I am him [Comprehensive]

As soon as kongphop got home, he found that the lights on the opposite side were on tonight.

It does appear to be inhabited.

For some reason, he seemed to be very persistent in wanting to know who the person living in that apartment was able to retain such a vague image in his memory that was about to be erased.

Thinking of this, he involuntarily walked towards the balcony.

There are many buildings in this area, looking from here, there is really nothing worthy of admiration, but lying on the railing, kongphop feels somewhat familiar from this posture.

It seems that he has been lying here a lot in the past.

"Are you home?" M sent him a message.

The avatar used by M has always been a group photo with him. Today, I just changed another one. It was taken when he was not paying attention. Kongphop was called up by him, and the astonishment on his face was captured into the camera. In , M is smiling, and even gestured two fingers in a very vulgar way.

Such an ordinary posture does not seem particularly intimate, but once it is used on the head portrait, the possessiveness in it is immediately self-evident.

Such intentional or unintentional intimacy made kongphop feel a little panicked.

"Here, I'm a little tired, go to bed early." As if afraid that M would continue to chat with him, kongphop blocked the road involuntarily.

M, who always replied to his messages as soon as possible, paused for a while this time, before sending a smiling face: "Okay, good night."

Such thoughtfulness made Kongphop feel a little more guilty.

He didn't know what happened today, he became more and more involuntary in dodging M.

M also seemed to be aware of this. After meeting in the afternoon, he hesitated again and again and asked him hesitantly: "Before...why did you contradict the senior?"

Although M has a quiet personality, it has to be said that his vision is very vicious, and he can see the problem casually.

Under his gaze, kongphop couldn't help feeling guilty.

He tried his best to suppress the uneasiness, and answered, "Probably because of a hot head."

Apart from such ambiguous answers, he didn't know what else he could say.

M nodded, and suddenly asked again, "Did you remember something?"

Although he didn't know why he suddenly changed the topic to this, but seeing that he didn't keep chasing the question just now, Kongphop couldn't help but quietly heaved a sigh of relief.

But he still couldn't think of anything, so he could only continue to disappoint M.

In front of M, he is really not a qualified boyfriend.

Looking at the empty balcony on the opposite side, kongphop felt an unbearable boredom in his heart.

He walked back to the room, took out a pack of cigarettes from his backpack, and walked back to the balcony with it.

Kongphop is actually not a very well-behaved student, although his grades have always been excellent, but he did not fail in projects such as skipping classes, smoking and playing games.

At such a boring moment, smoking a cigarette is naturally the best choice.

He has never been a big smoker, and he smokes even less now.This pack of cigarettes was stuffed in his backpack by M after smoking. If it wasn't like this, he probably wouldn't even think of buying it.

In the past, he was heartless and smoked just out of curiosity, but now that he really has something on his mind, he realizes that the rumor that smoking can relieve the mood is just nonsense.

His cell phone buzzed, but the person who called was not M, but Second Sister.

Because he is close to the second sister in age, he has always been very close to the second sister at home.

"Hello, Second Sister." He put out the unfinished cigarette in the ashtray, and then called back to the room.

"How does it feel to be in college? Can you still get used to it?" Second Sister asked with concern.

Kongphop couldn't help showing a wry smile on his face when he thought of his confrontation with the coach and senior.

But fortunately, the second sister couldn't see his expression at all through the phone.

"Fortunately, it's much easier than high school courses." Kongphop replied.

"You don't have anything to worry about in your studies, okay? I'm asking about your body, can you stand the training? Really, you don't need to ask for leave?" The second sister's tone was a little worried.

"Second sister, it's been almost a year since my body recovered, and it's not a serious problem, please don't exaggerate like this!" Kongphop reminded helplessly.

"I really don't understand what children think nowadays. When I was a freshman, I had a headache and brain fever and wished I could take a sick leave to escape training. Now that you have a great opportunity, you don't want it." Kongphop can almost think of two How big is my sister's rolling eyes at the moment.

He couldn't help laughing a little: "I always think about that year with me all day long. If I didn't drop out of school, I would be just one level lower than you."

The second sister happens to be at the same level as Arthit.

For some reason, kongphop naturally thought of him again.

He froze in his heart, shook his head quickly, and drove Arthit's face out of his mind.

"Hey, are you listening? Kong!" He really didn't hear anything the second sister said just now.

"I'm here, I'm here." Kongphop responded quickly.

"Then what do you think I just said?" The second sister will not be easily deceived by him.

Kongphop cleared his throat, and could only take the opportunity to change the subject: "Second sister, did I ever say why I chose to live in such a far away place?"

In the past, kongphop didn't pay much attention to this problem, but today he wants to know the reason abnormally.

Knowing that my younger brother lost his memory for two years, the second sister almost answered every question: "You said at the time that you asked the seniors of your school to give you tutoring every weekend, and you also said that you were preparing for the exam at your current school... But, Your grades say that your parents believe you want to take tuition, I really don't know what they think."

"Tutoring?" The answer was indeed a bit unbelievable.

"Do you still need to think about it? It must be because your parents found out about you and M, so you deliberately found a place so far away to fall in love." The second sister has already thought of a reason for him.

Is that right?

Kongphop frowned.

With his character, if he really likes M, he shouldn't deliberately choose a place so far away to get along with him because he is afraid of coming out to his family.

But now, the only person in the family who knows about his relationship with M is indeed the second sister herself.

The two chatted for a few more words, then hung up the phone, but the strangeness in Kongphop's heart became deeper and deeper.

In fact, the feeling of amnesia is really uncomfortable. For him, it was just overnight, but the whole world has abandoned him for two years.

With the reassurance of his family and M, he thought it would be no big deal to lose those two years, but now the mood to regain his memory seems to have become urgent.

It was another night of tossing and turning.

As soon as he arrived at the classroom the next day, kongphop saw M walking in with a disappointed face.

Probably because there is still no way to feel love for M, for him, kongphop can't help holding a kind of compensation mentality.

Every time I see his melancholy appearance, I can't help but think about whether I have made him sad.

In fact, he didn't know that in love, this kind of cautiousness hurts people even more.

Ork also noticed something wrong with M, and asked, "What's wrong with you? You've been looking at your phone, waiting for someone to call?"

Only then did kongphop realize that M was still holding the phone.

M probably didn't expect that kongphop came earlier than himself, so he was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly put the phone back: "I didn't wait for anyone, I just...waited for the game event lucky draw."

M has always been a game fan, dragging him to play video games all day when he was a child, and dragging him to play online games all day when he grew up, now that mobile games are all the rage, he has naturally become a part of it.

Every time M's mother criticizes him, he starts like this: "I see kongphop learning to play games with you all day long, why don't you learn to learn from him and get good grades?"

Hearing that his loss was only because of the game, kongphop breathed a sigh of relief, and gave him a caressing smile: "Okay, don't wait, if you can't get one, I will give you one."

Hearing his boyfriend's powerful words, M's complexion really improved a lot.

At this time, a boy at the door hurriedly said: "The instructors and seniors are here!"

Kongphop's heart moved, and he looked out subconsciously.

The person who caused him to have those series of weird reactions appeared in front of the classroom door together with several other seniors.