lace cobweb
Chapter 7 7 (1)
Seven,
Lin Luxing wore a pure white dress with a black veil on the sleeves, and walked into Du Nasha's mourning hall with a gloomy face.When she came in, her dress fluttered slightly in the autumn wind, reminiscent of the wings of a dead white butterfly.She was silent all the way, only the sound of high heels beating on the stone floor in the stairwell, and the moment she entered the door, she whispered to the relatives of Dunasha's family who presided over the funeral at the door. "I'm her classmate." She said.Then he raised his eyes and glanced at Jiang Luo who was sitting in the corner of the room.
According to the custom, the mourning hall is set up at Du Nasha's home, and it has to be set up for three full days for people to come to express their condolences.There were a lot of people expressing their condolences, and even college classmates who had just known each other for a short time also came, but no one was more conspicuous than Lin Luxing.She is tall, pale, serious and extremely beautiful, with an irresistible deterrent force, everyone naturally made way for her, so that she could easily pass through the crowd and come to the spirit of the deceased .Lin Luxing skillfully took the paper money from the side without anyone's instructions, lit it and threw it into the brazier, then respectfully bowed to Du Nasha's black and white portrait three times, and burned incense in the incense burner.
In late September, the weather was still a bit hot, and the door to the balcony in the living room was opened for ventilation. The crisp birdsong outside could reach the ears of the mourners from time to time, and the autumn wind blew away the paper dust scattered on the ground.Lin Luxing finished these condolence procedures, walked to the balcony without saying hello to anyone, and looked at the sweet-scented osmanthus on the branches outside.It rained not long ago, the sky was as blue as washing, and the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus became more and more intense, mixed with the choking smell of joss paper money, it seemed sweet and charming, which seemed too out of place.
Jiang Luo has been staying here for two days in the name of a good friend. When she saw Lin Luxing coming uninvited, she was very worried. She was very afraid that Lin Luxing had other purposes and would cause some trouble here, so she followed Lin Luxing tremblingly. Walking to the balcony with her, Lin Luxing turned around, saw her, immediately reached behind her and closed the door, leaving only the two of them outside the mourning hall.The voices in the mourning hall suddenly dimmed, and Lin Luxing fixed Jiang Luo's eyes with bloodshot eyes.
"She did it on purpose." She said in a very low voice, but she gritted her teeth, "Believe it or not, she did it to get revenge on me..."
Looking at the bloodshot eyes in her eyes, Jiang Luo knew that she must not have slept well the past two nights, so he smiled weakly, expressing his tolerance for her hateful words. "I don't know who she wants to take revenge on." She said, feeling a little tired, squatted down on the ground, hugged her head, and made a sobbing voice: "But she killed herself. No matter who she takes revenge on, first It was all revenge on me, and she did it."
Lin Luxing looked at her condescendingly, and murmured: "Indeed, she is taking revenge on you. But I also know that she hates me. She didn't commit suicide sooner or later, but she decided to commit suicide that night. She did it on purpose, we I only wore a wedding dress the day before yesterday, and she asked me to wear mourning clothes today."
"You are exaggerating." Jiang Luo didn't want to listen any more, stopped her from speaking, and said weakly: "You didn't actually wear mourning clothes, and none of us has the right to wear mourning clothes for her. As for Du Nasha, I don't know her." There may be many reasons why I committed suicide. Among them, I was wrong. I was too careless. There are many things that I couldn’t do, but I did it. But..." She raised her head: "But there is one thing , I've been thinking these days, you really shouldn't have stimulated her like that at the wedding..."
"What do you mean?" Lin Luxing was startled: "Could it be that she committed suicide because I exposed her tricks?"
"That's not what I mean." Jiang Luo shook her head in pain, she seemed to be thinking hard, but for a moment, her eyes became blank, and she pulled her hair: "I don't know what I mean, maybe I said something wrong, sorry ,Please forgive me."
But Lin Luxing was very angry, so she ignored Jiang Luo and continued, "I said that the other day, but I didn't want her to die. Should I just swallow my anger forever? She can spread rumors, but I can't tell the truth." She smiled: "Jiang Luo, why don't you ever understand me, don't you want to think about how... how hurt I have been?"
Her smile was extremely sad, and very haggard, heartbreaking.A new wound was engraved on Jiang Luo's heart. Jiang Luo looked at her bewilderedly, and saw that Lin Luxing's hand by his side was trembling.Jiang Luo's thoughts were completely confused. Since seeing Du Nasha's body, she has been living a hellish life for the past two days. She has suffered so much that she can no longer think like a normal person. In the exhausted numbness, she Feeling the repeated pain, dripping wet blood flowed from her wound, and the scab never healed.Lin Luxing's smile and the words she said in a soft voice reminded her of her crimes again. She shouldn't blame Lin Luxing for even the slightest mistake, she herself was the culprit.At the same time, Jiang Luo painfully realized that even after Du Nasha's death, her dirty thoughts hadn't dispelled at all, but had been intensified by the shock of losing her lover.
"Actually, I also thought about not talking about it at all." Lin Luxing paced back and forth, and said, "I endured it for a long time, because before... I trusted you and myself. But I still have to say, I I have to let you know, Jiang Luo, this is not fair to me."
Jiang Luo buried her head in her arms again, and sighed faintly: "I've actually expected the rumors. I'm not stupid, I asked her... but I really don't know, you... would actually find it that way. Man. Why didn't you tell me sooner? You chose the most inopportune time. You never explained to me before, why do you have to make it clear now? You shouldn't, you shouldn't, you shouldn't be married, you shouldn't be in our Say it when you have been dating for two months, you should not pursue the past, because it will not help the matter, but will hurt me and Du Nasha. Lin Luxing, there is no fairness or unfairness in emotional matters. "
"Then you really think I'm wrong." Lin Luxing said with wide eyes.Her tone became frantic: "Actually, I was not wrong enough. I actually have more things that I didn't say... It was because I was too tolerant to her that I let you still sit here to mourn her and lie to her Your grandfather said he was her good friend, you are so ridiculous! Jiang Luo, I want to tell you now, do you think Du Nasha is such a simple person? She is far more than just spreading rumors. In high school, you and I were both attracted by her Keeping in the dark, being played around by her..."
"Anyway, she's dead now!" Jiang Luo couldn't stand her insulting Du Nasha like this, and interrupted her forcefully: "The dead body is not cold yet, and you went to her mourning hall today, at her house, to talk about her. Bad words, this is what I saw, I hope you don't do this, you are...a person with a family."
"She is dead, she is dead, so everything she did can be forgiven! As long as she is dead, she is a perfect and good person! According to you, every condemned prisoner is innocent, and even has to be punished. Pity!" Lin Luxing yelled angrily, Jiang Luozheng was stunned by her sudden hysteria, thinking that maybe what she said was too much, she was timid, hesitating whether she should go forward to comfort her, and she was afraid that she would mess up Shouting was heard.Lin Luxing stomped her feet suddenly, and said heartbroken, "I shouldn't have come today. I shouldn't have come!" She turned around abruptly, opened the balcony door, and ran out.
Jiang Luo supported the wall and stood up. Because he got up too quickly, his eyes were blurred, his head was dizzy, and his head was buzzing.Lin Lu walked through the mourning hall, ran to the gate, tore off the black gauze on her sleeves, and threw it into the box at the gate. Jiang Luo's blurred eyes saw her white skirt flickering outside the gate, and the sound of high heels hitting the ground. It rang in a hurry, and then gradually disappeared into the corridor.
