I am him [Comprehensive]

This time, Kongpohp was not as lucky as last time. He woke up from the hospital bed, and there was no one around him.

As soon as the fever subsided, his mobility became much stronger. He got off the bed, left the ward, and grabbed a passing nurse: "Excuse me, where did the person who accompanied me go?"

"He, I haven't seen him for a long time. He seems to have left early. Hey, don't come to the ambulance again. Take the medicine you took in the morning and take it on time. If you still have signs of repeated fever, come again on your own initiative. I have a cold. It’s a waste of medical resources to use the ambulance twice at one time.” The nurse lady was also straightforward, and he asked a question, and Barabara made such a big deal.

Kongpohp only heard the first sentence, and his heart was already cold. He didn't care about the rest, so he hurriedly said thank you.

He fell asleep again until night fell. The lights in the hospital were cold, and the people who came and went were all strangers. Standing alone in it, it was inevitable to raise a sense of loneliness that went deep into the bone marrow.

When he was looking for Arthit, he was in a hurry, and his phone was still charging at home. Kongpohp searched all his pockets, and only found the few dozen baht change left over from the taxi ride at noon.

Fortunately, the hospital is not far from where I live, and the money is more than enough to take a taxi.

Without the person beside him who wanted to see it as soon as he opened his eyes, Kongpohp's depressed mood could not be relieved.

After telling the driver the destination, Kongpohp turned his gaze to the vast night outside the car window.

There is no prosperous scene near the school, and the ordinary street lights and traffic are really nothing to see.

It's just that his mind wasn't on the scenery originally, whether it looks good or not doesn't matter at all.

He still clearly remembers what Arthit said before he passed out, word by word.

It's just that what really upsets him now is the scene where Arthit chases after the doctor to confirm his condition repeatedly while he is pretending to sleep.

Maybe he was still lucky, but, if it was true that he didn't love him anymore, why would Arthit get so nervous because of him catching a cold.

But after thinking about it, considering Arthit's character, even if it's just an ordinary friend, he would be very worried if he sent someone to the hospital after he just found out that the other person had a serious illness before, so the luck in his heart disappeared. Only sourness remains.

After thinking back and forth like this for a long time, my heart was hanging up and down, in short, I didn't feel good at all.

And he also clearly remembered that in the end, Arthit was left speechless after being asked only one sentence by the doctor.

Only then did Kongpohp realize belatedly that even now, he still hasn't told Arthit about his condition.

His original intention was not to pretend to be pitiful in front of Arthit and beg for forgiveness, but he forgot that his stubbornness still had no respect for Arthit.

He wholeheartedly wanted to ask Arthit for forgiveness, and wanted to return to the past with Arthit, but most of the things he could do were reckless, which did not make Arthit feel a little comfort.

If he wants to continue walking with Arthit, he seems to have to think about what Artit wants.

After thinking hard all the way, when he returned to his residence, Kongpohp found out that Tiw was still staying with him.

Seeing him coming in, Tiw breathed a sigh of relief: "You're finally back. You didn't bring your phone or keys when you went out. I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to enter the door when you came back, so I didn't dare to go out."

When he rushed to Arthit's place, he was so anxious that he couldn't remember these things.

Now that those excited emotions are gone, he can finally thank Tiw properly: "Thank you, I let you waste an afternoon."

"Hehe! What waste is not wasted, anyway, I don't have classes in the afternoon, so I just stay where I am." Tiw hesitated, and continued to be concerned, "It's you, are you okay? Your situation looks worse than that at noon. It was worse when I came back."

Kongpohp shook his head, not knowing how to explain it.

He looked up at the clock on the wall, it was long past dinner time, and there was no sign of takeaway food in the trash can, presumably Tiw had been waiting here all this time and didn't have much time to go out for dinner.

"Wait for me to take a shower first, let's go eat together." For this meal, Kongpohp naturally wanted to express his gratitude to Tiw.

Seeing his listless appearance, Tiw subconsciously wants to refuse, but on second thought, if he really refuses, I'm afraid Kongpohp will just skip the meal.

Looking at Kongpohp's state, he also knows that he must not have eaten well in the past two days. It seems that today he really has to stay and watch him eat as much as possible.

"Okay, hurry up." Tiw waved his hand.

Someone was waiting, Kongpohp was too embarrassed to continue his mind wandering, forced himself to concentrate, took a quick shower, and went out with Tiw.

It was a bit late, but the stalls selling supper were still full one by one.

The two found a stall to sit down at random, and Tiw carefully ordered some less greasy food for Kongpohp's stomach.

The stalls in the night market and the tables next to it were full of people. Even if he was not in good condition, Kongpohp's handsome appearance stood out from the crowd, and he was now well-known, and soon, a few tables nearby The eyes of the people looking over seemed a lot strange, one or two approached, and they didn't know what to say in a low voice.

Tiw looked around and asked uncomfortably, "How about we change places?"

Kongpohp shook his head: "It's okay, just stay here."

When he was recognized in the cafe last night, the comments he heard were much worse than now. After Minute intervened in the morning, he might become a poor victim again in the eyes of everyone.

The experience of the past few days has already made him understand that there is nothing to care about these outsiders who don't know the truth and will only follow the wind.

Just thinking that Arthit might receive the same treatment as he did last night when he went out now, Kongpohp still felt a little indescribably anxious.

