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At least, if she couldn't help crying, she couldn't see it either.She probably doesn't want to see herself now.After all, she had already spoken so deadly back then.

"In the past few years...you...are you okay?" Lu Wuxian forced a smile, but the child was as tacit as ever with him. She didn't dare to look at herself, so why would he dare to look at her.

As soon as I saw her, I would think of that night, when she shyly said that she liked her, and her hands were stained with her blood.

As soon as I saw her, I would think of the day I was sure that she was dead, my embarrassed appearance and the pain of despair in my heart.

As soon as he sees her, he will think of the nightmare that has haunted him for five years. During these five years, he told himself repeatedly and clearly that he can't say anything at all, and he and she are just master and apprentice.

"If the master asks, it's good or bad, and it's good if it's not good." Xiao Bao didn't raise his head, his forehead was still pressed against the cold floor tiles, but he answered softly.

"What if I didn't ask?" Lu Wuwu sighed, looking at the child who dared not look at him.

"...Not good." Xiaobao opened his mouth, closed it again, opened his mouth again, and said two words inaudibly.

"You..." Lu Wuwu closed his eyes.

Luo Luo obviously didn't tell her where he was, but the child did, and it was Qiuqiu who said that he was three thousand miles away in the northwest.

She didn't know that she was in this palace, it seemed that all of this was fate.

After all, I and her will never stop, and my fate with her will never end.There was a rare hint of joy on Lu Wuxian's face.

let her go?Lu Wuxian asked herself, she was reluctant, let alone said it.From the moment she appeared, her heart seemed to be alive again, and she couldn't bear to let her heart die, especially now that she knew that she was still alive, living well.

How she got here in the past four years or nearly five years, she knows it well.In the first two years, every night when I closed my eyes and ears, I could hear the child's screams and the satisfaction on her face of enduring the pain because she was able to save herself; Afterwards, I would always feel that she seemed to be behind me. When I turned around, I would call Master with a smile as I did a few years ago, and then looked at me expectantly, waiting for me. Tell her this, tell her that.

But every time I called her name because of this illusion and then turned around with a smile, I would reap a lot of loss and boundless sadness in my heart.I can only relive the pain of her death over and over again, over and over again.But every time when she had delusions again, she still recited her name without giving up, and then turned around to look at her, hoping that there would always be one time when she was not delusional.

Over and over again, day by day, month by month, year by year, while telling myself that she is dead and will not come back, while telling myself that she must still be alive to return to her side; while telling herself that she is only my disciple, On the one hand, he was unwilling to think, if he could be with her.

While wanting to let go, on the other hand, he was reluctant to be without her by his side.

Even if it was just an illusion, she was by his side.

However, he was the one who abandoned her, so how could she appear by his side?What's more, my own mother can't find any trace of her appearing anywhere, and there is no record of her leaving the border to go to another country. All this shows that she may have died quietly.

These nearly five years, either in dreams or in reality, or in longing, made her realize a reality.

This child has feelings for her, so why does she just treat her as a disciple, it's just that she can't get rid of the ridiculous ethics in her heart.

Let her go again this time... I have to torture myself for a few more years before I give up, and I want to keep deceiving myself like this?

Before, he could deceive himself by saying that she was no longer there, but now that she was clearly in front of him, what excuse did he have?Thinking of this, Lu Wuwu looked up at his empress bitterly.

"My son, if you don't want to part with her, just stay." Lu Tianning didn't expect that his precious princess didn't react violently, and even asked for his opinion, so he hurriedly passed the sound transmission.

"You... from today onwards, you are no longer my apprentice, and I am no longer your master. Come here." A smile appeared on the corner of Lu Wuxian's mouth without a sound, but his voice was still extremely calm With a touch of emotion.Expelled from the teacher's family and then married into the palace, since he and her are not mentors and apprentices, then it is not considered a disorderly relationship.

In this way, it is considered not to violate one's own principles.

However, she didn't expect that Xiaobao suddenly raised his head after hearing her words.

"Yes, Master." After the child finished speaking, he stood up.

Just as Lu Wuxian was about to ask someone to take her to the East Palace to find another courtyard for a temporary stay, he noticed that there was something wrong with her expression.

