I am him [Comprehensive]

Arthit originally wanted to wait for Kongpohp to wake up, but he didn't expect that the two days of worrying and fear had consumed too much of his physical strength, holding Kongpohp's hand, he unexpectedly fell asleep so unknowingly.

It was already midnight when he woke up again, and Arthit was even prepared for back pain, but when he opened his eyes, he found that he was lying on the hospital bed at some time, sleeping peacefully in Kongpohp's arms. middle.

He blinked, and raised his head sharply at the moment when his mind was clear, only to realize that Kongpohp had woken up at some point, and was looking at him with his head down, his eyes shining brightly, without blinking, those serious eyes, As if he was afraid of losing him if he was not careful.

Seeing him wake up, Arthit couldn't help feeling a surge of excitement in his heart, couldn't help leaning over, and kissed him hard on the lips.

After the kiss was over, he realized what he had done, his face turned red for a moment, and he hurriedly wanted to withdraw.

But Kongpohp was not willing to let him go, and held his neck with one hand, preventing him from escaping, and then his lips and tongue rubbed together with his involuntarily, driving straight in.

Arthit subconsciously resisted because he was caught off guard at the beginning, and then willingly sank into the lingering relationship with him.

In the stillness of the night, the simple click of lips and teeth can be heard in one's ears, and one can't help but feel blushing and heart beating.

When they finally parted breathlessly, the blush on Arthit's face had already spread behind his ears.

He looked away in a panic, and muttered softly: "The lung capacity is so good, it seems that it's all right."

Kongpohp hugged him contentedly, his voice was still hoarse as when he woke up before, but because he was less emotionally excited, he sounded much better: "Don't worry, everything is fine."

Arthit raised his face again, looked into his eyes, and asked in a low voice: "Then when do your memories stop now? Do you remember everything during your illness?"

Kongpohp thought for a while, nodded slightly, and was about to speak when Arthit interrupted him nervously: "Well... I admit that I was too careless at the time, so I didn't see that something was wrong with you, I thought You are just under a lot of pressure because the exam is about to come... Besides, I told you not to come to me on weekends, really just because you are too distracted, which will affect the exam... I just want you to study hard, and when you pass the exam, you can We can be together every day."

Arthit has always been a stubborn person, and it is difficult for him to say such straightforward words, but this time Kongpohp's drowning obviously frightened him. A series of explanations seemed to be free of money, and there was no room for Kongpohp to interject at all. space.

"Also... that time when I ran into you with M, I used a lot of energy to restrain myself, so I didn't go back to find you. I really wanted to ask you, but... I wanted to save face too much, you, Don't be disappointed, just forgive me this time, and I will never be willful again."

Arthit said a lot of words that were contrary to his usual style, and in the end, his voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.

But Kongpohp still heard it clearly.

He pressed Arthit's forehead, couldn't help leaning over, and kissed him again and again.

Arthit clung to his arm, his whole body was stiff, with a tense expression on his face, he forgot to stop him, and let him take advantage of it in vain.

Kongpohp looked at him so nervous for himself, he was so happy that he wanted to watch it for a while longer, but he couldn't help it, compared to his own joy, he felt more sorry for Arthit's timidity.

He sighed, and hugged the person in his arms tighter: "Actually, I'm more afraid that you will be angry and I will keep my illness from you."

Arthit shook his head violently in his arms: "In the past... I might be really angry, but now, to me, as long as you live well, nothing else matters."

After hearing what he said, Kongpohp lowered his head and kissed the tip of his nose again, with a low voice: "Sorry, I scared you again."

Arthit shook his head and hugged him back tightly.

"I used to think that I was not afraid of anything, but after I found out that I was sick, I realized that I was so timid." Kongpohp smiled wryly, "At that time, I was really afraid of many things, and I died of fear like that. I'm afraid that I won't be able to honor my parents in time, I'm afraid that I won't be able to take care of you..."

Hearing him mention the word "death", Arthit couldn't help but raised his heart again, holding his hand nervously.

Kongpohp held him back and rubbed him comfortingly: "Actually, what I'm more afraid of is making you sad. After knowing that I was sick, my parents seemed to be sick too, and they became extremely haggard overnight. They knew about the test results earlier than I did, so even if I wanted to hide it from them, there was nothing I could do."