Lin Luxing's behavior was too eye-catching, almost everyone watched her leave, some classmates who knew her couldn't help whispering there, the atmosphere in the mourning hall was messed up, which made Jiang Luo even more unbearable.Jiang Luo slowly moved into the room, showing a wry smile in the direction of Lin Luxing's departure, and then, she moved to the seat in the corner that was originally huddled, and sat there as before, motionless.Her head hurt more than before, her swollen eyes were smoked by the smoke, and it was even more difficult to see. She closed her eyes.
This is the second day of Du Nasha's death.During these two days, Jiang Luo didn't sleep, and he didn't sleep for the next four days.Only occasionally, when she was sitting, her consciousness would be temporarily interrupted, as if she had fainted, and she didn't know anything.Soon she would wake up again, and when she woke up, she would hate everything that was going on around her.Moreover, even when Jiang Luo was awake, her consciousness was chaotic. She had to concentrate to communicate with people normally, and her spirit was almost completely destroyed.
Jiang Luo stayed at Du Nasha's house for a week and witnessed the whole process of the funeral. First, he kept a three-day vigil, and on the fourth day, he went to the funeral home to hold a memorial service, where he cremated Du Nasha, and was buried in the suburbs. On the seventh day, I went back to the grave to sacrifice to the newly dead ghost, and on the seventh day, I did the first seven rituals.On the night of the first seven days, Jiang Luo had no reason to stay any longer, so he bid farewell to Du Nasha's relatives and returned to his home.
There was still no one in the house, it was empty and dark, and as night fell, Jiang Luo felt very frightened, shut himself in the bedroom, hugged his knees, tried to open his eyes wide, and looked at the snow-white walls all around.She couldn't fall asleep because of insomnia, seven sleepless nights made her extremely exhausted, but she didn't dare to fall asleep, these days, as long as she was free, Jiang Luo's mind kept replaying her walking to the street light Underneath, I saw Du Nasha hanging on it, with the swaying corpse.This scene had a great impact on her. It was the most terrifying and devastating night in Jiang Luo's life. When she saw and confirmed that it was Du Nasha on the street lamp, Jiang Luo couldn't stand still. He fell to the ground, feeling cold all over.She remembered that she didn't believe that Du Nasha was dead at first, so she called the emergency center first, and while waiting anxiously for the ambulance, she felt that she couldn't let Du Nasha just hang on it, so she pulled out another The mobile phone called the police station, but the line was busy twice. She finally remembered that there is a police station in the university, which is not more than 10 minutes away.Jiang Luo suddenly gained strength and got up. She walked through the dark avenue with a strong night wind blowing, as if being chased by a ghost, and staggered into the police station.Jiang Luo screamed and rushed into the gate of the police station, his voice echoing in the silent lobby.
"Help! Someone has hanged himself!" she shouted with all her strength.
Soon, the police car roared and drove her back. When they arrived at the scene, the ambulance also arrived, and Du Nasha was let off by them. After the doctor checked, they didn't even give her too much rescue. , What I got was a death certificate.Jiang Luo followed the doctors blankly. The night suddenly became very cold, and she couldn't stop shaking. She clearly remembered that before the deceased was put down from the lamppost and covered with a white cloth, she saw a lump on her slender neck. A circle of bruises wrapped around her neck like a ribbon.
She thought it was a long nightmare and kept praying to unknown forces to wake her up.But the night is still long.Jiang Luo was taken to the police station for registration and filing, and was subjected to various inquiries. She cried all night at the police station, both for Du Nasha and for this terrible fate.The police later told her that the street lamp that Du Nasha hanged was the oldest one, the base was not stable, and the iron lamp hanging from the rope was rusted. Pulled down.But she was too short and too light, so if she hung it casually, she would die.
The next morning, the police called Du Nasha's home and asked her grandparents to come and claim the body. The two old people came supporting each other. Du Nasha's grandma passed out after seeing it and was rescued in the hospital. For several days, only grandpa insisted and asked the police to investigate seriously.After investigation and investigation, the result of suicide will never be exceeded, not to mention that Du Nasha has a history of depression and visited a doctor during her freshman year.So the case was closed and everything was settled.
Regarding the motive that everyone has been puzzling over, that is, why Du Nasha committed suicide, the police have not obtained any definite clues.Only a small piece of paper was found in the dead man's pocket, which was torn from nowhere, and Jiang Hou later recognized that it was the letter paper he had given her.Two verse-like lines were scrawled in pencil on the front and back, with the obverse reading: "The sun is an ephemeral thing, like a mayfly ending its journey in the evening." On the reverse: "Nothing will happen tonight. Happened, except my death."
This suicide note is unclear, so it is more like an impromptu work written by the deceased out of excitement before committing suicide, and the content can be said to be worthless.Du Nasha's grandfather took care of the last handwriting and did not leave it to Jiang Luo.Her grandfather handled Du Nasha's funeral with full authority, and several close elders also came to help, and Jiang Luo asked them to let him be the funeral attendant.
Since the location of the incident was suspicious, Jiang Luo's attitude was also too aggressive afterwards. The police and Du Nasha's relatives questioned Jiang Luo more than once about the relationship between her and Du Nasha. "answer.Du Nasha's mobile phone records and social software were emptied by herself, leaving no evidence of their relationship, so they believed her words and thought she was an affectionate friend.Although Du Nasha's grandfather was full of reluctance, he still accepted the fact that his granddaughter was dead. The whole process of Du Nasha's suicide seemed random and sudden, even the bricks for stepping and the hemp rope for hanging were taken from the side temporarily. It was found at the construction site, but the evidence is conclusive, without any unnatural traces.It is worth mentioning that although her granddaughter died in front of her house, Du Nasha's grandfather never blamed Jiang Luo for her granddaughter's death. Coming to visit made Jiang Luo extremely guilty and ashamed.
On the first seven days, the whole funeral was finally over. Although Jiang Luo was extremely vigilant, he fell asleep unknowingly in his own bed at night, and dreamed of Du Nasha without accident.She has dreamed of Dunasa many times since then, two of which were the most vivid and frightening, and one of them was this dream that night.She dreamed that she was in a large room with light yellow European-style flower group wallpaper, and for some reason, she was avoiding Du Nasha's pursuit.This room is similar to her study, but it is arranged in an extremely strange way, as if it is not a room for living people.White gauze curtains with wide lace trims hung from the center of the ceiling like barren cobwebs over the furniture.The solid wood furniture is classical in style, tall and heavy, and placed in a haphazard manner indoors: cabinets and bookcases are placed in the middle of the room at a ninety-degree angle, with their backs facing outwards, satin chairs are placed in the corners of the room, and the chairs face the corners , the table stands on top of the sofa, the desk lamp is thrown on the ground, away from the socket, the wires are dragging long, the wardrobe is next to the cabinet, the cabinet door is wide open, and there is a classical clock inside, making a rattling sound, and the bed is lying sideways Placed at the door, blocking the way out.The sight could not even be called an interior arrangement at all, but a forest of eerie furniture.Jiang Luo used the forest to hide his figure, held his breath, squatted down among the tall furniture and moved slowly, dealing with Du Nasha.
