How To Say I Love You

Five years later, at the awards ceremony of the Cannes International Film Festival, Xiao Jiashu won the Palme d'Or for his role as Jiuling in "Heart of the Machine".The character of Jiuling was inspired by a film he starred in in his early years, "Zerg War III", and the screenwriter of this film and the screenwriter of "Heart of the Machine" belong to the same person - Reiner, who is known as the gold medal screenwriter of Hollywood.

After watching 001 played by Xiao Jiashu, Reiner once said that he would definitely create a script for him, so after three years of revisions, the script finally took shape, with Ji Mian as the director and producer.

This movie tells that after the outbreak of the war between intelligent robots and humans, humans finally won and destroyed all intelligent robots in the world, leaving only Jiuling.In order to survive, Jiuling had to disguise himself as a human and wander around the city.He has experienced many things, some are absurd, some are ridiculous, some are very sad... His ending is regrettable, but the emotions he wants to express are deep in the heart.

After the film was released, the box office did not explode, and it could only be said that it did not make any money, and its performance was mediocre. However, it won a heavyweight international award for Xiao Jiashu a few months later.He picked up the heavy trophy to give a speech, and thanked his family, friends, and staff as always.

Fans are already used to the fact that he won the best actor award.Although he has only debuted for five years, he has already won some of the most important trophies in the country, and his rich resume is comparable to Ji Mian.He rarely accepts commercials and endorsements, and only concentrates on filming. Occasionally, he will be an investor and plan to make a few movies.The films he participated in or invested in are all high-quality products, and the quality and reputation are guaranteed.

His current achievements are all due to his strength.The fans felt very relieved and joked: [Our little sapling has grown into a towering tree, from now on we can also call him an international actor, hahaha...]

The fan was choked up as soon as he let out an old mother's laugh, because Xiao Jiashu thanked all the people who should be thanked slowly, and then raised the trophy to his lips and kissed him, saying affectionately: "I can get today's award." I have to thank one person for my achievements, that is my lover. He has accompanied me through countless winds and rains and witnessed many scenery. This trophy belongs to me as well as to him. Here I must say to him-I love you, thanks."

His scorching gaze was fixed on the audience, and the photographer followed his gaze to shoot, and the camera was aimed at Ji Mian.

[Fuck, I know English, so I'm sure Xiao Jiashu used he instead of she when talking about his lover!So his lover is a man? 】A fan felt that he might be hallucinating.Although she is a CP fan, she has imagined the scene of Xiao Jiashu and Teacher Ji being together countless times, but she never thought that this day would really come true.It's just because these two people are too frank, they never deliberately alienate each other because of rumors on the Internet, and even maintain a very friendly relationship with each other's family members.Ji Mian often plays golf with Xiao Qijie, and Xiao Jiashu also flies to America every other month to visit Ji's mother.

In this way, everyone was confused instead, and finally positioned their relationship as close friends like brothers.If they were really gay, the parents of both parties would have exploded in place long ago. How could they be as happy as they are now?

[Is it Teacher Ji?Xiao Jiashu must be talking about Teacher Ji, right?Look at Teacher Ji's expression! 】When the dream came true, the majority of fans were a little bit hesitant to believe it.

In the past five years, fans of Xiao Jiashu and Ji Mian have become one, and CP fans have occupied the absolute main position.Seeing that Mr. Ji was too old to get married, instead of urging him, they repeatedly told him to wait for Xiao Jiashu. It would be the best and most festive for them to hold a wedding together.In their hearts, they hope that these two people will be together, but they never say so.Reality is reality, imagination is imagination, they have always understood this truth.

But now, they felt as if they were dreaming, one and two covered their mouths and stared at each other, as if they had seen a ghost.

【Teacher Ji seems to be very surprised. Could it be him?I dare not look, my heartbeat and breathing almost stopped! ] A fan said in despair.

Ji Mian's expression was really surprised, he obviously didn't expect his lover to come out like this.Before going on stage to accept the award, Xiaoshu was in a calm mood and did not reveal any thoughts of coming out. Why did he suddenly confess his love?Did he know what effect it would have?How many people will reject them and criticize them?Xiaoshu has just won her first important international award, and after coming out of the closet, her acting path in the future will only become narrower and narrower.He's going down before he's reached the top, doesn't he understand?

