Prosperity Demon Wind

Qian Fei asked lightly: "Why are you telling me these things?"

You looked up at Qian Fei with eyes full of tears, and asked: "You have had a bad impression of me since the first time we met. You have never really understood me for so long. But Qian Fei, I really I feel that we have known each other for a long time, and the goodbye now is just a reunion after a long absence. Oh, but I am also afraid that this is just my illusion. After all, I have been looking forward to tens of thousands of years, looking forward to so many times, and disappointed so many times. I really waited for too long and went to the doctor in a hurry. Compared with others, you are really good. Only in front of you can I feel that I am transparent, as if I have no burden. You say it is ridiculous, We are both killers, but I feel that you are a person who values ​​love and righteousness, and I am still so obsessed, knowing that I should have no feelings, but I still can't help but look forward to it."

After listening to your long passage, Qian Fei thought for a while, and then asked, "Then what if I'm not the one you're waiting for?"

You smiled, looked at Qian Fei helplessly and said, "I don't live to help Bai Lan rule the world, I just want to find her while ensuring that I still have power. If she needs my protection, maybe my little power is not enough. If I can give her what she wants, if she doesn't need it, I can give up everything and live a lifetime of Chang'an with her."

After saying this, you couldn't help laughing. This is more like a couple of gods and immortals than friends.So, who would believe that there is such a friendship in this world?

Qian Fei asked again: "Master Wei and Bai Lingyuan are what you want to live in your eyes?"

That's the point, you nodded immediately, then felt as if something was missing, and added: "It's not good enough, if I wait for that person, I just hope I have everything I need, and , The mistakes I made on others will not be made on her again. I hope that what I give her is surprise and security, not that I can't even protect her. "

"Well, that makes sense." Qian Fei nodded, and then said with a smile: "Then you have thought that one day she might have someone she likes, and you will too. At that time, what should I do? Her exclusive right It will no longer belong to you, and perhaps from that moment on, it will no longer be yours."

You smiled sadly, this is a contradiction, a contradiction that has always existed and you don't know the answer.What is good for a person?I just want her to be happy, so why not let go?You suddenly thought of Sijiya, Sijiya had Qu Mie, and you really felt uncomfortable.You are happy that there is one more person to protect Sikeya, but you are also tired of someone taking away Sikeya's favor.

"Perhaps I can live well without love. If I think so, I would rather give up the whole world for her." You were at a loss for words, or couldn't find a more suitable answer, and said such a naive sentence talk.

Qian Fei didn't shake her head or nod, she just said lightly: "You can only achieve what you want in two ways. First, love, you think you should have seen many marriages between women in Fengcheng. Two, your ideal person does not exist or will never appear. This is a question that only children will ask. The adult world cannot only have friendship, and in most cases, adults look forward to love. "

Qian Fei hit the nail on the head, your face was hot, but you still gritted your teeth and refused to bow your head, but crystal tears kept dripping from your eye sockets.The original agreement between you and Si Jiya was indeed when you were young, so for so many years you have been stuck in the mentality of your youth, everything you have done is just an obsession, you are desperately trying to save something.

Qian Fei looked at you, and then said: "After all, you have not grown up, you are still a child, so your understanding of feelings is so shallow."

You smiled, but there was sarcasm in your laugh: "Haha... child, so what if you haven't grown up? Love? Friendship? What's the matter? All I want is someone to accompany me. Isn't that all right?"

For a moment, you seemed to have lost your mind and went crazy, and looked at Qian Fei with some resentment. This is not the first time you have mentioned this to others, so it is not the first time that your point of view has been denied.But you just can't tolerate people slandering the obsession in your heart, even if it's just half a sentence.