Dunasha came in and looked around the room, her steps were light and long, like a sleepwalker, and her long shadow was like a hanged ghost, floating across the furniture.Jiang Luo hid behind the cabinet, observed Du Nasha's slender feet in soft-soled white leather shoes through the cracks in the furniture, and observed her slender calves moving, so as to judge her next trajectory.Du Nasha's steps were sluggish, and Jiang Luo could see her dress that grew to the middle of her calf, and the layers of pure white long ruffles at the hem of the skirt hung softly, fluttering back and forth slightly with her steps.The pannier worn inside the dress had a very obvious shape, and the edge of the steel bone hit her legs lightly one after another as Du Nasha walked, and her whole fluffy skirt bounced and swayed like a soft pudding.Du Nasha shuttled between the furniture step by step, stopping occasionally, turning around, and continuing again. Jiang Luo felt terror from her slow movements, and the terror that made people lose their minds completely seized her.Her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and her forehead was covered with cold sweat. She felt that Du Nasha seemed to be closer to her than before.Instinctively, she wanted to move a little further, bent down, and was about to kneel on the ground and crawl away quietly. In order not to disturb Du Nasha, she put her legs as low as possible, and lowered her waist as hard as she could. .However, this movement caused something that was originally placed on her legs to slide down the skirt with her movement, fell down, and landed on the ground, making a loud crashing sound.
It was a purple utility knife.
Jiang Luo's breathing stagnated, and the hairs all over her body exploded. She was choked by fear.She looked up tremblingly, and Dunasha's eyes appeared behind the cabinet, looking straight at her, and a crimson lace neckband was crookedly wrapped around Dunasha's neck.
The moment the terror reached its peak, Jiang Luo woke up with a start, sweating all over his head, and panting heavily.For the first few seconds she woke up, she thought Dunasa was still in the room and looked around frantically.Next, she sat on the bed, hugged the quilt, and guarded her room. Her nerves remained highly tense for half the night, until the first rays of sunlight fell into her window.
For many days after that, Jiang Luo slept with the lights on out of fear, and falling asleep became what she feared the most.She had nightmares as soon as she closed her eyes, her dreams were chaotic, absurd, distorted, broken, and she didn't know why she had them.She was insane, it was a fact, and Du Nasha's death brought her untold grief and extreme self-blame.It is not difficult to guess that Du Nasha committed suicide out of jealousy and despair. She had already hinted at who she would kill, but in the end she sacrificed herself.Jiang Luo used love to kill a fanatical and infatuated girl. She agreed to associate with Du Nasha out of the selfish purpose of self-healing. She could have been more cautious. Those who are trapped have no other hope.Du Nasha's character was too extreme, and Jiang Luo was still not firm enough to give her enough sense of security.She used to think over and over the fatal mistakes she made in this relationship. She regretted that she didn't keep Du Nasha that day. When she saw the gift that Du Nasha gave her, she was so sad that she was about to faint.
Sorrow broke her heart, self-blame gave her up, but above all these emotions was the fear of seeing a lover hanging stiffly from a street lamp, which overwhelmed everything at night, Mixed with her remorse and sorrow, like a huge beast, it slowly tore apart and devoured Jiang Luo.
Among those nightmares about Du Nasha, there was another one that Jiang Luo remembered deeply, and Lin Luxing even appeared in this dream.This dream was made by Jiang Luo the night Lin Luxing came to her for the second time.It was at the beginning of October, the day before Lin Lu went abroad, Jiang Luo met her again and talked for an hour.There was no such violent quarrel between them as last time, but it was still not happy.Lin Luxing came to say goodbye to her, and Jiang Luo blessed her indifferently, and their relationship was completely broken because of this, as if they had nothing to say anymore.That night, Jiang Luo fell asleep exhausted and dreamed of Lin Luxing wearing a snow-white wedding dress.
The dream was oppressive and gloomy. Lin Luxing stood alone under a luxuriant camphor tree, wearing a silver crown and a white gauze. The huge skirt of the wedding dress dragged on the ground, looking like a greedy female spider that ate the male. A spider with eggs in its belly.The branches of the camphor tree spread above her head, and from the tallest branch hung a straight hanging rope, hanging Dunasha's body.The sky was blood-red, as if it had been splashed with blood. In the blood-red sky, Du Nasha lowered her head lifelessly, with a rope tied around her neck.She was motionless, Jiang Luo didn't see her clearly, but he thought it was Du Nasha from the bottom of his heart.Dunasa's body was covered with crimson butterflies densely. The wings of this group of noisy diners were the same color as the sky. Maybe the sky was made of butterflies. The air was full of phosphorous powder, which was suffocating.This is the world of butterflies, their furry bodies are everywhere, dense and disgusting, the butterflies linger around Dunasa like a crimson poisonous gas, stop on her pale skin, and stick out their curly mouthparts In her wound, while sucking her blood, she turned her two brightly colored wings full of patterns from time to time.This is the habit of evil insects when they are feeding. They open their wings for a while, and then close them again. The scene of countless butterflies turning their wings is dizzying. The wings with black spots look like eyes, on Dunasha. Flickering and flickering, it seemed terrifying for a while.
Standing in the distance, Jiang Luo saw this situation and ran towards the camphor tree frantically. She ran and yelled at Lin Luxing: "Put her down! Put her down!" She rushed over and knelt on Lin Luxing's side. Foot: "They are drinking her blood and eating her flesh! Please!"
Jiang Luo was woken up by her own cry. She woke up from the dream and was in a trance for a moment. She checked the time and knew that Lin Luxing's plane had already departed.Lin Luxing took the early morning flight to Japan, and now, Jiang Luo was alone again.
During the day, in Du Nasha's former dormitory, Jiang Luo almost knelt down to Lin Luxing.This meeting was unexpected, Jiang Luo never thought that Lin Luxing would come to her again.This was No. 17 days after Du Nasha's death. The National Day holiday was over, and Jiang Luo returned to school for the first time.The leave from the university is coming to an end, and the homework for freshman year is very heavy, Jiang Luo must continue her studies.She finally regained her sanity from the collapse and was able to communicate with people normally. The first thing she did was to find Du Nasha’s classmates and ask them if they could lend her the key to the dormitory. She said that she wanted to go to Du Nasha. She looked at Sha's place to see if there was anything left behind. In fact, Jiang Luo knew that all of Du Nasha's things should have been cleared away by her family. She just wanted to take another look at the short life of Du Nasha. place, as a final tribute.Du Nasha's roommates are all good people. After the accident, they lived outside the dormitory. They were very sad for Du Nasha. They also knew Jiang Luo and felt sorry for her. After hearing Jiang Luo's request, they agreed without any hesitation.Holding this precious key, Jiang Luo set foot in the dormitory where Du Nasha lived, with a heavy heart in mourning for her deceased. She came to the door where she had frequented many times. She knocked at the door, which was opened to her by Dunasha, which was now silently closed to her.Jiang Luo took out the key and was about to open the door by himself, but found that the door was not locked.
She pushed the door tremblingly, and the figure of an uninvited guest appeared in the bedroom that was supposed to be empty.Lin Luxing seemed to like to appear in front of people in this sudden way.She sat in front of Du Nasha's desk, glanced at Jiang Luo at the door, stood up in fear, and explained: "I said I belonged to this dormitory, and I forgot to bring the key. After paying a deposit of 20 yuan, the dormitory manager Just give me the key."
