I am him [Comprehensive]

Although he is very worried about Arthit's situation, Kongphop still understands that he has no right to chase after him to take care of him.

There are so many people around Arthit, the last thing he needs is him.

But his heart was still anxious.

After coming out of the bathroom, Kongphop habitually sat at the window and looked out, but today the situation on the opposite side was even less clear through the thick rain curtain.

But whether he can see it or not is not important to Kongphop at all, he just needs to do something to ease his inner worries.

Even though he also knew that with Arthit's group of friends around, he would definitely be well taken care of.

Kongphop sighed, but remembered another thing.

After looking around in the room, he finally found the mobile phone by the pillow.

Anyway, he couldn't see the situation on the other side at all, so Kongphop simply stood up, picked up the towel, wiped his hair and returned to the bed.

"It doesn't have to be the way it is now, maybe it's just being so good in front of Gant!...The two of them look really good together..."

What Ma-plang said in the training hall, he has actually been brooding until now.

Now thinking of these few words again, he couldn't help but feel suffocated. He lowered his head and turned on his phone, flipped through Ma-plang's INS and Twitter, and finally found a blogger named Gant in the next few pages of her followers.

The person's avatar is his own photo, and just from the small thumbnail of the person who follows him, he can already make people look a little handsome.

It's just that when Kongphop looked at him, his eyes were naturally extremely picky. After clicking on the big picture and looking at it for a while, he muttered bitterly: "That's all."

It's just that such words are of no use other than self-deception.

If Gant is really just "just so", it won't attract a group of girls like Ma-plang.

Clicking on Gant's homepage, Kongphop immediately understood the discussion of the girls before today's training.

Gant's latest status post is a photo. The photo is obviously a re-take of the photo frame placed on the table. The photo in the frame still has the date of shooting in the lower right corner. years ago.

There are only Gant and Arthit in the photo, and Arthit is just like the pair said, with bangs obediently scattered on his forehead, smiling brightly at the camera.

Gant put his shoulders on his shoulders, but his eyes were all on Arthit, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and the love in his eyes was obvious.

And this blog post is only matched with two thin words: once.

Although there are not many words, but with this photo, no matter how you look at it, it makes people feel a bit ambiguous of an unforgettable old relationship.

Sure enough, the comments below this one were also full of screams.

"So this is the one from Gant? Is this the cadence to be revealed?"

"It's all written in the past, so it's...the ex?"

"With a face, how can it be just an ex! Gant go chase it back, chase it back!"

"This person seems a little familiar, like a well-known senior in our school?"

"Please 8 please 8! Want to follow this beautiful little brother, do you have an INS or Twitter account?"

"Well... Actually, I want line more."

"Upstairs, do you think you can beat Gant?"

"And...doesn't anyone notice? This photo is in a frame, which means Gant probably has this photo by his bedside all the time."

"So it's the same two people on the bed?"

These messy comments are simply unbearable!

Kongphop pressed the phone back to the table and was almost certain that this Gant was the person Mini said had been with Arthit.

So he looked at this person even more unpleasantly.

In Kongphop's eyes, Arthit is more than enough to match him, no, it should be said that this person is not enough to match Arthit at all.

And he actually cheated on him when he was with Arthit, which made him sad.

So what is Gant doing now posting this photo?Want to get back together with Arthit?What a beautiful idea!

Kongphop threw the phone aside irritably, lying on the bed angrily with his hair still wet.

But the image of the two people hooking shoulders and backs in their minds still can't get rid of it.

This night, Kongphop didn't know how he fell asleep, he only knew that as long as he was awake, his heart would be sore and clenched into a ball.

And that night, he dreamed again.

Ever since he realized that he was in love with Arthit, he hadn't had a dream about the past for a long time.

In fact, Kongphop doesn’t know if this dream is related to the past. In short, he in the dream always looks at another person involuntarily, and the happiness in his heart is almost overflowing, which is completely different from him in reality.

It's just that the person in the dream always seems to be covered with a layer of fog, making it hard to see clearly.

Naturally, it was the same tonight.

The joy when meeting that person in the dream, the appropriateness when getting along, the longing when parting - even the softness of that person's lips, he seems to be able to feel it.

It's just that he always thought that person was M in the past, but in his dream tonight, he actually remembered that it was just a dream, and suddenly he desperately tried to see that person clearly.

And the fog in the dream finally dissipated little by little before his eyes, but at the moment when it was really clear, the picture was only frozen on the back of that person.

At that time, his eyes were only focused on the cup of pink and tender frozen milk that the man was hiding behind and kept shaking.

At the moment of real clarity, Kongphop woke up suddenly, but the cup of pink frozen milk in the dream was still shaking back and forth in his mind.

M's taste has always been light, and it is impossible to like drinking such a sweet drink.

Speaking of it, the cup of pink frozen milk was just a picture in his dream, but Kongphop was so sure in his heart that that picture really happened.

That person is the one who makes him feel blissful every time he dreams back, but he is not M.

He sat up suddenly from the bed, only to realize that it was already dawn.

This new discovery confuses his mind again.

He suddenly realized that for so long, he had always felt that it was impossible for M to lie to him, so he just believed everything he said.

So much so that he never thought of another possibility. The person he was with might not be M at all.