How could Xiao Jiashu not know about Ji Mian's concerns?But he doesn't care.He turned to look at the big screen, pointed at Ji Mian's astonished face reflected on it, and smiled lightly: "The photographer found it very accurately, yes, this is my lover Ji Mian."

There was thunderous applause from the audience.Foreigners are always more open-minded than Chinese people, and they don't think it's a big deal to come out in public.Besides, these two people don't think about their own future at all, and others have no obligation to worry about them.

Ji Mian slowly put away his astonishment and smiled happily.He stood up and walked towards the stage, and stretched out his arms after a long distance, expressing his impulsive desire to hug his lover.Xiao Jiashu handed the trophy to the host, strode up to him and hugged him tightly.

Xiao Jiashu set a timetable for himself early in the morning.He only gives himself five years. After five years, no matter whether he can achieve the expected achievements or not, he will retreat behind the scenes, so that he can spend more time with Brother Ji.God knows how he missed Ji Ge when he rushed to the field to film alone, and how he survived those sleepless nights.He never thought that career would be more important than family.

Yes, he is such an unmotivated guy.Thinking of this, Xiao Jiashu laughed softly.

Ji Mian rubbed the back of his head, then kissed his cheek under the eyes of everyone, his eyes were full of undisguised passion.He fell in love with this unmotivated guy...

[Ahhh, it's really Teacher Ji! 】

[Seeing the picture of the two of them embracing each other, I die without regret! 】

[Pinch me quickly, tell me this is not my dream!Nima, I dreamed that Xiao Jiashu and Teacher Ji announced their coming out of the closet yesterday, did it come true today?So touched, I want to cry! 】

[I finally waited for you, but luckily I didn't give up!With so many fans of CP, this pair is my destiny! 】

[Look at the host, do you find it funny?I suddenly remembered the Academy Award ceremony five years ago. Could they have been together at that time? 】

Following the fan's guidance, everyone looked at the host standing in the corner, only to see him shrugging his shoulders helplessly holding up the trophy that no one cares about.Hello, have you hugged enough?If you have enough, just take the trophy down. After all, this is also the Palme d'Or. It has a high gold content, okay?

Ji Mian seemed to feel the host's helplessness, and kissed his lover's cheek again before taking the trophy.Xiao Jiashu put his hand on the back of his hand, held up the trophy and shook it together, smiling brightly.He had said long ago that he would announce to the world that Brother Ji was his favorite person, and now he has done it.

Ji Mian was taken aback for a moment, and his eyes suddenly became moist.

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The news that the two came out at the Cannes International Film Festival caused an uproar. Without being able to interview them personally, the domestic news media began to hunt down their relatives and friends.Every time Xue Miao was asked about this matter, she would throw out four words—no comment, and Shi Tingheng and others were also annoyed by reporters.

There were even bold reporters who went to interview Xiao Dingbang, but were cut off by the opponent's huge lineup of bodyguards, so they had to go to the golf course to surround Xiao Qijie.These years, Xiao Qijie has lived a very leisurely life. His biggest hobby is playing football. In the rest of the time, he grows flowers and plants, and occasionally goes to the cinema to watch a new movie made by his son or his ex-wife. His mind has calmed down, his body is also healthy, and he looks good not bad.

Seeing that the bodyguard almost got into a fight with the reporter, he lowered the car window and said coldly: "Before answering your questions, I will ask you a few questions. I am satisfied with your answers, and I will know everything without saying anything."

"If you have any questions, please tell me." The reporters rushed forward.

"First, my son has been eating rice from your family since he was a child? Second, who among you has been hurt by my son coming out of the closet? Third, my son has no heirs and you have planted them?" Xiao Qijie threw out three sentences .

The reporter was left speechless by the question, and then he laughed contemptuously, "My son has neither eaten your rice nor hurt anyone, what are you worrying about? We parents didn't speak, you have What qualifications do you have to judge them? Get in the car and leave!" The last sentence was said to the bodyguard.

