[Meet Nishuihan] There is a Taohuawu in the dream

To Fang Hou Ye who forgets me one day:

Zhan Xin'an.

It has been a while since I lived in Yaowang Valley. I would get up early every day to see you. When I walked to the door, I would always find you leaning against the window, looking at the distant mountains.

Those eyes are always ethereal and psychedelic, like fog floating from a mountain stream, charming and distant.

I know you will think of me as soon as you reach out your hand, and remember the past as soon as you read the letter.I am not a person who thinks about the past, I know what happened in the past, you will think of it when you look at this paper full of words.But the important thing is not those romances, what I care about is the state of mind where you walk side by side with me and hold hands with me in those romances.

If the feeling is lost and the paper is full of empty stories, what can it represent?

I want to write down these feelings, you must read them carefully and recall them carefully, there is really someone who once promised to go to Mu Xuebaitou with you, and she is fulfilling her promise now.

I don't remember when I fell in love with you, maybe it was when you burned the books to save the lives of those literati, maybe it was when you foolishly held the spearhead to save me in Yingfengya, I can't tell... I was touched too much, and every time I remember deeply.

I still love your loyalty, I love your spirit of "willing to serve the country with this life", you are a hero, belong to the Song Dynasty, belong to the world, and belong to me.

Do you know that your name is my lonely courage and all my desires.

If you like to look at this mountain and river, then take a good look at it, look at the dangerous peak, does it look like the windward cliff we climbed, look at the clean turquoise, does it look like the fruit I chased but was eaten by you, Or in winter, if you look at the snow on the mountain, does it look like the snow fox that saved you with blood in Huinuo City? Even if you look up at the clouds, if you are lucky, it might look like a bulging puffer fish, like a flying fish. screen peacock.

If it happens to be autumn and the red maples on the mountain are in bloom, go and see if the maple leaves are better than last year's, and does your promise of "same with me" still count?And the deep red all over the mountains and plains, does it look like the red dress I wore for you?

I have not stood shoulder to shoulder with you on the world of mortals, and I have not fully responded to your confession.

It doesn't matter if you really forget, I will always be here.

We - the future is long.