I don't know the breeze

"Yi'er came too late, the pear cake is gone. Ah, don't cry, don't cry, mother lied to you, look, there are many more. Yi'er remember to come earlier next time, to be punctual, to promise other people's things, It must be done."

what……

What you promise to others, you must do...

But why...

I exclaimed and opened my eyes suddenly.

My eyes were slightly astringent, I sat on the bed panting, and gradually calmed down.

Dreaming again.

To this day, I still have such dreams.

I raised my hand, it was trembling slightly, so cold that I almost lost consciousness.I smiled wryly.

Another night, another such night.How many times?When I woke up, all I saw was a night like this.The moon will change from time to time, but the darkness of the night has never changed.Day after day, day after day.

I rubbed my forehead tiredly.

i miss her...

really miss her...

"Do you know that the head of the Ziyan faction seems to be missing."

"really?"

"That's right, even the leader of the Jueyun faction disappeared after he brought a letter back."

"Heh, two heads are missing all of a sudden, this year's world is really uneasy."

I was drinking tea on the second floor of the teahouse, listening to the words drifting into my ears, my mind drifted away unknowingly, I stared at the sky outside in a daze, the teacup rested by my mouth, and did not move.

Today's sky is light with a few wisps of clouds, clear and vast.My eyes lingered outside the window, and someone took the teacup from my hand.

Ji Yicang put the cup on the table, and took a piece of tea from my mouth: "Young Master Feng, you can drink a cup of tea for half an hour, and I will admire you."

I smiled and said, "Mao Lin, when did you learn how to make fun of people?"

He sat down in front of me, reached out and lifted the teapot to pour himself a cup of tea: "I always knew it, but you didn't know it."

I looked at him with my arms up and said, "Oh? You must have met some weird people again and learned from them, right?"

Ji Yicang glanced at me, and said leisurely: "The most unusual person I met is you, and I will never find anyone else."

I looked at him with a deeper smile.

"The evening bell is gone?"

"What do you mean by 'gone'?"

"literal meaning."

I chuckled.

"The emperor seems to be a little bit better than I thought." He took a sip of tea and said playfully, "He still keeps him."

"The people of those days are gone, what can the people of today do?"

I looked at the tea in the cup, feeling a little absent-minded.

"Seldom hear it." Ji Yicang called me, and I raised my head to meet him with a serious expression.

"Come back to Chang'an with me."

Ji Yicang and I rode side by side, raising our heads and squinting to look at the sun in the sky.There is wind blowing along the official road, which is very comfortable.

"This situation reminds me of when we first met."

I tilted my head, and Ji Yicang was looking at me with a smile.

Oh yes.That day was also such a sunny day. When I first entered Chang'an, I was stopped by someone on the street in the city.

I remember that at that time, the son-in-law who was wearing black satin outlined with silver thread asked me very kindly: "Brother, is this the first time you come to Chang'an? Why don't I show you the way?"

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt resentful, and said with a dark face: "If you don't mention it, I will almost forget it. That day you took me all over Changan's restaurants, teahouses and theaters, and spent all my money. I had no choice but to follow you to your house."

Ji Yicang laughed: "That's not because I thought you were penniless and had nowhere to go, and I was afraid that you would sleep on the street, so I kindly took you back."

I sneered: "I think you recognized that I am not a child of an ordinary family, and kidnapped me to your house for your father to have a look at."

Ji Yicang scratched his face embarrassingly: "What's the matter, doesn't my father like you very much, he hasn't treated you badly these years, I'm a little jealous."

I was silent for a while, and Ji Yicang called out tentatively: "You don't hear much?"

"Maybe I should really thank him," I said slowly, "If it wasn't for him, there are some things I would never know in my life."

Ji Yicang choked for a moment, turned his face away, and remained silent.

Ji Muyuan, who was not yet a general at the time, saw me with the look of seeing his son who had been lost for many years.When I realized something was wrong and was about to find an excuse to leave, he uttered two words in a trembling voice: "Yi'er..."

I froze.Ji Yicang, who was just a little boy at that time, also looked at his father strangely.

Ji Muyuan took a deep breath, and looked at me with complicated eyes, loving but also worried: "Ask Steward Xu to clean up a clean room and come out. Cang'er, take... Mr. Feng to look around the house and see if you know it. Find your way."

I was young at the time, and I didn't know the pros and cons of what was wrong, and I didn't know how to evade it.When I left the front hall, all I could think about was how this Mr. Ji knew my childhood nickname.In my mind, the only person who ever called me that was my mother.

Since then, I have lived in Ji's mansion.At that time, my master had just died, and all my money was spent, and I had nowhere else to go.Ji Muyuan confessed that when asked, he would say that I was a cousin of his wife's natal family.So whenever someone mentioned me, Ji Yicang would always tell people with a smile that I am the great-grandson of his grandfather's deceased aunt.

Ji Muyuan's wife, Mrs. Li, treats me very well, and I like her very much.Ji Muyuan had no concubine, but she was his only official wife.Others secretly laughed at Ji Muyuan, and some envied Li Shi.But no matter what they say, their father Qin Se and Ming are the same.

Ji Muyuan is capable and understands the art of war, and he is the first thing that comes to mind when there is disturbance in the frontier.He came and went again and again, and he became a general.

Counting the days, it has been less than half a year since I left Ji's mansion this time, the last time I entered the palace was by accident, I left in a hurry, and only saw Ji Yicang.To be honest, I still miss them a little bit.

The Ji Mansion is still the same, not much different from what I saw when I first came to the capital.After Ji Muyuan became a general, the emperor ordered to help him rebuild his mansion, but he refused.After going back and forth, we only built an extra water corridor with a pool in the backyard.

I entered the mansion together with Ji Yicang.

Seeing me, Mrs. Li's cheeks with makeup turned even more rosy: "I don't know, but I don't know, is it back?"

I respectfully bowed my head and saluted, and called my aunt.

She ordered tea and invited me to sit beside her.

She said: "It's not easy for you to come back this time, so don't leave easily. No matter how you say it, you have to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival at home."

I responded with a smile.I originally wanted to take a break, but I was not in a hurry to leave.

Ji Muyuan has never liked extravagance, and the Mid-Autumn Festival in Ji's mansion was not very gorgeous, but it was well-decorated and more affectionate.I made a toast to the two elders at the banquet, and was coaxed and tricked by Ji Yicang to drink a few more glasses, and I felt a little smug.

At this time, a white porcelain plate came up, and before I could see what was inside, Mrs. Li pushed it in front of me, and said with a smile: "Come on, don't just drink too much, I specially ordered the eight-treasure rice with extra candied dates." , try it."

I took a spoonful, and it was really sweet but not greasy, soft and delicious.

I took a few more mouthfuls, and Li Shi's smile became more gentle.

When the banquet was over, Ji Yicang was already so drunk that he lost his mind, and Ji Muyuan's face turned red.Mrs. Li supported him, and said to me who was pulled by Ji Yicang: "I will take your uncle back to the room first, and Cang'er will trouble you."

"No trouble, no trouble."

I replied with a smile, and pinched Ji Yicang's hand around my neck severely.

In the courtyard of Ji Mansion under the moonlight, I staggered to his room with Ji Yicang on my back.It is said that drunkards die, and today I personally experienced it, and the world does not deceive me.

"Chengxue, Chengxue..."

Ji Yicang mumbled something vaguely on my back, and I gasped and said, "Which brothel girl are you looking for again, they all come to you in their dreams."

But Ji Yicang lost his voice again.I sighed, straightened up and threw him on the ground, and said to the panic-stricken servants following behind with a dark face: "Go, find a board, and carry your young master back to the house."