I am him [Comprehensive]

For the next few days, Arthit felt restless all the time.

But there is no one who can explain the reason for this uneasiness, so I feel even more depressed.

Now that the freshman training is coming to an end, he wants the end day to come sooner, so that all this can pass earlier and Arthit can be freed from punishment; He didn't even have any excuses to meet Arthit, and he secretly hoped that the training days could be extended a little longer.

Extremely contradictory.

The selection competition for the campus star is approaching day by day. Although he has been a little out of shape recently, his sister Mini, who is very optimistic about him, still resists all opinions and makes him a student representative of the engineering school.

"Here it is, just sit and wait for a while, I'll come to you when Pair finishes filming." Mini pulled him into the studio, Pair was already filming, saw him come in, and greeted him from a distance.

Needless to say, Pair is the representative of the campus girls of their college.

After Kongphop responded, he sat quietly with Mini.

Mini didn't know what he was busy with, he lowered his head to write and draw on a piece of paper, and the messy strokes made Kongphop's heart messed up.

Because of the recent confrontation with Arthit, most of the seniors who are familiar with Arthit don't even look at him. Although that is the person he likes, Kongphop knows very little about him.

And as far as he knew, the relationship between Mini and Arthit was not bad.

Kongphop's heart moved, and he couldn't help but shouted: "Miss Mini."

Mini was busy with the things in hand, without raising his head: "Huh?"

Kongphop hesitated, and said in a low voice, "I have something to ask you."

Mini finally put down the pen in his hand, raised his head, and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

"I want to ask..."

"what?"

Kongphop gritted his teeth: "Do you know anything about Senior Arthit?"

"Him?" Mini's eyes suddenly dodged, "Isn't he... just like that? What could happen."

There was such a stalemate between the two of Kongphop and Arthit, of course it was impossible for Mini to be completely ignorant.

Hearing Kongphop ask about Arthit, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

Kongphop understood that he had concerns in his heart, but he still couldn't help but continued: "I always feel that Senior Arthit will not treat us like this for no reason."

"Oh, you mean the conflict between him and you two." Kongphop looked dazed, but he still hesitated, "Uh... I don't know very well about this, I'm afraid I have nothing to say."

Kongphop knew he was in trouble, and seeing that he didn't want to say anything, he could only nod sadly: "Then, forget it if you don't have one."

He lowered his head, fiddling with the registration form that Mini had given him earlier in the morning, his frustration was hard to hide.

Like Tuta, Mini has always had little resistance to handsome guys, seeing him like this, his heart softens.

"Okay, okay." Mini patted his arm, "Only Kongphop will tell me if you ask me. I know a little bit about him."

Kongphop looked up at him.

Mini looked around again, making sure that everyone else was too busy to pay attention to them, so he lowered his voice and asked, "But you can't say I said it, understand?"

Kongphop nodded, raised his hand, and made a swear gesture: "Got it, I swear!"

"OK." Mini continued, "A long time ago, when he was just in college, Arthit once had a boyfriend who loved him very much."

Mini's tone was mysterious and mysterious, and he paused several times for a few simple words, which made people's hearts hang high.

So after hearing his last words, Kongphop's heart seemed to fall heavily from a high platform at that moment, which made him feel a little dazed.

Didn't even have time to feel the pain.

He unconsciously crumpled the registration form in his hand, staring closely at Mini's eyes.

Mini was already feeling guilty talking about his friends behind his back, but it made him even more uncomfortable to be stared at like this: "Just...we were joking about meeting each other, and he acquiesced, but he didn't mention it again later, Arthit also lost his mind for a long time. We all guessed that his boyfriend had changed his mind, but Arthit was very stubborn and refused to say anything."

Speaking of this, Mini couldn't help sighing softly: "And this training, you happened to poke his sore spot again. I know he seemed a little unreasonable during this time, but he was not such a person before. So Kongphop, I hope you I can tolerate him in the future, he is really not a bad person."

Kongphop's mind is still in chaos, but at least he still remembers hurriedly nodding and agreeing under Mini's expectant gaze: "Got it."

For the next shoot, Kongphop didn't even know how he did it.

He always knew that he was jealous of Not, but it wasn't until he heard what Mini said that he realized that the jealousy hadn't reached its peak.

Kongphop has always been able to see Not's thoughts on Arthit, but thinking about it carefully, except for that one hasty kiss to force him to leave, Arthit didn't seem to have any ambiguous response to Not.

Most of his jealousy stems from Not's approach to Arthit.

And this so-called "Arthit's ex-boyfriend" whom he has never met, actually had a real love for Arthit.

What is it like for Arthit to love someone?

Kongphop was mad with jealousy, but couldn't help guessing at the same time.

The most important thing is that, as if he had really seen it with his own eyes, he was able to imagine in his mind what Arthit would look like when facing the person he liked.

With his character, I'm afraid he won't say it clearly even if he loves him. That person probably has to be kind to him in his bones before he can make him nod and agree, right?

Kongphop couldn't understand that being with Arthit was something he couldn't even ask for, how could that person be willing to empathize with another.

Arthit always looks aloof and indifferent, but once he really falls in love, he will definitely put his whole heart in front of the other party.

Although he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he just knew it.

How could that person have the heart to treat the heart he had so easily handed over like a waste?

Kongphop really wanted to find that jang and beat him to death.

But after thinking about it, if Arthit is still with that person well now, he probably won't have a good time either.

If it is not a last resort, who would want to do such a generous thing as seeing him live happily with others?

It's just that he probably won't be able to taste the feeling of being loved so seriously by Arthit in his life.

