AB crash

The night Eli left, I went to drink again, the same bar I'd been to a few times before, and the bartender knew me by now.

"Come here again?" the bartender said to me with a smile, shaking his glass.

"What's the name of this store?"

"one night."

Empire also has a bar called onenight, but it should not be a chain store, after all, the atmosphere is very different.

"What do you want?"

"Anything, as long as it can get me drunk."

This time I restrained a lot, at least I couldn’t get up without lying on the bar, but in the end, I left the bar with erratic eyes, staggered feet, and slurred speech.

There is only one question in my chaotic head-Is it really possible for me and Eli?

What a fucking boring day!There is no hope... I feel that I have lost my purpose in life, but I secretly scold myself for being useless. Whoever leaves is not a person?

It's time to come out, in a daze, I remind myself, it's time to come out.

After waking up, I found myself lying on the sofa at Kanrui's house again. My body was unbearably heavy, but my head was exceptionally clear.

After that, I started to work harder, and I will spare no effort to complete the tasks assigned by my superiors. The Ke family will occasionally contact me, and I will also visit and exchange pleasantries... Don't let yourself think of those things, don't let yourself recall that people.

Although I know that the scars are always there and won't fade away.

The relationship between me and A Leimin eased a lot. Subconsciously, I refused to have too much contact with him, but he acted very naturally, as if I was paying too much attention.

My Betsy was borrowed by A Leimin. He said that after using it, he would refurbish the fuselage for me and carry out overhaul, as the reward I lent him, and I did not refuse.

But just at this time, the superior sent a task, asking me to go to the remote area to inspect again.

No way, I can only use blue sky.

Betsy was used in the previous missions. After Ke Lingli was implanted into Betsy, the operation was surprisingly smooth, and every time I communicate with Ke Lingli, I feel very happy, although it is not an advanced smart chip like Dennis , but my love for it remains unabated.

During the mission, I drove Dennis and occasionally communicated with him. Although Dennis’s data has been completely cleared, his personality remains unchanged. We cooperate with each other and have a good conversation. I still believe that Dennis is my friend.

I didn't expect that A Leimin gave me a "surprise" after returning home from this mission.

He followed me, and I looked at the refurbished Betsy, still grateful.

But when I found out that Betsy's smart chip had been replaced with a brand new advanced chip, I froze.

My Ke Lingli is gone.

"Where's the previous chip?" I turned around and asked A Leimin.

"It was melted into a new one, and it was converted into an advanced chip along the way, and the data was deleted."

I clenched my fists secretly, thinking how happy Ke Lingli would be if she knew it had been upgraded to an advanced chip, but unfortunately...

"Why don't you ask me to delete it again!" I lowered my voice and clenched my fists, but couldn't help asking.

A Leimin's original smile gradually froze, "Why are you angry again?" he asked.

"Forget it." I waved my hand, walked past him, and left Betsy's cockpit. He didn't understand, hehe, how could he understand... In his eyes, a chip is just a chip.

"Ke Yao!" A Leimin caught up and took my hand. "It's just a chip, you..."

I broke away from him and took my hand, and said, "You don't need to explain." I took a deep breath, "I know I have some unreasonable ideas in your eyes, but no matter what, you still helped me renovate Bate Xi, thank you so much."

I really don't want to argue with him, anyway, it doesn't make sense, and it's me who suffers from the fight.

"Ke Yao!" A Leimin sounded exasperated, "Why are you not satisfied with what I do? Can't you give me a smile?"

I couldn't bear it anymore, and turned to stare at him: "You still complain about me? Tell me, what stupid things have you done since you put on your shell?" As I said that, I opened the door of Kanrui's house and was about to enter .

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Kanrui crossing his arms. He must have been watching a good show inside the door.

A Leimin stretched out his hand suddenly, and slammed the door I just opened.

I:"……"

"I'm just... I'm just for..." A Leimin seemed to want to argue with all his strength, but he hesitated after speaking for a long time. After a while, his tone weakened:

"I'm making it up...can't you see?"

It was the first time I heard A Leimin say such words, and I couldn't help being stunned. The atmosphere fell into a brief silence. I faced the door and my back turned to A Leimin, frowning, not knowing what to say.

Alemin also quietly...

After a while, I asked, "A Leimin, how do you feel about what you did before?"

Alemin didn't answer.

Maybe he thought that everything he did was to achieve his own goal... Maybe in his opinion, there was nothing wrong with what he did or said.