Lu Wuwu hurriedly stood up and wanted to stop her, but Xiaobao turned and walked away without looking back, and disappeared from her sight in an instant.

"Little Treasure!" Lu Wuwu hurriedly chased out of the main hall, and saw that figure in the southeast, which was already ten miles away.

"Endless, hurry up!" Lu Tianning's voice came from behind.

Damn it, why did I forget that this child's single-minded mind can't turn around at all!Lu Wuxian chased after Yujian, while secretly cursing himself.

However, this child's temper has improved in recent years. When he used to play the trick of running away from home with himself, he could do the trick well enough, but now he just disappeared when he was upset.

Lu Wuwu tried his best, but the figure was getting farther and farther away from her, until it was getting dark and he could no longer be seen.

She froze in the air, a little confused.

Now, how should I find her?It's just that she doesn't even have one of her closest personal belongings!

By the way, post house.Lu Wuwu patted his head, turned around and flew back, and arrived at the post house when the sky was getting dark.

"Take me to Mu Changge's residence in Liuhe Guan." After entering the door, she said with a dark face.

This damn child, if I find her, I must beat her ass into a hundred petals, so that she still refuses to change her stubborn temper after so many years!

"Your Highness, this way." The old man was terrified and didn't know what happened, so he hurriedly led Lu Wuwu to the small courtyard.

After entering the main room, I saw the package next to the bed. Fortunately, the child's things are still here.

Picking up a piece of clothing inside and putting it on the tip of the sword, she pinched the person-finding tactic she had used more than ten years ago, but the clothes floated on the tip of the sword a few times before falling back down again.

It was only then that she remembered that this child's cultivation base was inexplicably much higher than her own, and she couldn't be found with this missing person formula.

Lu Wuwu, who was still full of confidence, suddenly felt at a loss.

Now... what to do.

Go to Liuhe Watch?Maybe, this kid has no other place to go, so he should go back, right?

Her eyes lit up again, she hurriedly picked up the package and left the post house, heading southeast.

From the point of view, the southeast is the direction of Liuhe Temple.

"For me to run so twice, little bear, I will make you look good after I catch you!" Lu Wuwu murmured.

When she arrived at Liuhe Temple, it was already close to noon, but she didn't find a trace of the child's undisguised aura.

"Luo Luo, have you seen Xiao Bao?" She was a little unwilling, and landed in Luo Luo's yard, kicking the door open.

"Be careful, you're going to die!" A scream made her startled.

The two lingering figures on the bed... I was so dizzy that I barged in without poking around first.

"Have you seen Xiaobao? The dead child disappeared after leaving me." Lu Wuwu closed the door and said with his back to the bed.

"Is she still alive? Still with you? I haven't seen her. She hasn't come back for four years since she went down the mountain. How is she now? Why hasn't she come back for so many years?" Only then did Luoluo notice that she was talking about Xiaobao , hurriedly calmed down her anger, and gave her the answer she least wanted.

"She... didn't come back last night..." Lu Wuwu's body froze.

Now, it is completely lost...

"You..." Luo Luo hurriedly put on some clothes and got off the bed, walking to her side.

"The Queen Mother wanted to choose a concubine for me, and this child got involved in a muddle-headed way. I wanted to say that expelling her from the teacher's school and marrying her into the palace, firstly, my principles were not broken, and secondly, I would not disappoint her." ,But……"

"But I only said half of what I said, and she ran away. Her cultivation was so high that I couldn't see through it. I... I lost her after chasing her." Lu Wuwu leaned against the door helplessly, his eyes darkened .

"It's all me. I always forget that she never listens to people saying what she doesn't like. It's because I care too much about this damn face. The world is so big. If she is determined to avoid me, I should How to find her..." Lu Wuwu's voice was choked with sobs, and she had no idea what to do now.

"She has no place to go other than here, so you can wait here. She may have found a place to relax. It's not that you didn't understand the child when she was stunned. Treat her to feel better, and she will definitely come back." Luo Luo was relieved that her good friend finally thought about it, but at the same time she was speechless. These two guys always have a lot of things to do when they get together, but seeing her so disappointed, she still couldn't help but speak out to comfort her.

"Well, you're right. She has only one family. Where else can she go? Even the baggage is in my hands. There is no money on her body. Where can she go? She doesn't even have the money to live in a hotel." Lu Wuxian's eyes lit up, he nodded hurriedly, opened the door, walked out of Luoluo's room, and ran back to his yard.

