Why are the stars indifferent

Cheng Zai used a lot of strength to hold Zhan Le down.

When he kissed him too hard, he almost knocked his teeth. At this level, Zhan Le was still reluctant to open his mouth. The lips were pressed together and rubbed together. Do not move.

Can't fucking move it.

But go to your grandma's, and you'll start chewing on it without saying anything clearly.

Zhan Le arched his legs, pushed his knees towards Cheng's stomach, Cheng Zai didn't say anything, but bit Zhan Le's lips before releasing him, with a calm face and head down, he didn't know what he was thinking What.

The doors hadn't closed when the two of them first got into the backseat, but fortunately, no one was coming to the parking lot at this point, so no one would see them.Zhan Le tugged at his collar, backed up a little bit, and pointed at him: "You are sick!"

Cheng Zai looked a little irritable, kneeling on the cushion with one leg, supporting the back of the passenger seat with one hand, and pulling Zhan Le's clothes with the other, and said in an impatient voice, "You said it yourself."

"What?" Zhan Le stared at him.

"You like me," Cheng Zai pulled Zhan Le's clothes harder, "You can't go back on your word."

Zhan Le licked the place where Cheng Zai bit him, and the small piece became congested again, red and swollen. After he understood what Cheng Zai was talking about, he patted Cheng Zai's shoulder very hard, as if begging for help. Said: "I say what I say, and I will never go back on my word."

Only then did Cheng Zai move in, closed the car door, and kissed again. Before his lips touched, he said a last word to Zhan Le, and the warm breath between his lips swept onto his lips. Cheng Zai Say, "Open your mouth."

The two hid in the car, the window was only opened a little, the air in the car was stuffy and hot, Zhan Le took off his coat and threw it aside, his neck was covered with sweat from being kissed, the two hugged each other, separated Kiss after a while, rub your head, rub your back, and hold your hand firmly.

At this time, Cheng Zai was very glad that he heard Ji Changyun's nonsense when he bought the car, and chose this kind of window glass that can't be seen from the outside. Although there are few people coming to the parking lot at this time of the hospital parking lot, But not without it.Zhan Le even heard the sound of two children running past Sa Huan outside and being reprimanded by their parents behind them.

"Fuck, get up," Zhan Le pushed Cheng Zai hard, "It's so hot."

Cheng Zai was also hot, so he sat up and unbuttoned the front two buttons of his shirt. After calming down for a while, he took out his phone from his coat and checked the time. There were 10 minutes left before the lunch break, and they actually stayed in the car for the whole noon.

"Have you eaten yet?" Cheng Zai put his phone away, turned his head to look at Zhan Le, and reached out to pull his collar away.

"I..." Zhan Le was taken aback by his actions, and his heartbeat accelerated again after he finally calmed down, "Did I come to see you for dinner?"

"I haven't eaten yet, it's too late, let's go to the opposite side and buy two buns," Cheng Zai said, and opened the car door, "Talk while eating."

Zhan Le had no choice but to get out of the car.

Obviously no one saw it, but Zhan Le felt ashamed that he had done something shameful in public. After getting out of the car, he looked around, zipped his coat to the top, and followed Cheng Zai across the street.

"How much did Xie Lin tell you?" Cheng Zai waited for Zhan Le to come over and walk side by side before moving on, "It's about Chen Fu."

"She doesn't know much," Zhan Le said, "but I still want to hear from you."

Cheng Zai bought a few steamed buns and siu mai, and two cups of soy milk. The shop was not a place for conversation, so the two returned to the car with these things. They didn't have the nerve to sit in the back seat and sat in the front .

These stories have been sorted out many times in the past two days, and they have been pondered over and over in their minds, but it is still difficult to say them out.

He took a sip of soy milk before saying slowly, "I am Chen Fu."

Zhan Le's hand holding the bun moved lightly, and he hummed, motioning for Cheng Zai to continue talking.

Cheng's storytelling was not as clear as when he was talking about the topic. When he told the story, he was thinking about what he said, and it was very fragmented. Zhan Le had to put it all together.

Zhan Le kept staring at the taillights of the car in front of him, his mind racing with Cheng Zai's words.

Cheng Zai was abandoned by his parents in a small northern town when he was three years old, and was taken away by that man on the street.

Unlike other children, the man raised him himself, without the transfer of human traffickers, he gained the trust of the man as a matter of course, and also escaped the combination of the "family" that the man entrusted to him. He is more like a supervisor, Supervise children who try to escape, lock them up, and bring them meals.

The men at that time were not as gentle as when Xie Lin and the others met him. They knew how to get close to children first. When Cheng met him, he was much more violent. If he was not careful, he would be beaten severely. Just go to the countryside and find an excuse to bury your head.

There are children who were beaten to death, and there were obedient children, but those children were sold after they were forced to combine. Cheng Zai didn't know where they were sold, but he wanted to escape, and he had planned an escape since he was five years old. , and tried to run with other children.

"I failed to escape for the first time," Cheng Zai paused for a long time when he said this. He touched his body, and finally touched the nurse's throw to him. Returning the candy in his coat pocket, "I was arrested and locked up for three days."

As he spoke, he put the candy into his mouth—Zhan Le recalled that Lin Xiangxiao often did this too—and pointed to his stomach, "I was hacked here, and when I was about to die, he cut me down again since I was a child." The black house has been taken out."

"He told me...'Chen Fu, do you know how many people envy you so much that their eyes are bleeding?'"

Zhan Le suddenly reached out and grabbed Cheng Zai's hand, and Cheng Zai also held him back, holding him gently.