"Maybe you can make it up, but the scars and pain will never go away." I murmured.

I took his hand off the doorknob without much effort.

I walked in the door and he didn't stop me.

"It's arguing again?" Kan Rui asked after entering the door.I nod.

Since then, Alemin rarely appeared in my field of vision.

A few months later, Kanrui and I were invited to the princess's birthday party, and that was my second visit to Alemin's house.

In the distance, I saw A Leimin's figure in the center of the hall, his sight slightly touched mine, and then staggered away very naturally.

Not the same as before, I thought.

The princess specifically said two words to me:

"A Leimin decided to treat his illness well. He said that he can take medicine without your help." The princess's smile made people feel very comfortable. "I have troubled you before, thank you, Ke Yao." She really An elegant and beautiful woman.

"You don't have to thank me, Colonel, I didn't help in any real way." I smiled at her and said so.

I saw A Leimin laughing and chatting happily with the omegas beside me, and I couldn't help secretly heaving a sigh of relief, it's okay, it's normal.

"You still have to be careful." Kan Rui, who was beside him, sipped his red wine and said expressionlessly.

"How?" I raised my eyebrows.

"He's a pervert," Kanry said with absolute certainty.

I shrugged, not knowing how to respond.

Time passed quickly, and gradually, I found that I used the Internet to search for Eli's news less and less frequently, from twice in the morning, noon and evening in the past to once a day now.

But my light brain is unconsciously filled with his photos.I don't know how many times I've seen each one.

I feel that the relationship between me and him stops with celebrities and fans.He and I are too far apart.

But I still decided that I would go to the Empire for the Confederation holiday a year later.

It's normal to want to see real people after holding pictures of "idols" for a long time.

However, it is still difficult to go to the empire through official channels. Those procedures alone are enough for me to go through, and besides... I am still a fugitive wanted by the empire.

……

By chance, I bumped into A Leimin face to face in the military area.

I gave him a military salute, but he said directly: "When I recover from illness, can I marry you?"

"...You didn't take your medicine today, right?" I said.

"I'm ready to enter the second stage of treatment. You haven't been to the doctor these days, so you don't know the situation. My problem is quite serious." When A Leimin said this, there was a casual smile on his mouth, And the phrase "I have a serious problem" doesn't feel like talking about myself.

That night, after leaving the military region, thinking about what A Leimin said, I went to the doctor's place, but I didn't expect A Leimin to be there too.

Seeing me, A Leimin immediately asked, "Are you here to ask about my situation?"

"I'm afraid you will cause me some trouble." I said.

I heard Alemin say to the doctor, "Tell him everything."

The doctor's expression was a bit complicated, which made me a little nervous.

"A Leimin... the first stage of treatment was too late, and it took a long time to complete, so the second stage is even more difficult."

I swear: Not all of them are made by himself.

"The first stage is spiritual treatment. This stage mainly treats two problems. One is the control and use of his mental power, and the other is about his neurological problems, such as excessive possession and dependence on you. "

"These problems have not been fully resolved yet, but when half of them are resolved, the second stage of treatment can be started."

"The second stage is the coordinated treatment of body and spirit. Because of his special status, he consumes a lot of mental energy. would have mortally wounded him."

"But you don't understand too many technical terms. To put it simply, surgery is required at the beginning, and medication must be taken on time after the surgery, especially when mental energy is exhausted, such as when manipulating mechs. , requires special attention.”

"If you're not careful..."

"It can range from shock to severe death."

Thinking back to the past, it was not impossible for A Leimin to control the battleship alone... I feel that there is no problem even without the operation, "What if the operation is not performed? What is the impact?" I asked.

"You probably won't find out, because you are the object of his nerve pacification," the doctor told me, "Alemin's mental power is very strong, although he can use it temporarily without treatment, but if he uses it for a certain period of time, he will be overwhelmed by it." The nerves become unstable and fall into a state of mania, so that when his 'nervous appeasement object' is not there, his mental power cannot be fully utilized."

"That is to say, if the second stage of treatment is not carried out, A Leimin will have to ask me to help him if he uses up his mental power on the battlefield?" …

"It can be said that his treatment process is the process of helping him completely detach from you." The doctor concluded in this way.

I took a deep breath, then nodded: "Okay, doctor, I will try my best to cooperate."

"Before you say this, can you think it over?" A Leimin came to my side at some point, leaned over and said in my ear: "Just you? Can you cooperate well with me?"

I glanced at him: "If I don't cooperate, it's your problem too."