How To Say I Love You

Xiao Jiashu remembers that when he was very young, his father actually loved him very much. He would often take him out to play, and would hold him in his arms and gently pat him to sleep peacefully.But all the good memories came to an abrupt end when he was ten years old. When he returned home, his father never saw him, and sent him abroad after a while.

From then on, there was only his mother in his life, no father, and all trivial matters were handled by the assistant, and the assistant would contact him once in a long time, and he didn't care about his current situation.All he needs to know is that he is alive.

Later, his brother also sent an assistant, and Xiao Jiashu's life gradually improved.He began to adapt to everything abroad, thinking that he must study hard, be admitted to a top university, and go back to China in a good time, so that his father can see that he can actually be a son that he can be proud of.

But what did he get in the end, and what did the mother get?

Xiao Jiashu rarely resents a person, but now, he can't suppress his negative feelings.He sent Xiao Dingbang to the door, but he didn't even look at Xiao Qijie, "Big brother, you are my big brother for the rest of my life." He hugged Xiao Qijie hard, his eyes moist.

"Well," Xiao Dingbang gently stroked his head, with a low voice, "Little tree, take good care of yourself, and come back to see your elder brother when you are free. No matter how difficult things are, just come to me, and you don't have to be afraid of anything. As long as I am, there will be you and Aunt Xue, and you will always be my relatives."

Xiao Jiashu nodded repeatedly, and then buried his head on his elder brother's shoulder, borrowing his suit jacket to quietly wipe away his tears.

Xiao Dingbang looked down at him, and finally laughed briskly, his younger brother is still so cute.No one knew how complicated his emotions were when Aunt Xue put him in his arms when he was born.Almost instantly, he fell in love with this inconceivably tender child, but he didn't dare to approach him because of his dead mother.He tried his best to treat him as a stranger, but he would always trot behind his ass with his fat and short legs, calling his brother sweetly in a baby voice.

His heart was almost melted by him, and he wanted to hug him and kiss him so that he could show a carefree smile.But he couldn't, he couldn't forget his mother's pale face when she died, let alone her eyes that couldn't be closed no matter what.So he almost lost him. When he was sent back by the police with bruises all over his body, he knew what regret was at that moment, but regret is just the most useless thing in the world. A miss is a miss, and he can never get it back.

If time can go back, he will definitely accompany him to grow up, hug him up, rub his black hair, kiss his flushed face, and tell him: "Brother is here, brother Love you."

Time flies, 20 years have passed in a blink of an eye, his younger brother has grown up, but he no longer needs his protection.Sometimes Xiao Dingbang even wondered, could it be because of the indifference and absence of himself and his father that he easily fell in love with a man?He needs a role in his life that can be both a brother and a father.The reason why he came to this point, isn't it his indifferent brother and hypocritical and heartless father who should be most responsible?

Xiao Dingbang felt regretful and painful, but he had no right to interfere with his younger brother's life.The younger brother needs such a person to fill in the regrets and shortcomings of the past, so fill it up, as long as he feels happy.

"Don't be sad, brother will come to see you when he is free. Is the pocket money enough? Brother will call you if you don't have enough. If you want to make a movie, just tell me. I will invest in you, and you can tell me what role you want. I'll help you make connections. Although my brother hasn't set foot in the entertainment industry, he still has a lot of friends. How about this, my brother will help you open an entertainment company, and you can be your own boss, okay?" Xiao Dingbang was rambling on, wishing he could Give my younger brother all the care and love that has been lost for 20 years.

He hugged him tightly and rubbed his hair gently, unwilling to let go for a long time.Among all the people, Xiaoshu is the most innocent one, but he has suffered the most unfair treatment. As long as he thinks about how he has lived in the past 20 years, Xiao Dingbang will feel distressed.

