After memorizing the book, I am super strong

In the end, disputes broke out here.The sound of guns and ammunition and people fighting on both sides can be heard from the bottom floor to the top floor of the Hong Kong and Black Building.

Originally, after the fight between Akutagawa and Atsushi, this building has been in the repair stage; with the end of the last negotiation and Dazai Osamu ordered some people to rush to the west to quell the turmoil there, it was a joint attack by several organizations So caught off guard and hit the downstairs.

"It's okay. If you use your ability for such a trivial matter, I'm too useless, right?" Osamu Dazai smiled at her nicely before leaving, "Didn't you promise to fulfill my wish before?" ?”

Xie Gongxuan replied hesitantly: "Well, yes~ so if I make a request occasionally, I can't seem to find a reason to refuse it~"

"Then you just do what you want to do—that's what I want."

When the white lily of the valley is in full bloom for the first time and swaying in the wind, it is probably not as beautiful as this wish, right?

Hey hey hey, why did the sour poem suddenly start in my brain!

Xie Gongxuan rubbed her head, and decided to drive out all the strange thoughts——

Just watch him leave quietly.

"Really, you're still so young, instead of going to such a dangerous place, it's actually not bad to make mille-feuille cakes with me—" Xie Gongxuan held the table helplessly, but didn't know how to persuade her.

The person who insisted on leaving, Izumi Jinghua, just shook his head, the light-colored feathers made his face a little paler than a girl should have.

"Thank you for playing with me all these days. But it's my job to protect this place—"

That's it.

Xie Gongxuan glanced to the side, and lightly changed the topic: "Then, be careful when you are working. Don't feel embarrassed, I didn't accompany you on purpose, I just wanted to study the way of food."

A person who is not interested in food recently got a strange problem of not wanting to eat food that was not made by her.Although it should be cured with a beating, but...

She was also a little bit embarrassed to say that she was happy to feed the slaughtered one.

When the girl in the red kimono walked out with a short knife and a pistol that didn't match her age, Xie Gongxuan's eyes lingered on the documents on the table for a moment.

Do you want to help her solve the mission goal?

The fingertips that didn't know where they were left, finally turned silently over the file.

"While I was alive, anything dangerous, a horrible explosion, or a knife point in the shadows—

No matter what kind of weapon it is, it won't hurt the people I care about—”

That's enough.

I don’t know why, but I remembered that I said “these things belong to you and me” in the heavy snow before, said “it was prepared for you”, and “you will be my wife in the future” The person who said that.

He's been wandering around in his own mind lately.

I will think when I smell the fragrance of pine resin, I will think when I break a new orange in my hand, and I will think when I turn the pages of a book.

"So it's here." As the voice of a mature woman drifted past, Koye Ozaki, who was wearing a pink kimono, slowly came to her side.

Koye Ozaki came back from work and has always been nice to herself, and she is one of the few people who can speak up here.

Xie Gongxuan woke up from her thoughts, and asked in a low voice: "Sister Hongye? I thought you were also down there—"

Ozaki Koyo sat casually across from her, and looked over with vague concern in his probing eyes: "There is a mad scientist blasting downstairs, so everyone else retreated temporarily."

Xie Gongxuan's hands on the table paused, and a lemon bomb maniac who often came to the kitchen to devote herself to dark cooking to compete with her for a long time and was finally thrown to the west by Dazai Osamu appeared in her mind.

"That damned lemon essence is here too? Wasn't it sent to the west—" Xie Gongxuan immediately got the answer in her heart when she asked the question, "So the people over there came back early? Did he already know that there would be a sneak attack today?" ?”

Hongye just closed her eyes gracefully: "The leader has always been a very smart person, and no one knows his true thoughts... That's why I'm very curious about you."

Xie Gongxuan paused before asking: "For me?"

Hongye's originally leisurely posture became serious after receiving a message about the mission, and she stood up just like that, but she did not forget to answer Xie Gongxuan's question.

She said: "Before you came, this building, and the places beyond this building, where his hands can reach, are all traces left by you—"

All, the traces I left behind?

What kind of person I was... I don't even know.

"If what sister Hongye said is true...then show me those traces."

Xie Gongxuan said to herself like this——

The unknown singer sang an affectionate tune, and one thing after another about the past was placed in front of her——

But what are these?

The things from the past, together with the memories carried, played an unknown movie on the screen like nothingness, showing the plot that Xie Gongxuan didn't know at all in front of her.

……

In summer, he chose the most beautiful piece of fabric. If she could wear the kimono made of it and stand under the cherry blossom tree, it would definitely make summer surpass all seasons and become the most beautiful painting in memory, right?

"But she doesn't like kimonos~ save it, she won't refuse anyway—"

"Actually, if you can be rejected, it seems to be quite happy."

……

When dealing with reselling organizations from the Netherlands, he deliberately bought two-thirds of the entire flower shop in Yokohama. There is no end to rose flowers, and he used to fill this place with fragrant fragrance into a beautiful sea of ​​flowers.