"You don't have to be beaten, you won't bond with other kids, I even gave you a name, why are you running?"

"If you can't run away, it's useless. You can't run away. Even if you run away, you will be caught back."

"Chen Fu, you are different. I brought you up with my own hands. This time you ran away. I won't kill you if I bring you back. How tolerant am I to you?"

"Will you still run next time?"

Men are like brainwashing, instilling such knowledge into everyone, telling them that you can't escape.

"So when I went to your house for the first time, you found someone in the toilet, so you took a knife?" Zhan Le asked softly.

"Did you notice?" Cheng Zai glanced at him.

"Yeah." Zhan Le nodded.

"...I was afraid that they would come to the door," Cheng Zai closed his eyes, "Later I was rescued by the police. The man got the news and ran away. He wanted to take me away, but I hid on purpose, so he took me away." another boy and go."

"But before that day, I planned another escape." Cheng Zai's voice suddenly dropped, and Zhan Le suddenly remembered what Xie Lin said, Chen Fu killed many people.

"Among the people brought in that year, there was a girl who was very smart and strong. She planned the route and escape method. She encouraged the other children to escape, and she also had the courage to ask me if I wanted to go together." Cheng Zai narrowed his eyes, and as time passed, the sun had already shone towards them, "I... I didn't want to run away anymore, but she kept asking me, always asking me, I agreed."

Zhan Le gasped, and could almost imagine what happened next.

"Then we failed. One of us was successfully brainwashed by a man and told him our plan." Cheng Zai turned his head to look at Zhan Le, his eyes were frighteningly black, "They were all beaten to death."

"The man said I was a traitor, he couldn't let me go so easily, he wanted to sell me to another place, but the police came the next day, even if our plan was delayed by one day, the police came to rescue us, They wouldn't have died, there were five children, two girls, three boys, all dead."

The escape plan was carried out on a rainy day.Cheng Zai thinks that it is difficult for men to search for them on rainy days, and those who are stationed nearby will go into the house to hide from the rain, so it is easier to escape. Men will not restrict their freedom in the house, and they can go anywhere.

It was Cheng Zai who proposed the escape that day, everyone trusted him unconditionally, everyone died, and he was the only one who survived.

Those dead children turned into nightmares for the rest of the day, haunting Cheng Zai day and night, wearing away his last patience.

It was a complete accident that Ji Changyun's family sponsored and half-adopted him in the orphanage. Ji Changyun chose him in the orphanage, saying that he was like an older brother and insisted on playing with him.

Cheng Zai also knew that he had to work hard, he was the only one who survived, and he couldn't spend the rest of his life in a daze, so he studied, went to graduate school, took the exam to practice medicine, and at the same time did various good deeds to offset his guilt, I know that I must not be decadent, and I can't be dragged into the quagmire by the past.

But he said, "Zhan Le, I'm not as good as you think."

Zhan Le didn't speak, and looked out of the window as if distracted. Cheng Zai leaned over to look in doubt, only to find that his eyes were red, he didn't cry, and held back his tears safely.

"Then the person who came to the door this time is the one who reported the secret?" Zhan Le took a deep breath and asked.

"Probably," Cheng Zai said, "the police have already caught that man, and it's even more impossible for him to come to me for revenge because of those children. I can't figure out why he came to me."

Zhan Le still couldn't hold back that breath, and there was a little anger in his tone: "So you plan to carry it alone?"

"This matter is not as serious as you think," Cheng Zai said this sentence for the second time, "We made an appointment at a place where people would notice if there was any sign of trouble."

"Where?" Zhan Le asked.

"Haidilao." Cheng Zai said seriously.

"...fuck," Zhan Le was taken aback by his answer.

"Besides, I called the police. A person with a criminal record sent text messages to harass and threaten me. The police will not ignore them. Two plainclothes officers will go to ambush them this afternoon." Cheng Zai sighed, "I just want to know what he is going to do. Otherwise, I wouldn't even bother."

Zhan Le was still in a daze, finished the soy milk in his hand, turned his head to stare at Cheng Zai and shouted: "Then you didn't say it earlier!"

"You didn't even give me a chance, you came here in a hurry," Cheng Zai said, and paused for a while, "I plan to handle this matter myself...I don't want you guys to know."

"...Yeah." Zhan Le nodded.

"That's mine, a very heavy past," Cheng Zai said, "I hope that as few people know about it as possible, I don't want them to pity me because of this, so I didn't even tell Ji Changyun."

"Are you comparing me with Ji Changyun?" Zhan Le suddenly interjected.

"Huh?" Cheng Zai looked at him.

"Who are you, Ji Changyun?" Zhan Le also looked at him.

When the two pairs of eyes looked at each other, Zhan Le finally saw a little helpless smile in Cheng Zai's dark eyes.

"Fa Xiao." Cheng Zai said.

"What about me?" Zhan Le asked.

Cheng Zai paused, and just as he was about to answer, Zhan Le pointed to his own lips where Cheng Zai had just bit him, and said confidently, "Do you still have to hesitate?"

Cheng Zai smiled, a little helplessly, but more of pure joy. He reached out and pressed Zhan Le's back neck, leaned over and bit his lips again: "Boyfriend."

After letting go, Zhan Le rubbed his face, his ears turned red.

Cheng Zai leaned on the armchair, the smile on his lips could not be suppressed.

"I'm going," Zhan Le still insisted on his own thoughts, "I still want to go, I can do it a long way away..."

"Okay," Cheng Zai answered quickly this time, probably because he told Zhan Le everything, "come with me in the afternoon."