Valley of Thousand Autumns.

Your sick body looks a little weak, I came to the Yuxue Palace, and only said one sentence: "Qian Fei, I'm sick."

Qian Fei didn't say anything, and just left you behind.You have been living in the Palace of Rain and Snow.

Qian Fei warmed a pot of wine for you, you frowned slightly and said, "I don't like warm wine, I like cold wine."

Qian Fei reprimanded falsely when she heard the words: "What kind of cold drink at a young age, it's not good for the stomach."

You looked up at her seriously, and then asked: "You know I'm not young, but you still call me that, in your heart, I'm so ignorant of the world?"

Qian Fei's heart skipped a beat, she didn't expect you to be so straightforward.When I looked back at you, I couldn't help but reached out and patted your head, and then reprimanded: "Your heart is different from that of a child?"

You are speechless, have experienced life and death, and experienced hardships, so you may not be emotionally mature.But what is maturity?Do you dare not ask extravagantly or dare not pursue?Is it to paint the ground as a prison or to bind oneself in a cocoon?

"Then what is maturity? Are you like you?" You weighed it over and over again, and you still asked this sentence. I really want to know what Qian Fei's attitude towards feelings is.

Qian Fei poured a glass of wine, handed it to you, and then smiled slightly: "I'm just a killer, I have no desires, no desires, what can I answer for you? You should ask those ordinary people, ask those who have A person with all kinds of emotions and six desires."

Your heart is half cold, are killers really heartless?You see Qian Fei's calmness, could it be just indifference?Seeing Qian Fei's calmness, is it just being polite?No, it wouldn't be, Qian Fei wasn't telling the truth.

You took the wine, and then said seriously: "I'm also a killer, why do I have emotions and desires? You have them too, but you haven't met anyone worthy of your heart and soul."

"What is love? Anyway, I don't have one." Qian Fei turned her head away after saying this lightly, ignoring you.

"I'm not talking about love, isn't friendship okay?" You argued.

Qian Fei looked at you as if she had heard a big joke, and finally couldn't help laughing, the laughter was full of sarcasm: "Hahaha..."

Feeling embarrassed on your face, you immediately asked: "What are you laughing at? There is no true friendship in the world."

Qian Fei immediately asked back coldly: "Sounds so sweet, then have you ever met such a person?"

"I..." You are sad, you think of Sikia, a god, you are friends now?If yes, what kind of friends are they?

"How dare you expect others to believe you when you don't even own something?" Qian Fei sneered and shook her head.

You laughed too, what are you doing here looking for Qian Fei?Isn't it because of the first meeting that you feel like old friends at first sight?You believe that the person in front of you will be the one you are looking for in your life.

"Not now, doesn't mean there won't be in the future." You forced a smile to maintain the dignity of being ridiculed, and tried your best to balance the sadness and grievance in your heart.

"In the future, huh, is it the year of the monkey?" Although Qian Fei knew that you were sad, she still couldn't help but say it, as if she wanted to give you a cold answer and teach you that the White Demon Realm shouldn't have such a situation.

You lower your head and think, if Qian Fei doesn't believe that there is true love in this world, why does she tolerate your teasing in every possible way?Is it out of face?Then you were injured this time, why did Qian Fei immediately agree to let you stay?Is kindness?Qian Fei is a killer, kindness...does she still have it?This is tantamount to asking you if you are still kind.It sounds so much like a joke that you don't believe it yourself.

Guessing without asking is often blinded by speculation, so you don't like guessing without asking.If you ask, it is no different from guessing, that is fate, you admit it.

"Then, are you being nice or polite to me?" You asked Qian Fei abruptly with a smile.

Qian Fei hesitated for half a second, then smiled and said nothing.

"How can I understand if you don't tell me?" You get closer, you don't need silence, what you want is a clear answer.

Qian Fei looked at you, smiled in her heart and said, "It's really persistent, what does it look like if you don't look like a child?"

You won't give up if you don't hear an answer for a moment, and you look at Qian Fei expectantly.

Qian Fei smiled and said, "It's what you want to listen to. Don't be too disappointed when you hear the answer. After all, not everyone likes your sweet talk."

You have grievances hidden in your heart, and those sweet words are not for everyone.Hearing what Qian Fei said, you probably know the answer, but you still can't help but want to hear it.

Qian Fei still smiled, and said seriously: "You are the Fourth Princess Xuanyuan, regardless of whether it is true or not, with Xuanyuanzhao protecting you, we naturally treat you with courtesy. You are a disciple of Kongtong Mountain, no matter what, we still treat you with respect." I won't offend you. Your cultivation base is not shallow, and you don't know if you are an enemy or a friend, so there is no need to quarrel with you."

"And what about you to me? What about your personal feelings for me? Nothing at all?" Tears welled up in your eyes, but you still held back.

"What kind of emotion can I have for you?" Qian Fei finally said this sentence coldly without blinking her eyes.

You burst into tears immediately, two lines of crystal clear tears fell down, you subconsciously turned your head to cover it.Trying to restrain your emotions, thinking back to your sincerity in these short years, and Qian Fei's performance, you really can't see half of the hypocrisy.

But Qian Fei did say that, even if it's [-]% false and [-]% true, it still has elements of truth.