They were sitting in a corner, some distance from the crowd, so as long as they didn't speak too loudly, they wouldn't be affected much.

Tiw hesitated for a long time, but couldn't help asking: "So it's true that you got sick and lost your memory?"

There is nothing to hide about this kind of thing. He didn't mention it to his classmates at first, not because he felt it was difficult to tell, but because he felt that this matter had nothing to do with how he got along with everyone.

Hearing Tiw's question now, Kongpohp nodded to him without much hesitation.

"Then are you okay now?" Tiw's concern is certainly not fake.

Kongpohp shook his head and replied honestly: "Don't worry, nothing happened."

Only then did Tiw let out a big breath: "That's good. Speaking of it, I never thought that I would meet someone with real amnesia in this life. I thought this kind of thing only happened in TV dramas."

Kongpohp looked at him helplessly.

Tiw immediately folded his palms together in embarrassment. Now that the topic had been discussed, he seemed to no longer be shy, and continued to ask Kongpohp: "Then what's going on between you and Senior Arthit? I don't think Senior Arthit People like the one mentioned in the post must have some misunderstandings, right?"

His evaluation somewhat made Kongpohp feel better.

Kongpohp explained: "At the beginning, I was too timid. When I found out that I was sick, I pushed Arthit away. He didn't know about my illness at all."

Tiw scratched the back of his head in distress: "Then you and M..."

Kongpohp was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to explain.

But his daze has already made Tiw understand.

Tiw hurriedly changed the subject: "I mean, M hasn't appeared in the past two days, it's as if he disappeared, nothing will happen, right?"

Kongpohp sighed, and turned his face to the side uncomfortably: "I saw him yesterday, don't worry, nothing will happen."

The boss just brought over what they ordered, and Tiw hurriedly agreed: "It's fine, it's fine."

From Kongpohp's reaction just now, he can also guess that the conflict between Kongpohp and Arthit should be related to M. After all, M has never mentioned that he and Arthit are old acquaintances in front of them for so long.What's more, Tiw is not stupid, and when you think about it, you can easily find out that M even intentionally led the topic to Arthit's inexplicable targeting of him many times, plus Ork's big mouth, and things will reach such a tense point later. , How could M be innocent?

Although he only knows a little about the inside story now, it doesn't feel good to be taken advantage of by his friends.

It's just that now that such a big incident happened, Tiw naturally couldn't care about anything.

As soon as the meal was served, the conversation between the two came to an end.

Seeing Kongpohp mechanically stuffing the food in front of him, Tiw felt a little unbearable, and couldn't help but comfort him: "Don't think too much, things will pass."

Kongpohp stopped what he was doing, and looked up at him: "Tell me, am I too useless to have caused the person I love to become like this, and I don't even know how to protect him."

"You can't say that, these things are not what you want." Tiw is not an eloquent person, so he tried to persuade him dryly.

After hesitating for a long time, he added another sentence: "As soon as senior Arthit thought of your illness, he probably forgave most of it first. Now that I think about it, in fact, judging from what he has done before, he must also care about you."

Hearing Tiw's words, everything after the reunion with Arthit was like a movie playing, replaying scenes in Kongpohp's mind.

From the confrontation when they met on the training ground for the first time, to his undisguised resistance at the end of the dinner party, to so many so-called "targets"...

At that time, Kongpohp didn't know anything about it, and even took Arthit's stressful reaction when he was sad as unreasonable trouble.

There are many things that really can't be thought about carefully, and when he thinks about it carefully, regrets will flood up, making him wish he could stab himself to death.

Kongpohp put the knife and fork on the table, unable to eat any more.

Seeing his reaction, Tiw suddenly had the urge to slap himself.

"Kong..." He was still trying to salvage the situation.

Kongpohp took out a few banknotes from his wallet and pressed them under the bowl: "I'm full, I'll go back if you don't have enough. I'm sorry, I'll treat you well next time."

"Kong! Hey! Kong! You only took a few mouthfuls!" Tiw wanted to stop him, but Kongpohp had already left without looking back.

Back home, Kongpohp involuntarily ran to the balcony again.

It's just that the lights on the opposite side have already gone out.

I don't know if Arthit is really asleep now.

He would rather he was really asleep and not be troubled by these troubles anymore.

Kongpohp sighed, took out his phone and looked through it.

After a day of precipitation, the moderators have deleted all the posts about them on the forum, but they couldn't stop everyone's discussion.

Even the hashtags about their school on Twitter were buzzing, and the wind was naturally going in a direction that was not good for Arthit.

Kongpohp can turn a deaf ear to the comments about himself, but seeing them attack Arthit with such ugly words, the anger can't help but accumulate in his chest.

Kongpohp's Twitter account was also made public by the school because of the selection of Mr. Campus, and has accumulated some fans.

And most of these people now use a posture of fighting against injustice, and help Arthit abuse him in his previous blog posts.

The more Kongpohp looked at it, the more angry he became, and finally he typed a paragraph.

"Because I didn't have the courage to say that I was sick, I used stupid things like cheating to force you to leave, and even forgot every little bit of the relationship with you. I was already wrong, but now I want you to suffer these unreasonable abuse. , I understand that it is difficult for you to forgive me, but I still want to spend the rest of my life with you. Even if you never give me this chance, I will wait. @Arthit.”