"...You always seem to have a solution." Jiang Luo paused stiffly at the door for a moment, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and answered with difficulty.She walked in, tried not to look at Lin Luxing, and walked around the bedroom a few times.No one has lived in this dormitory for more than half a month. It is very deserted and lonely, and there are no traces of the original residence.Jiang Luo walked to Du Nasha's place, glanced at the empty table and bookshelves, and immediately recalled what Du Nasha's things were originally placed on, such as delicate perfume bottles, mirrors with carved wood frames, and clothes worn on braids. The bowknots were crowded and piled up in the master's storage box, and now they disappeared without a trace together with the girl.Her heart ached more and more.
"Why don't you make a sound? Don't you even want to talk to me?" At this time, Lin Luxing's weak and timid voice came from behind: "Actually, I came here specially today to wait for you. I know you are here I went to school, but I turned you off so much..."
Jiang Luo turned her face away, Lin Luxing was pale, clasped her hands, and stood awkwardly behind her, completely gone from the domineering look she had when they met last time.Jiang Luo looked into her eyes and understood that she was a poor person like himself, who also experienced this cruel murder and was branded with dark marks that could not be erased.Her emotions suddenly softened, and she felt guilty towards Lin Luxing. She regretted scolding her before, and she cherished Lin Luxing's delicate and pitiful appearance.Jiang Luo suddenly had a whim, trying to make up for the gap in the previous quarrel, so he turned around and replied in a gentle tone as much as possible: "I didn't... I didn't talk to you."
With a sincere expression, she stared at Lin Luxing cautiously and anxiously, and said a rare apology: "I was wrong about what happened before, and I shouldn't blame you. In fact, I understand that everything is my fault, and I killed you." She...has nothing to do with anyone else."
"Wait a minute, wait a moment." Lin Luxing shook her head: "I don't need to talk about those, I just want to talk to you calmly." She paused, probably thinking about her words: "I hope you... can forgive me I, it’s okay if I can’t forgive, I’m definitely going to say it.”
After the acquiescence in Jiang Luo's eyes, she began to say: "Before Du Nasha died, she cleared all the records in her mobile phone and computer, and her social accounts were also canceled, deleted, and even changed her password. She did it well." Very careful and thorough, and did not leave any evidence related to you. Even if everyone sees that you are often together, it can only show that you are good friends, and no one will be troublesome. She misses you very much and does not want to get involved You come in."
Jiang Luo looked down at the ground, staring at himself and Lin Luxing's toes, without answering a word.In a moment, she raised her head in embarrassment, before she could think of what to say, she laughed first.The smile is bitter.She said, "I know all about this, and you came here to say this?"
"Maybe it's just for saying that." Lin Luxing looked at her in surprise, as if confused by her indifference, and murmured. "But, but, you have to know." She hurriedly put her hand into her pocket, took out a square made of lavender letter paper, and stuffed it into Jiang Luo's hand: "She probably still thinks that all traces of the past will be erased at once. It's a pity, so she backed up the photo album and information records, and sent a copy to me."
Jiang Luo raised her hands in front of her, frowning tightly. Even she couldn't figure out why Du Nasha did such a thing. She seemed to lack enough understanding of Du Nasha from the beginning to the end.However, if Du Nasha really did this kind of provocative behavior, Jiang Luo seemed to understand why Lin Luxing said that Du Nasha committed suicide in revenge for her.Du Nasha must have understood that her suicide would definitely lead to a breakup between Jiang Luo and Lin Luxing. Both of them had her blood on their hands, and their dreams would be haunted.
Du Nasha is not inferior to Lin Luxing, a crazy avenger, just for this, she can destroy herself recklessly.Burned and driven by hatred and jealousy, these two girls kept doing all kinds of unreasonable self-destructive behaviors.Jiang Luo was forced to witness a complete tragedy, and he couldn't help feeling that he, as the culprit, was not worthy of living in this world.
She held the piece of paper given by Lin Luxing in her palm, deliberately showed a little hostility, stared at Lin Luxing, and asked cautiously, "You won't hurt me, will you?"
Her meanness is on full display in this one sentence.Jiang Luo always appeared in front of the police and Du Nasha's family as a friend, and she didn't have the courage to admit her relationship with Du Nasha.She got rid of the crime in the name of a friend, so no one would think about how she should be responsible for Du Nasha's death.If the relationship between Jiang Luo and Du Nasha is made public, then she will definitely bear doubts and hatred from many parties, and she will not be able to continue her normal life.For the sake of a so-called normal life, she did not hesitate to erase the past with the deceased, and was even afraid that Lin Lu would expose her.However, it is impossible for Lin Luxing to do such a thing anyway. Although she is cruel and cunning, she is different from Du Nasha in that she is not despicable.
"You are such a coward." Jiang Luo's goal was achieved. Lin Luxing seemed to hate her for saying such words, and replied quietly and painfully: "How could I harm you? I came here to give you these, and she must also Knowing that I will do this, you can open it and have a look."
Jiang Luo looked down, on the folded lavender letter paper that Lin Luxing gave her, there were some delicate handwriting belonging to the owner, as if something was written on it, she was about to take it apart for a closer look, when Lin Luxing suddenly stretched out his hand and snatched it away again. gone.Lin Luxing was so flustered that he did not use any means. With great strength, he roughly tore open the letter paper, took out a small black memory card wrapped in it, put it in the palm of his hand, and handed it to Jiang Luo.As for the torn lavender fragments that were written on for unknown reasons, she nervously crumpled them into a ball and held them tightly.
Jiang Luo laughed at himself. "If one of the three of us must be a coward." She took the memory card and said, "Okay, then it's me." She couldn't help but glanced at Lin Luxing again: "It's all in here Yet?"
"Yes, all the things she sent me are here...some of them you may not have seen." Lin Luxing replied distractedly.She suddenly made up her mind and changed the subject abruptly: "By the way, and, I'm going to the airport tonight. I won't be coming back again."
Jiang Luo's smile froze on his face, his hands were raised in the air before he could put them down, and the atmosphere suddenly became extremely awkward.She had just settled down with Lin Luxing.Jiang Luo didn't have the extra energy to think about Lin Luxing these days, and when they met this time, she was suddenly told that it was a farewell, which undoubtedly hurt her again.Lin Luxing's departure always seemed so sudden.Lin Luxing was never willing to stay longer for her.
"Gone?" After a long while, Jiang Luo muttered: "It's fine to go. This place... makes people sad, you go, go far away."
"That's good." Lin Luxing nodded, repeating her words mechanically: "That's good."
"Lin Luxing." Jiang Luo bit his lower lip fiercely.She finally couldn't hold back, opened her dry lips with teeth marks, and called out her name. "Let's just leave it at that." She said casually, "Go and live a happy life with someone who is not cowardly."
Lin Luxing was unmoved, and stared at her coldly, a mocking and sad wry smile suddenly appeared on her pale face. "I won't be happy." She gritted her teeth and said, "No one will be happy. No one, remember!"
She walked away smartly, picked up her bag from the table, stepped out of the door, and closed the door behind her.This time I really left, and I will never come back, and I will never have a chance to meet again.Jiang Luo watched Lin Luxing's back and let out a long sigh of relief.Then, holding the memory card, she slowly fell down and lay on the ground.She fell down unconsciously, more like losing the strength to support her body.The sun in early autumn was warm and dry, and the tiled floor was not cold at all, but very smooth and comfortable. Jiang Luo pressed his face to the ground, breathing hard, the sun caressed her like a gentle mother, her lips trembled slightly.
