I am him [Comprehensive]

Because they were full of worries, Kongphop and M spent most of their time together in silence the next day.

It's just that Kongphop's silence made M's heart sink again and again, and Kongphop didn't pay much attention to M's abnormality.

This way of getting along has been going on between the two for a whole day.

M was also tormented by the anxiety in his heart and almost went crazy.

Last night, because he was afraid of being discovered by Kongphop, even though he saw the two of them talking together, he didn't dare to get too close, and naturally he didn't know what they were talking about.

And the last protest statement left by Arthit made him even more anxious, and he couldn't be at peace for a moment.

It's almost time for dinner, but Kongphop doesn't seem to have any intention of going to dinner with him.

As M sat on the stone bench by the roadside in the campus, the uneasiness in his heart could not help but amplified.

Finally, Kongphop deliberated for a long time, and finally opened his mouth to him: "I always feel...I seem to know Senior Arthit before. Please recall carefully, have you met him?"

Kongphop turned his head and looked at him seriously.

M's heart trembled violently, and he didn't know if he should be thankful, until now, Kongphop still has complete trust in him.

Looking at the confusion and trust in Kongphop's eyes, for a moment, M even had the urge to tell him all the facts, so as to end this hopeless chaos earlier.

But this impulse quickly disappeared with the wind.

He turned his head hastily, not daring to look at Kongphop again.

"I...I have no memory at all." M denied in a low voice.

Hearing the expected answer, Kongphop didn't show any doubt in his eyes, but the confusion in it was deeper.

Seeing his expression, M looked away in a panic and asked, "Does your memory from those two years show signs of recovery?"

Kongphop shook his head and looked into the distance thoughtfully: "The feeling he gave me is not in my memory, and I can't say it."

Such ambiguous words made M feel even more heartbroken.

He bit his lower lip: "What do you mean by that?"

His question seemed to hit some acupuncture point of Kongphop, which made him a little stiff.

After hesitating to speak for a while, Kongphop finally said again in a low voice, "I saw him cry yesterday."

M had already secretly seen what happened yesterday.

But when he really heard Kongphop say this sentence with melancholy, which seemed to be pity, his heart still couldn't help but throbbing.

The guilt in his heart was unknowingly covered up by jealousy at this moment. He clenched his fist quietly and asked in a low voice: "So? What does it have to do with you when he cries? Don't you think you pay too much attention to him? "

M's questioning is obviously jealous.

Kongphop seemed to realize that he and M are a couple at this time, and his expression froze.

This moment of stupefaction made M feel like falling into an ice cave.

"Maybe it's because I want to restore my memory so much, I don't want to miss every opportunity." Kongphop explained.

M suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and said desperately: "Is he your chance?"

At the same time as he asked this sentence, his heart also hung high.

He is not convinced of what "fate" says.

If there is such a fate, he and Kongphop have been together day and night since as long as they can remember. If it is destined, who would be more suitable than them?

But since the reunion with Arthit, no matter how much he deceives himself, he has to admit that Kongphop's abnormality is becoming more and more obvious.

At this moment, he was really afraid that Kongphop would really say something that he didn't want to hear.

"That was not what I meant."

Kongphop's answer finally let M breathe a sigh of relief.

He took a deep breath, and his face seemed to relax a lot.

"Are those memories that important? Even if you can't remember anything, I will always be with you." M smiled hastily at Kongphop, trying to make his persuasion sound reasonable: "I don't want you And pain."

Every time he heard him say such words, Kongphop felt a little uncomfortable, and today was no exception.

He turned his eyes away, although the expression on his face was quite normal, but the awkwardly crossed hands still gave away his emotions.

"Well, I know." Kongphop's words sounded more like trying to convince himself, "I saw that the person living across from me is him, and it's probably because of this that I have some impression of him."

It seems that only this explanation is the most reasonable.

M closed his eyes, his tense nerves finally relaxed a bit.

He nodded and chuckled: "Well, it's just a neighbor."

Kongphop's heart moved, but he could only smile at him: "Well, it's just a neighbor."

A pair of lovers who have been relatively silent for a whole day, and they are discussing other men, this kind of thing is somewhat embarrassing.

Kongphop wanted to break this embarrassment, swept away the depression just now, raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile: "Aren't you jealous all the time?"

This joking question is purely to give each other a step up, so that this dull atmosphere will end.

But M did not go down the steps.

He hesitated for a while, and finally looked into Kongphop's eyes: "I don't want you to pay attention to anyone else, anyway, we are already together, the previous things are not important."

Kongphop's smile froze involuntarily.

Over the past year, M has seldom made demands on him from the perspective of a lover, but today this request from an ordinary lover sounds very normal, and he is so careful when he says it.

Kongphop understands that he is really not a qualified boyfriend.

At this moment, he even wanted to talk to M, or else, let's forget it and be good friends again, okay?

But seeing the uneasy look on M's face, he suddenly didn't know how to open his mouth when he was at a loss.

So in the end he could only smile at M: "Okay, I'll listen to you."

M's stiff body finally relaxed, and he smiled brightly at him.

Kongphop couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen M smile like this, maybe being with him wasn't a joyful thing in the first place.

From childhood to adulthood, between him and M, although on the surface, it seems that he has always taken care of M, but he understands that in most cases, it is M who is accommodating him.

In the past, he only thought that it was due to M's personality, but now he realized that M would compromise with him in everything because he liked it.

If feelings could be forced, he probably... had forced himself to respond to M long ago.

But he couldn't control his heart.