I am him [Comprehensive]

M said that the last text message apologizing to Arthit was sent by himself.

Although he no longer wanted to believe anything he said, Kongpohp actually felt that what M said was true because of the legendary sixth sense.

His memory at the time was blank for him, and his mood at that time was unrecognizable, but the harm caused by these three words to Arthit has never passed.

"What the hell is going on, do you really not know at all?" Dan asked persistently.

Kongpohp shook his head, now all the information he inquired seem to point to a fact: "Perhaps you guessed right, the matter between me and M...may really be because I want to force Arthit to leave."

It was extremely difficult for Kongpohp to say these few seemingly simple words.

He couldn't imagine how he could let Arthit go, but all the information he knew now was cruelly telling him this fact.

At that time, his life and death were uncertain, so how could he have the ability to promise Arthit his life.

In fact, even he himself, after completely stripping away the memories of that time, could not accurately appreciate what kind of mentality Kongpohp was at that time.

Perhaps it was because he understood that with Arthit's personality, it was impossible to turn back after encountering such a betrayal.

There was almost no intersection between them, and it ended in such a tragic way. Perhaps Arthit would never know the news of his death on the operating table for the rest of his life.

After hearing what he said, Dan really looked resentful: "Don't you think such a decision is actually very selfish? Nuan Nuan has the right to choose. If in case—I mean in case, in case you really If you didn’t survive, have you ever thought about what to do if Nuan Nuan knew the truth one day? It’s fine if the person you love the most didn’t stay by your side before he died, and even complained about him all the time...you Is this to make him feel guilty to death?"

Dan's reprimands were justified, and Kongpohp was powerless to refute them.

It's just that he still couldn't help showing a bit of a wry smile.

"Yeah, it's very selfish. Maybe the real me is more selfish than you think."

According to M, at that time he seemed to be afraid that Arthit would not love him as expected.

He, who was already uncertain about his life and death, was no longer able to bear the pain of being abandoned by his lover.

So he became the executioner who personally cut off the love between the two.

It's just that this idea seems to Kongpohp to be extremely stupid.

There was another dull pain in Kongpohp's heart.

Being so selfish, he really didn't know how to ask Arthit to forgive him.

A bit of doubt flitted across Dan's expression.

Kongpohp shook his head and did not continue to explain.

This truth is really hard for people to tell, and he is not interested in telling too much about his original illness in order to win Dan's sympathy,

"How is Arthit's condition, is it better?" he asked.

Dan sighed: "What can he do? In front of us, no matter how uncomfortable he feels, he will force a smile on his face. He was not feeling well at first, but now there is such a commotion on the forum, that voyeur is really sick. I thought I was doing justice for the heavens, if I knew who did it, I really wanted to beat her up!"

Dan paused, glanced at him again, and then continued: "But that's good, at least everyone knows that Nuan Nuan is not what they think at all!"

When mentioning the forum, Kongpohp was even more confused.

He and M are probably nailed to the pillar of shame now, and they don't know what kind of bloody storm they will face tomorrow.

Kongpohp can only rejoice now that Arthit can shirk in the apartment for a few days on the grounds of being unwell.

Kongpohp sighed: "I'm sorry, I really didn't know that the person I was with before was Arthit, so I kept doing stupid things and pushed him to the cusp of such a storm."

"What's the use of telling me you're sorry? I'm not the one who got hurt." Dan paused for a moment before continuing to look at him and said, "So you're with M now? A new life, such an ending is really enviable."

There was sarcasm in Dan's tone.

Kongpohp shook his head, but didn't know how to explain it.

Even now, he has no way to push the responsibility to M alone in front of others.

The person who may be wrong the most is him.

If it wasn't for his own confusion, how could M have an opportunity to take advantage of it.

"Me and M... are not what everyone thinks, and now I have made it clear to him." That was all he could say.

Hearing his words, Dan unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

But then she felt that she shouldn't have breathed a sigh of relief.

Anyway, this person in front of her had hurt Arthit so much, and as Arthit's good friend, she really felt that he was no longer good enough for Arthit.

But in the deepest part of his heart, Dan seemed to understand that Arthit had never forgotten his feelings for Kongpohp in the past year or so.

Emotions are such a pain in the ass.

She both despises this person and understands that only this person can find Arthit's happiness. This kind of mentality is the most contradictory.

Dan was so entangled, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to rub the center of his brows, and then said to him again: "What about Arthit? He doesn't know that you have amnesia until now, are you going to continue to hide it?"

Kongpohp was stunned for a moment, and faltered: "I don't know... I don't want to use this excuse to kidnap his feelings, it seems to be... forcing him to forgive."

"But have you ever thought about it? Arthit has the right to know the truth about the past, instead of acting like a fool, being at the mercy of others, and not even knowing the real reason for being abandoned!" Dan looked at him with an extremely serious tone, "And, you know his character, the later you speak, the more he will hate you."