Xiao Jiashu shook his head and said in a muffled voice, "Pocket money is enough. I live with Brother Ji. All expenses are paid by Brother Ji. I have no place to spend money. I don't use the 5000 million you gave me last time." It's over, there are still 4000 million left. I'm making a low-budget movie, and I can't spend a lot of money. After I make money, I can give my brother a dividend. In fact, Brother Ji's connections in the entertainment industry are not bad. What role do I want to play? Just say it, it’s too tiring to run an entertainment company, I’m too lazy to take care of it, Brother Ji also has a few entertainment companies, and they are doing very well, so I won’t compete with him for business. Brother, it’s true that you often come to see me, usually Remember to call me more often. When you are abroad, you only come to see me once every two or three months, and I will always miss you very much."

Nine of the younger brother's ten sentences are inseparable from Ji Mian, which made Xiao Dingbang feel very distressed.But he can also feel that his younger brother is very attached to and trusts Ji Mian.If I can treat my younger brother better, care about him and love him, and stop being busy with business all the time, I am afraid that my younger brother will not be attracted to people like Ji Mian, right?

Children's growth is closely related to their living environment, Xiao Dingbang finally believed this sentence.So he has no right to blame his younger brother, let alone Ji Mian.

"Okay, big brother calls you every day, and I come to see you when I'm free." Patting his younger brother on the head, and wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, Xiao Dingbang reluctantly let him go, and put Ji Mian Called to the side to speak, "Since Aunt Xue has agreed to your matter, I have no right to object. Xiaoshu is serious about you, how about you?"

"Of course I'm serious." Ji Mian said cautiously.

"For Xiaoshu, love is a lifetime thing. Since you are with him, treat him well, otherwise I will not let you go." Xiao Dingbang stared straight at Ji Mian.

"Brother, don't worry, Xiaoshu and I are already married." Ji Mian raised his hand, showing his wedding ring.

Xiao Dingbang stared at the ring, wanting to chop off Ji Mian's hand for a while, but feeling relieved for a while.After going through bouts of sourness, he finally nodded slowly, "When you get married, live a good life. You and Xiaoshu are both actors, and you often cooperate with each other. Take care of him."

"Of course." Ji Mian looked at Xiaoshu and smiled softly, "Xiaoshu is the most important person in my life, I can't lose him."

Xiao Dingbang stared at him for a long time, then walked towards his probing younger brother, hugged him vigorously, let him go after a few minutes, and hurried away.Xiao Qijie had been standing not far away looking at the three of them, with longing and guilt in his eyes, but he didn't dare to approach them.He knew that there was no place for him to stand there.

There were a lot of idlers on the set, and I thought I would witness a big fight, but unexpectedly Xiao Qijie and Xiao Dingbang went in aggressively, but came out disheveled.Xiao Dingbang also hugged Xiao Jiashu for a long time. During the period, he touched his head and slapped his back. His posture was closer than any brother, and it didn't look like the relationship was broken.

"What's the matter, are you not tearing up?" A young actor asked in a low voice.

No one answered him. It's best not to spread these things indiscriminately on the set, otherwise some people will make a big fuss, and they will be miserable.

Liu Yilei disappeared behind the crowd, carefully observing Xiao Dingbang and Ji Mian who were standing and talking together, with a somewhat surprised expression on their faces.He thought that even if they didn't fight, they would be at war, and Xiao Jiashu would be taken away and placed under house arrest. It would be difficult to get involved in the entertainment circle in the future.But nothing happened now, Xiao Dingbang is very friendly to Ji Mian, even with a hint of pleading in his eyes, something must have happened in the lounge just now, otherwise the situation would not be so weird.

Thinking of this, Liu Yilei walked out, ready to test the tone of Xiao's father and son.But as soon as Xiao Qijie saw him, his pale face turned livid, and he left with a cold glance, not wanting to talk to him at all.

"Brother Xiao, do you have time to have a meal together later?" Liu Yilei's expression was slightly embarrassed.

"No time." Xiao Dingbang felt annoyed even to look at him one more time, hugged his younger brother again, and left reluctantly.

"What's wrong with Uncle Xiao and Brother Xiao?" Liu Yilei pretended to be puzzled, and then smiled, "Xiao Jiashu, I forgot to tell you that my father and your father were very good friends before they were alive. My mother and I survived smoothly thanks to Brother Xiao’s care, thank you so much.”

