I am him [Comprehensive]

Seeing the indifference in Arthit's eyes, Kongpohp's heart couldn't help twisting into a ball again.

But this time it wasn't because of feeling his disgust.

When he knew all the truth, Kongpohp finally understood that in fact, all the dislike Arthit showed towards him was just to build a barrier of self-protection for himself.

It's just that even this barrier is fragile, otherwise why would his eye sockets be so red?

Seeing him like this, Kongpohp only felt distressed in his chest.

In his eyes, Arthit is someone who is worth protecting with all his life, but the storm he is experiencing now is all because of him.

If he hadn't met him before, Arthit would probably still be that arrogant and high-spirited person, who didn't know what he was, but lived a wonderful and comfortable life.

But Kongpohp still doesn't regret meeting him.

Although this thought was so selfish that he couldn't say it.

Because of these messy selfish thoughts, Kongpohp felt even more uncomfortable.

He lowered his body, sat on the edge of the bed, and whispered: "What can I do to make you feel better?"

Arthit looked at the man in front of him.

Kongpohp stayed in the hospital overnight, washing his face with only a few swipes on the faucet in the hospital bathroom, his lips were chapped, his face was pale, he looked completely different from his usual radiant face.

In fact, looking back, in the recent period, Kongpohp has never looked so radiant.

Arthit originally felt that he had been let down. When he saw him, the complaints and hatred in his heart were always more than other emotions. It makes no sense at all.

Arthit looked at him, and replied in a low voice, "What's the point of saying this now? Let's be two strangers, give me back my key, and get out."

What Kongpohp was most afraid of from the beginning to the end was his clear-cut words. When he felt nervous, he hurried to Arthit's side again, and said anxiously: "Please don't say such words again, I don't want to talk to you." What a stranger! If what I did hurt you too deeply, I will spend my whole life making you forget the pain. I just ask you to give me another chance, okay? You... If you are angry, hit me It’s fine to let it out, but don’t drive me away, just beat me up! Hit me!”

Kongpohp was really helpless, thinking of such a nonsensical method, he held it tightly in his hands as a panacea, held Arthit's arm, and greeted himself.

But his behavior made Arthit even more angry.

Arthit pushed him away and yelled, "Kongpohp! Can you stop being so childish!"

Kongpohp sat down on the edge of the bed, looking at him helplessly, with a bit of embarrassment that couldn't be concealed added to his expression.

He blinked, blinking away the tears that were about to come out of his eyes: "I... I didn't mean to, I just don't know what else I can do...Arthit."

Kongpohp's nose was sore, and the tears finally didn't stop.

They are two big men, but one of them is as good at crying as the other.

Arthit turned his eyes away, not wanting himself to see his tears.

Now they are not the two idiots who just fell in love back then, who acted like a baby, cried and cried, and could forgive everything, and treat everything as if it never happened.

What happened in the past is like a gap between the two, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to bridge in this life.

"I really hated you in the past, why did you forget all the sweet words, and fell in love with another person in a blink of an eye?" Arthit smiled bitterly, "I didn't expect that you really forgot, but That's fine, you and I can both break free from the beginning. No matter what kind of mentality you made that decision at the time, I can stop pursuing it, and just don't bother each other like this, that's fine."

"No!" Kongpohp shook his head without hesitation.

Arthit looked at him and sneered: "Do you think you are the one who has the right to say no?"

Kongpohp leaned forward again anxiously, grabbed Arthit's wrist, and said in an almost begging tone, "Arthit, don't do this, you can ask me to do anything, as long as you don't ask me to leave!"

Arthit didn't break free from his hand this time, but the indifference on his face made people more flustered than the violent break.

"Kongpohp, I'm tired." Arthit's words were almost silent, and as soon as he uttered them, they floated into the air.

Kongpohp's heart tightened: "Arthit."

"I used to spend a lot of time hating you, hating so much that I almost lost myself. After you reappeared with him, I always wondered how he was better than me, and made you abandon me without hesitation. I I thought this kind of mentality was out of jealousy, I thought I loved you for nothing, and even hated myself who loved you so much..." Arthit looked down at the person who was almost prostrate at his feet.

The current self is in this condescending posture again.

But the long-term torture has already made him forget, what kind of eyes and what kind of demeanor should be used to face the other party when he is condescending.

He was like an eagle that used to be able to soar high, but was suddenly trapped in the cage of the past, and it was difficult to even breathe.

So what if the cage is removed later?

He had forgotten how to fly.

"But now, after I know the answer, I realize that all my hatred is not because of jealousy. I just...are not reconciled, unwilling to be humiliated by you, unwilling to be abandoned by you. If nothing happened, we Maybe I have already been like ordinary couples, getting tired of it for a long time, and naturally going to break up, but the breakup was too ugly at the beginning, so I will always worry about it." Arthit smiled again, "You know? No matter what happened at the beginning Why did you make me leave in that way, I don't care anymore, because after hating you for so long, I don't know how to love you anymore. At the beginning you decided to hide it from me You should understand from time to time that feelings will never wait for you to come back, Kongpohp, I don’t love you anymore, I want to get out of this messy relationship as soon as possible, that’s why I ask you to let me go.”

Arthit looked into Kongpohp's eyes, and repeated the sentence that was painful enough to tear people's lungs: "I am the one who wants to say sorry this time, sorry, Kong, I don't love you anymore."