After memorizing the book, I am super strong

So it was for revenge that he had to kill her.Kill their two only relatives.

All the answers finally converged to a point of intersection, bringing everyone's actions to the reasonable end.

The revived memory slowly settled in Xie Gongxuan's brain as he told the story, and the past pages were rewritten in his mind as he turned the pages of the book.

Inexplicably remembered some - the details of her investigation afterwards.

It seems that after a long, long time, she entered the laboratory in person, and when she was locked up in close range and received protection with her parents, the highest-level document she saw inside——

"I seem to remember something." Xie Gongxuan opened her eyes in confusion, and finally compiled what she recalled into a completed sentence. "There are three investors in this project. China's Hengyan Group, Japan's Black Rock Group, and the United States' Black Group."

"But you are the only ones who participated in this experiment."

"At that time, all the instruments were only semi-finished products."

Heiyan Zhangren made a sudden movement, trying to struggle so that the muscle lines on his face showed signs of tearing.But because gravity is controlled, the whole body cannot move an inch.

"what do you mean--"

There was panic in his tone.

Shiroha floated down to the calm water surface, and Dazai Osamu's voice floated to their sides like this.

He seemed to say relaxedly: "Moreover, the investors in this project are not only you, but also the official forces of many countries."

The...official power of the country.

With words to this point, everything is self-evident.

This was a political conspiracy. Perhaps the Black Rock Group was so prosperous at that time that it caused other organizations to join forces to deal with it. Using unfinished projects, they were all given to the god of death as sacrifices.

Perhaps the situation at that time was far more complicated than this, but the result was very simple but obvious——

They fell victim to the struggle.

"..."

Akira Heiyan froze in place again.Although his body couldn't move a long time ago, the shock this time seemed to have left his soul in place, unable to respond to external stimuli anymore.

Is he muttering something, but nothing can be heard.

"Really. I have always felt that politics is a way to make the world a better place chosen by people without direct force. Through checks and balances and coordination, people who are already in conflict can be calmed down, and the world's resources can be allocated to what they should be." Being around people—is a gentle, reconciling art."

Xie Gongxuan slightly raised her eyes, as if she was staring at the beautiful crystal lamp above her head, watching the flickering light swirl split into thousands of star points.

"But I ignored that the inevitable result of reconciliation would be sacrifice. Since sacrifice, there must be misfortune. I just ignore the pain of a small part for the benefit of more people. It turns out that I have been longing for this cruel thing... "

Osamu Dazai called her name: "Gongxuan."

Xie Gongxuan suddenly approached Hei Yanzhangren: "Do you think I would think so?"

"Impossible," she said.

Akira Heiyan returned to his body as if his soul had been taken out, causing his black eyes to be filled with astonishment for an instant.

"No matter what kind of result we face, the right to choose is always with us. You can choose not to be greedy, not to have evil desires, not to be crazy, and not to implicate innocent people - so that your tragedy happened more than ten years ago. It could be terminated, or it might not even happen at all."

"But you still chose to do so."

Xie Gongxuan met the opponent's eyes that were gradually brewing a storm, and could feel him trembling unnaturally—Zhong Yuanzhong should have gradually loosened his control over Akira Heiyan.

"Any excuse can't change the established facts, and it has ended up like this—it's not the world that's wrong."

"It was you who were at fault."

There was a shrill cry.

"what--!"

As Nakaya gave up control, Akito Kuroiwa finally got out of the bondage, and then screamed like weeping, one after another, accompanied by his hurried footsteps - he ran towards the slanted iron sheet behind him.

prick--

□□The sound of the blade colliding with the iron blade, almost at this moment, Akira Heiyan's body was divided into two parts, half with painful staring eyes, and the other half had lost its vitality and collapsed to the ground limbs.

And so he died.

"He's dead." Xie Gongxuan suddenly gave a weak laugh, "Do you want to revive him so that he can commit suicide a few more times?"

"Let him die as many times as there are people killed by him, okay?"

She seemed to be asking for her own opinion in such a low voice, but at the same time, she was surrounded by a pair of hands behind her.The light, breathless breath hit her neck weakly, but it melted the cold ice in her heart little by little with the scorching heat.

It was Osamu Dazai who stood with almost half of his body supported by Xie Gongxuan's strength, or fell behind her.

His voice is very soft, but it is extraordinarily clear because of the distance.

"You look tired, take a break," he said.

are you tired?

seems like it.

From the very beginning, a wave of memory hit her like a stormy sea, but she was like a ship sailing on a sea full of hidden reefs, unable to change its course to face the huge storm surge head-on.

Until it is so weak, until the head is bleeding.

In the next second, her thoughts were suddenly cut off, and she fell into a deep blackness.

……

When Xie Gongxuan fell down, she seemed to have no strength, but Osamu Dazai, who was seriously injured, took her into his arms.A slightly controlled distance prevents the blood from the wound that bleeds more severely due to tearing from contaminating the other party's body.

Zhongyuan Zhong also died because of Xie Gongxuan's supernatural power, and he also lived because of her power. The two forces have been fighting against him.So from then on, his state was also directly linked to Xie Gongxuan - as she fainted because she began to recover her memory, Zhong Yemiao also curled up on the table unconsciously.

The entire room was in a mess, a red movement intertwined with blood and death—the unique sound of an ambulance began to pass from downstairs.

The only one who can work... is Fyodor.

Osamu Dazai complained softly: "Although I don't like you at all..."

Fyodor just outlined a pale smile that was almost invisible, and stated gently: "At least I have contributed a lot to this plan..."