Several bodyguards immediately closed the car door and walked away.Afterwards, the reporter posted this interview video on Weibo, intending to let everyone see how arrogant the Xiao family is, but it unexpectedly attracted a lot of praise.Xiao Dingbang retweeted the Weibo that night, and wrote: [The old man is mighty. ] Mr. Xiao has passed away, and now Xiao Qijie is the newest Mr. Xiao of the Xiao family, and it was he who tried his best to make Ji Mian come to express his condolences as a family member.It can be said that the love affair between Xiao Jiashu and Ji Mian has become an open secret of the Xiao family with his support.

Xue Miao also retweeted immediately, with a caption saying: [The old man finally did a human thing. 】

Although Xiu Changyu was a little reluctant, he still liked this Weibo, which was a disguised support for Xiao Qijie's approach.

The reporter was dumbfounded.He didn't expect the Xiao family to have such an attitude when he killed him.Hey, your son is out of the question, and he's gone forever. Why didn't you show any signs of it?Anyway, jump out and scold a few times!

Netizens feel that this family is simply too sensible.What Xiao Qijie said is correct, Xiao Jiashu neither ate your rice nor hurt anyone, the young couple lived their lives happily, who is in the way?The elders of both sides have no objections, and the fans have not jumped out to scold, who are you?

CP powder has played an extremely important role in this war without gunpowder.They guided public opinion, suppressed hot spots, diverted attention, and firmly suppressed this earth-shattering news. They didn't need the navy bought by Guan Shi and Guan Mian at all.

Of course, this also has a lot to do with the five-year scandal between Xiao Jiashu and Ji Mian.Their "suspected love affair" will make headlines or hot searches from time to time. People don't say they are tired of aesthetics, but they are used to it. Suddenly one day they are really together, and there is a sense of steadfastness.Well, well, they are together, so what?They were originally a couple, what's so strange about it?

So a strange situation appeared. Instead of expressing disgust for the combination of the two, the public was a little happy to hear it.The national CP is indeed a national CP, not just for fun.

When the heat of the news was about to fade, a certain host actually announced on Weibo that Ji Mian and Xiao Jiashu would join hands in her talk show, so please look forward to it.High acceptance does not mean that the public has no curiosity about the relationship between the two, so this program has received unprecedented attention.

In the dressing room, Xiao Jiashu is carefully adjusting the tie for Ji Mian.Over the years, he has slowly learned how to take care of Brother Ji from the side receiving care, and he feels quite happy about it.Add clothes to Brother Ji when it's cold, and reduce clothes to Brother Ji when it's hot. Every once in a while, he cooks a big meal for Brother Ji to replenish his body, not to mention nourishing him in small days.

Ji Mian didn't say anything, just looked at him silently, with gentle eyes.

"What are you looking at?" Xiao Jiashu glared at him blushing.

"What are you looking at?" Ji Mian smiled shortly.

"Look again, look again and I'll eat you!" Xiao Jiashu hugged Brother Ji's head and gnawed wildly, smiling brightly.

Ji Mian immediately hugged his slender waist, kissed back deeply, and stuck his tongue into his mouth to suck the sweet juice.

Fang Kun, who opened the door and came in, turned a blind eye and said: "Okay, it's time, come, have a few sips of ice water first." Five years is enough for him to develop a strong heart and skilled business.Having said that, he originally thought that coming out this time would definitely set off a public opinion war, but he didn't expect the public's reaction to be normal, but those CP fans were crying for more than half a month.Oh, don't get me wrong, they're not sad, they're so happy.

"Okay, it's time to play." Ji Mian drank half a bottle of ice water, but saw his lover's cheeks were bulging, and he refused to swallow with a sip of water. He suddenly laughed, "Don't come near me, I know what you are going to do."

Xiao Jiashu shook his head and asked him what he wanted to do with his eyes.

"You want to feed me water mouth to mouth, right?" Ji Mian was extremely helpless, but he still leaned over and kissed the water from Xiaoshu's mouth.Falling in love with a guy who is always mischievous is this kind of experience, every day is helpless, and every day is very happy.

Xiao Jiashu smacked his ruddy lips and smiled triumphantly.

Fang Kun lowered his head and supported his forehead, thinking to himself: It's okay, I've been used to being abused for five years, at least this bowl of dog food is the golden supreme dog food that CP fans say, not everyone can eat it.Nima, what a fart!It's almost time to broadcast and you are still tired of crooked, believe it or not, I will split you with a chainsaw?

