After memorizing the book, I am super strong

"I found a way to go back."

When Xie Gongxuan was in a good mood and was about to reveal her big discovery, Osamu Dazai lazily moved towards the pillow——

"Don't worry about going back, we may need to go to another place."

He hinted so mysteriously that Xie Gongxuan couldn't help leaning over curiously: "Where is it?"

With Xie Gongxuan waking up, the orange cat who regained its strength turned around on the top of the cabinet, as if it was about to jump towards the table.

"I'll tell you if I kiss you~"

Osamu Dazai started playing like this, Nakaya lost his claw and fell to the ground with a bang.

Central Plains Chuya:?

Xie Gongxuan helplessly knocked on Dazai's head: "Hey, don't suddenly resume your under-beating state, or I will remind me of your old grievances!"

"Hey, it can't be like this." Dazai silently cast a mocking look in Chuya's direction, "But today, it might be impossible to hit me."

dong dong dong.

As soon as the words fell, there was a knock on the door.

……

Perhaps after receiving the information that Akira Heiyan tried to make trouble and finally died, Xie Mingxin finally decided to take his daughter with him.

Tidy up the white coat, put away all the strange reagent bottles, arrange the living room clean and tidy in advance, and even asked someone to buy a clean white rose dripping with dew and put it at one end of the room—— Even knowing that it may not live here for long——

Xie Mingxin and Xiao Chi wanted to use their best form, and even waited nervously for Xie Gongxuan.

But he never expected that there would be two people appearing in front of him.

Looking at each other, the air is quiet, staring silently, hesitating to speak——

She was stunned like this for about six or seven seconds, and Xie Mingxin, who was well maintained and still looked like a beautiful 20-year-old young woman, elbowed her husband Xiao Chi beside her.

Then Xiao Chi twisted his neck and asked tentatively: "Excuse me... who is this?"

Osamu Dazai, who had been waiting for the other party to speak first, blinked obediently: "Hello, two elders."

"I'm Gong Xuan's boyfriend."

Xie Gongxuan who was expecting a harmonious and natural self-introduction:? ? ?

Her parents were stunned:! ! !

Xie Gongxuan said in a low voice: "Hey, I'm only 16 years old now, are you sure you won't be cut for talking like that?"

Confused Osamu Dazai: "But I'm still very young now."

Then Xie Gongxuan fell silent again.

The problem is not whether you are old or not, the problem is that we are underage!

Xie Mingxin felt that her expression was weird, and all the questions that she planned to ask about Xie Gongxuan's current situation were all scattered to an unknown corner at this moment, and the conversation could not start at once.

"Hahahaha, it's a bit sudden, so this is your classmate."

She cautiously asked if she hadn't seen her daughter for a long time, was she starting to rebel.

If it is reasonable to stop it now, will it destroy the relationship between mother and daughter!

Assistant, where is my assistant, I want to know all the information about this little boy within 3 minutes!

Xie Gongxuan decided to join the conversation and turned the matter into a normal direction: "Ahem, he was actually involved in this matter for some reason... But don't worry, I'm safe now."

The passage just now must have exceeded the amount of words they have spoken in the past ten years or so—this kind of realization made Xie Mingxin speechless in surprise, and it took a long time to jam out a few weak syllables.

"...I'm sorry, we found out about this too late. We didn't help you in time..."

"sorry."

After a while, she still said so.

Xie Gongxuan just smiled quietly: "Well, it's okay."

Such a faint relationship, a ribbon as soft as water, connects them as relatives.But mutual care and understanding, even knowing that they are involved in complicated things, will not end easily.

Xie Gongxuan was not curious about what they had done, and would not ask.So familiar and unfamiliar, plain but sincere stay together and talk.

"However, why hasn't father made a sound for a long time?"——she asked suspiciously.

Xie Mingxin glanced at Xiao Chi tenderly and affectionately: "Because your father has no place in the family."

Xiao Chi:? !

Don't say it so obviously!

Xiao Chi, who was still shivering, just glanced at Xie Gongxuan unrequitedly because he had put the wrong seasoning in the cooking just now, and was stared at by his wife deathly.

My child, you can tell the class of our family from your name.

So, stop asking.

Xie Gongxuan who was silent for a while: ...

Osamu Dazai who was suddenly glanced at by her: ...

The atmosphere of the conversation, which had been a little delicate from the beginning, became even more subtle now.Unfamiliar, but close-knit people sit around a table like this, wanting to be intimate but unable to have no barriers——

However, there are still ways.