You stopped crying, turned your head and took two sips of wine, then smiled and said, "It's a pity that I didn't meet you in your best years. But now I meet you, I just want to follow myself In my heart, your attitude towards me is not that important, just like I just like you, what does it have to do with whether you like me or not? Just like I like eating apples, it’s just that I like it.”

Qian Fei smiled faintly: "Now is my best age, what does the person you like have anything to do with me? I don't care."

You want to hold back, but your cultivation is too shallow after all, you can only cover your mouth and sob in a low voice.Tears were still falling in her eyes, and Qian Fei who was opposite was also very embarrassed, she just wanted to get up and leave.

Qian Fei looked back at you, and then kindly reminded: "How to tell the truth? It's better not to believe it. In the Demon Realm, nothing lasts forever, and feelings are the most ridiculous thing. I counted with several Valley Masters. We have been in love for thousands of years, I dare not say that we are friends, let alone we have only known each other for two days, Xuanyuan Jiyan, I am afraid that your true love is going to be paid by mistake. If you want to find a true friend, you should definitely not Find a ruthless killer."

"Really? Heh." You sneered, and stopped crying for a moment, but the moment you looked up, your eyes were full of indignation and stubbornness.

You added: "I believe that there is one person in this world who is also looking for each other like me. I will not be the one who gives up looking first. If there is someone who is destined to work harder, why not that person is me? I may make many mistakes along the way. Man, I have done many things wrong, and paid a lot of love, but there is no reason for me to give up. I will find me, no matter how long it takes, unless, I can't hold on anymore, or, I died."

Your eyes are full of firmness, and even Qian Fei is a little surprised to see it, and what's more, you feel an almost crazy persistence.

Then Qian Fei just shook her head and said: "After all, it's a child's heart, no matter what, what does it have to do with me?"

"..." You immediately turned your head away from me, as if angry, and Qian Fei also walked out of the Yuxue Palace slowly.

After you waited for her to leave, you wept in distress, not because Qian Fei had no affection for you, not because you were underestimated, but because your feelings were not recognized, just like you have not been able to find that person for so many years. The so-called "she".

or "he".

"Where are you..." You covered your mouth, tears rolled down, and your eyes became sore after a while.

You remembered those words of Master, what did you do to save those damned people?Transformation?Or destroy them completely?Assassin is such a cold profession, it's life and death. After a long time, who will believe in sincerity?

"After all, I am an ignorant child? Oh, it's ridiculous." You know that you have cultivated for 10 years, but you only have a short memory of tens of thousands of years. So where did those memories go?How would I look if I remembered the past?Will you still be as persistent as you are now?Maybe like Qian Fei, she doesn't believe that feelings can be true.

You lose your memory, it's like being reborn.And you just want your life to be wonderful and fulfilling, not to be like Bai Lan, not to be like Qian Fei, not to be like those cold people, what is the difference between that and death?What about the people from the Red Blood Tower?Which of them has been reborn?She is still doing murder, but this time there is a legitimate reason: she is a killer.

You feel helpless, and your original intention is to want those people to live well, but you deprive them of their right to happiness without knowing it.I am the landlord, I have done a good job and failed.

Canglan Hall.

Qian Fei frowned and walked into Canglan Palace, glanced at Chaotic Yin with a wry smile, and the first thing she said was: "Aren't we too old?"

It's rare for her to look hurt in troubled times, and I guess in my heart that you probably offended her.

"What did she tell you today? You seem a little hurt." Chaotic Times asked with concern.

Qian Fei's eyes were a little moved, more sad, as if this was a bad thing.She shook her head and smiled, "She told me a joke today."

"What joke?"

"She asked me if I had any favors for her, and I said no." Qian Fei's eyes became more foggy at the moment, and then she said slowly: "She said, it doesn't matter whether I have feelings for her, she likes me Her own thing, like she likes apples. She also said..."

Qian Fei seemed to be sobbing in her throat, with unknown sadness in her eyes. After a moment of silence, Qian Fei continued: "She said she was waiting for someone who would treat her as much as she wanted. She didn't want to be the first The one who gave up, no matter where that person is, she will find it. No reason will be an excuse for her to give up, and she will never die."

Chaotic Yin immediately understood Qian Fei's hurt, and my unintentional words brought out the hurt in Qian Fei's heart.And this matter was also something Qian Fei didn't want to mention, and Chaos World Yin was the only person who had heard her talk about it.

"I can't forget the look in my father's expectant eyes before he died. That person never came to save him. Sometimes I wonder if my father knew that that person would not come, but he still didn't want to admit it. "Qian Fei smiled, two lines of tears rolled down.

Love words may only need a romantic opportunity, but the reality is often very cruel. The death of Qian Fei's father told her not to trust other people's promises.The person you trust the most may abandon you when you need it most. If you are serious, you can only wait for death.

Chaotic Times is afraid to speak, how much does he know about you?It's just that you can talk, and you give him the feeling that you have a child-like disposition, and you still look at many things from a child's perspective, which is why you have today's naive lies.

Chaotic Yin comforted: "Si Guzhu, don't be too sad. If you think Ayan is unintentional, although she has a high level of cultivation, she is still a child at heart."

"Heh... I really don't know how she did it. Who protected her so well that she can still have a complete innocent heart for tens of thousands of years. I really want to know who is behind her."

Chaotic Times silently guessed in his heart, could it be Bai Lan?

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