"I'm trustworthy now that I won't hurt her, right?"

……

The sun wheel turns, the moon rises, and the white mist weaves the feathers of the goddess again and again on the clear sky.

Back in the sea of ​​memory, Xie Gongxuan also returned to the wilderness in her heart.

Things that had been forgotten reappeared in her brain.

The memory returned to her soul backwards.

Scattered maple leaves, a cup of brewed scented tea, burning books, medicine injected into the body...

A warm hug, a confession in a coffee shop on a rainy day, a ship full of war and smoke, and then, her 17th birthday.

Akira Kuroiwa succeeded.

When she returned to the school, she saw a raging fire. Even though the firefighters arrived in time, it still burned the place into charred ruins.

Then, she was held in someone's arms and raised her head. It was a mother's face that she hadn't seen for a long time.

She was taken to the scientific research base and received protection with her parents.

She might choose to continue living with the will of the dead, but when she knew that they died because of herself, what overwhelmed all the defenses in her heart was overwhelming guilt.

I'm not one for death, but there's no reason to live alone after you're dead.

Then, she stayed here for a long time, long enough to learn to use these sophisticated instruments, long enough to know everyone's shift time well.

Then, she took the book and turned back her own time, allowing herself to return to the state of her 17th birthday. The flame that should have been burning in front of her suddenly passed through the illusory bridge and sent her to a ship in another world ——

That's where all the stories begin.

……

But when Xie Gongxuan opened her eyes again, she saw Dazai Osamu who was waiting beside her like a small animal, with beautiful eyes like a deer.

Xie Gongxuan suddenly recalled the series of operations that Osamu Dazai used to fool her every day when she came here, and planned to beat him up when they came together, but in this situation——

It's too fast to pretend to be weak!

"Gongxuan, you've finally woken up." His voice was inexplicably soft, and he said cautiously.

Xie Gongxuan felt that her throat was short of breath and her head was dizzy, so she just stretched out her hand and put it on his head.

Then now, Troublemaker Jae turned into a soft and cute Jae for a while, and obediently rubbed her hand.

The soft, warm touch is like a rooted rose flower, growing from the palm to the opening of the left atrium.

Xie Gongxuan: ...

Where's my health bar? !

I just recovered my health bar!

Why did it suddenly disappear——

"I remember now." She whispered.

Maybe he slept for too many days. Has Osamu Dazai been discharged from the hospital for his gunshot wounds?No wonder it was so difficult to speak.

He just fell silent for a long while.

Then, Dazai said sullenly: "I'm sorry, I just wanted you to spend a period of time without worrying about anything, and then realize your ideals."

In the dim light, Xie Gongxuan saw such a confused look in his eyes. After arriving in Wenye's world, on him, Xie Gongxuan saw the confusion that Xie Gongxuan had seen before——

"However, I seem to have failed," he said.

Xie Gongxuan poked Dazai's forehead with the hand placed on his head angrily: "It's not that you failed. I discovered your plot in time, okay?"

Dazai sensed Xie Gongxuan's usual state from this familiar tone, and then slightly raised his head and asked, "Are you not angry anymore?"

Xie Gongxuan straightened up, and her right hand moved down to hold his face like this.

"Of course I'm angry!"

Hey, this kind of innocent eyes like a wounded little animal can't express its momentum even if it says harsh words.

"I have worked so hard to bring you to the bright side, and you should be pure and flawless—but why do you have to carry these dark things alone?"

Dazai let out a soft "woo", with an innocent look that I would accept the king's reprimand.

Finally, Xie Gongxuan sighed as if giving up, and gently kissed his forehead like cherry blossom petals falling into ripples.

She couldn't see Dazai Osamu's expression, but she could feel his wristband behind her, silently closing his embrace.

She said: "I like you so much, not to let you absorb the famous spring called 'Love Me' like an endless dry desert, and take that as the motivation and meaning of existence..."

The butterfly of autumn flaps its wings like dead leaves, and falls into the reality that looks like a dream in front of it with the flutter of fallen leaves.

"I want you to love yourself."

That is the expected redemption.

I don't want to fall into the painful wilderness with you, to be wild dogs licking each other's wounds, running heartlessly——

I want you to stand side by side with me on an equal footing under the light. There are still countless beauties in the world, and there are still beautiful rivers and mountains here.

"I cherish you so much, you have to cherish yourself."

In the end, he still expressed his worries, and let all the cold erected glass walls collapse into crystal tiles called "cherish", filling every inch of air between them.

"Really... so you've been thinking this way..."

Osamu Dazai got so close to Xie Gongxuan's neck when she wanted to retreat, and when the soft hair brushed past her, it caused a series of itchy touches.

"However, this is too difficult. If I am alone, I can't do it—"

In the end, he used the tone of 'I want to play tricks aboveboard' brightly, and asked routinely while being cowardly - "Can you teach me."

Xie Gongxuan felt a little embarrassed by such a sudden hug, but she still rested her chin on his head, and replied with a rare tenderness of "petting the cat at home".

"Teach... of course."

"One year, two years, decades, and the rest of the time, I will use it to teach you; even if I grow old and die, I will snatch you into the dim and lightless palace of Hades at the end of Hades. Master, continue to walk side by side with you."

The gentle pink rose has been open from the end of the memory to the reunion today, rolling up the sunlight and the tide of snow and foam in the daytime with an almost intoxicating fragrance; but Xie Gongxuan's voice is so firm, firm enough to Shatter any hallucinations into shadows of the past—

She said: "The living soul rots, the spirit platform collapses, this love will never change."