"Really? I went abroad when I was ten years old, so I don't know much about these things." Xiao Jia bark poked at him with a smile, "But as far as I know, your mother and my father have a better relationship, right? If you If you want to be my father's son, you go directly to him, what's the matter with blackmailing my mother?" Hua Luo dragged Ji Mian away.

It took Liu Yilei a while to react, and immediately called his mother, "Mom, I just asked you to disclose the news that Xiao Jiashu is gay to Uncle Xiao, and I didn't let you release those black materials, why did you do unnecessary things? Xiao Jiashu and Xue Miao seem to already know about your relationship with Uncle Xiao!"

Chen Manni smiled casually, "So what if you know? If the relationship hadn't been completely broken, Qijie and Xue Miao could divorce? When will I wait until I don't deal with her now? Don't worry, the Xiao family won't care about her mess .”

If Xue Miao hadn't been a hindrance, she would have married Xiao Qijie a long time ago.She has hated Xue Miao for more than 20 years, and she will easily give up wherever she has the opportunity to step on her feet.She originally wanted to sell the news about Xiao Jiashu and Ji Mian to the media, but after thinking about it carefully, she gave up.Xiao Jiashu is different from Xue Miao. After all, he is a descendant of the Xiao family. Whether Mr. Xiao will abandon him after such a scandal is a matter of debate, but it is certain to suppress the news and thoroughly investigate the person who broke the news.

The Xiao family couldn't tolerate scandals, but they also couldn't tolerate being criticized by outsiders.A big family like theirs that still retains a strong inheritance, attaches great importance to the descendants of the genealogy, and will definitely not just ignore it.Besides, Liu Yilei and Xiao Jiashu were working in the same crew, and there was a competitive relationship. This matter was revealed by Chen Tian. The old man is such a shrewd person. After thinking about it, how can he not know who is doing the tricks?She hasn't entered the Xiao's family yet, so naturally she doesn't dare touch the descendants of the Xiao family, let alone tarnish the reputation of the Xiao family.

After all, she is different from Xue Miao. She is an internationally renowned artist with fame and status. She is a perfect match with Xiao Qijie. She has a great hope of marrying into Xiao's family, while Xue Miao is just a low-level actor.

"But won't Xiao Dingbang investigate the events of the year? If he finds out, we will be finished!" Liu Yilei was always worried.

"No way? He hates Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu so much, can he believe what they say? Xue Miao is the culprit who killed his mother!"

"Heh, you have been hypnotized for more than 20 years, and you have hypnotized yourself, don't you? Do you really think that Xue Miao is the third party?" Liu Yilei laughed angrily.

Only then did Chen Manni panic, but she quickly calmed down again, "Don't worry, son, your Uncle Xiao and I have done a good job of keeping secrets. We only get together abroad, and no one will find out. Even if they want to investigate, can they still Go abroad to collect evidence? It’s okay, don’t think about it.”

"How can I not think about it? You don't even know how much Xiao Dingbang values ​​​​Xiao Jiashu!" Liu Yilei didn't bother to talk to his mother, and directly pressed the phone.He always thought that Xiao Dingbang didn't care about Xiao Jiashu, that's why he threw him abroad for ten years, but just now, when he saw the scene of him embracing Xiao Jiashu repeatedly and being reluctant to let go for a long time, he suddenly overturned everything before. guess.

Xiao Dingbang posted on Weibo several times to support Xiao Jiashu not for the face of the Xiao family, but out of love for his younger brother.Otherwise, he would not show such a reluctant expression, let alone compromise with Ji Mian.If he hadn't loved to the extreme and only cared about Xiao Jiashu's happiness, would he have violated the traditional education he had received for a long time and agreed to two men being together?

The more Liu Yilei thought about it, the more flustered she became, and she always felt that this matter would not end easily like that.He turned on the phone and found that the sailors purchased by his mother had already brought the rhythm into full play, and some people kept breaking the news that Xiao Qijie and Xiao Dingbang had rushed to Datong Studios overnight to meet Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu, as if they were about to tear it apart.