What frightened Jiang Luo was that during the time she fell on the tiles and curled up motionless, she didn't think about the girlfriend who had just died.Although Du Nasha's voice and appearance are still hidden deep in her heart, making her
Lin Luxing wore a pure white dress with a black veil on the sleeves, and walked into Du Nasha's mourning hall with a gloomy face.When she came in, her dress fluttered slightly in the autumn wind, reminiscent of the wings of a dead white butterfly.She was silent all the way, only the sound of high heels beating on the stone floor in the stairwell, and the moment she entered the door, she whispered to the relatives of Dunasha's family who presided over the funeral at the door. "I'm her classmate." She said.Then he raised his eyes and glanced at Jiang Luo who was sitting in the corner of the room.
According to the custom, the mourning hall is set up at Du Nasha's home, and it has to be set up for three full days for people to come to express their condolences.There were a lot of people expressing their condolences, and even college classmates who had just known each other for a short time also came, but no one was more conspicuous than Lin Luxing.She is tall, pale, serious and extremely beautiful, with an irresistible deterrent force, everyone naturally made way for her, so that she could easily pass through the crowd and come to the spirit of the deceased .Lin Luxing skillfully took the paper money from the side without anyone's instructions, lit it and threw it into the brazier, then respectfully bowed to Du Nasha's black and white portrait three times, and burned incense in the incense burner.
In late September, the weather was still a bit hot, and the door to the balcony in the living room was opened for ventilation. The crisp birdsong outside could reach the ears of the mourners from time to time, and the autumn wind blew away the paper dust scattered on the ground.Lin Luxing finished these condolence procedures, walked to the balcony without saying hello to anyone, and looked at the sweet-scented osmanthus on the branches outside.It rained not long ago, the sky was as blue as washing, and the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus became more and more intense, mixed with the choking smell of joss paper money, it seemed sweet and charming, which seemed too out of place.
Jiang Luo has been staying here for two days in the name of a good friend. When she saw Lin Luxing coming uninvited, she was very worried. She was very afraid that Lin Luxing had other purposes and would cause some trouble here, so she followed Lin Luxing tremblingly. Walking to the balcony with her, Lin Luxing turned around, saw her, immediately reached behind her and closed the door, leaving only the two of them outside the mourning hall.The voices in the mourning hall suddenly dimmed, and Lin Luxing fixed Jiang Luo's eyes with bloodshot eyes.
"She did it on purpose." She said in a very low voice, but she gritted her teeth, "Believe it or not, she did it to get revenge on me..."
Looking at the bloodshot eyes in her eyes, Jiang Luo knew that she must not have slept well the past two nights, so he smiled weakly, expressing his tolerance for her hateful words. "I don't know who she wants to take revenge on." She said, feeling a little tired, squatted down on the ground, hugged her head, and made a sobbing voice: "But she killed herself. No matter who she takes revenge on, first It was all revenge on me, and she did it."
Lin Luxing looked at her condescendingly, and murmured: "Indeed, she is taking revenge on you. But I also know that she hates me. She didn't commit suicide sooner or later, but she decided to commit suicide that night. She did it on purpose, we I only wore a wedding dress the day before yesterday, and she asked me to wear mourning clothes today."
"You are exaggerating." Jiang Luo didn't want to listen any more, stopped her from speaking, and said weakly: "You didn't actually wear mourning clothes, and none of us has the right to wear mourning clothes for her. As for Du Nasha, I don't know her." There may be many reasons why I committed suicide. Among them, I was wrong. I was too careless. There are many things that I couldn’t do, but I did it. But..." She raised her head: "But there is one thing , I've been thinking these days, you really shouldn't have stimulated her like that at the wedding..."
"What do you mean?" Lin Luxing was startled: "Could it be that she committed suicide because I exposed her tricks?"
"That's not what I mean." Jiang Luo shook her head in pain, she seemed to be thinking hard, but for a moment, her eyes became blank, and she pulled her hair: "I don't know what I mean, maybe I said something wrong, sorry ,Please forgive me."
But Lin Luxing was very angry, so she ignored Jiang Luo and continued, "I said that the other day, but I didn't want her to die. Should I just swallow my anger forever? She can spread rumors, but I can't tell the truth." She smiled: "Jiang Luo, why don't you ever understand me, don't you want to think about how... how hurt I have been?"
Her smile was extremely sad, and very haggard, heartbreaking.A new wound was engraved on Jiang Luo's heart. Jiang Luo looked at her bewilderedly, and saw that Lin Luxing's hand by his side was trembling.Jiang Luo's thoughts were completely confused. Since seeing Du Nasha's body, she has been living a hellish life for the past two days. She has suffered so much that she can no longer think like a normal person. In the exhausted numbness, she Feeling the repeated pain, dripping wet blood flowed from her wound, and the scab never healed.Lin Luxing's smile and the words she said in a soft voice reminded her of her crimes again. She shouldn't blame Lin Luxing for even the slightest mistake, she herself was the culprit.At the same time, Jiang Luo painfully realized that even after Du Nasha's death, her dirty thoughts hadn't dispelled at all, but had been intensified by the shock of losing her lover.
"Actually, I also thought about not talking about it at all." Lin Luxing paced back and forth, and said, "I endured it for a long time, because before... I trusted you and myself. But I still have to say, I I have to let you know, Jiang Luo, this is not fair to me."
Jiang Luo buried her head in her arms again, and sighed faintly: "I've actually expected the rumors. I'm not stupid, I asked her... but I really don't know, you... would actually find it that way. Man. Why didn't you tell me sooner? You chose the most inopportune time. You never explained to me before, why do you have to make it clear now? You shouldn't, you shouldn't, you shouldn't be married, you shouldn't be in our Say it when you have been dating for two months, you should not pursue the past, because it will not help the matter, but will hurt me and Du Nasha. Lin Luxing, there is no fairness or unfairness in emotional matters. "
"Then you really think I'm wrong." Lin Luxing said with wide eyes.Her tone became frantic: "Actually, I was not wrong enough. I actually have more things that I didn't say... It was because I was too tolerant to her that I let you still sit here to mourn her and lie to her Your grandfather said he was her good friend, you are so ridiculous! Jiang Luo, I want to tell you now, do you think Du Nasha is such a simple person? She is far more than just spreading rumors. In high school, you and I were both attracted by her Keeping in the dark, being played around by her..."
"Anyway, she's dead now!" Jiang Luo couldn't stand her insulting Du Nasha like this, and interrupted her forcefully: "The dead body is not cold yet, and you went to her mourning hall today, at her house, to talk about her. Bad words, this is what I saw, I hope you don't do this, you are...a person with a family."
"She is dead, she is dead, so everything she did can be forgiven! As long as she is dead, she is a perfect and good person! According to you, every condemned prisoner is innocent, and even has to be punished. Pity!" Lin Luxing yelled angrily, Jiang Luozheng was stunned by her sudden hysteria, thinking that maybe what she said was too much, she was timid, hesitating whether she should go forward to comfort her, and she was afraid that she would mess up Shouting was heard.Lin Luxing stomped her feet suddenly, and said heartbroken, "I shouldn't have come today. I shouldn't have come!" She turned around abruptly, opened the balcony door, and ran out.
Jiang Luo supported the wall and stood up. Because he got up too quickly, his eyes were blurred, his head was dizzy, and his head was buzzing.Lin Lu walked through the mourning hall, ran to the gate, tore off the black gauze on her sleeves, and threw it into the box at the gate. Jiang Luo's blurred eyes saw her white skirt flickering outside the gate, and the sound of high heels hitting the ground. It rang in a hurry, and then gradually disappeared into the corridor.