Thinking of this, he immediately walked over, and it took a lot of effort to tear off the little ancestor Xiao Jiashu from Ji Mian.But soon Ji Mian took the initiative to stick to it again, and kissed Xiao Jiashu's cheek before the camera caught the backstage.

The host seemed to have seen this scene, and immediately said: "It seems that our guests can't wait any longer, and now we invite them to come on stage."

Amid the cheers of the audience, the two walked to the front of the stage and sat down.The host cut to the chase and said, "So you two are lovers, right?"

"No." Xiao Jiashu shook his head.

Most of the audience at the scene were fans of the two. They immediately fell silent when they heard this, and looked at each other with expressions of extreme disappointment and extreme panic.Damn, don't tell them that Xiao Jiashu regrets coming out, and now he wants to use the talk show to clarify, but they will never admit it!

Xiao Jiashu raised his right hand and said with a smile, "We are partners and have received a marriage certificate."

Ji Mian raised his left hand and clasped his ten fingers. The same style of wedding rings worn by the two on their ring fingers was photographed by the director and uploaded to the big screen behind them.

"Ahhhhhhh..." The audience in the audience didn't know how to react, they covered their mouths and screamed, panic and disappointment were replaced by excitement.They just said, Xiao Jiashu loves Teacher Ji so much, how could he go back on his word!

The host stared at the two rings in astonishment, and sighed, "It's really a wedding ring! Some netizens picked it up before, but I couldn't believe it."

"Because there are very few two men who dare to wear wedding rings on their hands, right?" Xiao Jiashu laughed triumphantly, "Seeing you guessing, we are actually quite happy."

Ji Mian gave a short laugh, his eyes were gentle and doting.

The audience was heartbroken by the interaction between the two, and waved helplessly: "Just be happy!"

The host had known for a long time that the two were very close, but after getting close to her, she was even more surprised to find that they loved each other more than she imagined. Their eyes were full of love, and their words were full of warmth. And pass that deep sense of happiness to those around you.

She couldn't help asking curiously, "When did you fall in love?"

Xiao Jiashu was stunned, then blushed, and said vaguely, "I don't know, I fell in love without knowing it." He would not tell these people that he only found out that he fell in love with Brother Ji after having a sexual dream. .

Ji Mian held his lover's hand, wanted to laugh but held back, recalled for a while and said: "I really can't remember the exact time when we fell in love, because it was a natural thing. But it was the first time I noticed Xiaoshu's Existence is in the process of filming "The Apostle."

"Oh? What made you notice him?" The host asked with wide-eyed eyes, while the audience pricked up their ears.They love to hear the little-known behind-the-scenes stories.

Xiao Jiashu turned to look at Brother Ji with a very curious expression.

Ji Mian glanced at him with a smile, and continued: "At that time, he was still a young rookie who didn't know anything. When he was filming, he acted in his true colors and had no acting skills. But he himself didn't think that way, and often told people around him that he had acting skills. great."

Xiao Jiashu covered his face, his ears slowly turned red.God, he almost forgot that he still has such a dark history.

"What happened next?" the host asked.

"Later, I couldn't stand it any longer, and wondered if I should teach him what real acting is, and let him face himself. So in the next filming, I put all my heart into it, and he was really scared by me. I can't get back to my senses for a long time. To be honest, it is very inappropriate for me to do this. It is a pressure to describe it in jargon. For an actor who has just debuted, mentality is very important. Once the mentality is suppressed, I will feel unconfident and even fearful about the next shooting. I am an old actor, and I try my best to suppress a newcomer’s scene. His mentality may collapse, so I immediately regretted it. I thought that after NG, I must Find a time to have a good talk with Xiaoshu, and guide him in the right way."

"Then you talked? You found out that he has great potential, so you paid more and more attention?" The host took it for granted.

