After memorizing the book, I am super strong

A proud child who had everything he wanted from a very young age.

For the huge amount of money unimaginable to the students at that time, it was just his pocket money for a month or even a week.

He has many, many younger brothers, perhaps because of the latest game consoles, perhaps because of the honor of booking Internet cafes, or perhaps because of fun-there are always many people around him.

Those who are not pleasing to the eye should be surrounded; those who are really pleasing to the eye should also be surrounded.

For example, at that age, Xie Gongxuan met him very unfortunately.

For her, this period of time is the kind of malt sugar that has rolled on the ground and is covered with black dust, not only soiled, but also sticking to the body - can not get rid of - is about many days and nights The fear and fear, and the many wounds on his body that no one else has ever seen——

It is indeed a good thing to have money and good looks.It can make Zhan He gather a group of younger brothers to chase after another ordinary girl, and he can enter a good school after he grows up and finds out his mistakes, and start a new good life of a "campus male god". .

Things that were wrong before, people that were hurt before——

Maybe for him, it was just a presumptuous and regretful youth.

……

Xie Gongxuan, the 'presumptuous and regretful youth' herself, just lowered her eyes when she was sitting across from him, and let the wind blow her loose black hair across her face, and then casually blew it aside. .

Apologized many times, talked to me many times, it seems that Jinpen has repented of his war and done a lot of "remedial" things——

However, he is no longer an important person.

For me, the past war is now peace——

It's already irrelevant.

"Is there anyone in your family? I've never seen them before." Zhan He, who spoke first, had a refreshing breath unique to this young boy.Simple and ordinary attire, short hair trimmed to a suitable length, and black, clean and bright eyes, are worthy of the unique popularity of the so-called male god.

"It's normal that I haven't seen it—" It seems that there is something wrong with the atmosphere between these two people, Dazai Osamu's tone is a little low, and he sits next to her while saying this, "After all, she is not your family. ?”

The orange cat didn’t know where to go to bask in the sun quietly. Fyodor was next to the western food table separated by a separate cabinet—because he had never eaten there, it was already full of Xie Gongxuan. Parts of musical instruments whose materials do not reveal their function, and other items.

At this moment, it is these two people who make Zhan He feel puzzled.

"Really. I've heard of you." Zhan He's tone seemed a little hostile, "A Japanese transfer student who looks good? It's rumored that you can't speak Chinese."

Osamu Dazai just tilted his arm slightly, and silently swept across the table: "You can't believe all the rumors."

"Also, sometimes I don't want to talk to boring people—"

Then his arm was gently held by Xie Gongxuan in a deterrent manner, and he seemed to be saying silently - "It's better to handle my affairs personally".

And Zhan He just sat up a little dissatisfied.

[Obviously prepared a bunch of lines to start a conversation, but that new classmate can't speak a word at all, it's better to be your fan~]——A girl who has been chasing him once said so.

Although it's just an insignificant person--but after all, it's a bit unpleasant--not to mention that Osamu Dazai still says "I don't want to talk to boring people"--

Are you saying those girls are boring—or are you talking about yourself sitting in front of him at this moment?

Zhan He wanted to refute.But Xie Gongxuan obviously didn't want to let them continue the conversation.

"It's not worth wasting hot pot time on meaningless small talk."

Xie Gongxuan turned her head to the side, and looked at the person who used to be as tall as herself but now had to look up as if she had a handicap.

"You came to see me suddenly, what's the matter?"

That's what she asked.

"The last time I asked Wu He to give you a gift, it wasn't for you to give me the opportunity to speak."

Xie Gongxuan recalled that Wu He, that is, Zhan He's younger brother who grew up with him, the so-called cool guy who always wore a hat and was not afraid of being caught by the grade director——

"What kind of box is that? I lost it a long time ago."

She told the truth.

"The opportunity to speak... Are you talking about the Hundred Days speech? It's not for you, it's just that you don't want to go."

"You're still angry." When Zhan He stated this conclusion, he couldn't hear the specific emotion, "I'm sorry, but if you need something, as long as I can do it—"

Xie Gongxuan interrupted his next line: "I'm not angry about what happened so long ago. It's already peaceful, isn't it?"

When he heard the word 'peace', Zhan He was obviously not as calm as before.It seems that this word has been used against him countless times - "If there is peace, then you can start again. You never throw away what others give you?"

"Others didn't send my younger brother to deliver things, so they just left?" Xie Gongxuan complained helplessly.

"But you told me not to come—"

"Little brother's appointment is equal to your coming."

"..."

In the end, Zhan He just let out a breath in silence. Xie Gongxuan remembered that he had always been resolute, and his eyes, as if he would never give up on anything, suddenly softened.

He said: "...it's okay, it's been so many years. But there are still many, many years-from liking you six years ago to now, and there will be many, many six years in the future. From the wrong way of being ignorant before, to now As much as I could remedy it, I never gave up—as long as I love you, I won't."

Xie Gongxuan slightly raised her head, and when she looked seriously at Zhan He's expression, she always felt that there was a strange feeling around her on the eve of a storm that was about to tear apart.

When hearing "six years" and "many six years", Xie Gongxuan obviously felt that Osamu Dazai next to her seemed to be stiff, and then just moved his arm silently.

"There is no need to remedy it. In fact, this incident did not leave me with any psychological shadow - the only one who can defeat me is myself."

She paused for a moment, as if thinking of a better wording.

"As for why I don't want to talk to you—"

"It's just that I'm not interested in you."

The other party has always represented a strong, resolute, and unquestionable expression——

It seems that after these words were uttered, it suddenly turned into a sad river, flowing from the first sight six years ago to today, and Naruto splashed transparent water droplets.

"So, it's still because of a wrong beginning." Zhan He finally asked in such a low voice, "Is it really not possible to start again?"

Xie Gongxuan raised her eyes and looked at him calmly: "Okay, then you recite pi backwards, and we are new classmates who have never met."

"Backwards? This is impossible."

"I lost my memory on the spot, this is also impossible."

Xie Gongxuan took back her hand on the table with some hesitation.

"What's wrong can't be right. I don't care about it, but everything has a price—"

"Wouldn't it be fair to let a former bad guy end up in the same place as a good guy?"

"So, forgive someone who has hurt you—you can't do it anyway."

She explained somewhat calmly.It seems to be refusing, but also seems to be persuading.The silent shadows were cut pieces of paper, which spread in the flowing air one after another—it was also at this time that there was a slight sound of something falling to the ground.

Did the pearl fall to the ground, or was it the sound of the teacup gently knocking against the teacup?

"...Sorry."——It was the voice from the half-open, gold-plated compartment at the other end of the living room.

When Dostoevsky, who seemed very close, apologized softly, he seemed to be standing far away.Backlit, unclear, like the last piece of snow in spring, melting, melting, and finally only thin water stains are left, which are about to evaporate under the sun——

He was probably apologizing for his sudden faux pas.

Maybe for something else too.

……

Every word Xie Gongxuan said to Zhan He today must have been talking to him through that backlit curtain—someone who also made the choice called "harm",

The only difference is that Zhan He couldn't make her "amnesia on the spot" because she couldn't recite pi backwards, but he, who calculated nine to the ninth power, was able to turn back the time and reach the point where he knew nothing. Opportunities around her.

However, sooner or later, it will regress to the same ending.

The author has something to say: I finally sent out the knife I wanted to give to the Russians——

one of them.