Frontline: Goddesses are meant to be petted

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Hezi was sitting on the lawn, almost near the top of the mountain. The wind was a bit strong, messing up her long hair, and the white shirt was blown up. At first glance, it seemed that a pair of wings suddenly grew out of her back. Being blown by the wind like this gives people the illusion that they will disappear.She hugged her knees and hugged herself tightly. This place was the secret base of her and Su Li in the past. Compared with the dull atmosphere in the practice room, this place is more conducive to the burst of inspiration. It was also here that Su Li played the song for the first time. song.

The girl finished playing the prelude, and then looked at herself with bright eyes, obviously nervous, "Well..." She likes to tease her friends, and deliberately put off the trick, "It's not bad." Su Li's originally dim eyes She opened her eyes wide suddenly, and she had the little embarrassing expression she was used to. "The gift for you, although it hasn't been finished yet." Hezi was a little surprised, "Even if it can't be included in the album, I can still carve a separate disc for you."

The girl touched her guitar, "We are going to debut, Hezi." She looked at her friends who were as happy as children, yes, they are finally going to debut.

Hezi hummed the familiar melody softly, her eyes blushed uncontrollably. The happy time between the two of them in the past was like a dream. Thinking about it now, she rejected Su Li under the cherry blossom tree, which was the tipping point of all events, although She tried to face her friends with a normal heart, but she could never return to the inseparable relationship in the past. She wanted to talk to Su Li, but was taken abroad by her parents inexplicably. In that month, she didn't know her friend at all. What happened, even Sister Zhang seemed to have evaporated from the world, and then there was a nightmare-like scene of fire.

Su Li, at the end, didn't even want to give her a chance to explain.

Ji Mo looked at the display screen, the camera had slowly zoomed in, it was a close-up of Ji Nuo, wearing the clothes that confessed under the cherry tree.Writer Ji was taken aback, and stared at the actor's expression. Unlike what she expected, Su Li was actually smiling. Although there was attachment in her eyes, it was more of a joy, a heartfelt joy for being alive.

She looked at Hezi's back quietly, and looked at the familiar lawn happily. The darkness brought by the fire seemed to have been dispelled by the warm light of the setting sun. Standing there, Su Li seemed to have changed, but the only What is certain is that she has regained her inner peace, and she has lost this kind of peace for a long, long time.

"cut!"

The director nodded in satisfaction. The end of this scene means that the filming of the movie "Fortunate to Have You" has come to an end, and the rest only needs to be dubbed and edited later. The two actors do not have much experience, but their performance is outstanding. Unexpectedly, he turned around, glanced at the scriptwriter who was in a trance, and compared his thumbs, "Screenwriter Ji, sure enough, has a good eye for picking people!"

Ji Mo looked at the director's face, this scene was played over and over again, looking at the people around him, the people who accompanied this story to the end, they all took this ending as a matter of course, and Ji Nuo's performance was impeccable, She closed her eyes, so, has she been wrong all this time? Even though she has experienced so much, being able to survive is God's greatest gift, and she should be grateful.

Ruoyun exhaled slowly, and she naturally heard the director's voice, that's great, the play is over, she loosened her hands that had been tightly bound, and slowly lay down.Ruoyun is resting on her arm with the same strong fragrance of green grass as in the past. It has been six years. This is the first time she has come back here. She who always refuses because she is worried about touching the scene, is now inexplicably calm. She closed her eyes. Eyes, knowing that Mo Li is still alive is the most fortunate thing for her.

"Queen Ruoyun, why are you sleeping here secretly like a child?" Ruoyun was a little stiff, pursed her lips, and opened her eyes. It really was her, and Ji Mo was bending over to look at him with a half-smile. Her Lady Queen sat up all of a sudden, "You...why are you here?"

"Because like you, I haven't been here for a long time." Ji Mo noticed Ruoyun's nervousness, sighed secretly, and pretended to naturally sit beside her with his knees hugged.

"Sure enough, you really are," Ruoyun looked at the strange side face, and was a little surprised by Writer Ji's self-admission, "Why..." Didn't tell myself before?

"I didn't confess beforehand because I was probing, no, it should be said that I was waiting." Ji Mo looked at the fiery red sky because of the setting sun. After so many years, even if she was not by Ruoyun's side, she could still vaguely guess. She felt the thought in her heart, "My heart is still the same as under the cherry blossom tree six years ago."

"Ji...Moli, can I call you that?" Ruoyun frowned, "I..."

"You have a lover, and you love her very much, of course I know that," Ji Mo hooked the corners of his lips, sure enough, his heart is still not big enough, and he wanted to say these words as if nothing had happened, but in the end Still couldn't restrain the heartache, "I like your heart, I have always admitted without hesitation, as for you, just treat me as a bad guy who is always unwilling because of the failure of confession, okay, no, I am a bad guy in the first place .”

Ruoyun sighed, it was this familiar feeling, although she was sad but always pretended to be a childish child, even if her face changed and her temper changed, just based on this, she could be sure that the great writer around her was her very best. year friends.