"Leave a bouquet—you can grow such ugly plants, these shops should not be returned to the original owners—"

"Why leave a bunch?"

"Tell me, if there is a flower you like, will she come to me?"

……

He who changed the lights in the room to orange, he who arranged porcelain dolls in a row, he who arranged the cruise ship on the coast of Yokohama into a palace, and he who hired many, many Chinese chefs——

【For you, do something willful~】

[I hope I will never be at that end and see the young you. 】

The coat in black was blown up by the hunting wind. In front of Osamu Dazai were two bewildered teenagers. Behind him was the night of Yokohama, the humid wind blowing here from the sea.

Scene after scene, moving forward quickly, but the pause button was pressed in an instant.

"Stop."

Xie Gongxuan said.

She didn't want to look any further.

When the wooden boards clicked tightly and the expensive door was closed casually, she walked out of the quiet office.

"Please, this time, I want to do what I should be able to do—"

The boy who rejected her last time and decided to defeat himself, so he didn't take off the collar that controlled him, Atsushi Nakajima, the silver god of death, finally stood in front of her.

I hope Xie Gongxuan can help him control his abilities.

"It's okay, I will be very happy if I can help you." Xie Gongxuan replied softly, "But, can you tell me your story-of course, even if you refuse, I will not refuse to help your."

The boy who looked like a big cat just looked up in surprise: "But... there is nothing worth hearing about my story."

"I think it's worth it, so I'm asking you this..." Xie Gongxuan blinked, "So, don't deny yourself."

The boy who wrapped himself in a black coat finally told her his story.

Because of the existence of supernatural abilities, he was treated severely by the director of the orphanage.Then, Osamu Dazai picked up the mafia, but the only time he disobeyed the "absolute order" from the leader——

He killed the dean... the person who constantly brought misfortune to his life, but took such cruelty and severity as the way to love him——

At the same time, he also killed the ability to control himself.

"Thank you, I understand." Xie Gongxuan looked at the big cat that was about to curl up into the darkness, and made a gesture of touching its head through the air, "Then, do what you want~"

"When you walk out of this door, your wish will come true."

……

[The stronger the ability, the more it will be influenced by the inner emotions...]

She retracted her hand towards her heart, and after Atsushi Nakajima left, she was alone looking at the burning flame under the glass window, which was the color of darkness and death.

【I may understand why I have to lose all my memories. 】

Such extreme abilities...

Either go to the high-altitude temple to accept offerings as gods, or sneak into hell and feast with demons, right?

That's great, that person left me in the world.

Why say something like "Do what you want to do—that's what I want"?

I promised you more than one wish.

[I have nothing, so I came here without hesitation.

You won't leave with empty cuffs dangling. 】

This battle lasted for a long time, but the battlefield has been fought from the Hong Kong and Black Building to the edge of the sea. Several organizations that had formed a first-line alliance fell apart and fled in a hurry. The whole city smelled of gunpowder.

At this time, it would be nice if there was a heavy rain.

When Osamu Dazai saw Xie Gongxuan on the roof of the building where he fell, it was raining heavily that the city needed at night, and the sky and the moon were pouring heavily on the entire sky——

And Xie Gongxuan was sitting on the outside of the building without guardrails in such rain, her legs were casually put aside, and she didn't care about the appearance of her clothes getting dirty.

Dazai sighed helplessly, and approached her slowly, his footsteps were as light as the stealthy night: "As expected, here, Gong Xuan, who is deep in thought, is thinking of me—"

She catches the raindrops with the palm of her hand, and the coolness is silent and transparent with the blooming cornflowers.

"Yes, I was thinking of you."

Xie Gongxuan's words, with an imperceptible, puzzlement that slowly flowed from her heart——

"I was thinking, is it me you like, or my phantom?"

Will the gentle touch of the fingertips, the unswerving guardianship, the sincere and beautiful vows, turn into white foam on the seashore when the heart beats out of control, and finally disappear in the next wave of turbulent waves? What about the tide?

Osamu Dazai just turned sideways and sat beside her, his slightly raised hand seemed to help her cover the rain and fog that would blind her eyes.Her taller body than Xie Gongxuan blocked the cool breeze coming from his direction.

"If you believe in the existence of other worlds, there is me who often commits suicide by diving into water?"

At the end of his words, he raised his head easily, and when he looked at the dark colors spreading in the distance, it seemed that he was recalling a dream that had ended and could no longer continue.

"If you say that, you won't hit me——When I was in the river, I thought that it would be great if someone would be with me at this time~ It would be best if a beautiful woman like Gongxuan~"

【Will it be because someone sinks with me in the river of reality——

Will the self who is trapped in the deep sea no longer be swallowed by the sea called loneliness? 】

"Even if you say that, it's still very unworthy of a beating—" Xie Gongxuan opened her eyes, and her paws were raised, "Sure enough, you should beat me in this situation!"

The flowing air brought up a slight splash of water, and when Osamu Dazai held her hand, his quiet expression made Xie Gongxuan a little distracted for a moment.

