Reborn as a Good Child

Mu Jingyuan frowned and said, "No matter how neat you are, you are still a girl. It's not good to drink too much. Go back. Don't let Hanhan worry."

Bai Xueqing smiled and said: "It's the first day you know me? Don't you know my drinking capacity? Don't you know my temper? Since I met you, do you think I will let you drink alone here?"

Mu Jingyuan said helplessly: "You are the eldest lady, you have the final say."

Bai Xueqing said: "This is refreshing."

The two drank and chatted, and gradually became a little tipsy, Bai Xueqing was okay, but Mu Jingyuan was drunk and a little drunk.

He was half lying on the sofa, covering his eyes with one hand, showing a rare vulnerability.

Bai Xueqing blinked, and asked again: "Jing Yuan, in my memory, you are almost omnipotent.

What is it that makes you so sad? "

Mu Jingyuan moved his arm away, blinked his eyes, and said with a wry smile, "It's an unsolvable matter."

Bai Xueqing disagreed and said: "This is not like you. There is nothing in this world that cannot be solved. I would like to hear what makes you say such negative things."

Mu Jingyuan closed his eyes, sat up straight suddenly, stared at Bai Xueqing and said, "You really want to know?

Bai Xueqing nodded without hesitation.

Mu Jingyuan leaned back again, sighed deeply, and said, "I fell in love with someone, someone I might never be able to get in my whole life."

Bai Xueqing's heart sank, and said: "With your status and skills, if you really like it, who can't get it?" Mu Jingyuan smiled bitterly again: "You don't understand, feelings are such things , It’s not something you can get with your status and skills. Besides, he doesn’t like me at all, he just treats me like a big brother. No, I don’t know what he thinks of me anymore. "

Bai Xueqing said: "Since this is the case, why do you insist on making yourself miserable? It's better to let go and see other scenery."

Mu Jingyuan sighed and said: "Xueqing, you have never experienced real feelings, you don't understand, how can you let go of things like feelings? It's because you can't let go that you are confused and painful. "

Bai Xueqing frowned and said, "If you can't let it go, then go grab what you like."

Mu Jingyuan said: "It would be nice if it was that simple, but he is not a thing, he is a living person."

Bai Xueqing said: "What about people? Whether it's things or people, only what you hold in your hands is yours."

Mu Jingyuan laughed lowly and said: "Your words are really in line with your temperament. When you get to this day, you will understand that feelings make people weak. If you really fall in love with someone, how can you bear it?" Hurt him, make him unhappy?"

Bai Xueqing said impatiently: "This won't work, and that won't work, so how can we solve it?"

Mu Jingyuan said: "So, this is an unsolvable problem."

He put his arm over his eyes again, and said solemnly: "I have guarded him for so many years, spoiled him for so many years, and I will never do anything to hurt him. I originally thought that he is still young, and I have to wait I watched him grow up, but when he grew up, I found that he no longer belonged to me. Now I don't expect to be with him anymore. I'm afraid that he won't even give me such a chance, I really don't know what went wrong, he doesn't want to see me again, he doesn't want to talk to me properly, what should I do to stay by his side?"

This kind of taboo and hopeless emotion has been hidden in his heart for too long, oppressing him like a mountain, but now it is much more comfortable to express it through alcohol.