When the cannon fodder was swept away by everyone! [Quick Transmigration]

At first it was just for humiliation.

On that night seven years ago, Xie Chengyan was pushed down a dozen steps by himself. At the moment he was injured, he stubbornly wanted to confirm whether he was careless.At that time, he saw the flustered expression of the little hedgehog, but he was very comforted in his heart-Tan Yi was really careless.

However, just when he was worried about how to explain to his grandfather, how to minimize the punishment of the little hedgehog, and how to protect him with his best strength, he saw Tan Yi's suddenly cold face.He stood tall on the top of the steps, looking down at him who couldn't move with burning eyes, the emotion in his eyes was so strong that he couldn't ignore it—he was clearly aware that no matter whether he was intentional or not at the beginning, that moment For an instant, he wished he had died just like that.

The bruised joints and bleeding wounds became unbearably painful at that moment. He felt cold, angry, and perhaps a little sad that he didn't want to admit. The intertwined emotions lingered in his chest until he was sent to the hospital. into the operating room.

In the four months after that, Xie Chengyan received treatment in the hospital and never asked anything about Tan Yi again.After recovering, he went abroad, and in the following years, he rarely thought of him again, only the joints that were injured at that time would still ache faintly every rainy day, reminding him of the past that he had experienced. A gray memory.

When they reunited seven years later, of course he needed to do something to calm down the anger that year.He made an obviously humiliating request, and he just wanted to see his humiliated face.But just like back then, Tan Yi's bewilderment and shock only lasted for a short moment, and soon he agreed, his eyes were so firm that they dazzled.

Why can you accept it so quickly?Is it for the "brother" who has no blood relationship?Or is it because he has long been used to such "deals"?Whatever the reason, he became even angrier.

In the hotel, he saw Tan Yi's nervousness and youthfulness, so he felt a little relieved.The way to lose interest in something is to get it completely, and he doesn't want to be talked about to influence his mood, so he decides to possess it.But when he saw the person under him, he suddenly felt a danger of losing control. On the snow-white bed sheet, he looked at him bewilderedly, with such an innocent expression, but inadvertently made him feel the fatal temptation , that kind of unconscious seduction made him panic, so he put on a cold mockery and drove him away.

Xie Chengyan was very fortunate that he didn't really possess him that day, otherwise, how could he have the short happy time afterwards.Tan Yi cherishes his "brother" very much, he has always known it.It's ridiculous to say that although Xie Chenfeng is his younger brother, he has never had any affection for him.In other words, he didn't have much feeling for "family affection". Everything that "home" brought him bored him.He knew the reasons for the envious or jealous eyes projected on him at every banquet, but he didn't care, and even disdainful, the relatives he had because of blood, the status he got because of blood, in his opinion It's not really his thing, if someone can take it from him, he will be very happy.

The only thing he is reluctant to let go of is Tan Yi.He watched him care so much for his bloodless younger brother, and he actually felt a little envious.He saw that his life was so difficult, but he was still able to walk firmly step by step.He is always smiling, as if nothing can knock him down, his eyes are always full of spirit, and only when he is around Tan Yi, he feels like he is truly alive.

Xie Chengyan is very aware of the extremes in his nature. The more he values ​​something, the more possessive he will be. This kind of possessiveness even has an extremely perverted side.When facing Tan Yi, the darkness in his heart wanted to break through the confinement of his heart countless times, but maybe just like what was written in the book "The Changes Love Brings You", when he has feelings in his heart, he will change I have to restrain myself even more.Maybe indulgence will bring short-term satisfaction, but if this indulgence will bring harm to the lover, the short-term satisfaction will only become permanent pain.

During the countless nights when he looked at Tan Yi's sleeping face, he had too many emotions in his heart that he couldn't express.He can ignore anyone who has hurt him, but if someone hurts Tan Yi, he will definitely not let him go.This is not a promise, but a primal desire that grows naturally from the deepest part of his heart. He loves him, so he wants to protect him.

But he didn't expect that the person who hurt Tan Yi the most in the end was himself.

Tan Yi paid much more attention to Xie Chenfeng than he imagined, even if Tan Yi was still in his arms just a moment ago, as long as Xie Chenfeng made a phone call, he would leave him without hesitation.He has been worried, whether one day, Tan Yi will be able to completely break up with him because of Xie Chenfeng.

Because he has always had such worries, when Tan Yi broke up with him, he completely failed to notice the deep sadness under his pretended flirtatious appearance. He only felt that the hidden worries in his heart had finally come true. He didn't have any doubts, and the love in his heart turned into deep hatred.

It turned out that at the moment he got love, a devil lived in his heart.When Tan Yi is the only one in his eyes, he can feel happiness and beauty; when he no longer only looks at him alone, the devil is always ready to move.When he walked out of the gate, he was completely occupied by this devil. He thought of ten thousand ways to get revenge, and he was definitely not someone who could be provoked so easily and then shake off.At the same time, the self-esteem and pride that he had abandoned for a long time also filled his empty heart again. His countless compromises only resulted in his ruthless breakup. Did he think he really had no dignity at all?

He told Tan Yi that he was going to get engaged, asked him out on purpose, and gave him an invitation that was specially made to be extremely flamboyant in person.Tan Yi was really stunned, he felt pleased.See, he is not a piece of dishcloth that can only lie in the stinky ditch alone when he is abandoned by him. Since he doesn't want to be happy with him, then let's go to hell with his pain.

He also planned to continue to humiliate him at the wedding, hurting the person he loves most has a kind of masochistic pleasure, he would never let him and Xie Chenfeng get together so smoothly.

However, he never waited for him again.On the way from the wedding to the hospital in a hurry, Jiang Yifan told him that Tan Yi was seriously ill, that he had stomach cancer and was about to die.how could be?All the way he stepped on the gas pedal like crazy, he couldn't believe it.But when he thought back to the past, everything seemed to have an explanation suddenly.Talking about the stomach medicine in the drawer, his unreasonably white face in the rainy night, his distraught look when he asked why he broke up...

This must be God's greatest punishment for him.He didn't even see the last side of Tan Yi.After he hurt him badly, he never saw him again.Even if he hurried quickly, all he was left with in the end was a body without a soul.

Only then did he know that he was also a weak man. He lost his clothes, he lost all the light in his life, and this not-so-good world became even more gloomy. He was like a lonely ghost walking in the desert. .

However, unlike the lonely ghost, he didn't even dare to die.He didn't dare to take risks, would there be him in the world after death?If a person does not have a soul, then death will take away the only memory between him and Tan Yi.So he can only wait with difficulty. During his living days, he savored the memories of the past over and over again.Maybe on the last day, he'll see his little cloak reappear, and then he'll be able to leave with him in peace.