"Do you remember the bar where you used to work all the time?" Ji Mo was a little surprised, and turned his head, bar?

"In the first few months when you disappeared, I went there every day to see. After you left, there were other guitarists who came to sing, but it was never you. Those guests who came for you even asked the boss Where are you going?" Ruoyun smiled, during that time she didn't sleep all day long, just sat there every day without drinking, just in a daze, thinking about some past events.

"Later, when I got rich, I bought that bar. I always thought that if you were still alive, even if you lost your memory, you might come to this bar someday. In the end, it was always me. Stupid, if you have resentment towards me, you will definitely avoid all the places where you might meet me."

"Ruoyun." Ji Mo wanted to stop it, but Ruoyun seemed to be trapped in his own world, and continued talking on his own.

"In the past few years, I would check almost as soon as I had a clue. However, every time I was disappointed, although I kept telling myself that since the burned house did not have you, you must still be alive. But, every year on that day , I will still go to your cemetery. Thinking about it this way, I have already admitted it in my heart, haven’t I? So, even if you feel so similar to me, I still don’t want to believe it subconsciously. "

After a long silence, Ji Mo slowly opened his mouth as if he had made a decision.

"Ruoyun, I have thought a lot during this period of time. I admit that when I wrote that book at the beginning, including returning to China, I just had the despicable idea of ​​returning to you. I have always believed that even if you were so clear-cut You rejected me, but at least you still gave me the right to stay by your side as a friend, didn't you?" Ji Mo's voice was hoarse, and Ruoyun was inexplicably distressed.

"If it's not for some other reasons, if I can always be by your side, maybe one day you will fall in love with me, because I really love you very much," Ji Mo smiled, "In the end , God let me live, but at the same time, he played a huge joke on me, my face changed, and even my proud voice became like a hoarse old woman, I was scared, like this How can I still be qualified to come back to you, you are such a radiant artist, as for me, it’s just a fake face that I managed to get back my life.”

"When I was depressed, Ruixi persuaded me. I didn't even know much English. The only thing I thought of was to record my memory. I thought, many years later, when I am gray-haired, I may be with you. When we meet, maybe we can hold this little book and become the talk of each other after tea."

"In the end, I became a famous writer by accident." The female writer recalled the extreme surprise when she received the call from the publishing house, and pursed her lips. When tens of thousands of copies were sold, I became greedy. Will I have a chance to stand by your side now? It was driven by such despicable thoughts that I decided to return to China. "

"I, who was hiding in the dark, specially asked you to make this movie, just to see your reaction. Sure enough, you were suspicious, but I became so thorough that I finally deceived you. I deliberately broke out In the past, the photos of you and me, and the design of the fire scenes were all my temptations. I am a timid person. I want to know whether there is still a place for me in your heart after six years. I am a very persistent person."

"Then, when I saw that girl guarding you in every possible way, when I saw you rushing into the fire almost stupefied, I knew that I was wrong. I, who have always claimed to love you, have actually been The culprit who hurt you no longer needs to be obsessed with an answer. I am just an unwilling person. What Ruixi said is right, you really have someone more suitable, Yin Han, who loves you more than me You."

Ji Mo felt the strength of holding his hand, and closed his eyes wearily, "Since I've been exposed, I should have no face to appear in front of you again, and now I'm sitting beside you with such a cheeky face, I just want to be cautious. Let me tell you, although I was too sad because of your rejection, my suicide was definitely not because of you. The moment I sent you a text message, I actually lit the fire, even if you came immediately, I cease to exist, too."

She squeezed Ruoyun's cold hand tightly, and looked closely at the girl she loved so much, "It's not your fault, Ruoyun, if you really still feel guilty, just live happily ever after. Take my share." Even if it is an obsession, there will always be a day when you have to put it down by yourself.

"Mo Li, I always thought I was the person who knew you best, but now I just feel like a stranger," Ruoyun didn't know how painful six years were hidden under Ji Mo's calm appearance, she thought that her own Friends, should be happy.

"I used to mourn for myself, but until today, I realized that no kind of resentment can compare to being able to live again, to be able to feel this piece of lawn again, and to have a few words with you face to face again. Luckily, what else do I have to complain about?" Ji Mo's tone was light, there was no alienation and indifference, and only peace was left.

"We're still friends." Ruoyun held the girl's hand. This strange face was complicated by something she couldn't see through. Mo Li's words were like a final farewell, which touched her heart. A little uneasy, if it wasn't for herself, why did she commit suicide? There were too many fogs covering her body, and she was very worried.

"Yes...if you don't dislike it." Ji Mo was silent for a long time, and finally hooked the corners of his mouth, friend, the words she heard six years ago almost supported her through the darkest period of time, just like that Well, she sighed softly, love her?It is definitely still in love, but since it is destined not to be a lover, then friends are the ones she can choose, and she should stick to Ruoyun's best angle.