He lowered his head and kissed Arthit's lips again, and then continued in a low voice: "Actually, I have always felt your love and never doubted it. I am afraid that you will become like them. Especially Yes... After overhearing that the success rate of the operation is so low, I am even more afraid that you will see me die on the operating table. I imagined that if we change positions, you will die on the operating table, I will definitely... can't help but walk with you."

Even though time has passed, Arthit's heart couldn't help but tremble when he heard the firm words revealed between these words.

He wanted to scold Kongpohp a few words justly, but after thinking about it, if Kongpohp had really told him about his illness in the first place, I'm afraid he would feel the same as him, right?

The combined age of the two teenagers is less than half a hundred years old. Perhaps few people will believe the oath of life and death together.

But maybe most people have never thought about it. In fact, the strength of feelings has never been related to age.

"Actually, I really want you to be by my side." Kongpohp pressed his forehead against his again, rubbing it lightly a few times.

It seems that only such intimate actions can alleviate the sadness caused by those past events: "But looking at my parents who are even thinner than me, I am really scared, afraid that you will do something irrational for me. That day, You caught me accidentally falling on M... I know you misunderstood, if you had the strength at that time, you might have chased me out. However, I couldn't help but think later, maybe this is for me, It's an opportunity—don't stare at me, I know this decision is stupid, but I was so scared at the time, I was so scared that I couldn't figure it out. In fact, I didn't listen to a word of the provocative words that M said, you love me, I know it, how could I not know it? It's just that his idea coincides with mine, and I don't have the heart to explain it to him..."

Even though he didn't care about anything, after hearing what he said, Arthit still couldn't help a surge of anger, and reached out to pinch his waist, but when he thought that Kongpohp had just woken up, he felt distressed halfway through the pinch. It also dropped a few points, and finally he could only say angrily: "Haven't you thought about it? If your operation is really..."

Arthit didn't want to say the word failure, so he could only vaguely say, "I don't even know, isn't it going to be painful for the rest of my life? Or... are you really planning to hide it from me forever, so that I will never know it for the rest of my life?" Treat you as a heartless person?"

Looking at his expression, I believe that if Kongpohp dares to admit it, he will definitely not show mercy later.

Kongpohp smiled at him: "That's true. If I really died, you probably wouldn't know. The two of us really don't seem to have any mutual friends."

Hearing his words, Arthit sat up suddenly and stared at him fiercely.

Kongpohp looked at him helplessly: "Didn't you say that? Don't care about anything with me?"

Arthit was choked speechless by him, but his eyes still turned red.

Kongpohp couldn't stand his expression, he sat up quickly, and hugged him flatteringly: "Okay, I'm teasing you, don't worry, I'm not that high-spirited, after I die, I still want you to take him with me." To hate me, to love someone else..."

Arthit stared at him: "Don't mention that word again!"

Kongpohp hurriedly covered his mouth, and then said to him: "I didn't want to keep it from you, really. Actually, I left you a... a suicide note."

Because he was warned just now, he hesitated before saying the word "suicide note".

"At that time, I already knew that M was actually very resistant to you, and it was not easy to entrust the matter to him, so I went home specially before the operation, and wrote everything I wanted to say to you in that letter, including you. I put it on the desk with my gear. I thought, if the operation fails, my parents will definitely pack up my belongings. When they see the letter, they will find a way to find you and give it to you I thought, if I didn't see my death with my own eyes, maybe it would be easier for you, no matter what, I hope you can live well."

When Arthit heard this, he couldn't help but tears welled up in his eyes. Kongpohp saw that he was about to curse again, so he hurried over and kissed all his words back: "I know this idea is really stupid, but I was out of my mind at the time. When you are sick, you just... just treat it as the tumor that made me stupid."

Arthit looked at him resentfully, and muttered dissatisfiedly: "If you really died like that, and only leave me a broken letter, I will go and tear down your graveyard with my own hands!"

Kongpohp flattered him and kissed him again and again: "Aren't I okay... Besides, I didn't expect that although my operation was successful, I lost all the memories of being with you, and what I prepared was just a coincidence It was stuffed under the bookcase by susu—but it was probably fate, if it wasn’t for susu, I’m afraid M would have already thrown it away along with everything else. The only thing about you around me is that stack of books and gear spared."

When M was mentioned, both of them felt somewhat uncomfortable.

But then, Arthit frowned again: "Wait! Didn't you say you don't remember what happened after the successful operation? You lied to me again!"

