time He just ran abroad, he didn't tell anyone, he was worried that Shen Chen would be bullied abroad, and even hired a private detective to watch him for four years.

He knew everything about Shen Chen, and when he couldn't see it, he would look at the photos. This was the first time he felt that it would be better if Brother Chen wasn't around.

Sometimes he himself feels that Shen Chen is a drug to him, an addiction that he can't quit, but on the surface he still pretends to be calm and indifferent.

When I went out, I never thought that I would walk for so long, and I didn't ask someone to clean it. Even if I thought about it, Shen Chen's character of cleanliness would not allow someone to come and clean it.

There is a thin layer of dust in the room. The summer has just passed, and the autumn capital has begun to dry up. When you open the door, you can feel a coolness. The black and white room is cold and peaceful. Everything is still the same when Shen Chen left. look.

Tao Xun closed the door without turning on the light, walked slowly to the sofa and sat down.Brother Chen had been away for too long, the smell of him in the room was scarce, the windows were closed tightly, there was no light in the middle of the night, and he just sat there for a long time without any purpose.

His hands were still covering his abdomen, and these days the throbbing pain was so painful that he was numb himself, and he didn't feel anything at ordinary times, but now when he calmed down, it was as if he could die.

Fortunately, he still had painkillers on his body, so he swallowed a few pills dryly without drinking any water, and it took a while for him to regain his strength.

He never thought that one day his health would be so bad, nor would he be so tolerant. In the past, if something went wrong in the past, he should make a fuss now. Everyone knows that it is a trivial matter. While scolding, he cleaned up the mess for him, and then brother Chen was able to spare time from work to look at him, no matter how sharp his eyes were, he could settle them down in the end.

In the evening, he drank some wine, the dishes were all decorations, and he smoked when he came out. He deserved the stomachache at the moment. He didn't have any thoughts about what to eat for a long time, but when he got here, he began to miss the things made by Brother Chen inexplicably.

It's not that he really wants brother Chen to cook, even if Shen Chen is here, he feels sorry for brother Chen cooking for him, but he feels cold and wants to eat something hot.

Shen Chen didn't live at home very much before he left, the kitchen was clean and there was nothing in the refrigerator, Tao Xun searched for a while before he found a handful of noodles.

When starting the fire, Tao Xun was still thinking, it’s amazing that someone like Shen Chen can cook, the whole room can only be filled with one suitcase at most, and he can go anywhere at any time after packing. It doesn't look like a home is similar to a temporary apartment, but this kitchen makes it feel like home, and he feels at ease that Shen Chen will not leave without saying a word.

The water boiled, gurgling and bubbling, and a few prickly ash peppers were fried when the oil was poured out. Tao Xun put the noodles in it and took out two eggs from the refrigerator.

There are no vegetables, he thought for a while, and took out the meat from the freezer.

The unoccupied house was a bit deserted, Tao Xun didn't want to harm the living room, so he squatted in the kitchen and ate noodles, which were quite hearty, with two eggs and a few pieces of meat lying on the noodles.

——Although the egg was broken and there were still shells, and the meat was cut into a few large pieces without thawing, and the meat was not good enough, but it was still hot in the mouth. The kitchen was tidied up, the counters and pots were wiped clean, and the pots and pans were put back in their original places, and then the shower was turned on.

Originally, he planned to spend the night on the sofa, but in the end it was Shen Chen's door that he pushed open.

The moment he lay down on it, he really felt that he was perverted. Brother Chen had to stare at him to death with his eyes when he came back. He also felt that he was a madman. It's disgusting to talk about the bed of a person.

He didn't know why, so he just did it. He made the most risky decision in his life today. If he did it well, he could drag the Tao family out of the quagmire.

He is, I miss Brother Chen.

He didn't dare to take up too much space, so he nestled in the corner of the bed. Shen Chen's room still had the smell of him, not a certain kind of perfume. Tao Xun couldn't tell, but he did feel peaceful.

The person he misses once lay in the same place as him. This is Brother Chen's room and his bedroom.

I thought I could finally sleep soundly today, but Tao Xun didn't fall asleep for the rest of the night.

The man who couldn't sleep in the middle of the night went out to wash his face. The moment the cold water rushed to his face, he raised his head tremblingly. The young man in the mirror had a pale face, and his thin eyebrows and eyes no longer had the arrogance of not long ago. Instead, there was an indescribable exhaustion.

He is used to seeing this face. When he can't stand it at work, he washes his face with cold water. He stretches out his hand to fumble for the towel, and then gets up again. It's not impossible to have his own towel at home. Fingers touched something.

There were two sets of toiletries, toothbrushes, towels, cups, and even bath towels in the bathroom. They were the ones he left here last time—they were not thrown out.

Shen Chen is alienated and indifferent to everyone and treats everyone equally, without exception or closeness. He can still remember when Brother Chen returned to China, the first time he was so shameless that he wanted to come over for a night and was almost stared at to death. The ice that he could not pry open in his life.

He didn't know whether he was wishful thinking or just dreaming. If he didn't feel wrong, Shen Chen's connivance towards him had already surpassed the category of brothers. Other brothers could live together, but it was completely impossible for Shen Chen. thing.

