Reborn as a Good Child

What about my sister?Is she really in love with Shen Tianyang?Is she... really happy?

Ahhhh! ! ! !

why?In this life, happiness came so quickly that it always made him feel like a dream. It turned out that this was not an illusion, everything was false. His happiness came from the sacrifice of his family.

He held his head, and thought of those self-satisfied and obsessed with Mu Jingyuan before, he was so ashamed, especially those love affairs that warmed his ears every time he thought of them, but felt extraordinarily sweet. His initiative and obedience made his face burn like fire. He really hoped that God could give him a crack in the ground that he could never get out of, and hoped that time could turn back again and return to the moment when he was just reborn. He will hide away at the first time, even if it makes them feel that he died in an accident, after a short period of sadness, they can start a new life, and he can hide in the dark and try to change other regrets.

In fact, it’s okay now, big brother and brother Jiang should be fine, the land in the south of the city is taken down, and the Bai family will be fine, as long as the Bai family doesn’t collapse, there will be no more tragedies, big sister... If she is real Falling in love with Shen Tianyang, that's good, Shen Tianyang also loves her very much, if...their love is just a play, then without him, everything will return to the right track.

He raised his dry eyes, looked around the room, and fixed his eyes on the glass on the table. This time Mu Jingyuan is not here, so he must be able to succeed, right?

He walked towards the cup slowly as if possessed by a demon, his obsessed eyes seemed to be looking at Mu Jingyuan as usual, his cold fingertips lightly touched the body of the cup, he laughed at himself, no wonder the people in his room didn't know where to go. Since when can't find any sharp weapon anymore, and the only glass products left are drinking cups. It turned out that he was afraid that he would commit suicide.

Afraid that he would commit suicide, yes, everyone did all this to fear that he would commit suicide. If he died now, wouldn’t everyone’s efforts and sacrifices be in vain?

He gently put down the cup, he can't die, he can't even be hurt, he has to live, his family do these things in hope that he can live, he can be happy, then, he should live "happy", think about just now, His mother, his father, his Jingyuan, how brisk they were when they heard Dr. Zhou say that he was about to recover, are they happy now?And he is just a rotten body, so what can he do if he gives up his body?What's more, acting with Mu Jingyuan, he still took a huge advantage...

Cherish this period of time, Bai Yihan, when you are "well", Jingyuan will return to a "normal" life, and then, don't embarrass them by acting ridiculously reluctant to let go of pain, you will laugh Do you want him to be happy? You have delayed him for too long.

Sure enough, living is God's greatest punishment for him.

He numbly walked to the bed, slowly lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, as if he had never gone out before.

Bai Yihan, in fact, what are you hypocritical about?So many people love you, you are happy, I am... the happy Mumumu Mu Jingyuan sent the doctor away, and chatted with Bai's parents before returning to the room. Seeing that Bai Yihan was still sleeping, He couldn't help being a little annoyed that he was too indulgent last night and asked for too much, which made his baby so tired.

He sat on the side of the bed, lovingly stroked the broken hair on Bai Yihan's forehead, and got the permission of the Bai family's parents. His mood was a little joyful. If Bai Yihan was awake, he really wanted to propose to him, and he couldn't wait. Get the certificate today, use that marriage certificate to become his legal partner, and become a real family with him.

He tapped the tip of Bai Yihan's nose lightly, and said in a low voice: "Little guy, are you tired after sleeping so deeply?" Since you are so tired, I will spare you tonight.

Bai Yihan's face turned pale.

Is it cold?Mu Jingyuan looked at the air conditioner, found the remote control and turned it up two degrees, then pulled the quilt for him, sat by the bed for a while, checked the time, it was time to go to the company, today because of Bai Yihan's follow-up visit, It's been a long time, but Bai Yihan fell asleep and couldn't bear to wake him up. If he carried him into the car, he would definitely be woken up. What's the difference between this and waking up?Do you want to go to work alone today? !Oh, what a tragedy!Alas, who made Hanhan tired because he couldn't control himself last night?

Forget it, anyway, the doctor also said that he can give him some private space. He is still young and loves to play. If he keeps him like this all day long, he will be annoyed, right?

Then... Take him to the company tomorrow, well, I have to tell Aunt Bai to call him as soon as Hanhan wakes up!Alas, poor me, I have to go to work alone, it makes anyone who hears it sad, and whoever sees it shed tears...

He wanted to kiss Bai Yihan before leaving, but he was afraid of waking him up, so he leaned over and took a breath on Bai Yihan's neck. Why is my Hanhan so fragrant?He obviously used the same shower gel, but he never used perfume or anything like that!Is this the legendary deodorant (and not)?ah!You seductive little guy!

