[Ghost Extermination] Black shark

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I think this is mostly out of anger, and I just think he has been hit too hard and wants to clean himself up.But then I went to him at night for several months, but he never paid me any attention.The lights in the room were not turned on, and he didn’t make a sound when I called him, as if he was dead—but he was clearly still alive, right in front of me, in this room separated by a curtain. lying down.

I sang to him, but he didn't respond at all.As I said before, I would sing to him every time I met. Although I didn’t see his face and it was only a one-sided meeting, I still persisted and persisted.

For three months in a row, he ignored me all the time.Sometimes the nights were so quiet that I thought he was dead, but there was a little imperceptible life in the room that told me he was alive.

"Are you really ignoring me?"

"Talk to me."

"Hello—are you still alive?"

"Wu Miyueyan, are you—still—in—?"

He really drove me away.

"I'm leaving? I'm really leaving!"

"..."

"I am leaving."

Before I left, I said to him one last time, "I won't let you die."

I pretended to dive into the sea, but actually hid behind a big rock.I kept waiting, waiting... But the sun was about to rise, and he didn't come out to take a look.

I stare at the sun as it rises from the sea.Whether it is the sky or the sea, they are all shining in layers, as if they are about to burn.This is the second time I shed tears because of the sunrise, and the crystal beads fell on my hands, like another little sun.I have three suns, one rising, one in my hand, and one with him.

This is also for you.

I threw the little sun in my hand forward, it knocked the door curtain out of shape, and finally fell into the house through the gap, fell to the ground, rolled forward for a while, and finally stopped moving.

So it fell into silence again.

so be it.

I turned and dived into the sea.

I didn't go to him after that.Is he alive or dead?I have no idea.Maybe it has recovered, maybe it has been buried, maybe it is the same as before, with good and bad sickness.

Sometimes I think badly: so what if he is still alive?No matter how long he lived, it was only a hundred years, and I was different.I am not a human being, and my life is too long to see the end. He is just a scratch in my life, but now the imprint is a little deeper, but one day it will fade away, so sooner or later difference, the result is the same.

But I am not reconciled, why?He wants to live so much, why should he die?I miss him so much, why should he drive me away?

——I want him to live, but he cannot die!

After a year, I'm going to see him again.

Is there any panacea for immortality, mermaid meat—am I not a mermaid?

I can't cut meat for him to eat, it hurts too much.But I found a lot of medicine and burned it with my blood.I have bled a lot this year, almost draining all the blood on my body, and finally only a jar the size of a palm is left.

Enough is enough, the dying person can come back to life after drinking this jar of blood, and even if he can't cure his illness, he can still hold his life forcibly, as long as he survives.

But I didn't expect it to be like this.

Fire, fire, fire—fire, hot fire.The house was charred black, and the ground was covered with burning logs.

There was no human breath in the house.

how so

"Ah, you can't..."

"Ah, you can't..."

"Go, go! Ah Xiao, don't die, live!"

The firelight overlapped with the memory, and I had a terrible headache, but I couldn't care less about it.If he was still alive, if he was still lying on the hospital bed, if he couldn't move... He didn't want to die, he didn't want to die!

For the first time I turned a fish tail into a human leg.The first time I walked on land with two legs, I was not used to it, I stumbled, but I couldn't care less.I struggled to walk into the fire, trembling all over - I had an inexplicable resistance and fear to the fire.But it's only me, and only I can save him.

When they finally got to the house, a scorched man was lying on the ground.I walked over and touched him lightly, my hands were covered in blood.I pushed his hair back and saw an unfamiliar face.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

But where is he?Who is this person?Did he escape?he……

A hand pierced my belly, a cold hand that was nothing like the firelight—as cold as the sunless deep sea.

"Didn't you go? Go, don't come back."

"Why are you coming back? Are you going to see if I'm dead? Are you coming back to make fun of me?"

"As I said, you can just pretend that I've been alive. Why do you come back? Do you want me to die then?"

"It's all a lie! No one wants me to live... No one wants me to live! I'm the only one who wants to live."

"I'm going to live forever."