You stood up and looked at Qian Fei coldly and said: "You are right, you are just one of my goals, but you are more in line with the requirements than other people. Now you also know my purpose, what should I do? The choice is your business, but, Qian Fei, even if you understand the whole world in your heart, you are not qualified to arbitrarily judge my emotional cognition. Even if I am really naive, so what? I can protect mine to the death, you Can my love or friendship be done? How many people in this world ridicule my childishness, how many people despise my ignorance, but what about their feelings? And which one is long-lasting and invincible? You and I are both killers, you should Knowing how chilling betrayal and deceit can be. Maybe my selfish possessiveness is ruining my love, but I can always find someone who doesn't need love to be with me for the rest of my life. If I can't find it, I'd rather be alone Forever! I would rather miss this love again and again! So what if I get hurt and destroyed? It’s better than waiting in vain, and I can’t even take the initiative to find it! This is the real disqualification to talk about possession! This is the real It's unworthy!"

Qian Fei watched your more and more intense emotions, and truly felt the irreversible obsession in your heart, and also realized how lonely you are.It may already be a disease, and there is no cure for it.

"Shui Muyan, is it true that other than this person, no one else deserves to be with you for the rest of your life?" Qian Fei asked.

"Other people? Heh, she's just accompanying me for a ride, and she must be the only one who can accompany me for the rest of my life." You spoke contemptuously, as if other than that person, other people were really not that important.

Qian Fei carefully looked at the sadness outlined on your outline by the light of sunset and dusk, and then fell silent for a moment.Wait until you have recovered a lot before asking: "If one day I am enemies with the person you like, who will you protect?"

You suddenly feel troubled, this is asking you, Bai Lan and Qian Fei, who do you choose?Qian Fei is just one of the targets for you now, what if Qian Fei is not that one?And judging from today's conversation, Qian Fei is really not that person.So what else is there to protect?Disappointment floods inside of you.You tried to test and wait with your heart, but you still reaped disappointment and loneliness as always.Qian Fei is right, perhaps there really is no such pure and undeveloped friendship in the world, you are doomed not to wait for that person.

You don't answer, you don't know how to answer.Bai Lan is the devil emperor, everything he does is for the sake of the common people, but you can only follow orders.But Qian Fei and him are rivals, if Qian Fei doesn't help Qian Qiugu, it is very likely that Qianqiu Valley will be gone. Before that, Bai Lan had murderous intentions towards Qianqiugu, as you know.Otherwise, I wouldn't be here today.

How exactly?You are flustered, what can you promise Qian Fei now?Promises are unreliable, what if you can't do it?Doesn't it make you sad and hopeless?It seems that every promise you make will be related to the promise you made with Sijiya back then. If Sijiya breaks her promise, you will have a shadow for the rest of your life.Promises are so unrealistic in your eyes, like fireworks that are easy to be cold, like colored glass that is easy to break, and colorful clouds that are easy to disperse.

"Qian Fei, no matter what, I don't want to see a day when you have an accident. But if there is such a day, I will definitely protect you to the death. I just follow my heart, even if you are not the person I am waiting for, maybe you are like Me, so I will protect you. Maybe in the years when I have no memory, I have been with me, but I accidentally forgot me. "

How about a sentence?You left, and the people you like have your shadow from now on.Who said this sentence is just to describe love?There is a kind of affection that has nothing to do with Fengyue, and it can be so pure.Perhaps friendship beyond the secular definition, and love beyond the secular definition, is a kind of spiritual companionship, pure communication and integration, is it a flash in the pan or a mirage?In your heart, that is all.

"Ji Yaohua is too precious, I was just joking, since your injury is healed, you can return it." Qian Fei looked at the floating clouds in the sky, and regained her composure, as if the argument just now did not exist at all.

"Okay." You don't have any more words, you don't know what to say.

You turned around and left, Qian Fei glanced at it quietly, then whispered in a cold heart, as if to say: "What I want is not Ji Yaohua, didn't I say that, you brought Ji Yaohua, I will Agree to all your conditions, why don't you understand, kid."

Is Qian Fei testing you?Qian Fei just wanted to say, kid, I think we're suitable too, I'll give you a chance to confess your love, okay?It's a pity, you didn't understand, maybe Ji Yaohua is too precious so you didn't pay attention to the second half of the sentence is the key point, no matter what, you have missed Qian Fei's waiting and expectation.