Who doesn't like to watch big dramas from wealthy families? Sensational titles such as "Actress Steals a Man and Leaves Her House" and "The Rape and the Son Marry and Have a Child" are exactly what the audience likes to hear the most.They can't wait to dig into all the details to satisfy their desire for voyeurism and hatred of the rich.

Chen Manni originally only wanted to bring down Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu, but now the situation is completely out of control, and almost the whole people are trapped in this ethical drama, and every piece of news will attract a huge amount of hits.Major domestic and international news cannot conceal the enthusiasm of these revelations. It can be said that Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu have been pushed to the forefront in one fell swoop, and they will soon be drowned by the saliva of the people of the whole country.

Liu Yilei clicked on the breaking news post, and the comments below were all insulting Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu, but he didn't feel happy at all, on the contrary, he was a little scared.If things were reversed, how intense the anger of the people would be... He shook his head, not daring to think about the consequences.

In the speeding car, Xiao Dingbang said in a deep voice, "My grandfather and I will attack Chen Manni, you can figure it out yourself."

"I don't care about them." Xiao Qijie said in a depressed tone, "I choose Miaomiao and Xiaoshu this time."

He was wrong, he should have chosen to protect them from the beginning, instead of letting Chen Manni do whatever she wanted just to appease Chen Manni.But what Miaomiao fell in love with was the dedicated man who missed his dead wife and was unhappy, not the real Xiao Qijie, how dare he let her discover his true face?Over the years, while trying hard to play the man Miaomiao loves, he was panicking behind his back, for fear of revealing a flaw.He is so partial to Dingbang, why is there no element of acting?Every time he saw Chen Manni, his heart felt like a thorn in his heart, but the thorn couldn't be pulled out because the other party had so much evidence in his hand.If she was completely removed, he couldn't guarantee whether she would go to Miaomiao and say something.

No one knew how tired he was, and this tiredness reached its peak on the day Xiaoshu was kidnapped.He was attending Chen Manni's concert at the time, and the phone was muted, and Miaomiao was still not accepted by the Xiao family, and had no right to speak at all.When the kidnappers extorted a ransom of [-] million yuan from her, she couldn't find her husband or stepson, so she had to go to the old house for help.

But before the old man could say anything, the brothers at the bottom started arguing, because the big house didn't have that much savings, so they had to borrow from the other houses or transfer the company's working capital to redeem him.Who wants to suffer this loss?This quarrel lasted for several hours, and the kidnapper who got no response pulled out ten of Xiaoshu's toenails and sent them back to the old house.

When he got home, he happened to see Miaomiao fainted on the ground, clutching the opened bloody box tightly in his hand.He was going crazy at the time, but he couldn't save anything. His wife and son seemed to have left him overnight.

Later, Xiaoshu was rescued by the police, and when he saw him covered in bruises, he would think of the hours when he disappeared, Miaomiao's heartbroken face, and the box full of toenails...so he was afraid The huge sense of guilt made him dare not look into that child's eyes anymore, because looking at him, he would think of his own incompetence and failure of responsibility.

He sent him away, hoping he would get better, not knowing that this would only push his wife and children farther than they could reach anyway.Because of this kidnapping, he had another handle in Chen Manni's hands, so he didn't dare to leave her easily, so when Xiaoshu's fever persisted, he had to go to celebrate Chen Manni's son's birthday... And then it became another One handle, and then there are countless handles...

He just took a wrong step, but he slid inch by inch towards the abyss. The so-called wrong step is probably the same?Thinking of this, Xiao Qijie slowly leaned back on the chair, two lines of bitter tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.

Xiao Dingbang just glanced at his father who was in great pain, and didn't care too much.Who in this world does not make mistakes?But if you make a mistake but can't bear it, it's despicable.