Lin Luxing's behavior was too eye-catching, almost everyone watched her leave, some classmates who knew her couldn't help whispering there, the atmosphere in the mourning hall was messed up, which made Jiang Luo even more unbearable.Jiang Luo slowly moved into the room, showing a wry smile in the direction of Lin Luxing's departure, and then, she moved to the seat in the corner that was originally huddled, and sat there as before, motionless.Her head hurt more than before, her swollen eyes were smoked by the smoke, and it was even more difficult to see. She closed her eyes.
This is the second day of Du Nasha's death.During these two days, Jiang Luo didn't sleep, and he didn't sleep for the next four days.Only occasionally, when she was sitting, her consciousness would be temporarily interrupted, as if she had fainted, and she didn't know anything.Soon she would wake up again, and when she woke up, she would hate everything that was going on around her.Moreover, even when Jiang Luo was awake, her consciousness was chaotic. She had to concentrate to communicate with people normally, and her spirit was almost completely destroyed.
Jiang Luo stayed at Du Nasha's house for a week and witnessed the whole process of the funeral. First, he kept a three-day vigil, and on the fourth day, he went to the funeral home to hold a memorial service, where he cremated Du Nasha, and was buried in the suburbs. On the seventh day, I went back to the grave to sacrifice to the newly dead ghost, and on the seventh day, I did the first seven rituals.On the night of the first seven days, Jiang Luo had no reason to stay any longer, so he bid farewell to Du Nasha's relatives and returned to his home.
There was still no one in the house, it was empty and dark, and as night fell, Jiang Luo felt very frightened, shut himself in the bedroom, hugged his knees, tried to open his eyes wide, and looked at the snow-white walls all around.She couldn't fall asleep because of insomnia, seven sleepless nights made her extremely exhausted, but she didn't dare to fall asleep, these days, as long as she was free, Jiang Luo's mind kept replaying her walking to the street light Underneath, I saw Du Nasha hanging on it, with the swaying corpse.This scene had a great impact on her. It was the most terrifying and devastating night in Jiang Luo's life. When she saw and confirmed that it was Du Nasha on the street lamp, Jiang Luo couldn't stand still. He fell to the ground, feeling cold all over.She remembered that she didn't believe that Du Nasha was dead at first, so she called the emergency center first, and while waiting anxiously for the ambulance, she felt that she couldn't let Du Nasha just hang on it, so she pulled out another The mobile phone called the police station, but the line was busy twice. She finally remembered that there is a police station in the university, which is not more than 10 minutes away.Jiang Luo suddenly gained strength and got up. She walked through the dark avenue with a strong night wind blowing, as if being chased by a ghost, and staggered into the police station.Jiang Luo screamed and rushed into the gate of the police station, his voice echoing in the silent lobby.
"Help! Someone has hanged himself!" she shouted with all her strength.
Soon, the police car roared and drove her back. When they arrived at the scene, the ambulance also arrived, and Du Nasha was let off by them. After the doctor checked, they didn't even give her too much rescue. , What I got was a death certificate.Jiang Luo followed the doctors blankly. The night suddenly became very cold, and she couldn't stop shaking. She clearly remembered that before the deceased was put down from the lamppost and covered with a white cloth, she saw a lump on her slender neck. A circle of bruises wrapped around her neck like a ribbon.
She thought it was a long nightmare and kept praying to unknown forces to wake her up.But the night is still long.Jiang Luo was taken to the police station for registration and filing, and was subjected to various inquiries. She cried all night at the police station, both for Du Nasha and for this terrible fate.The police later told her that the street lamp that Du Nasha hanged was the oldest one, the base was not stable, and the iron lamp hanging from the rope was rusted. Pulled down.But she was too short and too light, so if she hung it casually, she would die.
The next morning, the police called Du Nasha's home and asked her grandparents to come and claim the body. The two old people came supporting each other. Du Nasha's grandma passed out after seeing it and was rescued in the hospital. For several days, only grandpa insisted and asked the police to investigate seriously.After investigation and investigation, the result of suicide will never be exceeded, not to mention that Du Nasha has a history of depression and visited a doctor during her freshman year.So the case was closed and everything was settled.
Regarding the motive that everyone has been puzzling over, that is, why Du Nasha committed suicide, the police have not obtained any definite clues.Only a small piece of paper was found in the dead man's pocket, which was torn from nowhere, and Jiang Hou later recognized that it was the letter paper he had given her.Two verse-like lines were scrawled in pencil on the front and back, with the obverse reading: "The sun is an ephemeral thing, like a mayfly ending its journey in the evening." On the reverse: "Nothing will happen tonight. Happened, except my death."
This suicide note is unclear, so it is more like an impromptu work written by the deceased out of excitement before committing suicide, and the content can be said to be worthless.Du Nasha's grandfather took care of the last handwriting and did not leave it to Jiang Luo.Her grandfather handled Du Nasha's funeral with full authority, and several close elders also came to help, and Jiang Luo asked them to let him be the funeral attendant.
Since the location of the incident was suspicious, Jiang Luo's attitude was also too aggressive afterwards. The police and Du Nasha's relatives questioned Jiang Luo more than once about the relationship between her and Du Nasha. "answer.Du Nasha's mobile phone records and social software were emptied by herself, leaving no evidence of their relationship, so they believed her words and thought she was an affectionate friend.Although Du Nasha's grandfather was full of reluctance, he still accepted the fact that his granddaughter was dead. The whole process of Du Nasha's suicide seemed random and sudden, even the bricks for stepping and the hemp rope for hanging were taken from the side temporarily. It was found at the construction site, but the evidence is conclusive, without any unnatural traces.It is worth mentioning that although her granddaughter died in front of her house, Du Nasha's grandfather never blamed Jiang Luo for her granddaughter's death. Coming to visit made Jiang Luo extremely guilty and ashamed.
On the first seven days, the whole funeral was finally over. Although Jiang Luo was extremely vigilant, he fell asleep unknowingly in his own bed at night, and dreamed of Du Nasha without accident.She has dreamed of Dunasa many times since then, two of which were the most vivid and frightening, and one of them was this dream that night.She dreamed that she was in a large room with light yellow European-style flower group wallpaper, and for some reason, she was avoiding Du Nasha's pursuit.This room is similar to her study, but it is arranged in an extremely strange way, as if it is not a room for living people.White gauze curtains with wide lace trims hung from the center of the ceiling like barren cobwebs over the furniture.The solid wood furniture is classical in style, tall and heavy, and placed in a haphazard manner indoors: cabinets and bookcases are placed in the middle of the room at a ninety-degree angle, with their backs facing outwards, satin chairs are placed in the corners of the room, and the chairs face the corners , the table stands on top of the sofa, the desk lamp is thrown on the ground, away from the socket, the wires are dragging long, the wardrobe is next to the cabinet, the cabinet door is wide open, and there is a classical clock inside, making a rattling sound, and the bed is lying sideways Placed at the door, blocking the way out.The sight could not even be called an interior arrangement at all, but a forest of eerie furniture.Jiang Luo used the forest to hide his figure, held his breath, squatted down among the tall furniture and moved slowly, dealing with Du Nasha.