Who Shen Chen is, he knows better than anyone else.

So, what does it mean that brother Chen put the key in his hand?What's the point of keeping his toiletries?

Some things were peeled off from memory little by little, revealing things that he didn't even dare to think about.

Why is a person like Brother Chen willing to give up work for him, to be with him when his parents, elder brother, and sister-in-law are unable to get away from other things, why is he willing to take care of his stomach, and even answer his phone calls every day? It's impossible for Brother Chen to touch the slightest bit.

The person who woke up in the middle of the night stood there for a long time and did not dare to move, his body trembled inexplicably. There was no pajamas here, so now he was wearing a shirt he was wearing. He didn't dare to look through Brother Chen's closet. Throw it away, but if he looks through it now, he might be able to find the pajamas he wore once in the closet.

There was his mobile phone in his shirt pocket, and the hand that took out the mobile phone was so trembling that he couldn't dial. His hand kept shaking. He couldn't believe it. He never expected in his life that he could pry open the phone. Chen's heart, he has never dared to think like this.

It's enough for brother Chen to live a good life, smooth and bright, just watch him quietly from behind, don't let him know what's on his mind, when he gets old, he can still drink tea and play chess together. around.

He never thought that one day there might be another road paved in front of him by Shen Chen.

His hands were trembling. When dialing the numbers, he typed each character one by one, for fear of making a mistake. He knew this series of numbers so well that he could almost type them with his eyes closed. At this time, he was afraid that he would make a mistake. .

At the last moment he paused.

When the phone was dialed, he leaned against the cold frosted glass door of the bathroom, and uttered the most unlikely words in his life in a hoarse voice that had smoked after drinking all night.

"—Brother Chen, I like you."

From the age of 14 to the age of 24, it was almost a full ten years. He liked this sentence. He originally thought that he would never have a chance to say it in this life. It was just his own secret love that died without a problem.

He didn't dare to speak, for fear that if he did, he wouldn't even be able to be a friend, so he endured it for ten years, a full ten years, from an ignorant young boy to a tired young man with the future of his family on his back, he has changed too much, Appearance, figure and family background, the only thing that has not been changed or abandoned by the years is his liking.

Without hesitation and silence, it has continued from many years ago to the present, passing through the long river of time and the complicated and changeable people's hearts.

His hands were so trembling that he couldn't hold the phone at all. He pressed his forehead against the cold phone screen, his voice trembling uncontrollably, and he said, "Brother Chen, let's try."

The moment the voice fell, the young man sat down on the ground dejectedly.

He knew that no one would hear this confession, it was just a one-man show directed and performed by himself that no one watched.

He was familiar with Brother Chen's phone number by heart, and what he dialed was not Brother Chen's current number at all.

——That was the number Shen Chen used when he never went abroad. Since he disappeared after the college entrance examination, he has never used it again. He has not canceled it, and no one will answer it.

If he had dared to fight without hesitation at any time before, he was not sure, but even if there was even a slight possibility, he would not give up. What if Brother Chen was really willing?

But it was not at this time. No matter who was involved in what he just promised, he would not be able to escape. The risk was too great, and no matter whether it was successful or not, it would not be a good thing.

He couldn't drag Brother Chen in—he couldn't put Brother Chen in a little risk, so he changed the phone number abruptly at the last moment, his teeth were clenched so tightly that his muscles were so tight that his muscles were numb. The wet liquid slid down the clenched muscles and flowed into the bleeding flesh. His head was pressed against the phone, always approaching the imaginary person on the other end of the phone.

He wanted to tell Brother Chen that he really liked him for ten years, but it couldn't be this time.

——If the crisis of the Tao family is resolved when Brother Chen returns, no matter what, he will tell Brother Chen himself.

The young man leaned against the cold door frame and said to the empty phone number, let's try.

——It was an indescribable, intense and wordless sorrow.

So he never heard a brief answering sound from the darkened screen of the phone.

——There is someone on the opposite side.

A young man thousands of miles away stood on the streets of Cape Town, his usually clean shoes were stained with dirt, and there was a silent drizzle outside the black umbrella edge. He raised his head slightly, his eyes dim.

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As long as the mobile phone number is not canceled and paid for, it can be used even for five years (someone in my family is like this, if it does not conform to reality, it is purely fictional...)

In the past few days, I have been deleting, deleting, and subtracting. Originally, there were many outlines that JJ could not write. At the beginning of this article, I wanted to write Gao Ganwen (forbidden speech) and Tao Xun. I wrote and deleted it (╥﹏ ╥Extremely painful) And my outline is not so gentle at all. Tao Xun has done a lot of things, and there are even more intense ones in the future (I exposed them, and I can’t write those now. I only dare to highlight them from the side, otherwise I’m afraid of locking the text) I rewrote three chapters of the outline, and many of them are unusable. I exploded on the spot in Kawenxiuwen, explaining so much, I still want to apologize for my stopping, sorry.

感谢在2020-01-1405:55:47~2020-01-2023:59:38期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: Qin, ㊣ 10 bottles; Mining workers, Fang Ling, Maozhuo 5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!