Kongpohp's heart throbbed hard because of her last words.

This may be one of the reasons why he has not dared to tell the truth.

When he knew nothing about the truth, he was afraid that he would not be able to withstand Arthit's stronger disgust.

It's just that now he has a vague idea of ​​the truth, and it's really impossible to wait any longer for such a rare thing as restoring his memory.

He nodded: "I will find a chance and tell him as soon as possible."

Dan still looked worried.

The news she learned today was really hard for her to digest, and it could be said that it overturned her long-standing understanding of this matter.

Although she still has complaints about Kongpohp, but when she thought that he, who was under 20 years old at the time, agreed to bear the pain of his lover's departure when he was seriously ill, she couldn't bear it no matter what, and then added cold eyes to Kongpohp.

"Also." Dan took a deep breath, looked at him and asked, "The most important thing is, what is your attitude towards Arthit now? Anyway, you have forgotten what happened back then. If you just feel guilty and want to ask him to forgive, I warn you not to approach him again, I can find an opportunity to tell him about your amnesia, as for you...just stay away from him."

Kongpohp met her scrutinizing gaze without fear: "Arthit... he is probably an existence that will make me fall in love at first sight no matter how many times I am amnesiac. No matter what, I will never let him go again."

Hearing his answer, Dan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

This entangled mentality made her very distressed. As if venting her anger, she drank the coffee in front of her in one gulp, and then unwillingly said to Kongpohp: "If possible, the ending I hope should be this version. In the past year, Nuan Nuan has already forgotten all the harm you have done to him, and has another person who loves each other, and lives a happy life. You will not regret it later, and it has nothing to do with him. Hurting him so deeply You, in my eyes, are no longer worthy of him, Nuan Nuan deserves someone better."

Just hearing this possibility from her mouth, Kongpohp felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

Although this kind of thinking is still selfish, how lucky he is that Arthit has not met the person Dan was looking forward to for more than a year.

"It's a pity that wishes are always too good." Dan smiled bitterly, "Nuan Nuan has a stubborn temper and a dead heart. Although he never said it, I know that he has never forgotten you at all, so you reappeared After that, he will be so abnormal."

Hearing such words, Kongpohp really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

"Although I really don't want to admit it, probably only you can heal the injuries he has suffered." Dan closed his eyes, and unconsciously lowered his voice a lot, "I won't easily say my best A friend gave you this kind of words, but if you are sincere to him, pull him out of those pains earlier, this is what you owe him."

Kongpohp whispered: "I will."

This promise, he seemed to be saying it to himself.

The conversation between the two came to an end, and it was finally time to get up and leave.

Kongpohp stood up abruptly, but felt his head spinning, and he staggered and fell to the ground.

His body collided with the tables and chairs beside him, making a loud noise, causing the few remaining customers in the cafe to look in their direction.

"Kong!" Dan screamed, and hurried over to support him.

But how can she, a petite girl, help a big boy like Kongpohp up.

But fortunately, other people in the cafe had already gathered around, and the two boys with their girlfriends on a date helped Kongpohp up and let him sit back on the chair.

Kongpohp's face was flushed, and someone touched his forehead, and he couldn't help but exclaimed: "This is too hot, why do you still have the heart to drink coffee here, hurry to the hospital!"

As soon as Dan got anxious, he was a little confused. After hearing the reminder from others, he hurriedly called the emergency number.

"Hey, this seems to be the cheating scumbag mentioned in the post this afternoon?" A girl seemed to recognize him and muttered softly aside.

Her boyfriend took a good look at Kongpohp and grunted in response, "Really?"

"Sure! He's also a candidate for Mr. Campus in the Faculty of Engineering, and I won't admit it."

"It turned out to be that scumbag!"

"The forums are scolded like that, and I still have the time to drink coffee with my sister. I deserve it when I'm sick."

"Doesn't this woman know about his great achievements? Why are you still with him?"

"..."

Listening to the more blatant discussions in his ears, Dan felt like crying without tears.

If she heard everyone scolding Kongpohp like this before tonight, she would probably applaud.

But now, knowing the inside story, she couldn't just sit idly by Kongpohp who had a high fever in front of her.

Fortunately, although the students sneered at this scumbag, they didn't go to the point of disregarding human life. They waited until Dan and Kongpohp were sent to the ambulance before leaving.

It was only when I went to the hospital that I found out that Kongpohp's body temperature had risen to 40 degrees.

Dan thought that when he first met, he had obviously passed out at the door of Arthit, but after seeing her, he still stubbornly asked her to ask her about the past, completely ignoring his physical condition.

Probably only his stubbornness made her feel that it might not be a wrong decision to hand Nuan Nuan into his hands again.

Kongpohp held on for too long, and even his consciousness became blurred when he fell down.