Dunasha came in and looked around the room, her steps were light and long, like a sleepwalker, and her long shadow was like a hanged ghost, floating across the furniture.Jiang Luo hid behind the cabinet, observed Du Nasha's slender feet in soft-soled white leather shoes through the cracks in the furniture, and observed her slender calves moving, so as to judge her next trajectory.Du Nasha's steps were sluggish, and Jiang Luo could see her dress that grew to the middle of her calf, and the layers of pure white long ruffles at the hem of the skirt hung softly, fluttering back and forth slightly with her steps.The pannier worn inside the dress had a very obvious shape, and the edge of the steel bone hit her legs lightly one after another as Du Nasha walked, and her whole fluffy skirt bounced and swayed like a soft pudding.Du Nasha shuttled between the furniture step by step, stopping occasionally, turning around, and continuing again. Jiang Luo felt terror from her slow movements, and the terror that made people lose their minds completely seized her.Her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and her forehead was covered with cold sweat. She felt that Du Nasha seemed to be closer to her than before.Instinctively, she wanted to move a little further, bent down, and was about to kneel on the ground and crawl away quietly. In order not to disturb Du Nasha, she put her legs as low as possible, and lowered her waist as hard as she could. .However, this movement caused something that was originally placed on her legs to slide down the skirt with her movement, fell down, and landed on the ground, making a loud crashing sound.
It was a purple utility knife.
Jiang Luo's breathing stagnated, and the hairs all over her body exploded. She was choked by fear.She looked up tremblingly, and Dunasha's eyes appeared behind the cabinet, looking straight at her, and a crimson lace neckband was crookedly wrapped around Dunasha's neck.
The moment the terror reached its peak, Jiang Luo woke up with a start, sweating all over his head, and panting heavily.For the first few seconds she woke up, she thought Dunasa was still in the room and looked around frantically.Next, she sat on the bed, hugged the quilt, and guarded her room. Her nerves remained highly tense for half the night, until the first rays of sunlight fell into her window.
For many days after that, Jiang Luo slept with the lights on out of fear, and falling asleep became what she feared the most.She had nightmares as soon as she closed her eyes, her dreams were chaotic, absurd, distorted, broken, and she didn't know why she had them.She was insane, it was a fact, and Du Nasha's death brought her untold grief and extreme self-blame.It is not difficult to guess that Du Nasha committed suicide out of jealousy and despair. She had already hinted at who she would kill, but in the end she sacrificed herself.Jiang Luo used love to kill a fanatical and infatuated girl. She agreed to associate with Du Nasha out of the selfish purpose of self-healing. She could have been more cautious. Those who are trapped have no other hope.Du Nasha's character was too extreme, and Jiang Luo was still not firm enough to give her enough sense of security.She used to think over and over the fatal mistakes she made in this relationship. She regretted that she didn't keep Du Nasha that day. When she saw the gift that Du Nasha gave her, she was so sad that she was about to faint.
Sorrow broke her heart, self-blame gave her up, but above all these emotions was the fear of seeing a lover hanging stiffly from a street lamp, which overwhelmed everything at night, Mixed with her remorse and sorrow, like a huge beast, it slowly tore apart and devoured Jiang Luo.
Among those nightmares about Du Nasha, there was another one that Jiang Luo remembered deeply, and Lin Luxing even appeared in this dream.This dream was made by Jiang Luo the night Lin Luxing came to her for the second time.It was at the beginning of October, the day before Lin Lu went abroad, Jiang Luo met her again and talked for an hour.There was no such violent quarrel between them as last time, but it was still not happy.Lin Luxing came to say goodbye to her, and Jiang Luo blessed her indifferently, and their relationship was completely broken because of this, as if they had nothing to say anymore.That night, Jiang Luo fell asleep exhausted and dreamed of Lin Luxing wearing a snow-white wedding dress.
The dream was oppressive and gloomy. Lin Luxing stood alone under a luxuriant camphor tree, wearing a silver crown and a white gauze. The huge skirt of the wedding dress dragged on the ground, looking like a greedy female spider that ate the male. A spider with eggs in its belly.The branches of the camphor tree spread above her head, and from the tallest branch hung a straight hanging rope, hanging Dunasha's body.The sky was blood-red, as if it had been splashed with blood. In the blood-red sky, Du Nasha lowered her head lifelessly, with a rope tied around her neck.She was motionless, Jiang Luo didn't see her clearly, but he thought it was Du Nasha from the bottom of his heart.Dunasa's body was covered with crimson butterflies densely. The wings of this group of noisy diners were the same color as the sky. Maybe the sky was made of butterflies. The air was full of phosphorous powder, which was suffocating.This is the world of butterflies, their furry bodies are everywhere, dense and disgusting, the butterflies linger around Dunasa like a crimson poisonous gas, stop on her pale skin, and stick out their curly mouthparts In her wound, while sucking her blood, she turned her two brightly colored wings full of patterns from time to time.This is the habit of evil insects when they are feeding. They open their wings for a while, and then close them again. The scene of countless butterflies turning their wings is dizzying. The wings with black spots look like eyes, on Dunasha. Flickering and flickering, it seemed terrifying for a while.
Standing in the distance, Jiang Luo saw this situation and ran towards the camphor tree frantically. She ran and yelled at Lin Luxing: "Put her down! Put her down!" She rushed over and knelt on Lin Luxing's side. Foot: "They are drinking her blood and eating her flesh! Please!"
Jiang Luo was woken up by her own cry. She woke up from the dream and was in a trance for a moment. She checked the time and knew that Lin Luxing's plane had already departed.Lin Luxing took the early morning flight to Japan, and now, Jiang Luo was alone again.
During the day, in Du Nasha's former dormitory, Jiang Luo almost knelt down to Lin Luxing.This meeting was unexpected, Jiang Luo never thought that Lin Luxing would come to her again.This was No. 17 days after Du Nasha's death. The National Day holiday was over, and Jiang Luo returned to school for the first time.The leave from the university is coming to an end, and the homework for freshman year is very heavy, Jiang Luo must continue her studies.She finally regained her sanity from the collapse and was able to communicate with people normally. The first thing she did was to find Du Nasha’s classmates and ask them if they could lend her the key to the dormitory. She said that she wanted to go to Du Nasha. She looked at Sha's place to see if there was anything left behind. In fact, Jiang Luo knew that all of Du Nasha's things should have been cleared away by her family. She just wanted to take another look at the short life of Du Nasha. place, as a final tribute.Du Nasha's roommates are all good people. After the accident, they lived outside the dormitory. They were very sad for Du Nasha. They also knew Jiang Luo and felt sorry for her. After hearing Jiang Luo's request, they agreed without any hesitation.Holding this precious key, Jiang Luo set foot in the dormitory where Du Nasha lived, with a heavy heart in mourning for her deceased. She came to the door where she had frequented many times. She knocked at the door, which was opened to her by Dunasha, which was now silently closed to her.Jiang Luo took out the key and was about to open the door by himself, but found that the door was not locked.
She pushed the door tremblingly, and the figure of an uninvited guest appeared in the bedroom that was supposed to be empty.Lin Luxing seemed to like to appear in front of people in this sudden way.She sat in front of Du Nasha's desk, glanced at Jiang Luo at the door, stood up in fear, and explained: "I said I belonged to this dormitory, and I forgot to bring the key. After paying a deposit of 20 yuan, the dormitory manager Just give me the key."