"This guy, he does bad things and good things all day long!" A very unhappy voice came from the bed.

"Little Treasure is still alive and well, and I've let go of my care. You're complaining about such a good thing? You're so dead-eyed!" Luo Luo became furious when she heard the voice. If it wasn't this guy, how could he lose face again!

"Huh...huh..." Just over two hundred miles away from Liuhe Guannan, Xiaobao finally stopped.

We have already reached the border of the three countries, and if we go one step further, we will leave this country.

However, this intense exhaustion was not as overwhelming as the sadness in his heart.

I saw her, but she said that she really didn't want her anymore.

Expelled from the teacher's door, that is, the meaning of never seeing you again.

This feeling made me feel even more hopeless than when I woke up from a coma and heard what she said that day.

Where else can I go?Every place I can think of is filled with her breath.She kicked herself out of the teacher's school, and even Liuhe Temple is no longer her home...

A huge sense of loss hit her heart overwhelmingly. Where is her home...?

Who else can she rely on?She curled herself up into a ball, but couldn't help but shed tears.

She doesn't want herself anymore, completely.

He was full of hope, hoping to see her again, but this time, in exchange for her saying that he was no longer her apprentice.

Even the last bit of relationship with her was cut off by her.

Xiao Bao really wanted to find a place to cry for three days and three nights. This feeling of suffocation was so uncomfortable that she wanted to die.

By the way, I still have something to do.After crying for two days, she suddenly thought of something.

I am the only blood of the former monarch of Yan Kingdom that day, and my name is Mu Changge, so who is the person named Mu Changge who is in power now!

Find something to do for yourself, it's better than thinking about her all the time now, thinking about her desperately.

Xiao Bao stood up, wiped away his tears, took out the stick and walked away.

One day, two days, three days, five days, ten days.

Lu Wuxiu became Shui Xinzi again, and lived in this small courtyard for ten days, and even helped his seniors give advice to their juniors.

But she still couldn't wait for the figure she was thinking of.

Instead, he waited for his mother's letter to let him go back to the palace, and there was something urgent.

"You go back. If she comes back, I will definitely stop her and tell her what you mean, and let her go back obediently and let you open her ass." Seeing that the palace servants were anxious to beg her, Luo Luo had no choice but to Bite the bullet and come to Lu Wuwu, and persuade him.

"Why do I feel that if I leave, she will never come back again..." Lu Wuwu's eyes were so empty that he couldn't see a trace of expression, and his voice was so hoarse that Luo Luo was very worried.

"No, she only has this one home in the world. Where else can she go? Maybe she hasn't thought about driving it yet. After a while, she will want to drive it back after ten days and a half months, at most half a year. You When she left last time, she came back to life within half a year." Although Luo Luo said so, she felt very uncertain.

The last time Lu Wuwu just said that he would not meet her, this time, the child only listened to half of what he said, but he damned kicked her out of the school.

Luo Luo also felt very uneasy.

"I believe you, I'll go back right away, if she comes back, you must tell her my original intention, tell her that I'm waiting for her in the palace!" Lu Wuwu stood up, looking straight at Luoluo.

"Well, I will." Luo Luo said boldly.

"Long live my emperor! Long live! Long live!" In front of him was the minister who had fallen to his knees.

He was dressed in brocade clothes painted with gold and silver, with a huge Sirius totem on his chest, and the Kunpeng covering the sky and the sun behind him.

After I killed that person's family, including the accomplices of the year, a total of 710 people, these people knelt in front of me, calling my majesty, saying that the sky has eyes, and that Xiao Xiao's generation will not be able to defeat the king who was destined for heaven after all. .

He opened his mouth and said with a smile on his face, "Your Excellencies, please be flat."

The author has something to say:

The bear temper of this dead boy, I'm falling! ! ! !

Why did you lose the chain at a critical moment! ! !

Your uncle! ! !

Seeing that we can be together, why the hell are you running away again! ! !

This temper! ! !Why didn't Lu Wuxian blow your ass off in the first place?! ! ! !

Even though time and experience have changed her, she is still her, especially the one who stimulates her is Lu Wuwu, who she can't keep calm at all.