"Well, it's time. Let's have a meal!"

Xie Mingxin made a suggestion.

……

Chinese-style diet therapy to solve problems.

"Xiaoxuan, you must like this, your dad just cooked it himself!"

When Xie Mingxin put the spicy chicken into her bowl, Xie Gongxuan nodded seriously.

"I won't let this dish down...oh no, I won't let my dad down."

Feeling let down by Xiao Chi: ...

"This is not bad, and this..."

"Wow, that's great! It turns out that learning chemistry and cooking can also make food delicious!"

"Of course, we all use the most sophisticated instruments in the laboratory to weigh the dishes—"

"Wow, so rigorous and scientific! How is the time controlled?"

"We have specially made a machine for cooking. Even if it is overcooked, we can also use the machine to turn back time. Every bite of rice Xiaoxuan eats today must be perfect!"

"You guys are so good, it's great!"

When Xie Mingxin and Xie Gongxuan chatted happily like little friends, Xiao Chi next to him took a few glances at Dazai Zhi.

Xiao Chi's appearance is very gentle, and the whole person reveals the temperament of a white and clean scholar. The face facing the experimental equipment all the year round can't see the signs of aging. When sitting face to face with Dazai, there is an inexplicable illusion of a big meeting scene with a little boy .

"Hi, first time meeting. My name is Osamu Dazai." Dazai, who had barely touched his chopsticks, greeted him first, trying to appear obedient.

Xiao Chi was startled, and replied at a loss: "Hello, brother."

Then he suddenly became the focus of the audience.

Xie Gongxuan: Dad, what's the matter with you, Dad?

Xie Mingxin with black lines all over his head: "Are you an uncle?"

Xiao Chi panicked: "Ah yes, hello uncle."

Osamu Dazai: "...?"

……

"Mom, you should mute him." Finally, Xie Gongxuan suggested this.

"That's right. He was a little bit useful in the laboratory." Xie Mingxin admitted with a headache.

Just as they chatted casually, Xiao Chi suddenly called Xie Gongxuan's name.

"Xiaoxuan."

Xie Gongxuan responded instinctively: "Hey."

Then, he looked at his daughter gently, that kind of gaze reminds people of scented tea that has been placed for a long time but is still steaming.

"If it's a choice you make ... we all believe in you," he said.

"Although we may be very strange to you, it is our greatest honor to be able to watch you grow up and not leave here."

"So, be sure to live well and happily."

So Xie Gongxuan looked into his black eyes and nodded quietly.

The people who are the farthest but the closest in the world are gathered around me at this moment.

Then Xie Mingxin looked at a certain Zai and added: "Of course, don't worry too much about things that are not suitable for minors."

……

They are always busy.Since she chose not to stay with them, after the meal was over, Xie Gongxuan said her farewell lines.

He was about to disinfect his gloved palm, and finally waved it in the air.Say goodbye to her silently.

It's goodbye.

There is no dream that will not end, something that is destined to disappear, just leave a treasured fragment.

After all, there is no way to sit with them and talk like this anymore.

[It is already known that it is a false existence, no matter how much you look forward to it, you can't take it as a souvenir. 】

……

On the way back, there were few cars passing by on the quiet road, and the gentle tree shadows covered the shady steps on the road paved with diamond-shaped ground.

"Have you found it~Gongxuan?"

Osamu Dazai spoke suddenly.

"Huh, what."—Catching the fallen leaves from the street trees casually, Xie Gongxuan responded in a low voice when clapping her palms together.

"Have you discovered the big question of 'should I call your father uncle or nephew now'?"

Xie Gongxuan expressed indifference: "...Don't try to trick me, we are not married yet. Wife with empty gloves?"

"Well, it becomes difficult to cheat after recovering the memory." Osamu Dazai seemed to be a little regretful, "If this is the case, we have to talk about the real thing."

Xie Gongxuan said that you should not make it so bleak to talk about business.

"The essential peppers in every dish, the illustration of A Midsummer Night's Dream on the side wall, the slightly worn vase tops, the white roses dripping with dew, the Samoyed rug, and the white Children's gloves..."

He read in such detail, repeating the small details that he saw in the living room before, Xie Gongxuan may have noticed some of them, but did not remember some small details in his heart.

"What's the matter, you finally found out that you are not an armed man but a detective?" Xie Gongxuan asked in a daze.

"I have always been a detective who carries people's expectations~"

When Osamu Dazai was showing off with such an uplifting tone, Xie Gongxuan suddenly had a wonderful feeling of 'the cub is growing up, it's time to beat him up'.