"...You always seem to have a solution." Jiang Luo paused stiffly at the door for a moment, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and answered with difficulty.She walked in, tried not to look at Lin Luxing, and walked around the bedroom a few times.No one has lived in this dormitory for more than half a month. It is very deserted and lonely, and there are no traces of the original residence.Jiang Luo walked to Du Nasha's place, glanced at the empty table and bookshelves, and immediately recalled what Du Nasha's things were originally placed on, such as delicate perfume bottles, mirrors with carved wood frames, and clothes worn on braids. The bowknots were crowded and piled up in the master's storage box, and now they disappeared without a trace together with the girl.Her heart ached more and more.
"Why don't you make a sound? Don't you even want to talk to me?" At this time, Lin Luxing's weak and timid voice came from behind: "Actually, I came here specially today to wait for you. I know you are here I went to school, but I turned you off so much..."
Jiang Luo turned her face away, Lin Luxing was pale, clasped her hands, and stood awkwardly behind her, completely gone from the domineering look she had when they met last time.Jiang Luo looked into her eyes and understood that she was a poor person like himself, who also experienced this cruel murder and was branded with dark marks that could not be erased.Her emotions suddenly softened, and she felt guilty towards Lin Luxing. She regretted scolding her before, and she cherished Lin Luxing's delicate and pitiful appearance.Jiang Luo suddenly had a whim, trying to make up for the gap in the previous quarrel, so he turned around and replied in a gentle tone as much as possible: "I didn't... I didn't talk to you."
With a sincere expression, she stared at Lin Luxing cautiously and anxiously, and said a rare apology: "I was wrong about what happened before, and I shouldn't blame you. In fact, I understand that everything is my fault, and I killed you." She...has nothing to do with anyone else."
"Wait a minute, wait a moment." Lin Luxing shook her head: "I don't need to talk about those, I just want to talk to you calmly." She paused, probably thinking about her words: "I hope you... can forgive me I, it’s okay if I can’t forgive, I’m definitely going to say it.”
After the acquiescence in Jiang Luo's eyes, she began to say: "Before Du Nasha died, she cleared all the records in her mobile phone and computer, and her social accounts were also canceled, deleted, and even changed her password. She did it well." Very careful and thorough, and did not leave any evidence related to you. Even if everyone sees that you are often together, it can only show that you are good friends, and no one will be troublesome. She misses you very much and does not want to get involved You come in."
Jiang Luo looked down at the ground, staring at himself and Lin Luxing's toes, without answering a word.In a moment, she raised her head in embarrassment, before she could think of what to say, she laughed first.The smile is bitter.She said, "I know all about this, and you came here to say this?"
"Maybe it's just for saying that." Lin Luxing looked at her in surprise, as if confused by her indifference, and murmured. "But, but, you have to know." She hurriedly put her hand into her pocket, took out a square made of lavender letter paper, and stuffed it into Jiang Luo's hand: "She probably still thinks that all traces of the past will be erased at once. It's a pity, so she backed up the photo album and information records, and sent a copy to me."
Jiang Luo raised her hands in front of her, frowning tightly. Even she couldn't figure out why Du Nasha did such a thing. She seemed to lack enough understanding of Du Nasha from the beginning to the end.However, if Du Nasha really did this kind of provocative behavior, Jiang Luo seemed to understand why Lin Luxing said that Du Nasha committed suicide in revenge for her.Du Nasha must have understood that her suicide would definitely lead to a breakup between Jiang Luo and Lin Luxing. Both of them had her blood on their hands, and their dreams would be haunted.
Du Nasha is not inferior to Lin Luxing, a crazy avenger, just for this, she can destroy herself recklessly.Burned and driven by hatred and jealousy, these two girls kept doing all kinds of unreasonable self-destructive behaviors.Jiang Luo was forced to witness a complete tragedy, and he couldn't help feeling that he, as the culprit, was not worthy of living in this world.
She held the piece of paper given by Lin Luxing in her palm, deliberately showed a little hostility, stared at Lin Luxing, and asked cautiously, "You won't hurt me, will you?"
Her meanness is on full display in this one sentence.Jiang Luo always appeared in front of the police and Du Nasha's family as a friend, and she didn't have the courage to admit her relationship with Du Nasha.She got rid of the crime in the name of a friend, so no one would think about how she should be responsible for Du Nasha's death.If the relationship between Jiang Luo and Du Nasha is made public, then she will definitely bear doubts and hatred from many parties, and she will not be able to continue her normal life.For the sake of a so-called normal life, she did not hesitate to erase the past with the deceased, and was even afraid that Lin Lu would expose her.However, it is impossible for Lin Luxing to do such a thing anyway. Although she is cruel and cunning, she is different from Du Nasha in that she is not despicable.
"You are such a coward." Jiang Luo's goal was achieved. Lin Luxing seemed to hate her for saying such words, and replied quietly and painfully: "How could I harm you? I came here to give you these, and she must also Knowing that I will do this, you can open it and have a look."
Jiang Luo looked down, on the folded lavender letter paper that Lin Luxing gave her, there were some delicate handwriting belonging to the owner, as if something was written on it, she was about to take it apart for a closer look, when Lin Luxing suddenly stretched out his hand and snatched it away again. gone.Lin Luxing was so flustered that he did not use any means. With great strength, he roughly tore open the letter paper, took out a small black memory card wrapped in it, put it in the palm of his hand, and handed it to Jiang Luo.As for the torn lavender fragments that were written on for unknown reasons, she nervously crumpled them into a ball and held them tightly.
Jiang Luo laughed at himself. "If one of the three of us must be a coward." She took the memory card and said, "Okay, then it's me." She couldn't help but glanced at Lin Luxing again: "It's all in here Yet?"
"Yes, all the things she sent me are here...some of them you may not have seen." Lin Luxing replied distractedly.She suddenly made up her mind and changed the subject abruptly: "By the way, and, I'm going to the airport tonight. I won't be coming back again."
Jiang Luo's smile froze on his face, his hands were raised in the air before he could put them down, and the atmosphere suddenly became extremely awkward.She had just settled down with Lin Luxing.Jiang Luo didn't have the extra energy to think about Lin Luxing these days, and when they met this time, she was suddenly told that it was a farewell, which undoubtedly hurt her again.Lin Luxing's departure always seemed so sudden.Lin Luxing was never willing to stay longer for her.
"Gone?" After a long while, Jiang Luo muttered: "It's fine to go. This place... makes people sad, you go, go far away."
"That's good." Lin Luxing nodded, repeating her words mechanically: "That's good."
"Lin Luxing." Jiang Luo bit his lower lip fiercely.She finally couldn't hold back, opened her dry lips with teeth marks, and called out her name. "Let's just leave it at that." She said casually, "Go and live a happy life with someone who is not cowardly."
Lin Luxing was unmoved, and stared at her coldly, a mocking and sad wry smile suddenly appeared on her pale face. "I won't be happy." She gritted her teeth and said, "No one will be happy. No one, remember!"
She walked away smartly, picked up her bag from the table, stepped out of the door, and closed the door behind her.This time I really left, and I will never come back, and I will never have a chance to meet again.Jiang Luo watched Lin Luxing's back and let out a long sigh of relief.Then, holding the memory card, she slowly fell down and lay on the ground.She fell down unconsciously, more like losing the strength to support her body.The sun in early autumn was warm and dry, and the tiled floor was not cold at all, but very smooth and comfortable. Jiang Luo pressed his face to the ground, breathing hard, the sun caressed her like a gentle mother, her lips trembled slightly.
What frightened Jiang Luo was that during the time she fell on the tiles and curled up motionless, she didn't think about the girlfriend who had just died.Although Du Nasha's voice and appearance are still hidden deep in her heart, making her
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