Kongpohp was stunned for a moment, and looked at him with a guilty conscience: "I... the memory was too confused when I woke up last time, maybe because I knew that the decision at that time was too stupid, I just wanted to explain to you subconsciously, and I didn't care about it at all. Others... And this time when I woke up, you kissed me as soon as you came up, and you apologized so cutely, I forgot..."

Arthit rolled his eyes at him, and wanted to continue to get angry, and then thought that he had just sworn that he would never be angry again, so he could only grumble and sulk for himself.

Seeing his aggrieved look, Kongpohp couldn't help laughing again: "Okay, you'd better behave according to your original temper. I'm quite scared to be so gentle to me all of a sudden."

This kind of beating tone is really unbearable.

Arthit bit him on the neck.

"It hurts, it hurts..." Kongpohp asked him to let go begging for mercy, and when he really let go, his tone suddenly became affectionate, "I don't want you to wrong yourself for me, besides, when I fell in love with you, you That’s how it is. If you have to change for me when we are together, wouldn’t that be unreasonable? What I like is the original you, no matter what you look like, I love you. And I also know that you love me the same Yes, that's all right."

Hearing such disgusting words, Arthit blushed again.

He turned his head and looked indifferent, but the words he said were equally nasty: "Because I love you too, I want to change for you. If I make trouble for no reason in the future, you don't have to follow me in everything." , you can tell me directly."

Kongpohp rested his chin on his shoulder and rubbed it flatteringly: "But I just want to hear what you have to say."

Arthit rolled his eyes at him.

"Otherwise!" Kongpohp straightened up and looked at him seriously, "Just like you punish me for doing push-ups every now and then, if you do something wrong, I will punish you too. Once you do something wrong, you will be punished for kissing me 200 times." .”

Arthit was amused by his serious expression: "You are crazy! How can anyone punish someone like this?"

"I will punish like this." Kongpohp said confidently.

Arthit glared at him indifferently: "How could it be done in 200 strokes."

Kongpohp hugged him, and moved towards him hintingly somewhere: "That's good, a complete initiative can offset 100 times."

Such a brazen move finally made Arthit turn his elbow.

But he obviously forgot that he still had an injury on his elbow, and before the person hit him, he couldn't help crying out in pain and covering the wound.

Kongpohp immediately lost his playful thoughts, turned on the bedside lamp, held his arm, and carefully looked at the wound on it.

It may be due to soaking in sea water, the original small abrasions are now swollen.

He couldn't help but blame and said: "Didn't you treat the wound well?"

Arthit withdrew his arm: "Please, you are already lying on the hospital bed, who cares about such a small injury!"

Having said that, Kongpohp still couldn't help but feel distressed.

"Also, why are you so stupid? I let you soak in the water and you really kept soaking. Why did I call you up when I fell asleep?" Now that Kongpohp is fine, Arthit's regret has not yet dissipated. Apologize in a complaining tone.

Hearing him ask this, Kongpohp's eyes flashed a bit guilty again.

Arthit looked at him suspiciously: "What's going on?"

Kongpohp touched his neck and said hesitantly, "That...the gear you gave me seemed to have accidentally fallen into the sea while I was swimming...I wanted to get it back, but I couldn't find it in the end."

Arthit opened his mouth in shock.

Kongpohp hastily explained: "Well, I really didn't mean it! It's all my fault, I forgot to take it off when I went into the water for some reason! I never brought it into the water before!"

"Yeah! You never take it wet." Arthit nodded at him helplessly.

"Huh?" Kongpohp was confused by his attitude.

"Wait!" Arthit reached into his pocket for a long time, and then, under the watchful eyes of Kongpohp, he pulled out the gear from himself.

Now the person with the big mouth was replaced by Kongpohp: "Why... why are you here?"

Arthit glared at him angrily: "You won't take it to get wet! So you took it off and put it on the counter on the sink at some point that night, I... I was so angry the next morning , I’ll hide it for you when I see it.”

Kongpohp: "..."

Speaking of which, when he finished it for the first time that day, when he took Arthit to take a shower, he seemed to have taken off the gear and put it aside.

Then put it all behind me.

He had just wiped out the master, and he was so excited that he couldn't remember the gears and the gears.

Arthit threw the gear at him angrily: "If something really happened because of this! It would be a really wronged death!"