Although it's just a common cold and fever, it's a bit scary when it goes up to 40 degrees.

The nurse had already hooked up Kongpohp's drip neatly, and Dan didn't have the contact information of Kongpohp's other friends at all, so he could only choose to stay.

Looking at him with his eyes tightly closed on the hospital bed, Dan couldn't help but feel a burst of embarrassment in his heart.

When she went to see Arthit at night, she couldn't help cursing Kongpohp secretly in her heart, but she didn't expect to be the one taking care of Kongpohp now.

This situation is really dumbfounding.

It may be because the body temperature is too high and the fever is uncomfortable. Even if Kongpohp sleeps, he can't sleep well, and his brows have been tightly frowned.

"Nuan Nuan..." He murmured softly.

Dan heard his voice clearly from the side.

She sighed softly, and finally there was a bit of relief in her tone: "It's not in vain for Nuan Nuan to keep thinking about him for more than a year."

But thinking about Arthit's ignorance of the situation in front of him, and looking at the person on the hospital bed, it's inevitable that he will have a bit more hatred for iron and steel.

Being with Kongpohp this night, Dan's mood is really very complicated.

The post in the afternoon really caused a huge response in the engineering school, but what people didn't expect was that the next day, none of the three protagonists in the post appeared in the school.

For those who want to watch the show, it is naturally a little disappointing.

But for the client Arthit, it is tantamount to dodging another disaster.

The things that he took pains to hide were made public by a passerby, and now he really doesn't want to see anyone.

But out of concern for him, his friends came to him one by one.

In the morning, they obviously had classes in their majors, but Bright and Tuta, who had always been disinterested in their classes, still skipped classes and stayed in his apartment on the pretext of taking care of him.

After the initial humiliation, Arthit can't help but be thankful.

At least the two of them have been joking around, and he doesn't have the heart to worry about anything else.

Bright also brought a large package of snacks, and thoughtfully opened the packages and put them in Arthit's hand.

Arthit has no appetite, but in front of his friends, he doesn't want to show anything, so he can only occasionally pick up a piece of seaweed or something to eat, and put it in his mouth.

But also tasteless.

"You really can hide it. If you knew that pair of dogs and men were the ones who made you sad back then, why would you need to take action? I can clean them up with just one finger!" Bright still had that unrestrained temperament. , Say what comes to mind.

Arthit smiled awkwardly, not knowing how to answer.

Bright slapped his leg hard, and the sudden intensification of pain made Arthit let out a cry of pain.

"I said, what's so embarrassing about you in front of us! I'm going to be angry if you do this again!"

Arthit rubbed his legs helplessly, and gave him a weak look: "I just don't want to mention them."

Tuta, who had been flipping through his phone by the side, suddenly exclaimed happily: "Look, look, I added last time a post from a freshman in elementary school. That guy fainted and was hospitalized last night!"

"Are you a pervert? You are so excited when someone is hospitalized!" Bright pulled his phone away, but when he saw the person in the photo, he smiled even more than Tuta, "It's true that evil comes with evil, Very dizzy!"

Arthit's heart moved, and before he could ask, Bright had already brought the phone in front of him: "Look, it's 0062, are you relieved!"

Arthit looked intently at the photo on the phone.

The person who took the photo and posted the status should be someone who helped out in the crowd last night. The shot is the moment when Kongpohp was carried into the ambulance.

"It's so easy to be brave for a time, but the one who helped was the scumbag on the forum in the afternoon. What kind of luck am I?"

"There must be no second choice for a scumbag on the forum, right?" Bright did not forget to emphasize.

Looking at the obviously weak figure of Kongpohp in the photo, Arthit couldn't figure out what kind of feeling surged in his heart for a while.

He settled down, trying to turn his eyes away, but caught another familiar figure in the corner of the photo.

Arthit froze for a moment, took the phone over and zoomed in on the picture.

Dan's anxious expression was indeed frozen in the camera.

Arthit's mind flashed to Dan's scream before he left last night.

"What's wrong? Arthit?" Tuta asked suspiciously.

Arthit shook his head and handed him the phone: "It's okay."

He said it was fine, but Arthit knew it in his heart.

It seems that Kongpohp should have been outside the door when Dan opened the door to leave last night.

It wasn't enough for this guy to entangle him, and now he entangled his friend again.

Arthit felt that he should be very angry, but Kongpohp's lifeless appearance in the photo just now lingered in his heart, and he refused to leave for a long time.

"What disease did he have to faint? Could it be that God couldn't see him, so he got some terminal illness?" Bright spoke again.

Originally, it was just a joke to vent his anger, but when Arthit thought of the possibility in his words, his heart uncontrollably twisted hard.

After realizing his own reaction, Arthit couldn't help closing his eyes tightly again, and let out a long sigh.

Up to now, he still worried about that guy's body, it's really... extremely worthless.