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After seeing off his eldest brother and father, Xiao Jiashu returned to the lounge to continue comforting his mother. Ji Mian wanted to accompany him, but received several emails.After reading through Liu Yilei's thoughts all the scandalous things he had done, Ji Mian immediately asked his subordinates to investigate.The time, place, and person are all clear. You only need to follow the vines to touch the melon. This kind of thing is not easy for professionals.The black material they obtained not only included videos, but also photos, testimonies, audio recordings, etc., each of which was more explosive than the other.

After making sure that Xiaoshu and Xue Miao were in stable moods and that Uncle Xiu was taking care of them, Ji Mian went to talk to Liu Yilei.

"I know that you and Chen Manni are the ones who leaked the scandal about Aunt Xue on the Internet. I will not interfere in this matter, because Aunt Xue can handle it by herself, and Xiao Dingbang and the Hong family will not let you off easily. I want to make sure of one thing," Ji Mian sat down opposite Liu Yilei, and said slowly, "You won't jump over the wall in a hurry to block the knife with a small tree."

"Mr. Ji, why can't I understand what you are talking about?" Liu Yilei's breathing was slightly stagnant, but he smiled gently on his face.Xue Miao and Xiao Dingbang both know?Even the Hong family will make a move?How could this matter become such a big deal?Damn, who can find him and his mother in such a short period of time?Who in a normal person would doubt an artist who has never been in touch with Xiao Qijie in private?

"You will understand after reading this." Ji Mian put the phone on the table and clicked on the video, "This is a sea and land feast. It was just banned the year before last, so you should be familiar with it."

How could Liu Yilei be unfamiliar?He has attended this banquet every year since his debut.In the video, a pool party is being held, and a lot of scantily clad women are wriggling in front of the camera, and he is sitting closest to the camera, smoking drugs with an ecstatic expression on his face.A woman in a bikini threw herself on his back, and he turned his head and kissed that person, undoing her belt skillfully with both hands...

Many people gathered around and applauded and screamed, so he went mad under the pressure of drugs, and the scene was unsightly.

Liu Yilei finally couldn't maintain his gentle mask, and asked in cold sweat, "Mr. Ji, what do you want?" These videos have long been erased by some big shots, so why did they fall into Ji Mian's hands?But he didn't have time to think about it at all, he just wanted to get this matter over with.

Due to policy changes, the high-level supervision of the entertainment industry has become more and more stringent, and the slogan of "zero tolerance" has been put forward, and drug use is precisely the most among them.If the video goes viral, he will be finished.

"Drug addiction is hard to get rid of. If I'm not wrong, are you still smoking? Once this video is released, do you think the police will take you for a urine test?" Ji Mian said in a calm tone, as if he was chatting with Liu Yilei As usual, "Aunt Xue will respond soon. You and your mother will be ruined this time. You can guess the relationship between me and Xiaoshu. If you are cornered, you will probably let me go." The news of the two diverted the attention of the public. To tell you the truth, Xiaoshu and I have not concealed our thoughts for the rest of our lives, and we will come out sooner or later, but our relationship can only be announced by ourselves and cannot be used by an outsider. In a worse situation, you should know what to say and what not to say?"

The hammer hits one after another, making Liu Yilei dizzy.He licked his lips and said shyly, "You said Xue Miao was going to deal with me and my mother, how should I deal with it?"

"Your mother and Xiao Qijie's matter, do you really think others can't find it?" Ji Mian smiled sarcastically, "Your scandal is not limited to this one, I still have a lot of black material in my hand, I can tell you as much as the public wants to know." How much to put, you can weigh it yourself." Hua Luo put away the phone and turned to leave.

Liu Yilei wanted to catch up and ask for clarification, but as soon as he got out of the lounge, he found that there were many people around him, so he could only stand there stiffly.He was so upset and sweated like a waterfall, he didn't know what to do for a while.The comments on the Internet have been heated up by his mother to the extreme. Once the situation is reversed, the impact on his mother will be almost devastating.But there is still room for him to stand up, as long as the black material in Ji Mian's hands is not exposed...

In just a split second, Liu Yilei made the decision to abandon his mother.