Dazai Osamu, who didn't know that he was starting to rub against the edge of being beaten, continued: "According to the degree of wear and tear, the number of types, and the clues that they don't know my existence—"

Suddenly, he played detective reasoning in a decent manner, and he seemed to say the answer casually.

"Every year, they collect information about you, your current situation, your hobbies, where you go. Then leave the elements about your hobbies in this room, and keep every detail about you in mind... "

"These two elders actually love you very much."

When his last word fell into his hearing, Xie Gongxuan paused for a moment in a daze.

"Before you came, they always knew that you longed for death—didn't you tell me that your ability was related to an illusory bridge—"

When he let the words float in the air in a low voice, it seemed as if he was telling a story that never ended in a dream that had awakened.

"You mean—" Xie Gongxuan suddenly understood something, and a strange feeling rose up, like the tide brought by the moon, hitting the dry sandy beach for half a day.

This feeling made her pinch the corner of her clothes.

She didn't die when she committed suicide because her parents knew her plan a long time ago, so they put her in a world that had nothing to do with her past.

That illusory bridge in the dream, the bridge that connects this place with the upper world—represents such fetters and love, even if she leaves their side, father and mother will still love her in another world , the bridge connecting them, as always, always exists.

Communicating this end and that end.

Why did she still stand at the intersection of these two worlds after crossing over?

Why through books she can turn the possibility of reality into reality,

Because everyone in that world, every book, living and dead—

It is the eternal bond between her and the original world.

There is no need to have empty and sad dreams, and there is no need to modify everything to look like it is today.

Because the original world, although devastated, is not completely useless.

Because of the former family and friendship, never gave up protecting her for a moment, until it collapsed, forever.

Osamu Dazai finally let out a soft breath, then turned slightly, and glanced in the direction they left.

"So, I would like to thank those two elders."

"Send you, who is so loved, to my side."

……

Dangdang, Dangdang~ Dangdang, Dangdang!

Suddenly, the voice of Happy Fighting the Landlord sounded like this.

On the empty and quiet road, Xie Gongxuan looked at the unfamiliar phone number, and pressed the answer button with a heavy heart.

"Hey, Xie Gongxuan, where have you been?"

"After a hundred days, I haven't seen your figure. Even if you skip class, you should give me some limits! What if I encounter any danger outside!"

"Hey, did you hear that? Where are you now? Go back to school as quickly as possible. The principal and grade officials are all sitting here waiting for you. Just wait to be punished!"

"...%*#@￥#￥#"

Xie Gongxuan pressed the hang up button as quickly as possible before the homeroom teacher who called suddenly could read herself bloody.

Oh, it's cool now.

"Baby." She said tremblingly.

"I think I need a more domineering title." Osamu Dazai protested. "Now I deeply understand the importance of maintaining my status at any time."

The multicolored light traces half of her expression fell into the shadows that were not very clear, but they couldn't cover up the invitation to the ball, which symbolized fantasy, wine and lamps.

Xie Gongxuan turned around: "Let's go back."

Go back to the world where this place should have existed. (In this way, you will not be afraid of being scolded by the teacher.)

Dazai was stunned for a moment, in the depths of his eyes was a cluster of violets, and together with the slight smile on the corner of his mouth, the beautiful sepals in the autumn light bloomed - the tone was the warmth of pansies under the sky.

He said, "Okay, let's go back together."

The leaves on the evergreen trees rustled, passing through the air with dry flying dust at a speed of 340 meters per second, and fell to the same endpoint with the distant light.

[Since you have followed all the way, you must also go and return together. 】

……

When grabbing Dazai's hand into her bosom, Xie Gongxuan used the last ability here——

"A dog that has a heart but doesn't know how to be a good dog will keep barking and running."

—— "Bungo Stray Dogs".

The shattered mirror will turn back to its true side. The light flowing from her palm has been flying towards the direction of the sun. The line of dawn and dusk divides the world into two ends of light and darkness. The growing and dying are all stagnant. Waiting for the moment to return to reality.

In the dark, Xie Gongxuan felt herself falling into a warm embrace.

[Even if time and space are dislocated,

Even if everything returns.

Let's hug each other tightly. 】

As a result, the strong light flourished, and the whole world was shrouded in opaque white mist, what died was about to grow, and what passed away was bound to pass away——

Nothing was seen—but everyone knew what to see next.

The collapsed, collapsed reality has been reconstructed into its original appearance.