What he said, I couldn't hear clearly, my ears were buzzing, and my eyes were dark, I could only see his shadow vaguely.He pulled his hand out of my body, and blood spurted out from the hole in my abdomen, as much blood as I had drained last year, all spurted out, burned into gas by the fire, and wasted.

I fell to the ground, all pictures were gone, all sounds were gone.

So hot... so painful... so uncomfortable...

"Ah Xiao, you can't go to land."

"Ah Xiao, don't tell humans your identity."

"Ah Hau, you can't learn to love."

"Ah Xiao, you can't... die."

When I was young, my sister hugged me tightly, and I buried my head in her chest. My head was blank, my eyes were dry, and I could not shed tears.

"Sister, why, why? Why did they kill Mom and Dad, why did they take everyone away..."

My sister hugged me tighter again, her original beautiful voice was hoarse by the thick smoke, and she was a little hysterical when she spoke: "Because we are mermaids. Take a whip to us, make us cry, and the tears we shed will change Turning them into valuable beads can make them rich; cutting us with a knife, bleeding our blood, and eating our flesh can keep them in their present state forever without fear of death."

"But we don't want to die either. Why do they want us to die when they want to live?"

"Ah Hau, there are not so many reasons in the world, the result is like this, that's how it is."

"Sister, I don't want to die..."

"It's okay, it's okay, Ah Xiao. You are different, you will survive, be obedient."

We moved away from the fire a little bit, but Ruya still chased after him.Finally, my sister hid me and swam in another direction.

"Ah Xiao, you have to live."

She walked away without looking back.

I also survived.

Sister, it hurts so bad... Sister, sister.

Sister, you are right.I shouldn't have been on dry land, I shouldn't have told him I was a mermaid, I shouldn't... I shouldn't have loved him.

Sister, I don't want to die, I don't want to die... I won't die, I want to live.

I urged all the strength in my body to move my fingertips. I tried to support my body but I couldn't, but I could only be burned to death if I stayed here.I want to live, I want to live... Even if I crawl, I have to crawl out.The nails have cracked, the bleeding wound has been mixed with sawdust and sand, the cavity in the abdomen is almost cooked by high temperature, but blood is still bleeding out, and the water is continuously evaporating...

I want to live.

Only by living can we see him again.

Only by being alive can I tell him my love.

Only by being alive can I tell him my hatred.

……

I don't know how long it took before I finally crawled out of the fire. I turned my legs back into fish tails, and the silver-blue scales became scorched black again.I flicked my scorched tail, moved on the sand, and moved a little closer to the sea.

Closing my eyes, I saw a wave, hitting very high.

I clutched the jar tightly to my chest, and then there was darkness.

Why... I said clearly, I will not let you die, why don't you believe me... I like you so, so much, you are the only human being I have been with so far...

I hate you, I hate you—I want to curse you with this body, to be sick forever, to be tortured forever like the days and nights when we met and parted!

Woke up from the deep sea again, surrounded by darkness.The strong stimulation awakened the mermaid blood from the Tang Kingdom mixed in the mermaid blood, which was a blessing in disguise.

The process of awakening was very painful. In addition to my blood loss and severe burns all over my body, it was difficult for me to maintain a conscious state, and I spent most of the time in a deep sleep.

There is no sun in the deep sea, and the long-term coma made me unable to distinguish day from night.I sometimes wonder if I am dead, but the piercing pain in my bones makes it clear that I am alive.When I was awake, I always thought of something to overcome the pain, but every time I recalled it, I only thought of him.

The memory of my childhood has been blurred, and I can still remember, no matter whether it is happy or painful, all the memories, big or small, ordinary or special, have more or less his shadow.The more memories are made, the more difficult it is to forget. All the joys and joys, all the sorrows and pains, all the emotions that I classify as love or hate, must be named after him.

What is the nature of this emotion?It doesn't matter anymore.I keep telling myself that I love him, and I keep cursing him because of the pain and anger in my heart. Maybe he is indeed just an ordinary passer-by in my life, and now he has become the only special one because of the precipitation of time.

That's fine