Because he learned about Arthit's past and thought about his indiscriminate words on the training ground, apart from jealousy, Kongphop's heart was also filled with guilt.

When I saw Arthit again, I couldn't help feeling jealous and distressed.

But the jealousy towards Not inadvertently eased a little.

Although there is no reason for this kind of thinking, but he just believes for no reason that Arthit is not the kind of person who will change his mind easily. Whether it is him or Not, they are probably not as good as the one in his heart in front of Arthit.

Anyway, Arthit wouldn't have taken a fancy to him anyway, and now that he knew that even Not had a chance, he really didn't know whether he should be lucky or not.

Originally inquiring about the situation with Mini was to alleviate the confusion in my heart, but now that I know the truth, the confusion in Kongphop's heart has not diminished but increased.

For the next few days, he was in a daze, unable to do anything.

This night, I saw Tim remind everyone in the group to bring the homework that needs to be handed in the next day, and he remembered that the homework was still thrown in the classroom during the afternoon class, so at night, he had to go back to teaching alone building.

The teaching building is very quiet, but some classrooms are still lit. I don't know if someone is studying by themselves.

Kongphop got the homework, looked down under the light of the flashlight, and suddenly heard a sudden roar in the silent night: "Do you understand?!"

He had only heard this kind of questioning on the training ground.

This is the teaching building of their engineering school. He doesn't seem to have heard that there is still training in the teaching building at night.

Moreover, that voice did not sound like the voices of several instructors.

Kongphop hesitated, but finally couldn't help being curious, and looked in the direction of the voice.

Most of the classrooms on this floor are dark, and there is only one door with a light, so it is not difficult to find it.

And as he approached, the voices in the classroom became more and more clearly heard.

"No matter what the reason is, I must not bully my junior like that again." Kongphop had never heard this voice.

He moved to the door and quietly looked in through the small piece of glass on the door.

As expected, the classroom was full of people standing like they usually did during training.

Only this time Arthit was in the training team, standing motionless with his hands behind his back.

And the person who spoke, Kongphop had never met.But judging from the situation, I'm afraid he is the senior who Pair mentioned.

Kongphop couldn't help feeling tense.

"Understood?" The senior senior asked again.

"Understood!" The instructors standing in several rows below said in unison.

"OK, let's disband." After the senior senior said, Kongphop realized that it was really inappropriate for him to stand here.

The instructors probably don't want a freshman to see the side of them being taught.

Especially Arthit, who hated him so much.

Kongphop ran away in a hurry, but time was running out, he couldn't run too far, so he hid behind the fire hydrant at the stairway in a moment of impatience.

In the middle of the night, the seniors had no intention of staying in the teaching building at all. Hearing their footsteps hurriedly approaching and then hurriedly away, Kongphop finally breathed a sigh of relief and stood up.

But I didn't expect that there was the last person following far away at the end of the line, and he bumped into him.

The man was obviously taken aback by his sudden appearance, and his body shook violently. When he saw who he was, he immediately pulled his face down, glanced at him indifferently, turned around and walked downstairs.

Kongphop couldn't help but speed up his heartbeat, and he called out, "Senior."

After so many days, this was the first time the two of them met alone.

But Arthit didn't want to pay attention to him at all, and when he heard his yell, his pace obviously quickened a lot.

Kongphop's brain became hot, and he hurried to catch up: "Senior Arthit, senior Arthit!"

Although the instructors in front were a little far away from them, it wasn't too far after all.

Arthit was probably afraid that he would make too much noise and attract their attention, so he could only stop.

But even when he turned around, his eyes on Kongphop were still indifferent.

Kongphop can't control that much at all, and finally had the opportunity to face him alone, he said anxiously: "I'm sorry, I apologize to you for what I said during training."

But his words reminded Arthit of that day.

Arthit clenched his fist and couldn't help turning his head away.

Kongphop looked at him excitedly: "Let's make peace."

Arthit looked at him coldly again, as if he wanted to wait to see what he came up with again.

Kongphop was so nervous when he saw him that he couldn't even speak. He just thought about the admonition that the senior senior gave arthit just now. In order to remind him, he blurted out: "Besides, there is nothing between us. M?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Kongphop regretted it, wishing he could slap himself twice.

He really didn't know why, why he, who was always eloquent, was so clumsy every time he faced Arthit.

Sure enough, Arthit's original indifference seemed to be repelled by his words, and the sarcasm that Kongphop was familiar with and hated again appeared between his eyebrows and eyes: "Nothing? Of course there is nothing between us."

His words sounded a bit strange.

Kongphop's heart skipped a beat: "Senior, you..."

"But I don't know why, I just don't like the two of you." Arthit glared at him fiercely, "Is it happy to see the senior stand up for you? Why are you pretending to be a good person now?"

Kongphop couldn't help lowering his head.

Even he himself didn't know how to express the worries in his heart.

He knew Arthit wouldn't believe it.

Arthit sneered again: "Why do you have to pretend to make peace? What can we make peace with?"

Obviously he was the one who sneered, and he was the one who mocked, but for some reason, Kongphop seemed to hear a bit of uncontrollable sadness in his tone.

Kongphop felt distressed in his chest, and couldn't help raising his head to look at him again.

Arthit was still looking at him quietly, and the usual sarcasm in his eyes looked more like self-deprecating at this moment: "With me as a wicked senior, doesn't it make your love more indestructible?"

Throwing away these words coldly, Arthit turned and left.

Kongphop opened his mouth, but looking at his intentionally straight back, all his voices seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.