Looking at his lover trapped in the quilt, Mu Jingyuan really couldn't move. After dawdling for a long time, seeing that Bai Yihan really showed no signs of waking up, he finally walked out step by step.

There was a "click" from the door lock, still a small sound, which was Mu Jingyuan's gentleness.

Bai Yihan on the bed opened his eyes, his eyes were clear, without the slightest drowsiness, his face was neither happy nor sad, very calm, he lay quietly, his eyes were quietly looking at the chandelier on the roof, he did not move at all, probably after a while After an hour, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, went to wash up with a blank face, and opened the door after cleaning himself up.

The moment he opened the door, there was a bright smile on his face, and he went downstairs briskly. Bai Mu was watching TV. When she saw him coming down, she waved happily: "Hanhan, are you awake? Come here, mom." Here, you slept for a long time, did you not sleep last night? Are you hungry?"

Bai Yihan walked to her and sat down, put his arms around her arm as usual and said, "I slept well this time, and I don't feel hungry."

Bai Mu patted his hand, smiled and narrowed her eyes: "You are so old, and you are still acting like a baby with your mother. It is time for lunch. If you are not hungry, you can eat together at noon. Your Aunt Yang made soup and let her First serve a bowl to cushion your stomach?"

Bai Yihan kept holding her arm and said, "No need, I'll eat together at noon, now that I've had soup, I won't be able to eat it later."

Bai Mu nodded and said: "Well, you're right. By the way, you fell asleep just now, and Jingyuan couldn't bear to call you, so he went to the company alone, and asked you to call him as soon as you woke up."

Can't bear it?Yes, after all, he loves himself so much, he is closer than his own brother, but it's not just like that, is it?What's more important is that Dr. Zhou said that I don't need him to accompany me every step of the way, right?Jingyuan, you can finally have a little space for yourself, don't you feel much more relaxed?

Don't worry, I will "get better" soon, just be patient.

Half a month passed in a hurry, Mr. Bai's birthday arrived, and the Bai family came to the villa in the western suburbs one day earlier. The family was lively and the atmosphere was very happy.

Mu Jingyuan looked at Bai Yihan who was smiling beside him, and frowned slightly, unable to get rid of the strange feeling in his heart. For a while, he always felt that something was wrong with Bai Yihan, but he usually laughed and got angry. Scolding, or being coquettish and dependent, she is also very intimate with him, it is no different from before, at least everything seems to be normal, but he always feels faintly that something has quietly changed in his Hanhan.

For example, their love affair was always harmonious and beautiful in the past, Bai Yihan always indulged him infinitely in bed, as long as it was what he wanted, as long as it was not too much, he would obey, but recently, Bai Yihan always finds various reasons to reject his courtship. This kind of thing, of course, is the sublimation of love if both of them desire it. He doesn't want to force Bai Yihan at all. As long as he is unwilling, he would rather endure it. I won't force him either. It's been half a month. They've only been together once, and it wasn't very pleasant, because Bai Yihan couldn't devote himself wholeheartedly. It's not that he wasn't emotional, but he seemed a little resistant. He didn't even have an orgasm. , such a situation, in fact, do not worth mentioning.

Although it's good to just hug and sleep together, Bai Yihan is by his side, although he is becoming less and less willing to accompany him to the company, but his attitude towards himself is as usual, and he does not show any dissatisfaction. Persuading myself, it might be that Hanhan was too tight and bored some time ago. It is not surprising that his Hanhan would want some independent space of his own, and in the company, I rarely can accompany him when I have to work. Playing, he will be very bored, and it is normal not to like to go.

However, the feeling of uneasiness is always lingering. He couldn't help but posted an anonymous post on the Internet. The results were very unsatisfactory. Almost everyone said that when your lover no longer desires your body and clings to you, Then you're basically done.

He was very dissatisfied with the result. His Hanhan obviously treated him very well, cared about him, relied on him, and there was nothing wrong with getting along with him at ordinary times. But why, did he feel more and more uneasy?

When he thought of this, he couldn't help but want to hold Bai Yihan's hand. Bai Yihan seemed to wave his hand inadvertently, but he couldn't get it. Thinking about it, the family members are all there. Even if they know they are lovers, they always hold hands It was not suitable either, he shook his fingers lightly, looking at Bai Yihan who looked normal, he felt a little flustered inexplicably, his hands clenched and then loosened, loosened and clenched again, after a few times, Still unable to hold back, he stretched out his hand again and gently held Bai Yihan's wrist, as if only such physical contact could relieve the uneasiness and anxiety in his heart.