If this is the case, then everything can make sense, why is he still unable to give birth to love for M, why M is evasive every time he mentions those two years, why every time M asks him if he remembers anything , they all looked nervous...

Too many details, because I trusted M too much at the time, so I didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and once the breach of doubt was opened, all the strangeness gradually became clear along with this suspicion.

Kongphop's heart was pounding, much faster than usual.

He fumbled back the cell phone that he had thrown aside yesterday, opened the chat page with M, and typed a few words on the keyboard with his fingers, but it hadn't been sent yet, but his movements involuntarily slowed down.

"Is it really you who was with me back then?"

Kongphop looked at those words, hesitated again and again, and deleted them one by one in frustration.

"When did you drink pink frozen milk?"

He typed a new line, but unfortunately he couldn't hit the send button in the end.

It's just because of a picture in the dream that he bluntly expressed his doubts about M, no matter what, it's a bit unreasonable.

Kongphop sighed, put down the phone, went to the window again, and looked across.

It was already dawn, the rain had already stopped, and the sun was fine, but there was no movement on the other side. I also knew that Arthit was so tired yesterday that he might not even be able to get out of bed today.

His eyes fell on Arthit's balcony again, but seeing his clothes on the clothesline, his pupils constricted involuntarily.

There were two sets of junior uniforms hanging there, needless to say, one of which belonged to Arthit, and the other, if he guessed correctly, should be the two that Not wore yesterday.

In other words, the person who stayed to take care of Arthit last night was Not.

Kongphop felt bitter again.

Immediately afterwards, he couldn't help thinking, if the person who was with him back then was really not M, then who would it be?Why have I never found him for more than a year?

And he has never found any clues about that person around him.

He looked at the opposite window again, and wondered, could the person with him be Arthit?

But when he thought of Gant's existence, he felt that this idea was just his own expectation.

What's more, with how much Arthit hated him, how could it be possible to do those lingering actions with him in the dream.

Who was that person at the beginning?

Now, he is actually a little afraid to retrieve the memory of those two years.

If he really remembered his love for another person, what would he do with his feelings for Arthit?

How can one love two people at the same time?

If recovering his memory meant allowing himself to taint Arthit's love, then he'd rather let that time go by.

But Kongphop thought again, when he loved that person back then, he might have loved him wholeheartedly and didn't want to have a little adulteration, but after meeting Arthit, he still changed.

After all, he is really selfish and ruthless, no wonder Arthit finds him annoying.

There is no class this morning, so it happens that he doesn't have to face M, who makes him tangled up.

Although Kongphop was worried about Arthit, he didn't dare to come to visit him. Seeing that it was still early, he cooked some porridge and carefully packed it in a thermos. After thinking twice, he quietly sent a text message to Ma-plang and asked him out. .

Hearing that he wanted to deliver porridge to Arthit himself, Ma-plang was shocked: "You... cook porridge for Arthit? Why?"

Kongphop hesitantly said: "Don't worry about this, remember to say that you cooked it yourself when sending it over."

If it was his, if Arthit had the strength, he might be able to throw it directly to his balcony through the window.

And Ma-plang's nympho towards Arthit has always been obvious to all, saying that she cooked the porridge naturally has a certain degree of credibility.

Unexpectedly, Ma-plang, who is always easy to talk, frowned this time; "Sorry, you didn't make it clear, I really... don't tell me what is really going on between you and Senior Arthit! You belong to M Boy friend!"

Only then did Kongphop realize that M hadn't fulfilled what he had promised him, and his friends didn't even know that he and M had already broken up.

Just like what he said to M before, because he lied to his friend, now when he needs to explain, he can't explain clearly.

He scratched his hair: "Me and M... are not what you think, and I have broken up with him."

Ma-plang's eyes widened suddenly: "What do you mean? You empathized with senior Arthit? So you dumped M to chase after senior?"

Kongphop really didn't know how to explain: "I don't..."

Ma-plang pointed at him with a dazed face: "No wonder M is always absent-minded recently. Is it because you have confessed to him that the senior hates you so much? I just said, how can my senior Arthit treat you so much for no reason?" , it must be because I saw you cheating on him!"

Kongphop didn't know whether to remind her, but Arthit was not only targeting him, but M as well.

But when Ma-plang got excited, he obviously forgot this.

She put the thermos on the table between the two with a bang: "Say clearly, what exactly are you trying to do with Senior Arthit?"

Kongphop was speechless.

Ma-plang then strengthened his guess in the bottom of his heart.

"Kongphop! I really didn't expect you to be this kind of person!" She stood up abruptly, "It's fine if you put your mind to it, and you made Arthit senior like this! He will have diarrhea after drinking your porridge! Only the devil will help you!" You give!"

After finishing speaking, Ma-plang turned around and left. Before taking two steps, she came back angrily and kicked Kongphop on the calf: "Scumbag!"

The little girl Ma-plang has always been upright, and she didn't expect to be tactful to save face for her classmates. After kicking that kick, even the back of her leaving was full of anger.

Instead of delivering the porridge, Kongphop was beaten and scolded instead. Looking at Ma-plang's back, for some reason, he couldn't help but let out a low laugh.

It's just that the smile was a little bitter.

Ma-plang was right in scolding at first, Arthit will become what he is now, it is indeed his fault.

But why did he want to make the relationship into such a mess?