He whispered: "I once thought this way, a long time ago—"

When Osamu Dazai turned around, there were raindrops dripping from his black hair, melting into the same pitch-black coat.The precious item that countless princes envy inevitably seeps into the raindrops when it encounters heavy rain.

When all this was reflected in the pupils, Xie Gongxuan unconsciously grabbed the end of his coat.

She is clearly a real young man, but she has inexplicable worries about "whether it will be damaged by raindrops"...

The night was drenched by overwhelming silver threads into a silent splendor, and his touch was as cold as a star without a moon—when it touched Dazai's palm, Xie Gongxuan felt that the other's fingertips were as sad as her own, with a chill of sadness .

Into a bouquet of blooming violets?

Her gaze fell into those beautiful iris eyes.

Dazai just looked at her like this, as if to prove that every word he said was undeniably true——

He continued like a child who can't get sugar coquettishly: "But, I don't want you to know the feeling of drowning at all."

"Before I met you, I seemed to be sinking and sinking in the deep sea, until I fell to a place without any sound and light, and let the lack of oxygen and power hold me to a deeper place in the sea."

"However, after you appeared——I seem to suddenly have the power to go retrograde toward the light source."

His low tone is more like a poem-like whisper than a confession.

"So, whether it's you or your phantom...they are treasures worthy of my life to protect—there's no need to question this point all the time, okay?"

Cloud and mist retreated towards the mountain, and his fingers were also slightly retracted until he completely surrounded her hands within his touch range.

When Xie Gongxuan raised her head in a daze, the rain curtain, together with the breath of the other party, was already watering the boundless pure land in her heart, and bouquets of pink wild roses bloomed——

yes……

In the deepest part of the sea, no gentle echo can be heard——

She turned her hands around and grabbed Dazai's hand into her arms, the sound of the heavy rain beside her seemed to quiet down in her hearing along with the dawn that was about to break.

What can be heard is only the sound of the other party's breathing, and the echo of his heart beating again and again.

"If that's the case, let me tell you."

"No matter what kind of poem it is, as long as you want, I can read it to you..."

[Spring rain and thunder, the bell of the temple clears, the sun shines in the morning, and the oriental white stork wakes up the pansies in the suburbs of St. Petersburg——]

[I met you. 】

[Since then, I have also met the supreme joy of life. 】

……

"Well."

At first, she just bit the other person's lower lip carefully, but when Xie Gongxuan hugged Dazai's shoulders and approached with her head raised, the rain was still falling.

Although it was just a peck, she wanted to retract her body in embarrassment—but the hand that embraced her behind her back was unwilling to give up even a centimeter, and then, it was Dazai who rushed towards her face. Zhi's lips blocked her breathing.

The soft and warm breath, together with the unknown fragrance from the other party, penetrated into the taste buds.

Such a small animal took a bite, and Dazai pressed her forehead dissatisfied: "You who act first, don't have the right to cheat?"

Without resisting or retreating, she silently grasped Dazai's clothes with one hand, through the water-stained fabric, as if she wanted to hear the frequency of his heartbeat clearly: "... Choose to regret."

Slowly pulling into the distance, her catering action seemed to give the command of "Allow" to the cautious person in front of her, and the hand belonging to Osamu Dazai moved behind her, passed through the wet hair, and supported it behind her head, slightly The movement of bowing the head carries the seductive aura unique to the opposite sex——

From touching carefully to encroaching on all emotions——the kisses on the face became more and more unrestrained.All the time, as if wanting to occupy her entire mouth, thinking, and soul trembling slightly because of the sudden pleasure——

He withdrew lightly, and the white bandage over his left eye spilled out like this, entangled silently between the necks of the two people; the bandage on his arm was torn apart by Xie Gongxuan's hand unconsciously grasping something, intertwined and buckled together On the edge of the finger, a confused and ambiguous circle appeared——

The rain curtain was still smeared on the dome, but the hot flame ignited every inch of the heart, without any cold meaning at all——in the end, the fire that isolated all the coolness and moisture burned from the throat to the Heart, beating out with uncontrollable emotions.

She readjusted her breathing: "Go back, you will get sick if you stay any longer."

Dazai put his face on her shoulder like a child, and whispered without any intention of letting go: "But every moment you are in my arms, I want to stay longer—"

"There's still a lot of time." Xie Gongxuan covered Dazai's rain-soaked hair with her hand, touching it lightly and worriedly, as if moving her fingertips along the lines of a precious treasure.

"Since I'm here, I won't leave you."

Those gentle stories that did not dissipate in the wind will forever be engraved in the heavy rain that enveloped the city; the flowing majestic music, singing the melody called the end, but actually the beginning——

The wind and rain are like obscurity, and cock crows endlessly.

It is such a verse that takes root in memory, a syllable that will never be forgotten at any time, floating in the corner of my heart.

"Since seeing a gentleman, Yunhu is not happy."

……

"爱してる, private も."

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