Kongpohp hurriedly took the gear into his hands, hugged him tightly again, and flattered him: "Isn't there nothing wrong with it? Besides, now that I finally remember the past, it's a blessing in disguise, maybe... The gears are really a blessing! I asked them very carefully that night, and asked them to bless me to remember quickly."

Arthit rolled his eyes at him: "Nervous...you are the only one who can do this kind of thing."

"Never mind whether you are crazy or not, isn't it really useful now? Isn't there a saying that says so? If you sincerely regard it as a token of love that can protect us, it may be true. With some spiritual power."

Arthit looked at him for a long time before he couldn't help laughing again: "Listen to your nonsense! Anyway, it's also wet now, it's still sea water, you'd better let it protect yourself from rusting first."

In order to save Kongpohp that day, he jumped into the water with his whole body, and of course this gear was not spared.

"Don't worry, I will take good care of it! There is also my one, can you accept it now? Didn't you agree? As long as I think of it, I will be with me." Kongpohp flattered Go over and rub against him.

Arthit was embarrassed to say that he had already canceled this condition, and deliberately raised his chin proudly: "Let's talk about it, I'll think about it."

"No! If you don't count your words, you will be fined to kiss me 200 times!"

"Hey! Kongpohp!"

"But speaking of it, Nuan Nuan, haven't you taken a bath since you saved me?"

"What? Are you trying to despise me? Don't hide! Do hide again! Don't you want 200 times? Come on! Cash it all out now!"

Kongpohp, who was still hiding, suddenly hugged him into his arms, and rubbed his nose affectionately: "How could I dislike you, let alone 200 times, no matter how long you want to kiss, I will accompany you .”

Now the shy one became Arthit.

He looked away, and sat up straight again: "Nicky! And! To be honest, what did you write in that... letter? I haven't read it yet."

In any case, he couldn't say the word "suicide note".

Kongpohp smiled, and sat up with him: "You can't just let me repeat it to you, it's embarrassing... I was caught in the two textbooks you left with me at the time , it should be stuffed under the bookcase together with the textbook by susu, but when the second sister gave it to me, there were only gears in it, but there was no letter. I am afraid it is still lying under my bookcase. If you want to read... The next time you come home with me, go and see for yourself."

Arthit wrinkled his nose at him: "Whoever wants to go home with you, your parents may not be able to accept me."

Kongpohp leaned over and rubbed his nose affectionately: "Don't worry, with me here, they will compromise sooner or later."

Arthit looked into his star-like eyes, and couldn't help but become serious, and reached out to gently hold his hand: "Not only is there you, I will also try my best to make them accept it, no matter how big it is, in the future, I will accept it." I want to face it with you, understand?"

Kongpohp's slender fingers were entangled with his, and intertwined: "Well! I swear, no matter what happens in the future, I will never hide it from you again."

In the silent late night, two hearts who have been in love for so long finally cuddle together without any grievances at this moment.

Kongpohp stared closely at Arthit's eyes, his eyes were shining brightly, and his hand also quietly pressed Arthit's neck.

Sensing his movement, Arthit ducked back subconsciously, but was held down by him.

"This time, I will never let you escape again." Kongpohp's voice was low and gentle.

Arthit stopped, looked at his face that had appeared in his dreams countless times, and finally closed his eyes quietly as he slowly approached.

The night sky outside the window is like a deep black curtain, sprinkled with shining stars, and it seems that there are shooting stars flashing by.

Feeling the warmth from each other's lips and teeth, the hearts of the two of them seemed to be surrounded by strong emotions for a moment.

The gentle kiss was finally over, Kongpohp pressed against Arthit's forehead, his voice was low and hoarse: "I love you, from the first moment I saw you."

Arthit's eyes curved slightly along with the corners of his lips: "Actually, me too."

On that rainy day, the first time I saw you, I tasted the heartbeat.

That was the only time in his life that he walked up to a stranger on his own initiative.

"Well...my name is Kongpohp, I study at nearby M High School, how about you?" He heard the other party politely say.

But he who never knew what nervousness was, but on that day, he was so cramped that he only said that one sentence.

"My name is Arthit."

These are probably the two names that are so common that they cannot be more common in this world.

But from the moment they met, they were destined to carve such an extraordinary stroke in each other's hearts.

Kongpohp and Arthit are the most beautiful encounters in this world.

Finish.