"No, there is no conversation." Ji Mian waved his hand, "Xiaoshu's mentality has not collapsed, he was just stunned for a few seconds before I brought him into the scene, trembling and convulsing like the real Ling Feng because of drug addiction. At that time, I put With him in my arms, I could feel his body shaking slightly, and then my shoulders were wet, that was him crying silently. At that moment, I couldn't think about anything, I just followed his reaction The action that Ling Tao should have. This is a big scene, very difficult, but we didn't take an NG once, and the filming was finished smoothly. Later I went to watch the replay and found that Xiaoshu performed better than I expected , his expression, his limbs, and his eyes are exactly what Ling Feng should be. At that moment, my heart beat violently, and I said to myself—this is a very amazing little newcomer , his future is limitless."

Having said that, Ji Mian showed a proud look.

Xiao Jiashu covered his flushed cheeks with his palms, peeking at Brother Ji through his fingers, his eyes were wet.Speaking of the past, Ji Ge's tone is so gentle and proud, as if his success is also his success.Xiao Jiashu didn't feel that Ji Ge's way of pressing the show was too much. Without Ji Ge's guidance, he would never be able to stand on the stage now.

The audience applauded extremely warmly, and the host couldn't sit still anymore, and said excitedly, "So you don't know each other?"

"Forget it, at that time I actually had a lot of misunderstandings about Xiaoshu. I thought he was naive, but later I found out that he was just too pure; I thought he was arrogant, but then I found out that he was just too straightforward. In order to practice acting, He was wandering outside for several days. Many people edited his experience and made it into a meme, praising him for being cute, but behind the cuteness, what I saw was his hard work. People who work hard are cute, so Gradually, he became the cutest one in my heart."

Xiao Jiashu couldn't take it anymore, and groaned and leaned back on the chair.

Ji Mian touched his head with a gentle smile.

The host covered his chest and sighed: "Oh my god, I should have brought a few bottles of blue medicine to host the show. I feel that my blood tank is almost empty, and I was abused by you. Single dogs are really not suitable for interviewing you, and you will be punished." Ten thousand points of damage."

The audience in the audience burst into laughter, some even burst into tears.This couple is so sweet and happy, talking about the past is so sweet.

"Now that I've talked about it, I'll reveal a few more secrets to you." Ji Mian seemed to be in high spirits, and continued, "When filming "Wild Adventurer", I had shirtless shots in the first four episodes. I always get dressed, do you know why?"

"Why?" The host leaned forward slightly, feeling that this topic would be more exciting.

Xiao Jiashu touched his lower back subconsciously, then lowered his head and supported his forehead.What happened to Brother Ji today, talking so much?

Fang Kun, who was standing in the background, smiled coldly, and thought: After holding back for so long, I can finally sprinkle dog food wantonly, how could Ji Mian let this opportunity pass?Mensao people are so scary!

The audience in the audience whispered and whispered, and finally a die-hard fan recalled the truth and shouted loudly, "Tattoos! The tattoos in "Running All the Way!"

Only then did everyone suddenly realize.That's right, Ji Mian had a lot of tattoos drawn on his body at that time, and the three English letters XJS were written in cursive script on the part near his chest, which was hidden in the layers of lines and was not conspicuous, but it was still caught by sharp-eyed netizens after all. Find.The netizen posted a post, saying that the three letters XJS must be the abbreviation of "Xiao Jiashu", and Ji Mian was expressing his love to Xiao Jiashu in a disguised form.But there were too many similar rumors, and they were quickly dismissed.

Looking at it now, this netizen is simply Detective Conan, who discovered Ji Mian and Xiao Jiashu's adultery so early on, the truth is indeed only in the hands of a few people!

Ji Mian pointed to his left chest, but his gaze was always on his lover, and he said slowly, "Yes, XJS, Xiao Jiashu, I have already engraved the name of the person I love most on my heart and announced it to everyone."

The fans in the audience collapsed, covering their faces, screaming and laughing enviously.

Xiao Jiashu picked up the microphone and said, "I also carved a mark, but I won't tell you where it is." The two looked at each other, and laughed lightly, with tender expressions on their faces.

After the broadcast of this program, it caused a great sensation. After many, many years, some people still took out the video and watched it continuously, with sweet smiles.How loving they were at the beginning, how happy they are now, five years, ten years, 20 years, until they get old... Everyone has changed, only they remain the same.

The author has something to say:

It's finally over, thank you for your support, and see you in the next book.

The next book will be Romance, maybe, I'm not sure yet.

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